Ambiguous addiction

Ye Cheng returned home full of grievances, and when he was sitting at the dining table waiting for his mother to cook, he lost his temper with his father, "It's all your fault, if you didn't treat my brother badly, he wouldn't be so angry. For me, I did nothing wrong and still like him so much but I am hated by him, it is your fault."

"I was also afraid that he would hold grudges against me, so I never dared to go to him, and later your uncle also said that he moved out after high school and stopped interacting with them. He avoids seeing him, and he may still blame me in his heart, so I dare not see him." Professor Ye explained to himself awkwardly, and then asked, "Is your brother and that Teacher Lu really gay?"

Ye Cheng's tone was stiff, a little disgusted by his fuss, "It's none of your business to be gay, and people won't like you."

Professor Ye frowned and pondered, "Don't talk nonsense, no, why didn't I hear your uncle mention this matter, did your Mr. Lu lead him into trouble?"

"What do you mean being misleading? Teacher Lu is very good everywhere, and he is also a top student. Besides, my brother is 25 years old. He is a good-looking person, and he is not a child who can be kidnapped with a candy. He and Teacher Lu are in love with each other. Can't Yue?"

"Feeling in love? Two big men are together, can't get married, and don't have children. What do others think of them? Your brother must have thought about it. How can two men live together if they get together in a daze."

Ye Cheng glanced at him strangely, completely unable to understand his way of thinking, "It's you who didn't realize it, right now, gay marriage has been legalized in many western countries, and children can also be adopted through formal channels. Can't live anymore?"

"Western countries have different concepts from ours, and their social welfare can guarantee the life of the elderly living alone. In our country, we still have to rely on the support of the next generation. Homosexuality is not accepted in our society. I am not saying that People of the same sex are opposed to falling in love, but their relationship is too difficult in the current environment. You can see for yourself what words are used for them in the newspapers. Their private lives are also messy, and there are countless diseases caused by promiscuity , now there are still girls who dress up as girls for aid/dating, so indiscreet. There is also a son of my colleague who dared not go home after confessing his sexual orientation, and his parents took the blame from outsiders on his behalf. point." Professor Ye turned a deaf ear to Ye Cheng's words, and shook his head in puzzlement after speaking, "Give me your Teacher Lu's phone number, and I'll talk to your brother."

"You are prejudiced. Among the heterosexuals, there are people who dance square dances and aunts who have promiscuous sex with AIDS, and there are also those who are cowherds and girls. Can these be accepted by society?" Ye Cheng was irritated by his words. , slapped the phone on the table, "Shoot if you like, meddle in your own business, my brother will scold you to death."

Professor Ye brought Ye Cheng's phone over, and dialed the phone after the meal was finished. After dinner, Lu Churan sat on the carpet with Ye Xi in his arms and watched a movie. It was Ye Cheng/'s name that made me puzzled for a while, and then I heard another person's voice, "Hello, Mr. Lu, I am Ye Cheng's parent, and I want to find Ye Xi."

Lu Churan handed over the phone, "Your father is looking for you."

Ye Xi tapped the screen to turn on the hands-free, and replied in an exaggerated tone, "Who is my father? Isn't my father you Lu Churan?"

Professor Ye's face instantly turned eggplant on the other side of the phone. Lu Churan bit her lip to keep from laughing, and pinched the naughty kid's face.

"Stop messing around, Ye Xi." Professor Ye comforted him earnestly, "I know I owe you all this time, I'm sorry, but you don't have to deal with your life so casually, how old are you, no How can you get married and start a family? What if you don’t find someone to take care of yourself when you grow old? Besides, having children is a social responsibility. What is it like for you to be together like this? And how much do people outside know about your relationship with him? He will also receive a little different treatment, which is not good for you or his career development." After accusing a lot of bad things, he began to beat around the bush and try to guide Ye Xi on the way, "Have you never encountered any good things? Girl? If you really want to find a woman to settle down in your heart, I can introduce some to you. You don't have to hold the attitude of a blind date, just treat it as getting to know each other, and maybe you can develop if you get along. "

Ye Xi held up the phone and listened quietly, half of her body was in Lu Churan's arms, and after he finished speaking, he asked without emotion, "Are you qualified to control me?"

The other party paused, and his voice lowered, "I'm not qualified."

"Then it's none of your business who I'm with?" Ye Xi suppressed his anger and scolded his head and face in a calm voice, "Don't teach others how to deal with someone like you who always abandons his wife and children. Life disturbs other people's happiness, I like whoever I like, and live as I want, I have nothing to do with you except for that bit of blood."

"Don't be so self-willed and naive. Now you are young and playful and have fun for a while. When you have life pressure and conflicts in the future, how can your relationship survive without the binding force of marriage?" Professor Ye was scolded very shamelessly, and instantly became anxious. Get up, "Don't deliberately oppose me, otherwise it will be difficult for me to guarantee whether the work of Mr. Lu will be affected after your relationship is made public."

Lu Churan didn't know why he felt a little funny when he heard this, so he leaned over and said flatly into the microphone, "Dad, I don't mind if you let me lose my job. Anyway, your son was willing to lose his job for me before. I am willing to throw it once for him."

As soon as the voice fell, the person next to him and the person on the other end of the phone retorted solemnly with some annoyance.

"Don't call me dad, who is your dad."

"Who is his son? I am your son."

Then Ye Xi was stunned for a few seconds, and began to bite the corner of the pillow and laugh wildly. He almost forgot that Lu Churan looked like a good baby, but in fact, he had a dark belly, and he would take advantage of others' unpreparedness. The land used words to block, and the block was so angry that it was impossible to refute.

He smiled silently and fell on Lu Churan's lap, stroking his face with his fingers, feeling the anger in his heart subsided, and said calmly to the person on the other end of the phone, "Professor Ye, actually I don't hate you, Don't think too much about adding drama to yourself. I haven't met you for more than 20 years. It's not an exaggeration to say that we are strangers. After [-] years of relationship, it will be far from that. But I am very grateful You, thanks to you who cruelly abandoned me back then and ignored me for so many years, that's why I have taken a path that is completely free from your interference, and now I can live such a free and free life, with my current situation Even if Lu Churan really loses his job, he still has me, and I can support him, so no matter how much you make trouble, it's because you look ugly and can't affect us. If you have so much time to worry about who you want to force to marry, you can just stop Wait patiently for five or eight years, and when your precious son reaches the age of marriage, I don’t care if you hold blind date contests for him every day and try to recruit him.” He paused, took a deep breath quietly, “As for me and my family Mr. Lu, if you can accept it, accept it, if you can’t accept it, get out, I have long since lacked your share of acknowledgment."

After Ye Xi finished speaking, he hung up the phone by himself, not wondering how the person on the other side would react.

Lu Churan held his face and lowered his head to kiss his forehead, then kissed his lips, and asked him with a smile, "Are you supporting me?"

Ye Xi nodded, looking very proud, his eyes glowed with warmth, "Well, my husband takes care of you."

About half an hour later, Lu Churan received a text message on his mobile phone, which was sent by Ye Cheng, [I overheard my dad's call just now, I think sexual orientation is not a measure of a person's ability to work The reason why we are human is that our value never depends on who we fall in love with. Teacher Lu, I am on the side of you and my brother. Don't get angry with my dad.Tell my brother I still like him very much! 】

Ye Xi glanced at it, and stretched arrogantly, "Cut, you can talk so much, you just want to hug my thigh."

Lu Churan smiled, "Your brother is still kind of cute."

"The younger brother under you is also very cute." Ye Xi turned over to hold him down, put his hands on both sides of his head, and asked him with a malicious smile, "Then do you think this younger brother of mine is cute or that younger brother?" .”

"Could you stop talking yellow when you get the chance, little rascal." Lu Churan wrapped his arms around his waist and rolled him on the carpet, lying on his side facing him.

"Lu Churan, how did you come out of the closet before? Has your family ever had trouble with you?"

"I didn't make a fuss. When I came out, Tao Jiayue's parents called and threatened us to break up. My mother answered the phone call calmly before she started crying. She hugged me and cried, saying that she loves me very much. I know them. For a while, there must have been some gaps in my heart. She and my dad raised me so much and suddenly found that I like men. It probably feels that I am different from what she has always imagined. Cognitive dissonance, which means 'cognitive dissonance' in Chinese, There is a conflict between the things I know and the reality, so I naturally feel very uneasy. But my parents are relatively open-minded people, and they value my life more than the opinions of unimportant people. Seeing me being bullied, it's too late to feel sorry for me, what else can't I accept?"

"It's great, everyone in your family is so gentle, and you gave me your gentleness as well. I think I can't wait to see your parents."