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After a while, the supper was served, and Xiao Ning went over to bring it over, and was still sitting on the cushion waiting to drink.The kitchen brought two small bowls up. He first filled a bowl for An Yang and put it out to dry. Then he filled a bowl for himself and drank while blowing. He was very focused on eating.

An Yang was not hungry at first, but he gained an appetite after seeing how delicious his food was. The seafood porridge was boiled very badly, and the fresh fish and fish fillets were wrapped in thick rice soup, with a little soy sauce and chives sprinkled on top. You could tell it was good just by looking at it eat.

He and Xiao Ning drank the porridge one by one. Xiao Ning was very satisfied. When he was about to finish eating, his eyelids started to fight. He rubbed his stomach and smiled like a lazy cat. He likes it when he is free. curled up at his feet.

After eating, Xiao Ning packed up the bowls, chopsticks and casserole and sent them away. When she came back, she didn't go back to her own room. She went to check out An Yang's bedroom door, and saw that he was still sitting on the sofa sending emails, so she ran away again. Come back and nestle by his leg.

An Yang looked at the phone and ignored him, feeling the heat around him, he stretched out his hand and touched a fluffy head.

Xiao Ning leaned against his leg with the strength of his hand, he felt like a dog being scratched by its master, enjoying it and being a little embarrassed, he was so comfortable, it was inevitable that he would suddenly relax after being tense. Fatigue developed, his eyelids became heavier and heavier, and he fell asleep leaning on An Yang's legs.

When he was about to fall asleep, or he had already fallen asleep, he suddenly felt that there was nothing around him, and he woke up suddenly, and found that An Yang was no longer here, and his head was stuffed with a pillow, and he was drooling while hugging the pillow.

Xiao Ning panicked subconsciously, then calmed down and found that he just went to take a shower.Xiao Ning knelt at the door of the bathroom and waited. When An Yang came out, he could see him at first sight.

An Yang came out of the shower, put on a bathrobe and opened his arms to wipe his hair, looked down at Xiao Ning, and said, "Are you awake? Go back to sleep, it's getting late."

Xiao Ning pointed her fingers a little aggrieved, watched him walk towards the bed, followed him and reached out to tug on the hem of his bathrobe.This time, An Yang didn't pamper him any more, and said somewhat commandingly: "No, go back to your room and sleep."

Xiao Ning lowered her head, but didn't let go of the hand that was holding the hem of his clothes. An Yang pulled his hand away and asked in a deep voice, "You're disobedient so soon?"

Xiao Ning quickly shook her head and gestured, "I'm sorry, I'm obedient."

Only then did An Yang soften his tone a little, lifted his bangs, kissed him on the forehead, and said: "Go back to sleep, don't read novels anymore, the psychiatrist will come tomorrow, you have a good rest."

Xiao Ning nodded, went back obediently, closed the door for him, went back to her room, turned off the light, and lay down. An Yang's orders were always executed very well, whether he watched them or not. watch.

He was always afraid that his ignorance of the rules would make him angry. The better he treats himself, the more cautious he is. He likes to see An Yang's admiring eyes. He shook his head and warned himself not to do this again in the future, even if the master is gentle, he can't do this.

But today he said that he would not abandon himself. Is this true?yes?

Xiao Ning didn't think too much about the future, his situation didn't allow him to think too much, but if possible, he really hoped to grow old with An Yang like this, he knew it was somewhat unrealistic, etc. When he grows up, his body will not be as soft as it is now, and sooner or later his skin will no longer be smooth. When he loses all value, where should he go?

He didn't know how long An Yang's sentence "I won't want you" was time-sensitive. He hoped that this period of time could be longer, because if he left one day, he would definitely miss this place very much.

He understands what Ah Wu's words mean, and tries his best to stay, try not to be bored, and try his best to make himself live longer. Even if it's not for those, Xiao Ning now wants to make An Yang more satisfied with him. A smile of admiration, for that smile, he will cooperate with the psychiatrist, no matter what he asks himself to do.

If he could learn to talk, he'd be liked longer, right?

Xiao Ning fell asleep with this kind of determination. In his sleep, the faces of An Yang and his brother always appeared. The two people looked at him with smiles on their faces, but his brother's eyes always looked sad. Eager to see An Yang's smile, he will feel more at ease.

What he didn't know was that after he left, An Yang didn't fall asleep immediately. He lay on the bed and hesitated for a long time whether to ask someone to come over to accompany him. Since he met Xiao Ning, he hasn't vented his anger yet However, he was worried about Xiao Ning's poor health, and he was a little scared psychologically. He didn't let him help him relieve it. Haven't done it for almost a month.

I really don't know whether it is raising a male pet or raising a child. He smiled self-deprecatingly, put down his phone, and planned to sleep like this. He will listen to what the psychiatrist has to say tomorrow, but he thinks that he has already given Xiao Ning enough. Preparation time.

At dawn, Xiao Ning came over on time to wake him up. In fact, An Yang no longer had the problem of staying in bed when he was young, and he could basically get up by himself when the time came. Ning plays the role of a backup alarm clock.

But compared to turning off the alarm clock every day, it is more pleasant to see such a pure and lovely smiling face every day.

Xiao Ning will arrange towels and squeeze toothpaste for him in advance before he wakes up. In short, he will try his best to do everything he can do for An Yang. An Yang has to admit that there is a person who treats you like the whole world like this It's really cool to be served.

He never told Xiao Ning to do these things, and he didn't think that Xiao Ning tried so hard to please him out of fear. He was just trying to be nice to himself foolishly, clumsily, without asking for anything in return.

After breakfast, An Yang took Xiao Ning up to the attic. The psychiatrist came over after ten o'clock. He planned to make some psychological preparations for Xiao Ning before the doctor arrived. He tends to get nervous when he sees strangers. Such a person, I'm afraid they will be so nervous that they can't wait to shrink back into their shells.

"Xiao Ning, come and sit here." An Yang sat on the rocking chair. The rocking chair faced the window, just facing the small garden in the backyard. You could see the fountain and gardening. In the distance, there were large green plants and a straight line Highway, away from the city, beautiful scenery.

Xiao Ning's favorite position is always the open space at An Yang's feet. If allowed, he prefers to squeeze between An Yang's thighs. Physical contact can bring a greater sense of security.

An Yang didn't let him sit on the sofa, he knew that Xiao Ning would be more relaxed on this blanket, so he asked someone to bring him several small pillows, Xiao Ning could put it under his knees, and it was convenient for him to sleep You can take a nap here for a while with your arms around Xiao Ning.

"Xiao Ning, take off your clothes." An Yang touched his shoulder and neck and ordered softly.

Xiao Ning took off her clothes without hesitation, and knelt down in front of An Yang without any reservations. An Yang looked at him carefully and reached out to touch his body from top to bottom. Random inspection, looking at him softly.

"Xiao Ning, everything about you is mine, isn't it?" An Yang asked.

Xiao Ning nodded.

"Everything about you, including your body, your mind, and your secrets, is mine, isn't it?" An Yang guided.

Xiao Ning nodded with clear eyes.

"You belong to me, give yourself to me, you know you'll be safe, don't you?"

Xiao Ning nodded again, his body gradually relaxed under his hands, every inch of his skin was exposed in front of An Yang's eyes, but he didn't feel shy, he knew he would not be hurt, he knew he would be accepted.

"What can I do to you?" An Yang asked.

"Anything." Xiao Ning's lips twitched, and she answered him with mouth shapes. An Yang could understand these words.

"What will you do for me?" An Yang continued to ask.

"Anything." Xiao Ning replied with firm eyes.

"Very good, Xiao Ning, very good." An Yang stroked his hair rewardingly, and motioned him to come and lean on his lap. Xiao Ning was freed from the solemn state just now, and put her head softly on his lap, Let him stroke his hair and his back.

"If I ask you to describe your feelings honestly as you did to me for a while, and recall past experiences as much as possible, no matter good or bad, can you do it?" An Yang asked softly, knowing that he will not be rejected.

"I will work hard for you, Master." Xiao Ning wrote lightly on the paper.

"Very good, now go and put on your clothes, the doctor is here." An Yang kissed his forehead, he went to put on his clothes, and entered a state of surrender, he knew that he was owned, he would To be dominated, but also to be protected.

This is what An Yang made him believe, he was sure that he was safe, and at the same time he was full of dependence on him.