Biyue indefinitely willow under the crow

"What's the matter?"

"Why are you back!"

"Don't laugh at me," Duan Yao said embarrassedly, "I can't calm down when I do anything, so I just want to come back and be with you more."

The tears that Duan Li had managed to stop flowed down again, wet the pillow along the corners of his eyes.

This frightened Duan Yao, "What's the matter, what's wrong?" Duan Yao hurriedly probed Duan Li's forehead, except that it was a little cold, nothing unusual.He lifted the quilt again to look at his body, but Duan Li quickly stopped him, "Don't".But it was too late, Duan Yao lifted the quilt, and was stunned by the blood and flesh that caught his eyes.Duan Li's legs had almost turned into blood, leaving only half of his body, which was still melting.

"This... this is..." Duan Yao's eyes were red, but he couldn't say a complete sentence.

"Poisoned," Duan Li put on a smiling face, "I can't cure it."

"Okay", Duan Yao trembled all over, unable to stand steadily, "Okay, Duan Li, you are really amazing, tell me, if I hadn't come back, would you just disappear like this! Did you! You are hiding it from me again !" Duan Yao was hysterical, "You die as soon as you die! Do you think I will be sad?"

Duan Yao turned his back to Duan Li, desperately holding back tears.

"Brother...", Duan Li said weakly, "You...don't be angry."

Duan Yao's heart was broken when he heard this call.He calmed down, turned around, sat down on the bed with a smile.

"I'm not angry with you, I'm angry with myself," Duan Yao held his hand, pretending to be pitiful, "I shouldn't have been mean to you just now, forgive my brother."

It's rare to see his brother like this, Duan Li smiled through tears.

Duan Yao also laughed, "Li'er, don't worry, I will be fine after you leave, I will marry more beauties and have more babies, to see if you are angry or not! By the way, I will give Mingya the same Find a pretty girl, I think his eyes are straightened when he sees Xiao Ning recently."

Duan Li listened with a smile, and Duan Yao said softly, it turned out that when they parted, they were so calm.Duan Li can't cry, he wants to leave his brother with his most beautiful appearance in the end.Duan Yao can't cry either, what he wants Li'er to feel is his tenderness, his cheering up, his being fine, and he will live well.

The lower body was almost completely melted, Duan Li's face was pale from the pain, and his eyelids became heavier and heavier.He moved his eyes and said in a weak voice, "Brother, tell me a story."

"Okay." Duan Yao pinched his face fondly, "Well... once upon a time, there was a big fish in the deep sea, and other fish were afraid of it. It had no friends and was lonely every day. One day, the big fish went to Playing in the shallow sea, I met a small fish."

"The big fish is my brother... the little fish is me." Duan Li interrupted with a smile.

"Yes, the little fish is as kind and lovely as Li'er. The little fish is not afraid of the fierceness on the surface of the big fish, and does not hate the hard and cold scales that the big fish has grown to protect itself, but cares about it every day, warms it, Even if the big fish annoys it, and can’t coax it, the little fish will never leave. They chat, quarrel, accompany, and finally fall in love.”

Duan Li listened to the beautiful story, closed her eyes quietly, and fell asleep peacefully with a sweet face.

Duan Yao looked at Duan Li who had lost his breath, his throat was sore, he held back his tears, his voice trembling, and continued to finish the story.

"But the big fish couldn't stay in the shallow sea for a long time, and the scales on its body began to fall off, so it reluctantly bid farewell to the little fish. When we separated, the little fish didn't blame it, but watched it leave with a smile. The big fish returned In the deep sea, it missed the little fish every day, but dared not go back. Until a few years later, when the big fish was wandering around, it found a fish bone. The big fish recognized it, it was its little fish. The little fish wanted to swim When they reached the deep sea, they froze to death here because the water temperature was getting colder and colder, and the fish bones were still in the downstream position. Since then, the big fish has guarded the bones of the small fish all day long, and never left."

The story is over, Duan Li also disappeared, leaving only a puddle of blood, which gradually dried up before Duan Yao's eyes, as if it never existed.

Duan Yao sat there quietly, deep in memory, crying and laughing all night, tirelessly.Early the next morning, Duan Yao ate, went to court, and rested as if nothing had happened.It's just that there is no emotion in these behaviors.He must live a good life, which is Li'er's greatest wish.

No matter how busy he is, Duan Yao will draw a picture every day.In this painting, the painting has turned white-haired.The person in the painting is quiet and clear, with a refined temperament. The long black silk has a dark green luster, but he has no face.He finally understood why Duan Li drew his own back in every picture.No matter how you draw a face that you have engraved in your heart, you will feel that it is not true, and you will feel that it is not as beautiful as your own.

White hair and bones, spend this life together.

Before Duan Yao died, he suddenly remembered that Li'er asked himself this question that year, and he still remembered that at that time, he didn't agree, and he didn't say no.

Li'er, in the next life I will remember you, find you, and protect you.Until then, I will answer your question again.

The second world is over.

Tears flowed all over his face, but Spica didn't even know it.Can't tell what mood I'm in, Spica is feeling uncomfortable, suddenly being surrounded gently by someone from behind, Jin Gui's frivolous voice rang in my ears, "Xing Jun is so cute crying".

Jiao Xu gave Jin Gui a sharp eye, but Jin Gui pretended not to see it, and pressed his whole body on Jiao Xu, and Lai Pi rubbed against his back like a glance, "Let me comfort Xingjun who was injured. Be careful~"

Jiao Xu frowned tightly, his face full of displeasure, he turned around and pushed away the restless Jin Gui behind him.Unexpectedly, even though he had mastered the strength, Jin Gui still staggered back a few steps and fell to the ground without being able to stabilize himself.

Jin Gui seemed to be in pain and closed his eyes.When he opened it again, there was a slight smile in his eyes, while complaining "Xingjun is so indifferent", he stood up slowly, walked to the table and sat down.

JiaoXu also felt a little sorry, and wanted to say something to Jin Gui, but found that Jin Gui was lying quietly on the table, motionless.

"What's wrong?"

"A little tired, nothing." Jin Gui didn't raise his head, his voice was tired.

Jin Gui fell into a deep sleep, he hadn't felt so at ease in a long time, no nightmares, no coldness.Jin Gui rubbed his bleary sleepy eyes, and was startled when he saw clearly that Jiao Xu was looking at him with a complicated expression.

"Eh? Why hasn't Xingjun left yet? Or did I oversleep, it's already the second day?" Jin Gui scratched his hair, puzzled.

Jiao Xu turned his head in embarrassment, "No, you only slept for a while." He wouldn't say that he stayed because he felt uneasy seeing the sleeping Jin Gui with tears all over his face before leaving.

"Oh," Jin Guitiao said with a smile, "I said why I slept so peacefully. It turned out that it was because I was accompanied by Mr. Xing. It would be great if Mr. Xing could sleep with me every day~"

"Your Highness! You also give me a little bit of moderation!"

As if he had expected Spica's scolding, Jin Gui smiled and closed his mouth.

After Jin Gui shut up suddenly, Jiao Xu felt a little embarrassed, neither did he speak nor did he speak.

Looking at the look of hesitating to speak, Jin Gui smiled helplessly, "What's wrong?"

Spica spoke hesitantly, "I want to ask you something."

"Xingjun has opened his mouth, Xiaoxian must answer every question."

"Your Highness!" Since getting to know Jin Gui, Jiao Xu felt that he had become stupid, stupid and irritable.

"Okay, let's stop making trouble, you can ask." Jin Gui became serious.

"That... how do you conclude that they won't have good results?"

"Well...for example, if I like Xingjun, I will be satisfied listening to your scolding and watching you drink tea every day." Jin Gui smiled meaningfully, "Why should we be together if it will bring suffering to each other? .”

Hearing this sentence, Spica was dumbfounded.Who would have thought that this superficially cynical and domineering celestial "devil king" could say such a thing.And how many people can see through the deep meaning of this.

"Mr. Xing? Is there anything else you want to ask?"

Spica thought for a while, "What's on your mind?"

"Oh?" Jin Gui raised his eyebrows, "Xing Jun doesn't seem like someone who cares about other people's thoughts."

"No one cares, I'll just ask casually, don't say anything." Jiao Xu got up and was about to leave, but was grabbed by Jin Gui.Jin Gui stared at Jiao Xu without saying a word, and after a moment of stalemate, he still let go.

You look like this, obviously you don't want to hear it at all.

Unexpectedly, Spica didn't leave, and sat down again.

"Why...don't leave again?"

"Because you look like you really want to say it." Jiao Xun said with a smile and pretended to be innocent.

"I..." Jin Gui was speechless for a while, and after thinking about it, he said angrily, "I really want to say, and there is still a lot to say!" Jin Gui began to speak more and more angrily, "I work so hard every day, Do not be lazy day and night, can I not be depressed! Do you know how tiring it is to hang in the sky and walk carefully and punctually for a day! You know that no matter when and where you must desperately control yourself, you can destroy everything Do you know that I am burning hot on the surface to warm everything, but in fact I also need warmth in my heart! What is even worse is you! How much do you know about me? You only know the disaster caused by ten of us brothers back then! Everyone is, you don't know my hard work, you don't know my regrets, you don't know that I'm trying to make up for it, you only know that I made mistakes! I don't ask people to thank me in front of the sun, but at least don't take it for granted, at least Don’t feel so happy when you mention Houyi shooting the sun now! Why? That’s also nine lives! I’ve paid off everything we’ve destroyed and hurt for thousands of years! I don’t owe anyone!”

"Anymore?"

"Yes, of course! After Hou Yi killed my nine brothers, he was named a Heavenly General! He was also praised by later generations! He usurped the throne, was stupid and colluded with women, why don't people remember these things? Thinking of this makes me very angry."

Jiao Xu seemed to be shaken, and felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, "I'm sorry, I didn't understand you until I heard what you said today. The fairy family is like this, let alone ordinary people."

Jin Gui was silent for a moment, then sighed in a low voice, "Sometimes I think, what will happen to the world if I don't show up for a day? Will they know I'm good?"

"No, they will scold you, and future generations will remember another mistake of yours."

"Then I'll try it even more," Jin Gui gritted his teeth, "It's better to have another Houyi who kills the people and kill me!"

"You wouldn't do that."

"You think I'm afraid of death?"

"Maybe it was because I was ignorant when I was a child, or maybe there were other secrets back then. Anyway, I know that you will not hurt innocent people now."

Jin Gui looked at Spica in shock, but couldn't say anything for a while.Finally, he scratched his head embarrassingly, and said with a smirk, "Thank you Xing Jun for listening to me venting, you are different from others, you are the best."

Hearing this, Jiao Xu felt uncomfortable, and hurriedly said goodbye with a red face.In fact, he felt in his heart that what Jin Gui said was not the real reason for his pain, even though he said it angrily, he no longer held any resentment.

After Jiaoxiu left, Jin Gui lay on the bed, perhaps a bit tired from growling for a while, and fell asleep again not long after.In that familiar dream, he was young and carefree, hanging lazily on the top of a tree, with his elder brother, father, and queen by his side, and suddenly, there was nothing.

When Spica came, Jin Gui was sinking into a nightmare with tears streaming down his face.

"Your Highness, Your Highness? Wake up."

Jin Gui slowly opened his eyes, his consciousness was not fully clear, he couldn't help crying, he could only grab the corner of Spica's clothes as if grabbing a life-saving straw, and spoke incoherently, "I asked my brothers to accompany me Going out to play...they hid me in the sea...they are all dead...why didn't I die? Why did I stay alone? Why can I live for thousands of years without liberation? Why...why the father You want to send people to kill us...why do you have to kill us..." Everyone thought that Yao sent Hou Yi to shoot and kill the nine golden crows, but in fact, it was the order of the Emperor himself.

In the end, the dead are reborn in peace, and the one who survives is the most painful.

It was the first time for Jiao Xu to see Jin Gui like this, without arrogance and frivolity, at this moment he was so fragile that it made people feel distressed.It wasn't until Jiao Xu hugged Jin Gui tightly in his arms that Jin Gui stopped trembling and wept silently.

Jin Gui cried for a while and suddenly woke up, struggling to get out of Jiao Xu's arms, feeling a little panicked.Jin Gui took a deep breath, adjusted his mood immediately, and put on a smiling face, "Sorry, I had a nightmare."

Jiao Xun smiled nonchalantly, "It's okay, it just so happens that you finished what you didn't finish yesterday."

Jin Gui visibly shook his body, then lowered his head slightly.It was the first time that I was honest and true to myself in front of people, I took off the disguise, and suddenly I didn't know how to get along with each other.And Jiao Xun stared at Jin Gui with a smile on his face as if deliberately watching a joke, and remained silent.hateful!

"Oh, by the way, I want to come to Xingjun for business." Jin Gui finally found something to say, "Has the third life started?"

"Well, but it seems that the two of them are fine."

Jiaosu drank tea and looked at Xuanjing, Jin Gui drank tea and looked at Jiaosu, and the third life was staged like this.