He Lived Like You

"No." Shen Shanwu shook his head, "Captain, as long as you are fine."

Hearing this, Jiang Huan's expression became more gentle, he rubbed Shen Shanwu's hair again in relief, and didn't dislike that he hadn't washed it for several days, but even so, the corners of Jiang Huan's lips never lifted.

Shen Shanwu suddenly discovered that he seemed to have never seen Jiang Huan smile since Zhongmeng and Jiang Huan reunited.At first, he thought that Jiang Huan was trying to maintain the captain's majesty by being serious and calm, but now it seems that Jiang Huan will not smile no matter what he hears or sees, or anyone, which seems too strange.

It seems that since the first meeting, Jiang Huan has always been preoccupied, and he doesn't know what happened in the past four years that changed his temperament drastically, and this matter is like a towering mountain pressing down on Jiang Huan. In the bottom of Huan's heart, the child who loved to laugh so much back then has turned into this young and mature and serious.

The small episode at night did not bring too much disturbance to the Shanhai team, except that Xu Honglin was escorted to death in the 2 car, and she was only allowed to hold her breath when going to the toilet, as if nothing happened.

Another day passed, and the scenery outside the car window gradually changed to Shen Shanwu's unfamiliar yet familiar appearance. Zhang Xiaowen teased him excitedly: "Xiao Jiangtong~ We will arrive at the coastal base before dinner today. Are you happy~"

"Happy-heart-" Shen Shanwu elongated his tone extremely perfunctorily, without raising his head, he turned a page of "Journey to the West" comic strip that Jiang Huan specially found for him, which made Yao Wuque laugh Crying because of the pain from the wound, Miss Xiaowen pouted and said dissatisfiedly, "Jiang Tong, you are really getting less and less cute."

"Huh?" Hearing this, Shen Shanwu immediately turned his head and knelt on the seat, and asked Jiang Huan who was lying in the back row with his eyes closed, "Captain, am I cute?"

"..." Jiang Huan kept his eyes closed and turned around, with his back to Shen Shanwu, too lazy to answer this meaningless question. Yao Wuque, who was watching the excitement and didn't think it was a big deal, suddenly laughed even more happily, and he couldn't help but laugh Said: "Oh, little complainer, no one will support you this time, what should I do?"

You brother Wu still needs support when you are tossing people?Shen Shanwu narrowed his eyes slightly, and covered his mouth with one hand pretending to be surprised, "Brother Wuque, I suddenly remembered something, if you can get to the base tonight, will you go to the training ground early tomorrow morning?" Run six laps, can your body take it?"

Yao Wuque: "..."

Yao Wuque wanted to cry but had no tears: "I can't bear it, good Jiang Tong, please help my brother and the captain to intercede, wait for me to recover from my injury for two more days."

Zhang Xiaowen also hurried over and begged for mercy: "Xiao Tongtong, sister treats you well these days, and you also help sister Xiaowen to plead with the captain, so you can avoid the three laps. My sister is in charge of logistics and has a delicate body. Weak..."

Zhong Yin in the passenger seat couldn't bear it, the veins around her temples twitched for a long time, but she didn't utter a word in the end.

Perhaps it was because the destination was close at hand, and the driving team members worked very hard. It was originally planned to arrive at the coastal base around [-] o'clock, but before [-] o'clock, two imposing off-road vehicles had received the radio inside the base, waiting for dispatch into the city .

"Welcome back, friends of Team Shanhai. Please get off at the waiting area one by one, and undergo disinfection and security checks."

The thick steel fence outside the base opened four small doors for people coming and going, two exits and two entrances, which were divided into vehicle entrances and pedestrian entrances in an orderly manner.

After driving into the first door, a disinfectant spray was used to thoroughly disinfect the periphery of the vehicle from top to bottom and from left to right. After waiting for 60 seconds, a well-dressed mercenary on duty opened the door from the outside, followed by Several staff members were carrying large and small bags of tools, preparing to disinfect the interior of the carriage.

Jiang Huan was the first to get out of the car, and the mercenaries who had always been fierce to the cars ahead were tame hounds in front of Jiang Huan. After saluting, they stood still and watched the Shanhai team leave.

"You guys go back to the team first, I'll take Jiang Tong to register." Jiang Huan took Shen Shanwu's hand, this was supposed to be Zhang Xiaowen's responsibility, but Jiang Huan emphasized that he would take Jiang Tong there himself.

As for Xu Honglin, an unrelated person, she was asked to get out of the car the moment she entered the coastal base. From then on, she walked on her single-plank bridge, and the Shanhai team no longer waited on her... Of course, the final payment still has to be paid.

Every citizen in the base is equipped with an ID card, and they can enter by swiping their cards for security checks. Newcomers to the city need to go through another channel, which is similar to the situation of the Central Alliance. There are long queues in front of the four registration gates, and the progress is extremely slow. Strangers who want to enter the coastal base will go through extremely strict inspections, ranging from eighteen generations of ancestors, what they did before the superplanet exploded, how they survived after the apocalypse, down to what they ate this morning, why they ate that, Have you had a smooth bowel movement recently?

But things are always special. Jiang Huan's conspicuous white cloak was thrown at the door of the registration office, and the director of the registration office, who was eating sunflower seeds in the office with his legs crossed, immediately appeared with a 'kind eyebrow'.

"Hey, isn't this Captain Jiang? I've heard that Shanhai will return to the base in the next few days. Everyone is looking forward to it. How is the mission going?"

"Thank you for your concern." Jiang Huan nodded slightly, and pushed Shen Shanwu who was following him out, "I want to register this child as a new citizen."

The director was stunned for a moment, probably subconsciously thinking that the child brought by Jiang Huan himself was his illegitimate child, but the age was very wrong, half a second later, he quickly smiled and said: "It's easy to say, Team Jiang is coming with me. "

This is the benefit of the privileged class. They bypassed the external inspection window, saved at least several hours, and sat down directly in the comfortable office of the director. The director also politely poured them two cups of tea before taking off Mask, open the registration information software.

"It's registered under my name." Jiang Huan said while sitting on the sofa, "My children."

The director's hands visibly trembled, but fortunately, he was well-informed and experienced in many battles, so he suppressed the desire to tell the world crazily after learning the big news. Of course, he didn't dare to spread the word everywhere. The gossip, after all, cherishes life.The director replied with an unchanged smile: "Alright Captain Jiang, what is your son's name?"

"..." Instead, Jiang Huan became silent now. Shen Shanwu looked at him strangely, and the other party watched him quietly. See what he's thinking.

Maybe it's because I feel like I have to say it myself?Shen Shanwu immediately coughed lightly, and said in a calm and clear voice that would never embarrass Jiang Huan: "My name is Jiang Tong, the phoenix of the sycamore tree."

"Okay." The director immediately turned into a coaxing tone, tapping on the keyboard with his fingers. Unexpectedly, Jiang Huan suddenly said, "Shen Jiangtong, surname is Shen, and name is Jiangtong."

"..." Rao is a well-informed and experienced director, so he couldn't help showing a slightly constipated expression at this time.The child who appeared out of nowhere seemed to be less than ten years old. It was registered under the name of Jiang Huan's children, but the surname was not Jiang, but the surname was Shen, and there was Jiang in the key name. Take another single character name.

Could it be that this child is the child of Captain Jiang who has had a crush on the goddess Shen for many years?But that should also be Jiang Chentong instead of Shen Jiangtong?Could it be that Captain Jiang is so affectionate that he would rather put the woman's name first?Oh my god, just a name can make people can't help but make up a sadomasochism drama...

The director took a deep breath cryptically, displayed his years of superb professionalism, and raised a standard eight-teeth smile, "Okay, Shen, Jiang, and Tong."

The silence was passed from Jiang Huan to Shen Shanwu, he parted his lips in disbelief, and looked at Jiang Huan in a daze.Shen Jiangtong?Don't think that he can't see that the character Shen in it comes from himself, so what does Jiang Huan mean by that or does he think 'Jiang Tong' and 'Shen Shanwu' are related?He couldn't see his true identity, could he?Impossible, this is a mutant ability that is completely beyond the scope of ordinary people's consciousness. Unless you see it with your own eyes, who would think of it?

Shen Shanwu's mind was full of thoughts for a while, so he didn't listen to a word of the follow-up conversation. The director asked him his age, but he hesitated and couldn't tell. His body became smaller and he could only make a rough idea, but he couldn't point to his age. In the end, Jiang Huan sat down to make a decision for him, just write 11 years old.

Soon, the registration will be over, and the ID card of 'Shen Jiangtong' will be delivered to the gate of the Shanhai team by the staff of the registration office in two days. .

The director made a temporary identity certificate for Shen Shanwu, stamped it and handed it to Jiang Huan. The three said goodbye, leaving the director alone in the office to doubt his life and quietly digest the overloaded information.

Shen Shanwu's temporary pass was quickly released after manual inspection. The key was that Jiang Huan stood next to a giant block of cold and hard white ice.

"Captain." Shen Shanwu couldn't figure it out anyway, so he asked him directly on the car to the team: "Didn't you name me Jiang Tong, why is it now Shen Jiangtong? Is it related to the Shen Shanwu mentioned by the captain? Who is he, why do you want my surname to be Shen?"

"..." Jiang Huan didn't answer right away, he narrowed his eyes, not sure if he wasn't going to answer or was preparing a speech.

The vehicle slowly slowed down, Zhang Xiaowen stood at the entrance of the administrative building, his eyes lit up, and the people behind him shouted: "The captain is here!"

At the same time, Jiang Huan lowered her head and said to Jiang Tong: "I'll explain this to you later, but your name is still Jiang Tong to the outside world, okay?"

"...Understood." In front of others, Shen Shanwu has always been obedient, and all the splashes are made behind his back, not to mention that the surname Shen is very likely to be related to him, and Shen Shanwu himself does not want others to know.

Apart from Zhang Xiaowen, there were two or three unfamiliar faces in the team welcoming Jiang Huan's return. They were obviously other members of the team who had come here specially to greet him.

"Jiang Huan! Everything is going well?"

"Yeah." Jiang Huan nodded, and was patted on the shoulder by the brothers who came.

Shen Shanwu got out of the car one step later, looked up at the face of the person who came, and immediately remembered the identity of this person——Lu Jingzhi, he was the first friend Jiang Huan made in the coastal base, and he knew his identity as a mutant , The two have also been in contact several times, and Shen Shanwu even asked him to pass on information to Jiang Huan for himself.

Lu Jingzhi was puzzled and asked excitedly: "I heard from Xu Ye that when you were in Zhongmeng, you decided to adopt a son on a whim? Where is he? Speaking of which, what did you think, why did you suddenly..."

His chattering words came to an abrupt end after Shen Shanwu got off the station, Ben was flying his lips up and down to maintain a half-open range, opened wider and wider, and his eyes became more and more protruding.

Jiang Huan seemed to have known that he would have this reaction, beckoned to Jiang Tong, and introduced: "This is Uncle Lu Jingzhi, he is Jiang Tong, my adopted son."

"..." Lu Jingzhi's whole body was still moving only his eyeballs, mechanically following Shen Shanwu's progress, Jiang Huan sighed, let Jiang Tong go in with Zhang Xiaowen, and stood at the door waiting for Lu Jingzhi to come back to his senses.

After a while, Lu Jingzhi regained the most basic language skills, and uttered a sentence that can express any human meaning: "Fuck!"

"He, he...he looks too much like a mother, isn't he Shen...Brother Shen himself?" Lu Jingzhi pointed at Shen Shanwu who had already left. He was still in panic, and said in a low voice. : "This is definitely Brother Shen's illegitimate son. He didn't run away, or he is Brother Shen's younger brother. I don't believe there are two people who are so similar in this world!"

"He said he was an orphan... Forget it, I don't think it matters whether he is a relative of Brother Shanwu." Jiang Huan said, "I will take good care of him."

"That's right. After all, they look so similar. It doesn't matter whether they are related by blood." Lu Jingzhi raised his eyebrows. Jiang Huan felt that what he said next would not be a good thing, but he was too late to stop him, only listening to Lu Jingzhi whispering in his ear Bian ambiguously said: "Small also has its advantages, you can play with it and develop it. When he grows up, you will only be thirty at most..."

Jiang Huan put one hand on Lu Jingzhi's mouth, and pushed him away unexpectedly, his eyes were full of coldness: "I have never thought about it like this, and I will never do it like this. I will never say such things again in the future."

"..." Lu Jingzhi half opened his mouth, seeing that Jiang Huan was really angry, and quickly lowered his eyes in annoyance, "I'm sorry, I made a slip of the tongue... Forgot that you have always been so devoted to Brother Shen..."

After apologizing, Lu Jingzhi was a little annoyed, he raised his head and said, "But Jiang Huan, think about it clearly, brother Shen has been dead for four years, and he doesn't even know you like him, so why should you be so guarded by him? .Even if you can't let go of Brother Shen for the rest of your life, it's rare to find someone who looks so similar, maybe even more like him when you grow up, you can be a relationship sustenance."

"..."

"To put it bluntly, find a substitute. You raised it yourself, and all the habits can be according to your preferences. If you like Brother Shen's type, you can make him into Brother Shen's type. It's just ten years away from you. Years old, isn't this God's will?"

"Is he Shen Shanwu?" Jiang Huan asked calmly, but the calmer he was, the more he could feel the turbulence below his surface.

"……no."

"Since he's not, it doesn't matter how much he looks like." Jiang Huan lowered his eyes, "I treat him as a younger brother, a son, and a junior, and Shen Shanwu as an older brother, as a lover, as a lover. In matters, I have always been very clear."

"..." Lu Jingzhi shut his mouth obediently, expressing that he was persuaded, and swore with one hand that he would never mention it again.Jiang Huan was indeed more mature than him. When he was 15 years old, he was still foolishly bullying the daughter of Jiang Huan's nanny, rubbing sweat and mud on her new clothes. The friendship of the brother who was ten years older than him was love.

It’s fine if it’s just precocious, but Jiang Huan is still very paranoid emotionally, so paranoid that he forced himself to be sick. Before Shen Shanwu died, he was shy and refused to say it clearly. When I grow up, I will show my heart to Shen Shanwu after I have a certain ability.

Unexpectedly, only one year later, the Shanhai team had just been established and recruited seven or eight enthusiastic young people, Shen Shanwu died, and Jiang Huan completely lost the opportunity to tell her love.

Because of Shen Shanwu's sensitive status as a mutant, Jiang Huan fell out with his family at that time, so he could only hold everything in his heart. With no way to tell or vent, Jiang Huan directly suffocated himself. With a mental illness, he has pathological resistance and rejection of all those who show affection and admiration to him.

Because of death, because of regret, because of powerlessness,

He hated all the emotions that could develop in him, he hated the affections that could be expressed, he hated the affections that could be communicated to him.

Because my deepest friendship ended without a problem when it was just sprouting.

Before he realized it, it was too late.

When he was full of love and youthful joy and anxiety, he realized that he had lost the only one to confide forever.

The author has something to say: 35: Can you lower the voice of the spoiler communication? Do you know how much effort the author will put in in order to make me a mutant in the next chapter without hearing a single word?

Ring Cub: ...