Mr. Chen walking the dog

"Nonsense..." These two words are still very lethal. You can't hang yourself if you don't cry or make trouble. Eyes, "Suddenly I don't want to let you go."

"Don't do this, if I don't adjust my mentality, our relationship may not last."

His voice was calm, his expression was cold, and of course what he said was all nonsense in Chen Xiqing's eyes.

How can the ex come back and affect the mood, so I have to go out for a month to relax, regardless of the mood of the current one, and let it go freely, how can there be such a reason?

But Fu Shenyan just stood there, without needing any more words, it could be seen from his appearance that he didn't think there was any problem in doing so.

It's nice to be loved, who can always be so unscrupulous.

Chen Xiqing tried to calm down, but still felt that the mouthful of bread just now was too choking. After blocking his throat and heart, he couldn't let it go: "Then let's go on a trip together? We haven't traveled together before, you Didn't you always want to go to Hainan, we..."

Go out to see the scenery together, leave behind all the people and things that can disturb us, and maintain this relationship together - Chen Xiqing couldn't say it, because the emotion shown by the person opposite was only indifference from beginning to end.

If he really wanted to, how could he be indifferent to the remedy?

There was a long silence, Fu Shenyan did not speak.

He doesn't want to.

Chen Xiqing stepped forward, hugged the person who was dragging the suitcase, and said in a low voice: "A month is too long, and there are too many variables. You said you can adjust your mood in a month, but you are Didn't you consider me? I'm tired, and I'm a little scared."

Chen Xiqing is a gentle person and a very good life partner. When he is with him, he will always feel relaxed and comfortable. It is completely different from the intense collision with Fu Junzhuo. If Chen Xiqing is a water , then Fu Junzhuo is the fire that burned Fu Shenyan's youth.

This fire once started a prairie fire, and in the end Fu Shenyan retreated calmly on the surface, but in fact he almost lost half his life, but he hid it well enough that no one discovered it.

Love is a wonderful thing. Although he is cold and rational by nature, Fu Junzhuo seems to have come here specially to overcome him. He was once firmly attracted by Fu Junzhuo, and because of Fu Junzhuo, he violated his principles time and time again. , came out for Fu Junzhuo, and even now that Fu Junzhuo appeared, he was unable to devote himself wholeheartedly to his relatively stable life so far.

He was still deeply attracted by the fire.Even though I know what I need is water, I am still attracted to fire.

Fu Shenyan hugged Chen Xiqing back, with guilt in his tone: "I just went out to relax, just for a month. It's not about breaking up."

Just one month.

Chen Xiqing couldn't describe the feeling of powerlessness. He had loved Fu Shenyan for several years, and had been with him as a friend for so long. He tried his best to hug this person, and it would be better if someone else gently hooked his fingers.

He shook his head: "No, either you travel with me; or you go alone, we break up."

The atmosphere cooled down.

"Don't make trouble!" Fu Shenyan emphasized his tone.

"I didn't make trouble." Chen Xiqing let go of him, wanted to take a step back, but after thinking about it again, he still couldn't bear the distance of this step. He looked into Fu Shenyan's eyes and said, "I'm serious, break up, or take the I go?"

The answer was nothing more than "go together" or "break up", but he did not expect that Fu Shenyan said to him such a sentence: "Wait for me to come back in a month."

It was almost a long time later that Chen Xiqing recovered from the verdict.

Fu Shenyan chose to leave alone, but he refused to admit the breakup. He knew how much he loved him, so he made up his mind that he would obediently wait for him to come back at home - Fu Shenyan has always been such a confident person.

So selfish, so cruel.

Being emotionally weak, no amount of entanglement would get the result he wanted. Chen Xiqing watched Fu Shenyan dragging his luggage and walking out of the house of the two of them without looking back.

Crack—the door closed.

As if something had been cut off, the dull voice suddenly pierced into his heart, the unexpected pain made Chen Xiqing unable to straighten his back, he took a big breath, trying to get more air, and felt a big stone pressing down on him, crushed him.

He slowed down for a while but still didn't recover, finally gritted his teeth and threw away the breakfast that was not cold on the table, and poured it down.

It took Chen Xiqing a week to rent a one-bedroom apartment in the neighborhood next door. He didn't hire a moving company, but went back and forth many times by himself, moving his own things out of that house little by little.

That home was bought after Fu Shenyan and Fu Junzhuo broke up. At that time, Chen Xiqing and Fu Shenyan were not together. As friends, Chen Xiqing could say It took a lot of effort.At that time, he didn't feel hard. It was a very happy thing to be able to do something for the person he liked. How could it be hard?When he went shopping for furniture with Fu Shenyan, he even imagined how happy it would be if these two people were choosing furniture for their common home.

Later, they really came together. When Chen Xiqing moved in, he felt in a trance that everything was predestined.

I didn't expect to move out again now.

Chen Xiqing's overall mood became more and more empty, but he still moved silently. He moved very slowly, as if he was waiting for something, but Fu Shenyan still didn't take the initiative to contact him until he finished moving.

On the tenth day when Fu Shenyan went out to relax, Chen Xiqing lay on the bed in the first room, tossing and turning, unable to sleep, his mind was full of Fu Shenyan—where is he?doing what?Who are you with?The more I think about it, the more exhausted my body and mind become. Lying on the bed, I have a feeling of falling from the clouds but never reaching the bottom.

He hasn't eaten well for a long time, his stomach is still hungry, and his appetite is still gone. During the day, a bowl of his favorite beef noodles is served in front of him, but his stomach is almost convulsed with hunger, but he doesn't seem to have a strong desire to open his mouth to eat; At night, when fragile emotions are easy to come out to make troubles, the psychological endurance has dropped several levels at once, and it is almost not a person during the day and night.

Even now, he finds that he wants to move back secretly immediately, and when that person has been scattered for a month, he will act as if he has never moved out.

For ten whole days, Chen Xiqing didn't realize that his cheeks were slightly sunken.

He really loved Fu Shenyan. Although he withdrew from the place where the two of them lived, he couldn't get back his feelings for Fu Shenyan at all.

But he knew that he had to control himself, he couldn't look back, turning back wouldn't make a person who doesn't love him fall in love with him, turning back would only make him yearn for the ordinary days with Fu Shenyan even more, that sweet price It was expensive, and Chen Xiqing couldn't bear it more and more.

After so long, he was really tired.

It was very late at night, and I still didn't feel sleepy.

Chen Xiqing got up, put on her clothes and shoes, went out to pick up the car and drove aimlessly.

In the evening of early autumn, the night breeze was slightly cool, and it felt very relaxing on the skin. Chen Xiqing wanted to go out for a drive, and change his mood through ventilation, but soon he realized that he was too naive, there were roads in all directions, But there are memories like Fu Shenyan everywhere, like a knife piercing into my mind unexpectedly, making a mess——

I walked this road when we went to City C with him.

The men's store behind this bank, I bought clothes with him, and it was the pink shirt that he wore very handsomely.

I had dinner with him in this restaurant, and his favorite dish is salt and pepper shrimp, for which he even learned this dish.

here,……

One knife at a time without mercy.

He drove faster and faster, trying to get rid of these inexplicable memories, but those memories were still like street lights, flashing across his face quickly and covering them again.The cycle goes on and on, the more you suppress it deliberately, the more you want to explode.

How to do?

How to do?

Who will tell me what to do?

Chen Xiqing's emotions reached a critical point, on the verge of an explosion. In the end, the car suddenly grabbed the ground and just stopped in front of a small cleaning bar.

The broken-hearted person ran into the Qing bar.

Unlike the feasting and feasting in a noisy bar, the light music in the bar is soothing and the lighting is soft. This small bar only has six tables for two people and a dozen bar stools. Chen Xiqing sat down empty-handed.

He ordered beer, and then rum and coke, but there was something wrong with how he drank it. In the end, he ordered a glass of iced vodka, imitating the drinking method of the fighting nation, and drank it in one gulp, burning from his throat to his stomach.

Chen Xiqing lay on the stomach for a full 2 ​​minutes, the burning feeling in his heart slowly faded away, and then he found that he was floating in every movement.

He's not a very good drinker.

Alright, it’s so light now, nothing is important anymore, Chen Xiqing staggered out of Qingba, of course he couldn’t drive anymore, he just strolled around, pointing at the overly round moon in the sky and cursing——

Whatever rationality and nonsense, it's all fucking pretend!I have been secretly in love with you for so many years, and I have carefully catered to all your preferences, and even the last time I got together was the one I mustered up my whole life to propose!I also like to be greasy and crooked, and I also like small romances, but I know that the long flow of water is the most suitable, so I will follow your respectful and respectful way of getting along with shit!In the end?In the end, what you love is your white moonlight!

The white moonlight was shining brightly on the faces of those who scolded their fathers and mothers. This kind of aggrieved way of losing love, coming to drink alone, is actually a bit desolate.

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Chen Yuwen is looking for a dog.

In order to avoid being frightened by too many old people and children walking the dog during the day, or meeting too many dog ​​lovers, the dog’s head is bald, and he occasionally chooses to walk the dog late at night.

He raised a handsome and intelligent Alaska named Danone.

He went out to walk the dog today without a leash, and Danone was inadvertently, and he didn't know where he jumped.

"Danone—"

"Danone—"

The author has something to say: Gong appeared. O(∩_∩)O～