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At this moment, the light came on, and An Yang stood at the door with his hands on the door frame and looked at him, like a god, lighting up the room and Xiao Ning's hope.

Last time, when he thought he was going to stay in the darkness forever, he also appeared out of nowhere and brought light to his life. What about this time?

Xiao Ning stopped crying, knelt up straight and looked up at him, watching him walking towards her step by step, she couldn't help stretching out her hand to him.

An Yang walked over and stood in front of him, looking at Xiao Ning's longing eyes, he didn't move for a long time, Xiao Ning bit his lip, and dropped his hand back to his side, it seems that this is really the case, he doesn't want to want himself anymore , Thinking, tears overflowed again in the eyes.

"Cry, keep crying." An Yang looked at him with his arms folded, and suddenly raised the corners of his mouth, "I want to see how much you can cry, crying all afternoon is not enough, my house almost didn't let you flooded."

Xiao Ning barely stopped her tears, and looked at him in confusion, he couldn't see An Yang's expression clearly in his eyes, but he was familiar with this kind of joking tone, he often made fun of himself like this, but he wouldn't really embarrass him.

An Yang stepped to sit on the sofa, hooked his fingers, Xiao Ning crawled over obediently, knelt down in front of him, and leaned against him a little bit uncontrollably.

An Yang secretly smiled in his heart. He knew that Xiao Ning regretted it almost immediately after he left. This afternoon, he was probably so scared that he thought about all the consequences. If he was not afraid that something would happen if he cried again, I really want to see how long he can cry in one breath.

"Are you still crying? If you don't cry, just tell me what's going on." An Yang's voice was very gentle, which made Xiao Ning's convulsions less severe. He shook his head and raised his hand to wipe away his tears.

"Not going to say it yet?" An Yang smiled, and took a few pieces of paper from the coffee table for him. Xiao Ning took it and wiped her face, then quickly lowered her head to find a pen and paper, and wrote in a hurry: "I won't cry, I said."

"Well, let's talk." An Yang leaned on the sofa with his arms crossed, "I'll watch."

Xiao Ning buried her head and wrote quickly on the paper: "He always hit me and punished me with these things, because I refused to speak."

An Yang looked at it, and Nahan said, "Don't want to talk? Don't you know how to talk?"

"They said my voice wasn't bad, so he said that I didn't speak because it was on purpose." Xiao Ning wrote with difficulty, "Later he heard that I could not speak after being stimulated, so he tried to stimulate me again. will learn to speak."

"So these injuries are all left when he tried to stimulate you again?" An Yang asked, his voice softened unconsciously, and he felt that he had already begun to feel distressed.

Xiao Ning nodded, and wrote on the paper with trembling hands: "He said it was too much trouble for me not to speak, and I wouldn't bark when... no matter how much he beat me, he thought it was boring, Just hit harder and harder, to see when I can speak, but..."

His hands were shaking so badly that he almost couldn't understand the words he wrote, but Xiao Ning didn't stop, and wrote angrily: "But I really can't say it, I didn't mean it, I didn't Those who left these scars on purpose, it’s ugly, I didn’t mean to say nothing on purpose, I really didn’t mean to..."

He didn't write any more, An Yang grabbed his hand before he apologized again, Xiao Ning's hand was shaking so badly, his whole body was shaking, An Yang put his arms around his shoulders, and pressed him down in his arms.

"Are you afraid that I will do the same to you? Then I hate you because you can't speak?" An Yang asked gently, hugging Xiao Ning, he knelt between his legs, buried his head in the Nodding on his stomach, he should be crying again, but An Yang thought, let him cry this time.

Xiao Ning was almost crying, he touched Xiao Ning's back to stop him from twitching, put his big hand on his face, wiped away the tears on his face, hugged him and sat on the sofa between his legs In the open space, she hugged him and coaxed softly, "Don't cry, Xiao Ning, I know you've been wronged, so don't cry."

Xiao Ning looked up at him twitching, and wrote on his hand: "Will you not want me?"

An Yang hesitated for a moment. He looked at Xiao Ning's teary eyes, the clear and dependent eyes like a small animal, paused for a moment, and then smiled gently: "No, I won't want you."

Xiao Ning couldn't cry anymore, her body weakened weakly, leaning on An Yang's shoulder, An Yang put his arms around him, stroked his arms and shoulders up and down, and said firmly: "I know Xiao Ning didn't do it on purpose, Even if it was intentional, you will work hard to learn to speak for me, right?"

Xiao Ning looked at him, his eyes were a little nervous, An Yang nodded his nose, and said with a light smile: "Tomorrow I will ask a psychiatrist to come to see me at home, I don't ask you to learn it, but you have to work hard for me, okay?"

Xiao Ning nodded, put her arms around his waist and let herself lean on him completely. Until this moment, he felt a little more at ease. He turned his head and looked out of the window. It was completely dark, and their silhouettes were reflected on the window. Yang's tall body was his most solid support, and he fell in the arms of the man, willingly and completely surrendering himself.

As long as you don't want me, I am willing to be owned by you forever.

"Xiao Ning, I haven't asked you much about the past, how did you end up in that place?" An Yang stroked his back and chatted with him word by word. I've wondered before, but never thought to ask.

"That's right, a lot of people came to the house one day. They carried boxes and gave my mother a lot of money. My mother changed my brother and me into new clothes, and we were taken away." Xiao Ning wrote honestly, never There was nothing to hide from him.

It seems that he was sold, An Yang sighed, patted his head, seeing that he was not too sad to talk about it, then asked again: "What about your father? Does he not care?"

"I don't remember, I haven't seen him." Xiao Ning thought for a while and wrote.

"Okay, I see." Every time he answered a question, An Yang would touch his face or rub his hair as a reward, and Xiao Ning relaxed in his arms, taking all of herself without any precautions. The story is in his hands.

"Your brother...do you know where he went?"

Speaking of his brother, Xiao Ning was obviously a little sad. He shook his head in a low voice, "I haven't seen him since that day. He was taken away by those people. I don't know where he was taken. He should not be on the island anymore. Brother He has a bad temper, he always makes me obey, but he is not obedient, will he be okay?"

Xiao Ning eagerly grabbed An Yang's hand, and looked at him anxiously with questioning eyes. An Yang knew that he was all hope for him to find his brother, even if this hope was very slim.

"It should be fine, he should be alive, but it's not easy to find him, I promise you, I will help you find it if I have news."

Xiao Ning nodded heavily, lowered her head to kiss An Yang's hand, and asked puzzledly: "But how can I find my brother? I don't even have a picture of him. They don't know what he looks like."

An Yang burst out laughing, took out his phone, turned on the front camera, and showed Xiao Ning: "Come on, I have a photo of your brother."

Xiao Ning leaned over, dazed for a moment, An Yang pressed the camera button, and left a picture of him in a daze, with round, bright eyes, but quite cute, like a curious little squirrel.

"Silly boy, aren't you twins? I haven't seen your brother for a few years, doesn't he still look like this?" An Yang knocked on Xiao Ning's head, he covered his head in embarrassment and smirked, An Yang just hugged him, Asking him to point at the camera, he showed half of his face and took a picture of his smirk.

Xiao Ning was quite smug, and looked back and forth at the photos for a long time, and accidentally took several more photos.

An Yang flipped through the photos and asked him with a smile, "Which one do you think looks the best?"

Xiao Ning hesitated for a while, and finally chose the photo taken with An Yang. An Yang smiled, "Okay, then use this photo to find your brother."

As soon as Xiao Ning relaxed, he felt a little hungry. It was past nine o'clock. He knelt here all afternoon, crying and afraid. atmosphere.

An Yang teased him for a while, when he suddenly heard his stomach groan, Xiao Ning hurriedly covered his stomach in embarrassment, and wanted to pretend nothing happened, but in the end, there was a second groan, and his The little face immediately turned red.

"Hungry? Why don't you tell me if you're hungry. Let's go down and eat. I'll ask them to make you something easy to digest. It's so late, don't eat too much."

An Yang led Xiao Ning downstairs. He knelt for a long time, and when he stood up, he couldn't straighten his legs and trembled.An Yang had no choice but to pick him up and asked the kitchen to make some supper and send it to his room.Xiao Ning has just experienced the fear of being abandoned all afternoon, and now she is unwilling to leave him for a moment. Wherever he goes, Xiao Ning will immediately follow him and kneel at his feet, and will immediately put her face on his lap when he sees his permission , hugging him like a koala.

"You haven't knelt enough, have you? Get up and sit here with this cushion." An Yang took a cushion from the sofa and threw it on the ground, and put it between his legs. Xiao Ning went to sit on the cushion and looked up. Looking at him, An Yang sat back, leaving some space for Xiao Ning to lean his head over, touched Xiao Ning's face and sent two emails.

The photo was sent out, and I don't know how long it would take to get a response. There was a huge crowd, and it was quite difficult to find such a boy with no identity.

But he looked down at Xiao Ning's eyes full of attachment and trust, and he didn't want to disappoint him. Besides, he was very curious about what that boy who had exactly the same face as Xiao Ning but a different temperament would look like.