He Lived Like You

Tears filled Jiang Huan's eyes in an instant, crying and howling over there: "No... Zombies have no intelligence, they are not like you at all..."

"Fuck/Your mother be quiet!"

The child choked up in fright, hiccupped tears, choked for a long time and then asked tentatively: "Brother, do you have radiation sickness on the outside? And, I, I will be obedient!"

Shen Shanwu said impatiently: "I'm a zombie, and I don't want to raise a child. It's just a matter of saving you. Don't rely on me. You have to get out tomorrow. If you don't want to leave, I will leave you in the house." here."

"Brother, brother, please, I have nowhere to go, really..."

……

"Brother Shanwu, brother..."

Now that nearly seven years have passed since the kidnapping incident in the fourth year of the last days, Jiang Huan can only toss and turn restlessly in his dreams, calling out the name he misses and desires the most: "Brother, brother Shanwu...don't go...don't leave me……"

The whispers are full of pain, full of depression, full of humbleness and prayers to lower their dignity to the dust.

Shen Shanwu slowly opened his eyes, his eyes were clear without any trace of tiredness.Jiang Huan has a little habit of talking in his sleep when he can't sleep well, he is very clear about this, but this time the content of the talking in his sleep surprised Shen Shanwu.

Time seemed to go back several years ago. Little Jiang Huan, who was suffering from cramps, couldn't get enough to eat every day. He was so annoyed by this that he shook his face every time. He would still tremble with fear, but later he found out his temperament. Whenever he got angry, he would stickily call brother, brother Shanwu, brother Shanwu...

At that time, there was no pact between mutants and humans, and Shen Shanwu didn't know how to get along with humans. In order to obtain food and anti-radiation materials more conveniently, he generously demonstrated his abilities, and cooperated with small human shelters and mobile black market dealers. Trade, in exchange for what Jiang Huan needs.

He has changed Jiang Huan's protective clothing and protective mask countless times with his own hands, Jiang Huan is also sticking to him tightly, as long as he is left alone for a while, he can look at him with wet eyes like an abandoned puppy in a blink of an eye , making Shen Shanwu feel guilty all of a sudden.

What did Jiang Huan dream about?Did you dream about what happened back then?

Why did Jiang Huan repeat his name over and over on the tip of his tongue in such a nostalgic tone?If Jiang Huan still misses him and is reluctant to part with him, then why...why throw away everything that belongs to him?

Why throw away a gift that he had carefully prepared for months?Why treat his mind so cruelly?

From the peaceful area of ​​Sichuan-Tibet to the eastern coastal base, Shen Shanwu collected all the novel, interesting, and fun things he had seen during the four thousand kilometers, and carefully disinfected them. Spend a lot of money to put it in a radiation-proof glass bottle, and pack the rest into one package after another.

He gave Jiang Huan all this as a birthday present, hoping that he could also see what he saw and encountered.

However, just a few months later, Shen Shanwu saw his large box full of goods in the radiation waste station of the coastal base. The letter with tens of thousands of characters lying quietly inside.

Thinking back to when I wrote these neat pen characters bit by bit in front of the moonlight, the hot attachment seemed very ridiculous.Shen Shanwu once imagined with enthusiasm that Jiang Huan might be amazed by the content after receiving the letter, and might beg himself to take him with him in the future.

He imagined a lot, but he never thought that the recipient didn't even have the keys to open it.

At that time, Shen Shanwu suddenly realized that he hadn't seen Jiang Huan for more than a year. Since Jiang Huan was recognized by his grandfather and returned to the human gathering area, Shen Shanwu had very few chances to see him. few.

In the beginning, Shen Shanwu would come here almost every month. Because of his status as a mutant, it was very cumbersome for the two to meet each other, so Shen Shanwu changed it to once every three months. Later, Jiang Huan was always busy, and he The letters handed over always fell into the sea, and there was no half-word reply.

He wasn't stupid, he didn't know that Jiang Huan couldn't be so busy that he didn't even have time to reply the letter, but at that time Shen Shanwu didn't know where the confidence came from, he felt that Jiang Huan would always be the child who admired him, forever He will eagerly look forward to his appearance, his eyes are full of dependence, and his over-inflated self-confidence makes him ignore all these details.

When all the illusory illusions were completely torn apart in the abandoned station, and the ugliest truth inside was exposed bloody in front of his eyes, Shen Shanwu was so painful that he could hardly breathe.

If regarding He Jingyang's betrayal, Shen Shanwu's heart was full of murderous intent and coldness, then regarding Jiang Huan's unfeeling, Shen Shanwu only had disappointment and thoughts of escaping.

He could only delude himself into thinking that maybe there was a misunderstanding, maybe there was a reason for the incident, but he could no longer take the initiative to look for Jiang Huan in the coastal base. Maybe after a long time, it would be rumored that Jiang Huan was asking other mutants for his whereabouts. What's the news?

Shen Shanwu was looking forward to this, looking forward to it for many years, until he had forgotten about it... When he stood in front of Jiang Huan again, Shen Shanwu found that he couldn't bring himself to be angry with Jiang Huan There was only a faint melancholy lingering in my heart, and I sighed, little guy, long time no see.

The dream gradually came to an end, Jiang Huan's eyelashes trembled, which was a sign of waking up, Shen Shanwu hurriedly closed his eyes and pretended to sleep, even thinking about whether to snore a few times artificially.

In addition to Jiang Huan's messy breathing, Shen Shanwu also heard another sound. Someone opened the zipper of the sleeping bag and crept up.

The deputy team noticed the movement of this person and shook the lights. The two seemed to be communicating silently, and there was only the sound of clothes rubbing in the air.

Shen Shanwu just thought it was someone in the team who got up to go to the bathroom at night, and didn't pay much attention to how to pretend to be asleep to deal with Jiang Huan who woke up in the middle of the night, but after the man crawled out of the sleeping bag, he slowly walked towards Jiang Huan and Shen Shanwu. The direction of Shanwu got closer and closer, and finally even stopped directly next to the two sleeping bags.

Shen Shanwu fell into a fierce psychological struggle in his heart. Should he wake up and how should he wake up? Should his fingers tremble slightly and he let out a cry, or would he suddenly open his eyes and frown?

"Captain Jiang Huan..." The visitor squatted down, as if he wanted to touch the sleeping bag with his fingers, but before that, Jiang Huan carefully and softly opened the zipper, and asked this woman named Xu Honglin with displeased eyes do what.

Shen Shanwu felt that he could wake up, so he half-opened his eyes pretending to be woken up, rubbed sleepily in Jiang Huan's arms, Jiang Huan caressed his back with downcast eyes, and said softly: "It's still early, go to sleep."

After finishing speaking, Jiang Huan raised his eyes to look at the deputy team on duty. The other party was sitting upright from the sleeping bag, with a bewildered expression. The two looked at Xu Honglin together. Under the dim night light, the woman half-kneeled softly Next, she pushed the long hair in front of her shoulders behind her ears. She wanted to whisper into Jiang Huan's ear, but was pushed away by the other party in disgust.

Xu Honglin was not discouraged either, and said in a breathless voice, "Captain Jiang, I have something on my mind and I can't sleep...Can you talk to me?"

"..."

Shen Shanwu couldn't help but opened his eyes again, this time his eyes were staring like copper bells, and his ears for listening to gossip were like antennas. During the day he was still curious about Jiang Huan's love history, but at night he ran away on his own. coming.

Jiang Huan frowned in disgust, and said coldly, "Respect yourself."

"Captain Jiang~" A woman who dares to make a night attack is really thick-skinned, probably adhering to the idea that men can't steal, she called the captain in three voices, "Captain Jiang, I have admired you for a long time Yes, I have heard of your name for a long time, and today I saw you are really handsome, I fell in love with you at first sight, can you stop being so indifferent to me..."

Shen Shanwu grabbed Jiang Huan's collar and felt goosebumps all over the floor. He thought that Jiang Huan would never like this one, but after waiting for a long time, he never heard the voice of rejection.

No way... Shen Shanwu raised his head in horror, but saw Jiang Huan's complexion was very strange, it was a look of disgust and fear mixed together, he couldn't help but stood up in Jiang Huan's arms, "Captain ...?"

Jiang Huan finally responded to this call, he covered his mouth and retched, endured the strength to push Shen Shanwu away, just stood up, bowed his head and retched again in pain.

The deputy team hurried over to help Jiang Huan, while Xu Honglin's face suddenly turned pale. Jiang Huan's performance was more cruel and shocking than any rejection words.

"Don't" and "go away" can be forcibly interpreted as refusal, arrogance, and honesty, but the sound of retching many times...has one and only one meaning: you make me sick I have to throw up.

There was too much commotion here, and the rest of the Shanhai team opened their sleeping bags and sat up one after another. It was obviously not the first time that Jiang Huan had this kind of retching behavior, and everyone understood the whole story at a glance. , Wu Fengge and Zhong Yin rolled up their own and Xu Honglin's sleeping bags with straight faces, forcing Xu Honglin to sleep in another area outside.

Xu Honglin struggled furiously and refused to leave, "What are you doing? I'm sleepy. I want to go back to sleep. It's not safe outside. I promise to sleep until dawn, can't I?"

"Captain feels sick when he sees you now, I advise you to be more sensible." Zhong Yin took Xu Honglin's arm, and violently escorted him away without mercy.

Zhang Xiaowen took the towel and water, and carefully handed them to the deputy team, who then handed them to Jiang Huan.Shen Shanwu took advantage of this opportunity to run to Yao Wuque's side and asked, "What's going on?"

Yao Wuque looked left and looked again, sighed and leaned into Shen Shanwu's ear and said, "This is the reason why you don't have a adoptive mother, Ah Tong, the captain is mentally ill, we named his mental illness For: Favorable Rejection Syndrome."

"what?"

"The captain hates people liking him, admiring him and so on. When someone confesses to him, he feels sick. It's not an adjective, it's real."

"...Huh??" Shen Shanwu looked confused, why didn't he know that Jiang Huan still had this problem?When I followed him back then, there were no problems. Why is it that after four years, there are diseases everywhere?

"Zhong Yin has an older sister, named Zhong Yun, who has a beautiful voice, a sweet voice, and big breasts... the most important thing is her ability. She was originally ranked first, and she was the one who should be in the Shanhai team. But on the day of the admission, the girl couldn't help but confess to Team Jiang. , I said that I liked the captain for a long time, I hope the captain can think about her, and said that it’s okay to reject her, she will still love her unrequited love silently, and she will never delay her work.”

"In the end, the captain didn't finish listening to what he said, so he lost his composure on the spot, ran into the toilet and vomited directly."

Shen Shanwu could imagine the embarrassment of the scene at that time, the girl had a good attitude if she didn't cry at the beginning.

"Later, when the captain saw Zhong Yun, he couldn't help feeling disgusted. It was impossible for the team to change the captain, right? So he replaced Zhong Yun with Zhong Yin, who ranked second in the overall score. The captain felt that he couldn't help her, so he contacted her personally. The second-ranked team along the coast, and sent Zhong Yun there. Of course, I seriously suspect that there is also a factor that the office of the second team is far away from our team's administrative office."

"Also, after the captain's psychological problem was spread, there was a man who didn't know how long his brain circuit was. He thought that if he couldn't be a lover, he could be a friend with sex. Bloody plot, crawled into the captain's bed in the middle of the night..."

Shen Shanwu: "...I seem to be able to imagine the ending."

"The captain kicked down and directly broke three of his ribs. Of course, our Shanhai team paid the medical expenses and severely held accountable for his trespassing on the private mansion and the guards who let him in."

"..." Shen Shanwu clenched a fist with one hand, put it under his lips, and thought: "Why don't you take the captain to see a psychiatrist, don't tell me that there is not even a psychiatrist in such a huge coastal base."

"The captain refuses." Yao Wuque sighed again, "He said he knew the cause of his heart disease very well, and he didn't want to seek medical treatment, so just let it go."

"...Huh???" Shen Shanwu showed an unbelievable expression for the third time, today is really another day for children, do you have many question marks...

After Yao Wuque's science popularization, Jiang Huan's torment almost just ended, Shen Shanwu hurried back with his shoes on, Jiang Huan looked sick, but when he saw Jiang Tong who was looking at him with concern, he squeezed again. Rubbing his hair gently, "Are you scared?"

The author has something to say: Let me reorganize the timeline:

The first year of the end of the world, 35 freshmen, 19 years old

In the third year of the last days, 35 suffered betrayal

In the second half of the fourth year of the last days, the two met. At this time, 35 was 23 years old and Huan was 13 years old (a typo in the previous chapter has been corrected)

In the fifth year of the end of the world, there was a tragedy at the Holy Harmony Hospital, so it wasn’t that 35 suffered. He was already miserable, and he couldn’t have all the tragedies in the world happen to him.

Doomsday No. 11 years, 35 is 31 years old, ring is 21 years old.

感谢在2020-08-2807:18:00~2020-08-2810:41:19期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Yan free 1;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Yanhua 1;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Yuanlong's small milk packs; 10 bottles of chronic illness addiction; 1 bottle of Yu Yuzi;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!