[Gintama] Mr. Songyang that day

As a result, after the fireworks festival, Gintoki was beaten up by Gui and Takasugi.

According to Chongichiro, it was Gintoki who asked the other children in the private school to drag the two of them, and he sneaked over to drag her to watch the fireworks.

So when the fireworks were set off halfway, these two people came over in a hurry, and they didn't enjoy watching it to the fullest, so they were naturally furious.

Songyang didn't stop the young man from making trouble, he smiled and watched Yinshi being chased by two people, and then led the injured Yinshi to apply medicine.

"Does it hurt?" Songyang put a bandage on him, and poked Yinshi's swollen face viciously.

"It's still a little less injured than when I fought against me, and it will recover soon."

"Bastards, one or two are going to catch Ah Yin's face and beat them up, how jealous they are of Ah Yin's face that has attacked all three dimensions!"

Yinshi complained angrily, there were still two big bags on his forehead, after being bandaged by Songyang, the whole natural curly hair was covered, and his face was also tightly wrapped, only one eye was exposed .

"I said you... after all these years, can the bandaging technique improve a bit!"

Yinshi hurriedly released his nose and mouth from the bandages again, he took a deep breath, and from the corner of his eyes, he caught a glimpse of Songyang smoothing the hair scattered on his shoulders, revealing the subtle light on his earlobes.

"You—wear that."

"Well, I haven't tried accessories like earrings yet, and it's rare for Jinsuke to give such things. He said that it took a lot of work to get this small item during the fireworks festival."

Songyang curved his lips, his eyes were full of joy and relief.

"Cut." Yin Shi snorted through his nose.

"Anyway, Jinzhujiang is a caring and sensible man. It's fine for Ah Yin to continue being a wiper boy."

"Yinshi will also become a good man. He can cook and do housework. He is better at sewing than I am. He is also good at repairing doors and railings—"

Song Yang pointed his fingers at Yin Shi's merits, boasting that Yin Shi's face under the bandage was smoking.

"What are you doing, you are praising Ah Yin so vigorously all of a sudden, Ah Yin will go to the sky."

"It's serious. If a girl marries Gin, she will be very happy."

Although she couldn't see the happy scene at that time anymore, she could feel great satisfaction just thinking about the happiness of the young man in front of her as a human being.

It's so wonderful that monsters can turn back into humans just by extending their hands.

I hope that her long painful memories can be deeply buried by these warm happiness, and there will be no day when she will see the sun again.

——Songyang thought of a fifteenth night of a certain year.

She placed on the table the gin that Gui made by herself, and the snacks that Yinshi made in her spare time.

Takasugi had just played a few new pieces, when Gui snatched the shamisen, as if flipping some new switch, he tossed his ponytail, stepped on the low table and yelled rhythmically.

"やるなら今しかねーZURA

やるなら今しかねーZURA

JOY

JOY

ふざけた you ni I ga Tianzhu! "

"What a mess, you bastard! Give me back the shamisen!"

Takasugi wanted to grab the shamisen in Gui's hand, which was played dynamically as an electric guitar. Song Yang put his hands in his sleeves and looked at Gui's nimble fingers with some envy.

Very nice.

Her hands are probably used to killing moves, and they can't do any gentle things. They can't even control the strength of fishing for goldfish in the summer festival. In the end, they have to rely on Yinshi, who is best at gadgets, to catch her one. , kept in the fish tank on the desk in the study.

That was five years ago.

The goldfish in the aquarium no longer had the vigor they had when they were first caught. They were lying lifeless at the bottom of the aquarium, and they would probably come out of the water in a short time.

- It's time passing too fast.

The pine tree in front of the private school has also grown very tall. Sometimes the children in the private school would hide in the tree when they were playing hide-and-seek. She even used a big lantern made into a grimace to scare Yin Shi by the tree.

Yinshi was so angry that he didn't talk to her all night.

But the next morning, she stood awkwardly at the door of her room again, pouted and said. "Master Ah Yin has a lot, don't bother with Songyang idiot."

That was also two years ago.

A bit further back—

In the winter of that year, there was a heavy snowfall, which covered the courtyard of the private school.

Surrounded by the red scarf she tried to weave, the three children happily ran out to build several grotesque snowmen and dragged her to mark them.

——Then it was the fifteenth night of last year. Yinshi got herself drunk while she was not paying attention. The kitchen expert Gui just finished expressing her feelings of worrying about the country and the people, and went to cook sober soup with high morale. Gintoki was sleeping soundly on the tatami, and didn't move him anymore, leaning against the window and looking at the full moon in the sky in a trance.

At that time, Gao Shan sat down beside her, and put a tissue on her body, his green eyes were soft.

"Although it is autumn, the humidity is heavy at night, the teacher should pay attention to the body."

In fact, this child clearly knew her physique, but he was still overly nervous about her. Although Songyang felt helpless because of his overreaction, he was actually moved.

"I see, Jin Zhu is too." She smiled and stroked his purple broken hair, thinking of Gui Fang's passionate tune, and asked.

"Kotaro seems to have always been interested in banishing."

"I think so. That guy, although he always joked about looking for the dawn of Edo, he was already ready."

"Is that so..."

From the bottom of her heart, she did not want any child in the private school to step on the battlefield.

People who fought from the blood, of course, know what the battlefield is like. Once they are calm, they don't want anyone around them to throw themselves into the eternal night.

But she didn't want to interfere with the child's proud dream.

She knew that the child had ambitions and goals that he had to achieve, and if he continued to walk like this, one day he would be able to see the dawn he was looking forward to.

"Where is Jinzhu? Does Jinzhu have any ideas?"

"I..." Gao Shan glanced at Song Yang cautiously and said.

"As a student, I just want to stay by the teacher's side. I want to stay where the teacher is."

Songyang's expression as he watched the purple-haired boy instantly softened into a mess.

It is knowing the weight and sincerity in the other party's words, and also knowing that when the other party is persistent, no one can hold back and move forward bravely.

If the day came when she had to leave, she would be most worried about this child.

— so she said then. "As for Jinzhu, just do what you want, I don't want to bind you with hope, whether you want to stay or leave—"

"I won't leave the teacher."

But Gao Shan couldn't bear to cut off her words, and asked again.

"Teacher...will always be with us, right?"

Song Yang froze for a few seconds, then nodded slightly.

"Of course I... don't want to leave you."

How could you be willing to leave?

She watched those children grow up from little ghosts with different personalities to reliable and promising teenagers, and she gained the trust and love of those children, which was a memory that was enough to move even the monsters who fell into the depths of Naraku.

——It’s too warm.

Please slow down, the pace of time, just go slower.

I also want to spend more time with them.

She often prayed silently like this.

——Before she knew that Oboro was still alive, she thought it would be difficult for her to muster up the courage to choose to leave.

Kelong is still alive.

This is the fact she has to face.

It was for her that Oboro faced death without fear, and it was also for her that he fell into the abyss again. She couldn't turn a blind eye to this and abandoned him for the second time with peace of mind.

She is no longer qualified to enjoy such beauty.

——Songyang chose a night with heavy rain on purpose.

The heavy rain started pattering into the courtyard of the private school from daybreak. After Songyang took Gui home with an umbrella, he locked himself in the room while Gintoki and Takasugi were routinely practicing duel at the Yamashita Dojo. Start writing a long parting letter.

"When you give the silver, Jinsuke, Kotaro."

She wrote down the names of the three children one by one on the paper, thinking, what else can be left for them?

She writes very slowly.

I never thought that there would be a day when I would leave.

"I've wanted to travel alone for a long time, and I finally have free time recently."

I want so much to be with you all the time.

"You guys are too clingy to me, the teacher also needs to breathe occasionally."

People like me never thought that I could have such ordinary happiness.

"Even a teacher at this age needs an exciting adventure."

Like a long dream.

"Just imagining it in a dream is too lonely, so I'm going out for a while, not sneaking away and not taking you out to play."

I also have something to do, so—

"Don't look for me, I'll be back soon."

This time I really want to say goodbye.

The sound of the rain contained all the uneasiness and sadness, and she always hid her emotions thoroughly, so that she would not be noticed.

In the middle of the night, Gintoki and Takasugi gradually fell asleep listening to the heavy rain, and Songyang didn't have to worry that the movement when he left would wake up the two children.

When she came that year, she only brought Yinshi and the obscure knife that belonged to Yinshi. When she left, she pressed the letter on the low table, thought for a few seconds, and decided not to take anything with her.

Before stepping out of the room, she only had time to glance at the closed door.

At this moment, she seemed to be torn in two, half of herself indulged in warm human happiness, and died smiling as a human being.The other half of himself stood in the darkness without light, staring at her expressionlessly.

"Are you crazy."

Xu's voice was cold.

"You don't want your happiness anymore? Do you think that kid is more important than everything you have now? Songyang, I didn't expect you to be so stupid. Do you think you can get out of your body and bring that kid out? Impossible, With the current you, you can't do anything, you can't even kill, what do you think you can do?"

"You don't understand."

Song Yang shook his head and stopped talking.

The day she gave up Oboro, she was doomed to lose everything in front of her eyes.

This is a feeling that Xu can never understand.

The author has something to say: prepare for a sneak escape!