Mr. Chen walking the dog

The rain is falling, and the flowers and plants outside the window are more energetic under the baptism of rain.Chen Xiqing looked up out of the window, curled his mouth and squinted his eyes - it was another rainy day, and it was a rainy day when he didn't have to go to work, and now he was leisurely cooking and preparing to feed Fu Shenyan.

An hour and a half later, Chen Xiqing, who looked like a husband, took off his apron and called Fu Shenyan: "What time will you be home? I have prepared your favorite dinner today."

The other party hung up the phone in a hurry after saying that there was something to deal with.

Holding the hung up phone, Chen Xiqing lay down on the sofa, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

Is it true that you are just too busy at work?He was so busy on the phone that he cut it off before he could finish his sentence. It should... have nothing to do with Fu Junzhuo returning to City A, right?

Indeed, compared to Chen Xiqing's work, Fu Shenyan was indeed very busy.

He often needs to work overtime, even if he sometimes takes his work home to do after work, Chen Xiqing will make him a pot of coffee to refresh him every time he stays up late.

They are never happy to stay up late with them. Whoever has work to do, the other party who is not busy will consciously take care of all the housework and take care of the busy party.Whether it was Chen Xiqing or Fu Shenyan, they both felt that the current way of getting along was very suitable.

Yes, they are all the same, the kind who live rationally and just want to be peaceful.

Three years ago, they were quite close friends. They had witnessed the failure of each other's love, the embarrassment they encountered when they came out to their families, the difficulties at work, and the rise of their careers step by step. joy.

They get along very well, have similar worldviews, similar tastes, and similar jobs.They are a perfect match, except for the wrong sex.

But this didn't stop some things from going their way, so one day a year ago, the two came together after deep thinking and discussions.

"If you want to find someone to spend your whole life with, the spiritual level must be on the same level, and the worldview must be consistent and move forward, so that there will be no too much friction when things happen. The choice of marriage is like this, let alone there is no law. Protected same-sex love."

As Fu Shenyan said, at that time, he had just broken up with his little ex-boyfriend Fu Junzhuo whom he treated wholeheartedly, but Chen Xiqing didn't see any decadence in him at all.

He said that Fu Junzhuo will never be stable, in fact, he is not suitable to be together for a lifetime, so Fu Junzhuo wants to leave, but he will not stay.

Fu Shenyan is an extremely rational person. Apart from being determined to come out, he has never done anything unbelievable in the eyes of ordinary people.This is Chen Xiqing's perception of him, and his rationality has also become the reason why he and Chen Xiqing are together.

A rational person will know what kind of person is suitable for life. Before doing anything, he will always weigh the importance, choose what is beneficial to him, and eliminate what is harmful to him.

In any aspect of Chen Xiqing, he has the most advantage in being Fu Shenyan's partner.

Facts have proved that the decision of the two of them is not wrong.In the year they have been together, they have never quarreled, and their lives are flat and stable.

Strictly speaking, this way of life is neither good nor bad.

Chen Xiqing lay down for 10 minutes, got up and turned on the TV, washed his hands and picked up the bowls and chopsticks, mixed a glass of soju with hot water, and started eating.

It was already ten o'clock in the evening when Fu Shenyan got home, turned on the light, and saw Chen Xiqing slumped on the sofa, his brows seemed to be tightly frowned by the sudden light stimulation, and his face was flushed after drunkenness; It took ten seconds for the person on the sofa to adapt to the light, and opened his eyes, looking a little confused.

"Why are you sleeping on the sofa?"

Well, I finally know I'm home.

Chen Xiqing stood up, walked over unsteadily, then grabbed Fu Shenyan's tie tightly, and brought him in front of him.

Immediately, a strange breath came over.

Chen Xiqing has a dog's nose and has a particularly high demand for smell. Fu Shenyan's facial cleanser, shower gel, perfume, and even laundry detergent are all handled by him. He likes his lover to smell his favorite.

It was obvious that Fu Shenyan didn't smell right today.

Being pulled by his tie, Fu Shenyan lowered his head slightly and looked at Chen Xiqing.

The person in front of him couldn't help but the corners of his mouth tended to drop. He stared into Fu Shenyan's eyes for a long time as if probing, and said, "Fu Shenyan."

Fu Shenyan pulled the tie away from his hand and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Sad, I feel depressed all the time." Suddenly came out a sentence.

Chen Xiqing had never done this before, Fu Shenyan frowned slightly, and asked, "What are you suppressing?"

Chen Xiqing grabbed a handful of hair irritably, raised one hand to his chest, pinched it tightly and then put it down, pinched it tightly again, and then let go.

Fu Shenyan asked, "What happened to you?"

This sentence somehow ignited Chen Xiqing's anger, he said: "Fu Shenyan, do you know the fuck, I've never been a rational person, your rationality makes me feel terrible, you can always give I have a feeling that if I am still by my side now, I will leave without hesitation in the next moment!"

After yelling, there was no response, and Chen Xiqing felt uncomfortable when he punched the cotton.

"You drank too much, go back to your room and rest."

Chen Xiqing lowered his hands, but couldn't squeeze his fists tightly. Finally, he raised his head and asked in a hoarse voice, "He's back yet."

A moment of silence.

"Has he come back?" Chen Xiqing asked again.

"Go back and rest first." Fu Shenyan neither admitted nor denied it.

The drunk man talked a lot, and Fu Shenyan quietly listened to his clueless words.

In fact, Chen Xiqing usually only sleeps quietly when he is drunk, but this time he probably really held back for a long time.

He was a little flustered.

He knew how much Fu Shenyan loved Fu Junzhuo, and he was actually a little jealous of Junzhuo. The white moonlight hanging high in the blue sky could almost illuminate Fu Shenyan's world.

At first knowing that Fu Junzhuo had returned to City A, Chen Xiqing actually didn't feel much. After a while, Fu Shenyan became more and more out of shape, even though he went home every night.

The person I love, his emotional changes, his words and deeds, even if it is just a subtle movement, can be captured immediately, let alone such an obvious "my ex is back, I seem to have a heartache"?Chen Xiqing held back for a month, and finally he couldn't do it anymore. If he didn't show his cards, he would be overwhelmed by the wild thoughts flooding his mind.

But Fu Shenyan didn't want to continue this topic. He rubbed the center of his brows, looking very tired: "I'm very tired from work today, and you seem to have drunk a lot. Let's rest first, and we'll talk about the rest tomorrow."

Of course, Chen Xiqing saw the bloodshot eyes in his eyes, held back his energy and struggled with his thoughts for a minute, and finally let him go back to the room to rest without further entanglement.

Early the next morning, when Chen Xiqing woke up, breakfast was already ready, and Fu Shenyan was sitting at the dining table waiting for him.

The heat of the breakfast made Fu Shenyan's face look soft and unreal. At that moment, Chen Xiqing suddenly didn't want to pursue it.It's good for two people to live together, meet every day, eat together, such plain happiness is already very good, why bother whether he has someone else in his heart.

The porridge in front of me is very glutinous, and the person in front of me is someone I have loved for many years. The design and furniture of this house are designed and purchased by two people together. The whole space is full of the taste of home. The small home of two people—— All of these are what Chen Xiqing cherishes the most, are you going to break them?

He has always known that he loves Fu Shenyan much more than Fu Shenyan loves himself.Or maybe, Fu Shenyan doesn't talk about love or not at all now, but simply thinks that he is suitable for life.

The status quo is already very good, do you want to break it?

"He was the first person I liked."

Chen Xiqing's hands froze in the air.

"He used to be very playful, and no one could hold him down." As if observing Chen Xiqing's reaction, after making sure that he could listen calmly, Fu Shenyan said the last sentence, "Now, he can be stable. come down."

Heart skipped a beat.

Chen Xiqing squinted her eyes and looked at Fu Shenyan: "I always thought that even if there was no love between us, there should be some family affection after such a long time."

"We are indeed family."

"My situation is very close to yours. After so many years of getting along, we have a common social circle and common topics. What does he have? Is your first love for him or tolerance for you? He doesn't even have a serious work."

Fu Shenyan could hear his suppressed anger from Chen Xiqing's long sentence: "He used to be my dream. So now that he appears, I can't face you quietly, I want to go out Once you leave, change your mood and find the most appropriate way to deal with it."

A terribly rational person wants to go out to relax for the sake of his first love.Chen Xiqing took a mouthful of bread, and it stuck in his throat softly, almost tearing up from the corners of his eyes.

Fu Shenyan took out a ticket: "I'm leaving today."

Well, that's great, the tickets are all ready.Chen Xiqing stared at the ticket and nodded: "Okay, you go."

After Fu Shenyan packed his things, he turned to look at Chen Xiqing. The latter lowered his head and his face was sunk in a large shadow. Fu Shenyan couldn't see his expression now: "I will come back in a month. .”

no respond.

The sound of the suitcase.

Chen Xiqing raised his head, determined to see blood for a while: "I never thought that I would still play the role of a spare tire."

"You're not a spare tire."

"Then why are you shaking? How can he be shaken by you?" Chen Xiqing looked at Fu Shenyan closely. He was always very confident based on his personal conditions.

He really should be confident, he has the ability to work, good temper, good figure, thrifty and housekeeping, produced by a good man brand.

But this self-confidence didn't seem to have any effect in front of a person with Bai Yueguang in his heart.

"You never mess around." Fu Shenyan looked at him.

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