[Gintama] Remember to neuter cats first

As hard as I could, I even thought I was tired and sleepy, but I still couldn't get me out of this guy's arms.This guy's arms are actually quite comfortable, very soft, like a kotatsu with a constant temperature.I looked at him quietly in his arms, except for the fact that he combed his hair into an elite-style back for the second grade, and his eyes turned red, he was exactly the same as Songyang in my memory.But how did he change back to what he is now?

He is tall, even taller than Yinsang and the others. Although my human figure is quite large, I am still a lot smaller in his arms now.His figure is still so tall, as if I have chased him for so many years, but I have never made any progress.The fire is so big, it's really called the cat's fire.

Paralyzed in his arms for a while, I became bored, I didn't know where I went, I couldn't even talk to him for a while.After struggling for a long time, I decided to ask my question at noon today.

"Have you talked with Chun Yu?"

"Well, next we're going to Chunyu's headquarters to meet their elders."

I was surprised, "Didn't you meet with the elders these days? Why? Isn't that more convenient?"

"I'm meeting with the heads of various divisions. I'll get the support of these people first, and then negotiate with the elders. Isn't it more stance?"

He stroked my head and smiled so gently, he was no different from Songyang in the past.I have always been very curious, and I always like to pester him to ask questions at night when those little ghosts are asleep.At that time, he also smiled so patiently and answered my questions.I lowered my eyes, hiding the nostalgia and emotion in my eyes.

"Have you seen Kamui?"

"Shenwei?" He thought for a while, "Ah, you mean the head of the Seventh Division." I looked at him expectantly, but he still smiled and spit out cruel words. "I didn't see him, he died."

"What?!" My pupils tightened in an instant, and I suddenly struggled in his arms. His hands were lightly placed on my waist, but they locked me tightly in his arms like chains.I struggled frantically, turned my face and stared into his eyes, trying to find traces of a joke or a lie, but those eyes were empty, except for a hypocritical and cruel smile, I couldn't find anything.

"Impossible! That Baga is not so easy to die!" I roared loudly, as if I could convince my heart, but my heart would not lie, it was beating crazily, I seemed to have forgotten How to breathe, tears flowed from my eyes like a burst bank.

Xu hugged me, leaned against my ear, and said softly: "Human beings will die, even Yetu is no exception. There are not so many monsters in this world."

I know, I know what he said!But knowing it doesn't mean I can accept it!Just a while ago, I was still terrified by the death of the general, and I wanted to ask Songyang how to deal with this situation.But now!Songyang turned back to Xu!I'm sure he's not dead, but why doesn't he show up?How can I ask my question if he doesn't show up?

The time spent with Kamui flashed before my eyes, and it was only at this moment that I suddenly realized that although I kept saying that he was an irritable bastard, I actually really liked him.Also, if I didn't like it, I wouldn't have been by his side for so long.But now... he is actually dead?

Tears blurred my vision but ignited a fire in my heart like diesel.I couldn't tell whether it was grief, anger, or despair. I transferred all my emotions to the only living creature in front of me. The sharp claws pierced his flesh, and the teeth broke his throat. .

He finally stopped letting me do anything, pinched my cheeks with both hands, forcing me to open my mouth, and then pinched my wrist, forcefully pulling my claws out of his body.He didn't draw his sword, he just fought with me with his bare hands. Even so, there were still many injuries on my body, some of which healed in an instant, while others took a lot of time.I don't care at all, even if the fracture makes me tremble in pain, I don't care until finally I can't hold it anymore and fall to my knees, I just think of Shenwei's smiling face, he said, Chen Luo, I'm hungry, go give me Cook, or I'll break your bones.

I finally burst into tears, and I don't know when I fainted.When I opened my eyes again, there were still tears in the corners of my eyes.

On the way to Chunyu's headquarters, Xu looked very idle, almost whenever he went to that room, he was there.My mental state was very erratic, almost except for eating, I was fighting with Xu, and the wounds on my body healed one after another. There were no scars on my body, and I didn't know how many injuries I had.Probably the injury was too severe, and my healing speed could not keep up with the speed of the injury. For several days, my body was covered with large and small bruises.

I didn't dare to stop, as soon as I stopped, I couldn't help thinking about Shenwei.I can't help but think about Takasugi, if Kamui was gone, he would have been injured so badly, how is he doing now?Could it be...he has also...

I didn't dare to think about the possibility that frightened me, and I didn't dare to ask Xu. I was afraid that if he opened his mouth again, the thing I was afraid of would become reality.I thought about going to find them, but the universe is so big, I don't even know how to drive a spaceship, and I don't know where they are, so how can I find them?

One day—I can't remember which day it was, or even when it was—Xuzai suddenly grabbed me when he was fighting me, and locked me in his arms like before.I struggled hard, but to no avail.He took out a knife, held the knife in the palm of his hand, and held it with my hand.The blade pierced my flesh and his, and the blood flowed out and mixed together.

I don't know why, but I suddenly started to feel sleepy. I was already mentally exhausted, but I didn't feel sleepy. That was the only good sleep I had in the past few days.When I woke up, I found that all the wounds on my body were healed, and even my spirit seemed to recover a lot.It seems that good sleep is the best medicine, but why didn't it also clear up the lingering pain in my body?I thought painfully, roared again, and swung my paw at Xu.

But bad things always come in droves.One day, when I was fighting with Xu, my heartbeat suddenly slowed down by half a beat. I was distracted, and the balance control in the air disappeared. I fell from the air and fell to the ground, covering my mouth suddenly.Just a little bit, I was about to spit out the cat's whine.In order not to expose my ugliness, I shook off my back, turned around and walked towards my room without saying a word, then locked myself in the room, curled up at the foot of the bed, helpless.

Sure enough, it only happened a few times, and I haven't fully integrated it into my life. During this period of time, I was really worried. When I wanted to isolate Xu, the final boss, from other people, I didn't notice the influence of seasons and time on my body at all.Now how to do?Even if I persist, my increasingly short-interval seizures will only turn me into a cat that seems to be in heat all the time, let alone continue to fight, and it will be difficult to say whether I can even move at that time.

On this spaceship, I have no one to turn to for help. In the past, I would have gone to Shenwei without even thinking about it, but now he... can't think about it anymore.Mr. Okita and Mr. Hijikata have said that they are willing to help me, but they are far away on the earth, and they are not in Edo at all. I have nowhere to go to find them.If Yinsang and Gui are willing, they might be able to help me, but it’s really stupid to ask Xiangxu to return to Earth now, even if I have fewer restrictions here, I still belong to the existence of being a prisoner of war. There is no reason to say let go.

I couldn't help but feel helpless. It was the first time that I hated myself for being careless and weak.

Maybe it's the bad mood that fueled the speed of the attack. I'm hiding in the corner here... I don't know how long it took, anyway, it didn't take long in my opinion. I clearly felt the unnatural heat start to emerge from my body. It emerged, and then it crushed the limbs and bones like a prairie fire.I bit my wrist, and the slightly sharper than human teeth pierced the flesh. The smell of blood almost made me sick to my stomach.

I rolled on the bed, groaning in half pain and half annoyance, and suddenly, my foot felt like I had kicked something cold and hard.I sat up and realized it was my package.Because there were very few things, I simply threw it at the foot of the bed, and it had been kicked open during the mess I had just made, revealing the contents inside.And what I just stepped on was the dagger that Mr. Hijikata gave me.

If possible, I really don't want to choose this method.I pursed my lips, grabbed the dagger, and stroked its smooth and cold scabbard with my fingers.That freezing temperature is exactly what I need right now, and I hold the scabbard to my face and let out a sigh.

The bit of coldness on the scabbard was quickly swallowed by the heat of my body, my fingers groped for the relatively rough handle of the knife, and I closed my eyes.It's too bad, this short knife was used to cut my seppuku in the end, really, those who don't know thought I like self-mutilation or something.

Holding my collar in my mouth, I gritted my teeth, drew the knife out of its sheath, and stabbed hard towards my abdomen.The sound of flesh being pierced was so loud that I was dazzled by the pain, but I could still hear it clearly.After overcoming the first wave of pain, I found that I rolled from the bed to the ground. Although the wound was healing unremittingly, blood still flowed out along the blood groove on the blade, making the whole room look like a murder scene.

I lay on the ground, huddled, shivering, with only one thought in my head.

How can I rest, I knew that I should have prepared ten painkillers first.