May Asheng live up to the occasion

"You must eat, not to mention you are still sick." Yan Ji has been urging Luo Shu to eat for so many years.

Now it's the other way around.Things like eating are too subjective, and only those who control the situation can urge others to do it.

"What do you want to eat? I'll go buy it."

"No, you can just rest here." This sentence put aside the bonus of the strong aura in the past, and removed the emotional feeling of "ordering people not to do it".

The naked part was exposed, and Luo Shu felt a different taste. Yan Ji was rejecting others, which had the same core as Luo Shu's rejection of others, "fear of others entering his own world too much".

Later, Luo Shu still went to buy food.No matter what the two of them wish, the world will continue to run, the reversal of their status will continue to intensify, and the process of Luo Shu's penetration into Yan Ji's world cannot be reversed.

After buying the meal, Luo Shu carefully shook out of bed, and fed Yan Ji food and water one bite at a time.Take out what Yan Ji used to feed Luo Shu when she was a baby.

Because Yan Ji's pelvic injury was not very serious, the hospitalization was only for observation, and there would be no emergency, so Luo Shu didn't accompany him to the bed at night, and went home to sleep.

Every day when Luo Shu came to the hospital, what he felt was an extremely cold space. It took her a long time to warm up Yan Ji's area, and then everything returned to cold the next day.

Luo Shu felt a little strange, and after spending four days with Yan Ji, he found out that when she came, no one came to see Yan Ji except Yan Zhong came once to confirm Yan Ji's situation.

Luo Shu asked Yan Ji, and she told Luo Shu that her colleagues had visited her in the first two days, and the relatives of Yan's family had also visited in those few days.

Luo Shu peeled the apple and listened quietly to Yan Ji's narration. She remembered the uproar when she was hospitalized, so apart from the colleagues and relatives who organized a group to see her, Yan Ji didn't even have a friend who just wanted to see her out of courtesy. There's none?

What is there in Yan Ji's life?a relative?A group of colleagues?a husband?A Rashu?

For the "Yan" family relatives, she is a discount relative who gets married.

For her colleagues, she is an acquaintance who has conflicts of interest [-]% of the time and maintains connections [-]% of the time.

And what is the husband?Luo Shu met Luo Dashi when he came home. Luo Shu confirmed that he knew Yan Ji's situation, but he never saw Yan Ji in the future.

So the only thing she really has is Luo Shu as a daughter?

Every time Luo Shu looked up at Yan Ji, who was convalescing, she would have the illusion that it was inconsistent with the doctor's diagnosis. She felt that Yan Ji was getting worse and worse, and that Yan Ji's body and mind seemed to be trapped in a hospital. Instead of happiness, she only saw hardship.

This is understandable, the patients in this hospital are all suffering, after all, being ill is very difficult, and Yan Ji is even more miserable being lonely.

But later Luo Shu realized that life's suffering is not about these things.

......

Luo Dashi unexpectedly came to see Yan Ji that day, Luo Shu was overjoyed and wanted to go up to meet his father.

But Yan Ji grabbed his hand.

At that moment, many complex emotions flashed across Yan Ji's face, resentment, disgust, pain, all negative emotions seemed to have passed through, far exceeding the sum of what Luo Shu had seen in the past few days.

That kind of complexity represents too many things, Luo Shu doesn't understand.

In fact, even Yan Ji himself couldn't figure it out, how could he have that kind of nausea deeper than seeing a pervert.Years of resentment has accumulated, and it has long been unclear what and what caused her and Rodas to hate each other. Now it seems that breathing the same air is full of anger.

But those negative expressions of hers only existed for a moment, and then they all converged into indifference. She couldn't let outsiders know of her embarrassment.

Luo Shu thought that Luo Dashi came to see Yan Ji, and Luo Shu was very happy to break the difficult situation where mother and daughter depended on each other, but she was the only one who thought so.

Luo Dashi wanted to step into the ward, but Yan Ji exploded like a cat whose tail was trampled on, and immediately said, regardless of his own situation: "Let's go outside and talk."

While talking, she got up and reached for the two crutches the doctor gave her.

Her actions were too quick and decisive, and the strength she had not seen for a long time returned to her in an instant.

Luo Shu stepped forward to support Yan Ji at a loss, wanting to reduce the possibility of Yan Ji's big moves causing damage.

Luo Dashi had no objection to going out and saying this, he saw Yan Ji's determination and Luo Shu's panic and didn't think of coming up to help, just waiting for them to walk towards him with each other's support.

Yan Ji supported two crutches, Luo Shu held Yan Ji's waist, and they moved to the door with difficulty.

During the period, Luo Shu looked up at Luo Dashi, and he looked indifferent.She also looked at Yan Ji, and she also looked indifferent.Obviously these old, weak and sick are no match for some things, and their behavior is as unaffected as in the past.

When Yan Ji reached the door, she continued walking without stopping. She didn't glance at Rhodes, and said coldly, "Let's go."

The three walked out together, and then the two of them chose an empty corner to talk.

Luo Shu stood watching them from a distance, just like all the past times.

In the beginning, they just had a heated conversation, but Luo Shu knew that it would not take long before it would turn into a quarrel, and the quarrel would continue to escalate.

Things really went according to Luo Shu's conjecture, even though they were so far away, they could feel the excitement of their emotions, and they should have started insulting each other by now.

It's all commonplace, Luo Shu should not have fluctuated, she should calmly let them hate life and death as calmly as in the past.

But today, she not only stared at the two without blinking, but also felt extremely tormented inside.

After she had a preliminary understanding of this woman Yan Ji, she felt pity for her.

How barren can a person's life be?She has not had a time of willful squandering, nor a time of sweet happiness.There have never been friends who have been utterly devoted to each other, nor have there been lovers who have been in love with each other.With almost nothing, she is now carrying pain, to face more pain.

The quarrel escalated quickly, and they started to fight out of habit. Luo Dashi shook off Yan Ji and stretched out his hand, but Yan Ji lost his balance and fell backwards.

At this moment, Luo Shu's pity expanded infinitely, turning into love and responsibility, and at the same time, he developed great resentment towards Luo Dashi.

How could he treat Yan Ji like that, that's his wife, the person who has been with him for more than 20 years, the other half of his life.Luo Shu rushed over in a hurry, trying to prevent them from hurting each other.

"You are like this, if you fall down the stairs, you don't know if you will survive." Luo Shu who rushed to the front heard such a sentence.

She knows that people will speak the most vicious language when quarreling, she knows that the most poisonous in this world is not the heart, she knows that it is common for Luo Dashi and Yan Ji to attack each other, and she knows that neither of them is weaker when they insult each other point.She knew all these things, so she also knew that the appearance of this sentence was not unexpected at all.

But at this moment, these words still shocked Luo Shu. She felt cold all over her body, as if she had watched the most terrifying movie in the world and almost fell into a nightmare.

Why can people curse those around them with such vicious words.What do they think of the time and life when they are together? When they look at the people and things around them with cruelty, poison, and resentment, aren't they also despising their own lives? !

A feeling of overwhelming disgust overwhelmed Luo Shu, she turned around and headed towards Rhodos, pushed him hard, and shouted angrily, "Get out."

Luo Dashi was pushed staggeringly, and he was taught a lesson by Luo Shu, who was as docile as a cat.

Unable to suppress his anger, Luo Dashi wanted to go forward to clean up Luo Shu, but the movement was already big enough, and someone had already started to poke his head here, so Luo Dashi could only give up.

He spat and said, "Two losers." Then he turned and left, ignoring the two people behind him.

Luo Shu didn't care about Luo Dashi's actions anymore, she stepped forward to support Yan Ji.

Yan Ji leaned against the wall, her body was a little soft, after Luo Dashi left, she turned back to the most ordinary patient in that hospital, weak and helpless.

She struggled to get away, she couldn't stay here any longer, the land still echoed her marital misfortune, and she couldn't let anyone know about it.

In order to conceal that she is a desperate woman with a failed marriage, and to maintain her appearance, she has acted in front of everyone for so many years and has not talked to anyone.All this is very familiar, as long as she leaves here quickly, everything will go back to the past and everything will be fine again.

"Mom, what's wrong with you? Talk to me! Don't move, you'll hurt yourself. Tell me what's the matter, I'm here, I'm always here!" Luo Shu tightly hugged the struggling Yan In the second quarter, Luo Shu thought she was at a loss, but she didn't know that tears had covered her face silently.

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At the dim staircase, a strange figure stood by the door.It didn't look like standing in that posture, but the man just stood there motionless, as if he had lost his other will, and his life was only standing here.

If someone puts his ear close to the crack of the door, he can hear curses such as "surname Luo" and "stinky bitch".

Yan Ji was discharged from the hospital, and she returned to that home, everything went back to the past, and the two who hated each other got together again.

Once again scolding the most vicious words in the world, Luo Shu was very calm this time.At this moment, she somewhat understood why they could hate each other so much.

Staying stuck in the entangled relationship for a lifetime can make all negative things grow wildly, just like a nutrient-rich culture medium, and the strains are regarded as heaven.

It is said that there are eight sufferings in life: birth is suffering, old age is suffering, illness is suffering, death is suffering, separation from love is suffering, not getting what one wants is suffering, five aggregates are blazing, and meeting hatred and hatred is suffering.

Yan Ji and Luo Dashi have been trapped in the resentment of marriage all their lives, which prevents them from having beautiful love and firm friendship, and also makes them experience the suffering of life, old age, illness, death, not being able to get what they want, and the flourishing of the five aggregates. Suffering, suffering one after another at the same time suffering on top of suffering.

Luo Shu didn't know the reason for continuing this suffering.

She had experienced love separation and not being able to get what she wanted. At that time, she felt that she couldn't bear the pain, and she was willing to trade life and death to escape that pain.

But in the past few days, she realized that living together with people who are coerced and hated is a cycle of life and death every day, and she will feel the evil and suffering in this world every moment.

[In this life, I will not avoid the suffering of birth, old age, illness, and death. I accept love and parting, what I can’t ask for, and the flaming of the five aggregates. I just ask that my life not be filled with endless resentment and hatred. 】