[Gintama] Mr. Songyang that day

In Songyang's plan, she neither plans to hire transportation nor take the official road that will be noticed by others, and she does not need rest or food. When the two children find the letter, she can at least Through the entire Izumo.

But in fact, before dawn, she was stopped at the gate of the city by two children one after the other before she even walked out of Hagi City.

"Where do you want to go?"

Gintoki's expressionless face can actually scare a lot of children in the private school. That aura is to such an extent that even the former killer leader would feel very intimidating.

He didn't smile, he stretched out his hand to hold the knife in front of Songyang, and looked over coldly like this, the emotion in those red eyes was terribly gloomy, his lips collapsed into a tight straight line, and his face looked like frost.

Song Yang felt guilty when he saw him, and pretended to take a few steps back inadvertently, the hand hanging by her side was firmly held by Gao Shan who was standing behind her without showing any expression.

"What does the letter left by the teacher mean?"

Takasugi was smiling.

The smile on his face is said to be gentle and polite, but those sapphire green eyes are full of dangerous emotions, the breath around him is full of oppression, and the arc of the smile on his lips can faintly show a bit of gnashing of teeth means.

"Teacher, is this going to leave us without a word?"

"I... I have left a letter."

Just as Songyang freed her wrist from the hands of her purple-haired student, she subconsciously retorted upon hearing this.

"I wrote it all in the letter."

Yinshi put the knife back on his shoulder, and took another step closer to her. He took out the letter from his arms, and held it in his palm with such force that his fingers creaked.

"Ayin doesn't quite understand, what do you mean I don't need to look for you?"

"I don't quite understand it either. Teacher, can you tell me what it means to need to breathe occasionally?"

It was the first time for Songyang to feel that the child she raised was so tacitly pressing every step of the way. She sighed and sighed a little, thinking that she had grown up and could no longer be perfunctory like a child.

But it was an impulsive act, and Songyang didn't know how to lie for a while, before he could speak, Yinshi heavily inserted the knife into the stone ground, making a loud bang.

"Tell the truth, teacher."

Gintoki gave her a murderous smile.

"Where is that guy, Ah Yin promises to leave a whole body for him."

Song Yang was taken aback by the question, unable to answer, Gao Shan grabbed her hand again and made a cool sound.

"Teacher, do you still want to keep hiding it?"

"Hiding what?"

Songyang wondered if she was too old to keep up with her students' train of thought, and she couldn't figure out how these two children made up for her sneaking away this time. story.

"What are you two trying to say? I really can't understand..."

Gintoki and Takasugi looked at each other, then turned their heads to look at the confused Shoyang, they were silent for a few seconds, and narrowed their eyes.

"...Isn't it elopement?"

"What elopement—"

"...There are no wild men?"

Songyang thumped Yin Shi's head, not knowing whether to laugh or cry, until he clutched his head and screamed in pain.She looked helplessly at Takasugi with an embarrassed face, and sighed.

"Why do you two think of such a thing? I'll be angry if you say such nonsense."

"Sorry, teacher……"

Gao Shan quickly apologized obediently, looking at her with a little bit of grievance in his eyes.

"Why did the teacher leave suddenly? Did we do something wrong?"

"No..." Songyang has always been unable to resist the well-behaved student, his whole heart softened suddenly, and he stroked his hair distressedly to comfort him.

"You didn't do anything wrong, it's my problem, sorry..."

She didn't expect that the two children would be found so quickly. Now her plan was completely disrupted, and her original determination to leave was also shaken at this moment.

"I just want to go out for a walk by myself..."

"You're not even sure when you'll be back?"

Yinshi raised his head to look at her with a gloomy expression.

"I only said to wait for you to come back, but didn't say when to come back, teacher, what are you going to do?"

"I……"

"Teacher, will you really come back?"

Gao Shan also looked at her, his emerald green eyes were full of doubts, he always knew Songyang's unspeakable secrets.

"..."

Seeing the slightly lonely appearance of these two children, Songyang felt sore in his heart, and suddenly couldn't bear to continue talking.

For the first time, she realized that choosing is such a difficult thing. Both sides weigh heavily on her heart. Choosing one means leaving the other, and she just can't find a balance between the two. Methods.

Song Yang was silent for too long, Yin Shi saw her like this, and his heart was half cold, he pulled out the knife and put it back into the scabbard, and winked at Gao Shan, two people came up and grabbed her two hand, and dragged her neatly back to the village.

"Ayin is too lazy to chat with you, so I just take you back."

"Teacher, I also think this is the best way."

The strength of the 15-year-old boy was no longer what it used to be. Songyang was dragged helplessly by them and walked back for a while before breaking free with both hands.

She frowned in distress, not knowing what to do with these two stubborn children.

She knows the temperament of these two children too well.

Even if she turns her head and runs now, these two children can still chase after her all the way, and they will not give up until she stops.

At least give her a little more time.

Songyang sighed, suppressing the surging pain in his heart.

She couldn't just walk away like this.

——After the three students in the private school passed each other, they listed this incident as a first-level alert incident, and then no matter where she went, someone followed her, and they even took turns guarding the door when she was taking a shower. Knocking on the door whenever there was any movement, Songyang couldn't help laughing because of their posture, but couldn't help feeling uncomfortable after laughing.

She will leave after all.

It's just that the day of leaving is getting farther and farther away.

——Before autumn came, most of the students in the private school left and scattered, and the last ones left were the permanent staff of these three private schools. The private school, which was lively in previous years, obviously became much deserted this year.

Ms. Awen from the dessert shop once made an appointment with Songyang to send her child to a private school, but her daughter just learned to walk this year, which is too early, and Songyang is not sure that she can stay until then.

Thinking that there are no students recently, Songyang decided to give the private school a long vacation, but the end date of this vacation has not yet been determined.

——The momentum of the war against barbarians has intensified this year.

There were young people in the village who went to the battlefield with the anti-barbarians who passed through Changzhou. Gui mentioned it several times during dinner, but Gintoki and Takasugi still showed a lack of interest.

"Hurry up? What's the matter with Guan Ayin?"

Based on his personal experience, Yinshi has never had a good impression of the battlefield, so he rolled his eyes when he heard this.

"The wig is so annoying, what about the dawn of Edo, can you really get there by taking the Banyi train?"

"It's not the Banyi train, it's Gui!"

"It's so noisy, Ah Yin is not interested."

"I have no reason to do that kind of thing."

Takasugi said so.

"I don't care about the dawn of the country."

Gui seldom talked about this with Songyang, and he was keenly aware that Songyang didn't want him to go to the battlefield.

Their teacher has always been against fighting and fighting, and he usually has a soft-spoken and gentle appearance to everyone. In Gui's memory, he has never seen this person angry.

She just wants her students to be well.

But for some reason, Gui always had a vague premonition of uneasiness.

One day when he passed the wheat field to go to the private school, he heard the villagers working in the field discussing that there was news from the city that the government was suppressing so-called illegal associations on a wider and wider scale.

"I don't know if the private schools in the village will be affected."

"What are you afraid of? Your son has graduated and won't be implicated."

"What did you say? I'm worried about that Mr. Songyang, what a wonderful person."

"Okay, it's not something you and I should worry about. Besides, if something happens, there's nothing you can do about it."

Gui refrained from arguing with the villagers, and ran to the private school sullenly, telling Songyang about the matter, and Songyang just nodded and told him.

"It'll be all right."

Their teacher always said with a smile like this.

"Do not worry."

Song Yang said lightly, seeing Gui still worried, he stroked his hair with a smile and motioned him to go to rest first.

She wasn't really surprised at all.

Some of the children in the private school were taken away by their families because of these rumors. Some children were reluctant to part with her, but they would often visit her in the private school, and Songyang would try their best to persuade them to go home.

She doesn't know what the future will hold, and what changes will happen afterwards. For her, it is the best choice for these children to return to a peaceful life.

After all, she has taught them everything she can teach, and the rest is for them to choose their own direction.

Only these three children.

——If you can’t let go, you must let go.

This year's [-]th night silver hour, he was drunk again, rolling around on the tatami, smirking around her and reaching out for a hug.

It's still the same, when he gets drunk, he becomes clingy like a child. He is obviously a 15-year-old boy, but he is still too cute when he acts coquettishly.

In the future, I don't know if I can see such silver time again.

She blinked her eyes, restrained these emotions, and let Yinshi dangle restlessly on her body.

His fluffy natural curly hair was itching against his cheeks, and the smell of alcohol was blowing in her ears, Songyang had to reach out and push his head away.

Takasugi rarely responded today, since he went out once before dinner, he seemed preoccupied, and his silence was abnormal.

He has always been introverted, and Songyang didn't want to disturb him. After Songyang threw Yinshi, who was drunk, on the bed, and sent Gui outside the gate of the private school, when he came back, he was still sitting quietly at the low table, staring blankly. She was dazed in a daze before deciding to ask him.

"Jin Zhu? Is there something embarrassing?"

Her purple-haired student seemed to be awakened suddenly, raised his head, his eyes wandered as if there was something unspeakable, Songyang was not in a hurry, and patiently waited for him to sort out his mood.

"I……"

His expression was a little hesitant, with a bit of imperceptible tension.

"I want to see my father. A servant in the family brought a letter saying that he is seriously ill..."

"I have such an idea out of my own will, so go for it."

Songyang was actually a little surprised.

She was still thinking about how to distract Takasugi's attention, but she didn't expect such an accident to happen.

After all, the child still has a home to return to.

She smiled and stroked his hair, giving her teenage student a comforting hug.

"Just don't let yourself regret it."

She watched Takasugi's back disappear into the night, then turned and closed the door.

The full moon on that fifteenth night exuded an overly cold light in the deep and dim night sky.

It's time to say goodbye.

At this time, she was still holding a kind of naive idea, thinking that this time she could leave here quietly. Although she hadn't planned her purpose yet, and she didn't know how far she would go, she thought, she wanted to see Hazy, no matter what he becomes now, she will try to take her only eldest disciple away.

Maybe the two of them will go to other places to wander, take a walk and see, make up for the missing years, and wait for the obsession to let go. At that time, it doesn't matter to reunite with these three children.

She thought, that child fell into the boundless abyss again and again in order to make her a human being.

At least this time, please let her try to hold the hands she left behind.

——The crisp sound of iron rings clanging and clanging came from outside the door.

Song Yang was startled, raised his head, and looked at the black wings outside the window.

"It's finally here—Songyang."

Xu held her shoulders behind her.

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