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"Genius doctor, is there still no way?" Duan Yao was anxious.

"I'm afraid it's His Highness Li...there is no desire to survive." Even if the poison is cured, there is nothing I can do if I don't want to live by anyone.

"Why..."

"Actually, His Highness Li insisted on living until now to make medicine for the emperor. Otherwise, otherwise..." Otherwise, who can endure day-to-day suffering and night-time nightmares?

Duan Yao suddenly understood.I understand Duan Li's smile after suffering, I understand Duan Li's estrangement during this period, I understand the joy and bitterness in the eyes of the old genius doctor when he told him that there is a cure, and I understand Duan Li's last hug today.Why did you leave me when I just realized how important you are?

"Li'er, you are not allowed to die, I will not allow you to die!" Duan Yao ignored the obstruction of others, and vigorously shook Duan Li's body, "Wake up!"

Duan Li was dizzy for a while, and opened his eyes, but he couldn't see Duan Yao's bloodshot eyes.

"Li'er, promise me that you are not allowed to die." Seeing that Duan Li didn't respond, Duan Yao put the knife on his neck and said firmly, "If you dare to die, I will stab it in the neck. I didn't I'm joking with you, or you can try." The tip of the knife scratched into the skin, and bright red blood flowed out, with a faint smell of blood.

Duan Li was furious, "You did it on purpose! You know how much I care about you, but why did you choose the most painful way to anger me? If you really want me to be happy, put down the knife to me Be the emperor well! Don't make me regret what I did so hard, it's an insult to me!"

Duan Yao was silent for a moment, then said in a low voice, "Yes, I rely on you to care about me. I won't force you, anyway, I will die if you die, you decide."

"Really, I'm bored to death, I'm bored to death", Duan Li was about to go crazy, "Why are they all grabbing at my weaknesses? You can't live, you can't die, what do you want from me?"

"I want you to be happy."

"Isn't it already destroyed by your own hands?"

"There are a thousand things in this world that are destroyed and can never be repaired, only happiness. As long as I try my best, as long as you are willing, there is no pain that cannot be forgotten, and there is no heart that cannot be overcome. I owe you 15 years of happiness, I will give you back 20 years, 30 years, 50 years, until we are gray-haired and dying, I will hold you and tell you where I am waiting for you in the next life."

Duan Li looked up at the beam of the house, his eyes were distracted, and he didn't speak.It has always been not that he is easy to deceive, but that he chooses to believe.Now, he didn't give up on Duan Yao, he gave up on himself.If brother is sincere this time, am I worthy?

"I know I can't convince you anymore. For the last time, please believe in yourself, believe in how good you are, and how worthy of being loved." Duan Yao held Duan Li's hand tightly, tears dripping down When it falls, it cannot be stopped.

Duan Li was shocked by the tears she felt.He had never seen his elder brother cry, not even when his mother died in front of him.This time, all the sadness, pain, guilt, remorse, love and cherishment all merged together and turned into tears.

Duan Li laughed, "It's too old to cry, it's not shameful to be ashamed", and then reached out to touch Duan Yao's face, "Okay, I promise you, I will not leave you."

That day, Duan Yao lay on Duan Li's chest, crying uncontrollably.

After all the hard work, Duan Li was taken to the emperor's bedroom, and held in his palm like a baby every day.

"Li'er, I'll comb your hair."

"Li'er, I'll change your clothes for you."

"Li'er, I'll find what you want to eat."

"Li'er, I want to seal you as queen."

"It's okay, I'm not used to it. Your majesty, please forgive me!" Duan Li was distressed, and behind this distress was happiness and sweetness.

It's just that Duan Yaozi has always felt that Duan Li still has something to hide from him since he learned some secrets from the old genius doctor.

"Ming Ya, does Li'er still have something to hide from me?"

"I...don't know."

"Ming Ya, you have been with me for 17 years. We are not a master-servant relationship, but a relationship. You can't lie to me."

Ming Ya made a bitter face, "I can't say anything."

"I won't force you. Mingya, tell me, besides you, does anyone else know?"

"......Have."

Duan Yao thought for a while, this person can only be the old emperor.Duan Yao still doesn't understand the sudden abolition that year.

The old emperor trimmed the flowers and plants in the courtyard, leisurely.Seeing Duan Yao coming, he was not surprised, as if he had expected it.

"Father."

"You came almost three years later than I expected. I thought that you would come to ask after your crown prince was abolished. I didn't expect you to have such a temper that you would disdain to do so."

"It's fine if others don't give it to you. What you want, you still have to get it yourself."

"Haha, what a man who relies on himself, what a crazy man! Do you know that your arrogance has caused Duan Li to suffer so much."

"what happened?"

"I've wanted to tell you all about it."

After Duan Yao learned the truth of the matter, he was so shocked that he couldn't move.It seems that all the years I have lived in the past have been shattered, and all my persistence has collapsed. It seems that I am a joke, a joke that everyone else sees except myself.Over the years, I hated this and hated that, forgave this and forgave that, but in fact, the most hateful thing is myself.

The old emperor sighed, "I have also figured it out in the past few years. God destined that the throne is yours. Because even if you don't rebel, Duan Li plans to give it to you. I don't blame you."

When Duan Yao left, his footsteps were flimsy, he was muddled, and there were thousands of emotions in his heart that he couldn't vent.In the end, no matter it is Ming Ya, Father Huang, or the old genius doctor, they all know Duan Li better than themselves.I have said that only the strong can love.I didn't understand until today that a person's strength has nothing to do with his powerful status.Duan Li is the one who is really strong. In terms of emotions and life, I am weak, and I am the one who has been silently protected by Duan Li.

As soon as Duan Yao returned to the bedroom, he hugged Duan Li tightly and said nothing.Duan Li felt as if something had happened, so he didn't dare to ask further, he hugged Duan Yao back, and the two fell asleep hugging each other.

"Brother, wake up."

"No", Duan Yao rubbed reluctantly, "I don't want to leave you for a moment."

"Get up, there's still morning!" Duan Li said and pinched his nose.

Duan Yao suddenly got up and hugged Duan Li in his arms, with a gentle and distressed voice, "Don't hide anything from me in the future."

"You...you know all about it?"

"Ah."

Duan Li lowered his head, twisted his hands together nervously, "I'm sorry."

Duan Yao held his hand, "Don't tell me you're sorry, Li'er, tell me everything in the future, and we'll bear it together, okay?"

"Okay." Duan Li smiled, clenched his hands and intertwined his fingers.

Not long after, the grand pilgrimage meeting came. Apart from the major officials of the country, all the small countries that have affiliated countries and some treaty friendly countries will come to participate in the grand meeting.

"I won't go, what am I going to do on such a big occasion." Duan Li grabbed the robe he had put on, extremely reluctant.

"With you by my side, I can feel at ease, obediently," Duan Yao smirked, "If you don't leave, I will carry you."

Duan Li couldn't resist him, so he could only sit next to Duan Yao, silently eating the food Duan Yao picked up for him.

After drinking for three rounds, Duan Yao suddenly stood up and had something to announce, "Everyone, the emperor has decided today to make Duan Li the queen of Shenglin Kingdom. I believe that all the lovers will have no objection."

Duan Li dropped the chopsticks in his hand in shock, and hurriedly whispered, "Brother, this is impossible..."

Duan Yao smiled and narrowed his eyes, and said loudly, "You are going to reject the Emperor in front of so many people"

"No, I...", there is no way to refuse now, presumably this is what my brother planned for a long time!Duan Li smiled helplessly, "I'm honored."

"Haha, well, after today, you will be my queen." Duan Yao held Duan Li under the table, "I want the whole world to know that you are mine."

All the ministers were stunned for a moment, and then stood up to congratulate.

Duan Yao hadn't been so truly happy for a long time. He accepted the toast and congratulations from the ministers with a smile, and his happiness and joy were beyond words.

Suddenly, Duan Li heard the sound of metal rubbing in the sleeve of the man not far from him. Although it was very subtle, others couldn't see it, but Duan Li could feel it.With a bad premonition, Duan Li quickly got up and stood in front of Duan Yao.At the same time, the man suddenly made a sneak attack, exposed his dagger, and stabbed Duan Yao viciously.At the critical moment, Ming Ya quickly counterattacked, knocked off the dagger, and subdued him on the spot.He was a dead soldier from the Western Regions. It seemed that the Western Regions did not want to make friends with Sheng Lin any more, so they even sent an assassin!

Although it was a false alarm, it really frightened Duan Yao, "Li'er! Don't do this kind of thing again next time, what will I do if you have something to do!"

Duan Li smiled and agreed, "There won't be a next time!"

The banquet continued, and Duan Li said that he was a little tired, so he went back to the bedroom early.

Every step he took was a bit pretentious, Duan Li felt a faint pain in his chest, and there were three silver needles hidden under the dagger.Now that the needle has entered the body, it starts to swim with the blood.

"This is a strange poison from the Western Regions... There is no cure for it." The old genius doctor was in tears, hating himself for being powerless.

"That's it," Duan Li said calmly, "The genius doctor doesn't have to blame himself, it's all fate. By the way, how long do I have?"

"Within two hours... it will turn into blood."

"Well, you go back and rest, I'll tell my brother."

"This...Okay." Let the two of you say goodbye for the last time.

When Duan Yao came back, Duan Li was fast asleep.Duan Yao sat quietly by the bed, just looking at the sleeping face of the person on the bed, she felt extremely satisfied.

Duan Li had heard the voice a long time ago, but his eyelids were too heavy, Duan Li worked hard for a long time, and finally opened his eyes.

"Tired?" Duan Yao tenderly pampered.

"Well, I'm going to bed first."

"Then take a good rest, I'll deal with some things first." Duan Yao gently kissed Duan Li's forehead, "My queen."

As soon as Duan Yao left, Duan Li couldn't hold back anymore and cried out loud.I can't bear it, I really can't bear it.My brother just fell in love with me just now, he just made me his queen, just now he was going to be happy and consummated, but I have no luck to enjoy it.Moreover, I really can't let go of my brother.It's okay for me to die, but he will suffer for the rest of his life.It turns out that this is the feeling of parting from life and death, fearing that he will be lonely and sad, fearing that he has no one to rely on, fearing that we will not be able to meet each other in the next life, fearing that if we meet, he will forget me.

Duan Li frowned in pain.By the time my brother comes back, I will have disappeared.Will he look around for me, will he scold me for being misbehaving?I really want to know.