life after death

Chen Yilin liked Su Junping very much.How much do you like it, probably so much that you can kill for him.

Hearing Su Junping's words, his heart twitched several times like a convulsion. Chen Yilin gritted his teeth, quietly waiting for the palpitation to pass.It was only a few seconds, but the time was stretched infinitely like brown candy. He thought a lot, he thought of all his careful tenderness being thrown to the ground mercilessly, and stepped on a few feet, his sadness gradually subsided.

He didn't feel sad, and he didn't feel sad when he was sad. He only felt angry.

Chen Yilin shook off Su Junping's hand without any politeness.

He shook his hand so hard that the poor glass was smashed into pieces.

With a bang, a flower bloomed on the ground crisply.

Su Junping wanted to say something else, but Wang Wenjie, who couldn't stand it anymore, stood up and kicked over the table.

Wang Wenjie gritted his teeth and said, "If you fucking want to fight outside, the others are still sleeping inside, blind!"

Su Junping didn't challenge him, but glanced at him with an elusive and strange look, and nodded.Chen Yilin also came out, and before going out, he turned his head and said to Wang Wenjie, "I'm sorry, I can clean the cup."

Chen Yilin smiled so gently, but his eyelashes were full of sorrow, Wang Wenjie glanced at the shards of glass and recognized that it was Chen Yilin's water glass, and they both thought it belonged to Su Junping, it seemed that they were very angry.

Wang Wenjie's tablemate Tang Yi was also sleeping, and at this moment he raised his head and kicked him: "Is it important not to try to persuade the fight?"

Wang Wenjie laughed wryly: "Then I must be able to get in."

Su Junping walked quickly to the platform, not far away there was a strange rose scent, it was the freshener in the toilet, it smelled very good, but thinking of its location could not help but make one's stomach sick.

As soon as Su Junping turned his head, Chen Yilin immediately stood two meters away from him. From Su Junping's point of view, he seemed to be carefully avoiding the plague.

Su Junping was blown by the wind and his calm mind was burned again. He lingered sharply on Chen Yilin's face for a while, and then he gave a strange smile: "I've exposed you, you can't even save your face." Is there no work to be done?"

Chen Yilin stared at him with wide eyes and said hello, "You're going to bite me crazy today, aren't you?"

"I'm biting you crazy? If I don't reveal the truth today, how long are you going to keep it hidden? How can you tell me about that girl? Why do you tell me to believe you? What about the neighbor? Who is still close to the neighbors on the New Year's day?" Su Junping paused thinking of the scene he saw, gritted his teeth sorely, "You hate me so much, you won't tell me anything , I’m shameless, I’m a bitch, if you dislike me so much, you don’t know how to put a hot face on a cold ass!”

Chen Yilin looked at him as if he was looking at an unreasonable stranger: "As you said, who are you, why should I report everything to you, and I will report back to you." It seems that the girl's hands are red from the cold without gloves, and the things are heavy, don't you help her carry them? It's not holding hands with others, you can imagine such a long period of cause and effect when you see me side by side with others—"Chen Yilin fiercely He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, "Xiao Jun, am I not trustworthy in your heart at all, even just a little bit?"

—Even if only a little bit.

Su Junping looked into his eyes, looked straight into his eyes, then shook his head slowly and firmly.

At that time, Chen Yilin jumped to his chest in one breath, no matter what he couldn't go along, it made him uncomfortable all over, Chen Yilin lost his composure and felt that the whole world had changed.

"I'm not trustworthy? Good! What have I done you think I'm not trustworthy?"

Su Junping looked at him for a moment, then spit out three words: "Luo Qingyu."

Chen Yilin couldn't say a word.

He just wanted to laugh. Being funny is a very labor-intensive thing. He has no strength at all now, so he can only forcefully raise one corner of his mouth to reveal a poor-quality smile.Chen Yilin knew that his smile was ugly.

He thought: "This is the so-called self-inflicted pain. What I hurt him at the beginning will definitely be returned twice, and I will suffer the consequences."

But he is not reconciled!Luo Qingyu, Luo Qingyu, what is Luo Qingyu!Does she have him? He has done so much for him. He is the one who cares about him the most, with all his emotions and sorrows in his heart.She is pretty?Does he look bad?No matter in terms of appearance, conduct or temperament, he won, but why did Su Junping bring up that name again after such a long time!

Just because she's a girl?

Did he lose in this kind of place!

This is where he loses.

This is really unreasonable, I can't even cry.

Su Junping didn't know how his heart was boiling, so he continued on his own: "You like Luo Qingyu so much that you don't hesitate to write a speech for her without telling me, and confess your love in front of so many teachers and students. But have you ever thought about my feelings? Why? Why didn’t you tell me beforehand? You said I didn’t trust you, yes, I didn’t trust you, and that’s why you didn’t trust me first! Luo Qingyu’s incident was one, and then he went out to work for another It’s one thing not to see you for many weeks, and another thing to be unclear about your neighbor, how can I trust you? You’re going to blame me now!”

Chen Yilin didn't have the strength to argue with him at length, he licked his chapped lips, and cast his eyes on the high-level people in the distance.In the high-rise looming in the smog, there is a family with a red lantern hanging. It is not entirely correct to say that it is a lantern, because it was blown out of shape by the master Beifeng, only the bright red tassels under its feet are still bright. .Looking at it from such a distance, it looks like a drop of blood that is about to fall.

Chen Yilin said exhaustedly: "It's my fault, so what do you want?"

Su Junping was choked for a moment, he was completely out of his mind, and he didn't think about the consequences at all.Chen Yilin said what he wanted, he didn't want to, he just wanted to say it, and then...then they were still together happily as before.

But Su Junping immediately realized that he had broken the window paper and could never go back.

He was so terrified that he felt that Chen Yilin wanted to take the opportunity to get rid of him, so he simply said: "Me? Being with you for so long can't warm your heart?

I know, you are a good student, you are the teacher's baby, you are a good baby, what am I?Even if I'm a dog, I hate it. I make troubles and sabotage all day long. If the teacher sees me, he will lose ten years of life.

Of course you don’t look down on me anymore, you are the top pick, and I’m a waste who can’t even get into a bachelor’s degree and can only rely on his ancestors to earn money. In the future, you will wear a suit to go to work and I can only be a street gangster, which one? The elite are willing to deal with the thugs—"

He was suddenly pulled closer by Chen Yilin roughly, and then Chen Yilin kissed him.

It was so similar to the dream at night, he stared at Chen Yilin with wide eyes, Chen Yilin had already closed his eyes, his eyelashes were trembling, and before he could react, he took a step back and separated the two.

Chen Yilin felt that the whole world was turned upside down, he felt that he was crazy, the blood worms in the countless blood vessels in his body were rushing to his head, making him dizzy.

How sincere he was at the beginning, I was afraid that Su Junping knew his dirty thoughts, but now he took the initiative to expose it.Those dirty and dirty thoughts were abruptly placed under the blue sky and broad daylight, but Chen Yilin unexpectedly felt an indescribable joy.He suddenly understood why the perpetrator would turn himself in. The feeling of being in constant panic is really uncomfortable.

People are cheap, if they don't completely cut off their hopes, they will always look forward to miracles, and they have to grit their teeth, take up a knife and drop everything to nothing, in order to be happy.

Chen Yilin looked at Su Junping quietly, his eyes were red. After looking at him for a while, he said in a trembling voice: "Do you want to know why I confessed to Luo Qingyu? I don't like her at all, I like you, and I don't like her at all. It’s uncomfortable and scared, but I can’t bear to leave you, so I think if you steal your girlfriend, we can separate when you get angry. It’s my fault, my fault, I’m too selfish and hasty, I’m not at all to blame you."

Su Junping's expression was as if someone had slapped him in the face, full of disbelief, he was eager to say something, but he couldn't utter a word when he opened his mouth several times.

Chen Yilin continued: "Xiao Jun, you are fine, don't talk about yourself like that, I will get angry. I... Anyway, I will change my seat immediately, and there are only a hundred days left, so just bear with me Well, after a hundred days we will be separated."

He thought for a while and added: "If you really can't bear it, you can beat me up."

After he finished talking about the repayment period, he looked at Su Junping, his eyes were big and bright. Su Junping felt that his brain was like a casserole for cooking porridge, and he rushed out all the grunts. He wanted to talk, and he wanted to say something to save something. But all his words slipped out.

Until Chen Yilin saw that he was not moving for a long time, he tentatively took a step towards the classroom, but was pulled back by Su Junping.

"no!"

Chen Yilin immediately turned around in a good temper, and the man and the man took off the paw holding his sleeve and asked, "Why not?"

Su Junping simply grabbed his beautiful and slender hand: "A Lin, you, listen to me, I really didn't mean it, I didn't mean to disbelieve you, I apologize to you, I will definitely believe you in the future, just tell me I will never say two, okay? I, I like you too, really, I like you too, I like you very much, the two of us don't quarrel and do well..."

Su Junping's voice became weaker and weaker, like a leaky ball spitting out the last breath of air, and could no longer speak.

This is the best he has seen in 18 years.He noticed Chen Yilin's eyes, they were gentle eyes, but there was no trace of trust in them.He must have taken his words as a lie that he was reluctant to break.

But how could he argue? What he said was too feeble. When it came out so suddenly, not to mention Chen Yilin, even he himself thought it was a lame lie.

Su Junping finally let go.

He was ashamed to let Chen Yilin coax him anymore.

He spent the next few days in a daze, and the surroundings seemed to be separated by a layer of glass invisible to the naked eye, which was very strange.

He sleeps during the day and stays up late at night playing games. He spends a lot of time sleeping, and he managed to get rid of the two small pimples on his forehead, causing girls to ask him how to get rid of pimples.Su Junping generously told them the method, and the girls walked away with a "cut".

Su Junping smiled helplessly, but did not speak.

After that, he seemed to be a different person, rarely smiling or speaking.

Wang Wenjie couldn't help sighing behind him, and finally stepped on several times by Tang Yi, so he stopped tossing.

Chen Yilin sat in the back row directly behind Su Junping. He often turned to look at the clock during class and sneaked a peek at Chen Yilin.Every time he turned around, as long as he was in class, Chen Yilin would raise his head and stare at the blackboard intently. After class, he would lower his head to do the problems, and his eyes rarely met. Even if he did, Chen Yilin would avoid it like an electric shock.

Su Junping felt that even if his body was covered with tentacles, none of them could touch Chen Yilin's side.

Now he likes to sleep in class more and more, maybe because of the school atmosphere, maybe because he is very close to Chen Yilin, when he sleeps, he often dreams of school and Chen Yilin, he pushes open the door of the basement, Seeing Chen Yilin jumping up, the basketball hit the heart, and then Chen Yilin turned around and smiled at him, and he smiled at him too.

It was a sweaty summer, outside there were cicadas singing, under the shade of trees, and caterpillars whistling on the leaves of sycamore trees. In the basement, there were only white walls, white lights, cool air, and green teenagers shaking beads of sweat.

Look at the boy I like, how good-looking he is when he smiles.

Su Junping put his arms on the table and slept on his pillow, sleeping upside down day and night, and he didn't know the day and night.

What pulled Su Junping out of this upside-down life was a phone call.

Yang Hong called and told him that Su Wen finally agreed to give up Su Junping and let the two of them live together.