life after death

The next day, the news that Chen Yilin and Luo Qingyu were together spread throughout the school.

No one dared to tell Su Junping, they were afraid of what he might do.

Wang Wenjie learned the news in the second class. At that time, he was carefully gnawing on the largest piece of tenderloin in the omelet. After hearing this, he let go of his mouth and fell to the ground with a thud.

He didn't care about the tenderloin, and gave the person who delivered the news a vicious look, but seeing the serious expression on the other side, his heart sank a little bit.

When Wang Wenjie returned to the classroom, Su Junping and Chen Yilin were exchanging breakfast, Su Junping smiled so much that only two rows of big white teeth could be seen.

He heard Su Junping say: "This cake is really delicious."

Chen Yilin smiled and said: "If you like it, I will bring it to you next time. The method is also very simple. I will teach you when I come over another day."

After speaking, I don't know whether it was intentional or not, he glanced lightly in Wang Wenjie's direction, and Wang Wenjie's goose bumps were aroused by that look.

He sat down and thought, "Monster."

Su Junping heard the news at noon.

Chen Yilin ate instant noodles in the classroom, while Su Junping and Wang Wenjie ate in the cafeteria.

The two of them were queuing up, and heard someone from the opposite team say mysteriously: "Hey, do you know that Luo Qingyu is in a relationship?"

"Luo Qingyu?"

"Tsk, it's the one in the art class, the one with the ponytail."

"Oh, I know. Doesn't she look like she's never married all day long?" It was a girl who spoke, so she had a mean tone, "Who is it?"

"The monitor of Class Eleven, Chen Yilin."

"I heard that he is a top student?"

"Yes, a handsome student bully. Oh, why is your memory so bad? Didn't you include him in the English speech yesterday? You still told me to ask someone for his number. Now you can give up. He said yesterday Your speech is a confession, confession! The whole speech is a love letter, which directly moved Luo Qingyu to tears!"

"I'm so handsome! I really want to find a boyfriend like this!"

Their voices were not loud but they could be heard clearly. Wang Wenjie went to see Su Junping in fear. Su Junping only focused on the menu on the display screen, and after a long time, he cursed: "This dish is really fucking bad!"

Wang Wenjie felt relieved, and picked it up before he landed safely, and sat at the table diagonally opposite them and began to gossip.

It began: "Do you know Luo Qingyu from the art class?"

Wang Wenjie wished he could stick chopsticks into their foreheads and teach them to burn incense to their ancestors.

Su Junping was trying his best to untie the string tied to his flesh, when he frowned and said, "What's going on? Are you going crazy?"

Wang Wenjie buried his head in embarrassment and pulled a large piece of white rice. His stomach hurt from struggling, so he finally decided that it would be better to prepare him.Wang Wenjie raised his head, swallowed his saliva, and said, "Actually, I've heard this rumor too."

Su Junping stopped his chopsticks.Wang Wenjie saw that the stomachache was getting worse, so he hurriedly said to continue, and be careful not to splash the soup on his body.

"Yesterday morning, Luo Qingyu posted a message in Moments saying that she was in a relationship, and then posted a group photo of our class sports meeting, saying that the one in the middle of the last row was her boyfriend. That person..." Wang Wenjie paused , squeezed out the name, "It's Chen Yilin."

"She also sent a message, saying thank you for the speech at night, she was very touched."

Before Su Junping said anything, he hurriedly added: "But it's possible that she sent the wrong photo, after all, the class photos are similar; it's also possible that the account was hacked, you know, everything is possible."

After saying the phrase "everything is possible", he wished he could slap himself, idiot, it's better not to say it.But what he said was like splashed water. After he finished talking nonsense that he didn't even believe, in order to ease the atmosphere, he squeezed out a smile that was not on the surface.

Su Junping stared at him blankly for a while, then twitched the corner of his mouth and said, "Stop laughing, it's scary to death."

After they finished eating, they went to the small shop to buy snacks, and when they heard such rumors in the small shop, Wang Wenjie felt as if he would hang himself.What made him feel even more creepy was that Su Junping's face was always calm, cursing the cafeteria, the shop, and the school with him, as calm as a pool of unfathomable water, and he didn't know what kind of monsters were hidden in the bottom of the water, which would reveal What a huge wave.

When they returned to the classroom, Chen Yilin happened to have finished instant noodles and was reciting English words.

Su Junping said that it would be bad for his stomach to use his brain right after eating, and then asked Chen Yilin for his speech and Oxford dictionary from yesterday.

The biggest shortcoming of Su Junping's English is that he has a small vocabulary. Although he made a surprise memorization of the text, in front of Chen Yilin's purely original manuscript, it is really a drop in the bucket, very small.

Faced with a large number of new words, he didn't say anything, holding the brick-thick dictionary, and gnawed it down word by word.

It is very straightforward to translate it into Chinese, and it is exactly what happened to Chen Yilin.If Su Junping didn't understand it, he would be stupid.

Chen Yilin knew what would happen when Su Junping asked for the manuscript. He passed the manuscript over with a normal expression, and carefully smoothed the folded corners.After he finished reciting English words, he did a few final physics questions. Su Junping returned the manuscript to him and said, "Come out with me."

After speaking, he raised his hand and dropped a cup, and then grabbed his wrist and ran all the way downstairs. Su Junping's hand became stronger and stronger, and could rub off a layer of skin on him, but Chen Yilin was still pulling him without saying a word. , still in the mood to wave to Wang Wenjie who poked his head out.

He pulled him into the corridor by the lake.

Su Junping rushed forward completely with momentum, and when he ran to the corridor, his anger was suddenly blocked, so stuffy that he couldn't get up or down and almost turned his back.

He was probably too angry, his mouth was dry with fire, and it took him a long time to hold back a sentence: "When did it start?"

Chen Yilin was taken aback for a moment, and then realized: "At first."

Su Junping took a deep breath, feeling that the veins on his forehead were about to explode: "Then why didn't you tell me? Do you think that I will suppress you, run on you, and use all despicable means to achieve my goal?! I Is this the kind of person?"

Chen Yilin didn't speak, he felt a sense of relief that the end was approaching, like a sharp knife hanging above his head, it fell down precisely at this moment, and from then on, he closed his eyes and focused on nothing.

Su Junping looked at Chen Yilin's expression, as if he had been splashed with a bucket of ice water, his heart was numb from the cold, and it took him a while to regain consciousness.

He shook his head, subconsciously softened his tone and said, "A Lin, fair competition, you can tell me earlier, it's okay."

Chen Yilin stared at his red eyes, and finally spoke the first sentence.He said: "I stole your girlfriend, I'm sorry for you, there's no point in being so hypocritical, the two of us... let's just forget about it."

Su Junping twitched the corner of his mouth, then kicked up the stone fence, the reaction force made his bones numb.

"Chen Yilin, are you fucking sick! Who said you're sorry for me, why are you sorry for me? Give me an example! Luo Qingyu? She's not my girlfriend! You're on good terms with her I won't say a word! I just want to ask: Why didn't you tell me? Is this question so difficult to answer?!"

Chen Yilin trembled his lower lip, and he quickly gritted his teeth so hard that he didn't let out that bit of chewed up thoughts.He thought: Xiao Jun is really a good person, he is so gentle to this point, but what's the use?

The world has never been divided according to tenderness.

He begged for this execution to end soon, so he avoided his eyes, sighed softly and said, "It's useless, what's the difference if I tell you, it's just adding embarrassment. It's not Luo Qingyu's problem, it's me If there is no problem with her, there would still be Liu Qingyu, Xu Qingyu and Wang Qingyu. It’s my fault, I’m already tired, I can’t keep up with you, I’m too stubborn and rigid, one day we will quarrel because of disagreements, We are not suitable to be friends, Xiao Jun." He reached out tremblingly and touched his hair lightly, "Really, let's forget it, we are really not suitable."

Su Junping's expression at that moment was as if someone had slapped him across the face.

He shook his head and said hello three times. He never believed in laughing when he was so angry. How could he still laugh when he was so angry?But today he really experienced it, and smiled very easily.

Su Junping: "Speaking of it, you just want to break up with me, right?! You're such a fucking idiot for studying!"

Chen Yilin nodded: "I'm stupid, Xiao Jun, don't deceive yourself, don't you really mind what I do? Do you really hate me at all? Why do you have to compromise like this? For what!"

He knew what Su Junping was doing for him, and for him, he also knew that his words were stabbing someone else in the heart, but now that the wound was covered, would he be happy to hold hands and dance?

Chen Yilin wanted to cry, but he had no reason to cry.

Su Junping clenched his fists and said, "Chen Yilin, don't you fucking deserve a beating?!"

Chen Yilin held his hand and used both hands, as if holding a baby in fear: "If you get angry, hit me up, it's okay."

Su Junping was overwhelmed by a wave of fear and anger. The wave was so violent that his mind went blank for a few seconds, and only the howling waves could be heard. He stretched out his hand and punched Chen Yilin, which happened to hit Chen Yilin's jaw, knocking Chen Yilin's teeth down. There was some blood on his lips, and he wiped it on his hands indifferently.

The scarlet blood forcibly pulled his sanity back, and he suddenly couldn't realize more clearly: the two of them are finished.

That punch was like a ritual of equivalent exchange, cutting off the thick and viscous feelings between the two people.

Things are irreparable.

When the emotional clamor of breaking the embankment rushed, a thought suddenly popped into his mind, like a protective barrier, he suddenly straightened his waist and thought: "Why should I give in to Chen Yilin? He is right, yes He’s sorry for me first, he said he wants to break up, so why should I still be lingering and not let others break up? Isn’t this a bitch, what is it?”

So he nodded and said, "Okay, I wish you and Luo Qingyu a happy marriage for a hundred years, and I'm looking forward to having your wedding wine!"

At the end of the yelling, his throat was almost cracked. After yelling, he didn't want to see Chen Yilin's expression, so he turned and left.

No matter how you look at this matter, it was Chen Yilin's fault, but there was a corner of his heart that cried out mournfully: You forced him!The cry was too weak and too scorching, and he didn't dare to touch it. He could only hypnotize himself on the road, and kept whispering in his ear: "It's all his fault." It's all his fault, they left It's all his fault up to this point, this kind of self-hypnosis that is almost a cult has covered up Su Junping's guilty conscience.

When Su Junping went back to see it after many years, he had to admit that he had a great responsibility to such an extent.

Chen Yilin chose to escape because he was afraid that this relationship would ruin his original life. Why didn't he?What is that rushing kiss during the sports meeting but love?Isn't it because he wants to use her as a shield for being so perfunctory to the girl he's chasing?Too scared, blind to the obvious, he does his best to project an image of a stable routine, whitewashing a precarious peace.

The so-called growth of a person is more about psychological maturity than physical bones.He must understand what he can and cannot do, his rights and obligations, and the heavy responsibilities on his shoulders.

Parents, schools, and public opinion educate children from childhood to adulthood to have a sense of responsibility. This responsibility is more of a responsibility to repay the society than to oneself.Being responsible for yourself requires you to face up to your heart, requires you to be strong and gentle, and requires you to live a principled life without hurting others. This is a very difficult thing. In front of the seesaw of life, one side is parents, relatives and friends, The cold reality, the pressure from all directions, and the other side is a small and sincere heart, perseverance, and courage to face it, the two will easily become out of balance.There are many who fail, but those who fight the torrent and go up through hardships and dangers, they will see the flat plains, thriving.

But these people, after all, are very few.

(End of Volume [-])