Ambiguous addiction

Lu Churan didn't sleep and stayed with Ye Xi all night. At first, he was afraid that he would be uncomfortable if he slept like this until midnight. Later, he saw that he slept like a piggy and would mutter to himself. The name is very cute, so I couldn't bear to leave him. I watched him all night without knowing it. The light outside gradually became dazzling, and it secretly shone in from the gap in the curtains.

Lu Churan knew that Ye Xi would have a hangover and headache every time he got drunk. He looked at the time and it was still early, and Ye Xi would sleep for a long time, so he went home and brought him clean daily clothes. Bring him medicine for headaches and honey for hangovers.

Because he was afraid that Ye Xi would suddenly wake up and find himself unable to find himself after leaving for too long, so he rushed out before making porridge. On the way, he passed a porridge shop in the morning market to pack a bowl of porridge with preserved egg and lean meat, and then went back to the hotel.

He boiled some hot water and let it cool for a while. After soaking the honey water, he wanted to open the porridge to dissipate the heat, but found that the lid was not tightly closed when the porridge shop was packing it. He didn't even know that the porridge dripped out of the plastic bowl. Now that he opened the bag, the hot porridge dripped down his pants.

He put the bowl of hot porridge aside and hurried into the bathroom to dispose of his pants. Fortunately, the pants are thick in winter, and the hot porridge didn't seep into them and burn him.

Ye Xi dreamed of Lu Churan hugging and kissing her all night. When he woke up, he still didn't know what year it was. He felt a headache. He looked around the room, but couldn't find Lu Churan. Then I was disappointed and began to complain about why my dream was so real.

He wanted to find the phone to check the time, but found that there was a cup of warm honey water next to the phone on the bedside table, so he instantly understood that Lu Churan had really been here, but he didn't know why he left him and left Well, if the honey water is still this warm, then Lu Churan should not have traveled very far.

Ye Xi drank the honey water in one go, and he didn't care about his appearance anymore. Wearing a crumpled shirt, trousers, and hotel-style disposable towel slippers, he grabbed his phone, pulled out his room card, and ran outside.

Lu Churan was still wiping his pants in the bathroom, but suddenly the light went out, and he heard the sound of the door opening and closing outside, thinking it was Ye Xijiu who woke up and regretted not wanting to get back together, so he ran away, became anxious, and threw down the towel I chased him out.

Ye Xi hurried all the way to the direction of the elevator, walking and running, his heart pounding with nervousness, until he reached the corner where the corridor turned to the elevator, he was suddenly hugged tightly from behind, The strength and breath of the embrace were the ones he was most familiar with, and he froze for a moment.

"Where are you going? Are you waking up and thinking about it, or do you want to leave me?" Lu Churan wrapped his arms around him vigorously, including the arms hanging by his side, "Isn't it? You think I haven't done enough, so you need to seek more from others? Then tell me what I should do, and what else do you want me to give you, can't I give you all?"

As Lu Churan spoke, his body couldn't help trembling for a while, and then Ye Xi saw water drops falling from behind his shoulders onto the arms holding him in front of him, it was Lu Churan's tears.

Ye Xi looked at Lu Churan's tears in surprise, and after a dull pain of guilt passed in his heart, he suddenly felt that he had reached the most perfect balance in an instant from the long-term weightlessness.

He didn't speak, and looked down at the phone he was holding in his hand, staring at the card slot, trying to pull out his phone card, but there was no way.

Since Lu Churan was so angry and wronged because of those dispensable people, then he can get rid of those people, it doesn't matter if he gets rid of all of them.

So he opened Lu Churan's hug slightly, stepped forward to the trash can at the elevator, and threw his mobile phone into it, not just the mobile phone, what he thought was that he would give his whole life for Lu Churan. The past life is lost.

Lu Churan stared blankly at the action of him throwing the phone into the trash can, saw him come back to her, choked with tears and said, "I don't want anything in the past, I just want you, and having you s future."

Lu Churan grabbed his shoulders and pulled him into her arms to hug him tightly. Suddenly, the elevator next to him made a "ding" sound and opened the door. A group of two tall men looked embarrassed.

Ye Xi's face turned red all of a sudden, she lowered her head and grabbed Lu Churan's hand, and walked back. Before entering the door, before she had time to plug the room card back into the power supply, Lu Churan hugged her and pressed against the wall with force. Kissed his lips.

In the past, Lu Churan's kisses were gentle and shy. Like his personality, they belonged to a more reserved and introverted style. Ye Xi had never tasted such an emotional and hot kiss from Lu Churan. Now he couldn't help being flattered and forgot his mouth Why did it open, it was still pried open by the tip of Lu Churan's tongue.

After Ye Xi came to his senses, he put his hands around Lu Churan's neck and closed his eyes and began to kiss back, entangled his tongue and lingered with him for a while, then sucked his lips, and then looked for him again The tip of his tongue lures him into entanglement.

The two kissed breathlessly, their crotches kept rubbing against each other, and each other reacted.

Lu Churan carried him to the bed, leaned over to press him down, lowered his head and used his teeth to unbutton his shirt one by one, while Ye Xi started to unbutton Lu Churan's belt, and picked up the underpants with his fingers. Touch the edge to the place where the heat is hot.

Lu Churan's stroking movements continued, but the kiss went up from Ye Xi's abdomen, sucking and biting past his collarbone and neck, and returned to his lips.

During the kiss, Ye Xi panted heavily, felt Lu Churan's heat getting closer and closer, touched his face and said: "Give me everything, it's okay to make me hurt, you can do anything to me .Only you can."

Since I haven't done it for a long time, and the hotel's lack of preparation measures, Ye Xi did feel a little pain at first, but the pain disappeared quickly, and was covered up by various psychological and physical pleasures. When he got close to Lu Churan, Only happiness persists.

After the first time, Ye Xi's chest was still heaving rapidly, and his body was light pink. He was lying on the bed and was checked by Lu Churan for any bruises, because the two of them were a little emotional just now, and they didn't control their strength well. , and he hasn't had that for such a long time, so Lu Churan was worried that he would get hurt, but luckily nothing happened.

Ye Xi slowly recovered from the lingering rhyme, and had a vague premonition that there would be another round, so he didn't want to wear clothes anymore, and just leaned against the head of the bed and covered him with a quilt.

Lu Churan didn't say anything, went to take the bowl of preserved egg and lean meat porridge that had already dissipated, and fed it into his mouth spoon by spoon. He stared straight at Lu Churan and finished his porridge with a smirk on his face, and when he packed up his things, he crawled into the bed and hugged himself.

Ye Xi couldn't sit properly by herself, so she insisted on nestling between Lu Churan's legs like she had no waist, leaning her back against his chest, putting her long legs on his long legs, and asking him to hug her He rubbed his belly.

Lu Churan satisfied all his requests one by one, and even gave him a kiss on his ear. After a moment of silence, he said, "You were right before, I have been taking care of you wholeheartedly so I thought I was very I love you, but actually I don’t even know you very well, I don’t know your needs, I don’t know how to guide your mood, and I don’t know how to make you love me more, so that you have a little confidence in the fact that I love you.”

"You have been very good to me. When there is no bad time, I love you the most every second." Ye Xi said, tilting his body, turning his head and looking at him, looking at him sincerely "The whole world, everything, I love you the most."

After Ye Xi finished speaking, Lu Churan kissed him tenderly again, and then Lu Churan held his hand that was injured by smashing the mirror before, and said with some embarrassment: "If you love me, why do you hurt yourself like this? I don't know if I will feel bad."

"I really didn't have confidence in myself before. Every time I saw you and Tao Jiayue in the same frame, I lost control and felt that I was nothing good and nothing, because I always thought that you loved him more than me, Lu Ya Song said that you broke up with him before and cried."

"If you have time to ask Lu Yage, who hadn't even graduated from primary school when I broke up with you, and then you'd better prove it to me by yourself." Said, "I was at that time, I was not used to breaking up, and I was reluctant to part with it. Isn't it normal to cry to vent my emotions? You are 25 years old, and you have to cry when you quarrel with me."

Ye Xi immediately blushed with embarrassment when he said this, bit her lips to be embarrassed to refute, and heard him say, "I'm not a cold-blooded and emotionless person, and I've been serious about others, so it's strange not to cry, right? But once you calm down, you'll be fine."

"I didn't think about it that much at the time, I just thought that you must love someone who is capable of making you cry." Ye Xi whispered apologetically.

"So you're finally mentally balanced now? I cried for you once too. I love you to death."

Ye Xi wrapped his fingers under the quilt in embarrassment, snickered and didn't speak.

"You're not me. You don't know how happy I am when I'm with you. How do you know that I'm not afraid of losing you? You only care about yourself."

After hearing Lu Churan's words, Ye Xi eagerly left his embrace, turned to look at him, "Then when are you happiest when you are with me? I will work harder in the future."

Lu Churan couldn't help laughing at his dedicated inauguration speech, twirling his hair with his fingers, and replied softly, "When you are happy. When you are happy, I am the happiest. I I don’t want you to secretly hold back any grievances you encounter in order to pretend to be happy in front of me, but I hope that because of me, you have someone to rely on when you encounter any difficulties and sadness, and feel from the bottom of your heart because of my appearance I feel relieved and want to laugh. You can still be angry because you are not satisfied with me. You can scold me and point out what I did wrong. We can all communicate with each other, but you can’t deliberately try to be strong in order to maintain your self-esteem, and then treat yourself badly. .”

Ye Xi stared at him blankly, his heartbeat was chaotic again, his nose felt a little sore, and he was about to cry again.

Lu Churan stroked his head, the smile on his face faded, but the smile in his eyes deepened, "Everyone has a past, you mind my past, and I mind yours. But I choose to accept them all , because I know very well that I am your present and future."

Ye Xi's eyes were warm and bright, and little stars began to twinkle in them again. He raised three fingers seriously, and said solemnly: "Dad, I swear that I have not been disloyal to you."

Lu Churan laughed again, with a very arrogant tone, "I don't think you can either, I don't believe you've slept with me and still get hard on other men."

Ye Xi faced him and sat astride him, thought for a while and said with a smile: "Then do I have to think the same way, 'I don't believe that I still have the strength to be hard on others after you're done sleeping', right after thinking about it. , you are not even satisfied with me, you are reluctant to do all kinds of things, do you still have extra energy to deal with others, I am worried that you will die if you are exhausted. "

Lu Churan gave him an expression of "Excuseme?", and stroked his slightly sunken sexy spine with his hands, his skin was delicate and warm, "It turns out that you have such a low evaluation of my physical strength, so I will give up today." Let’s see if you die first or I die first.”

"I've waited for this day for too long." Ye Xi licked his lips as he wished, and his eyes turned hot in an instant, "Come on, let me die."

……

He could go home that morning, but after Ye Xi died and died, it was already afternoon, and he was sleepy again after taking a hot bath. Thinking about it, it was past the check-out time anyway. One day's room fee is paid, so it's better to catch up on sleep and go home.

No one can disturb him after he lost his mobile phone. Lu Churan hugged him and took a nap on the bed until 05:30 in the afternoon. After waking up, it was already dark. He felt that Christmas was spent hiding in the hotel to go to bed and sleep. Was it a bit too wasteful, so I dragged Ye Xi up from the bed and put on his clothes.

Ye Xi rubbed his eyes to cooperate with Lu Churan's action of dressing him, then suddenly paused and frowned, "When did I buy this kind of pink sweater? Although it's only flesh pink, it's such a girly girl. "

Lu Churan said calmly, "I bought it, I want to wear it or not, and run out naked without it."

"I'll wear it." Ye Xi put on the sweater with a smile, and handed her feet to Lu Churan to put on the socks, "There is no rule in this world that only girls can wear pink, what makes a person feel important is temperament, pink It can also be manly, is it good-looking, handsome or not?"

"Of course I raised him handsome." Lu Churan was not polite to him at all, and after finishing speaking, he put the few sets of clothes he changed into a shopping bag from the closet, and took Ye Xi out with the other hand.

Ye Xi was held by him with one hand and beat his waist uncomfortably with the other hand, and walked slowly, "Baby, my back is so sore, will I wriggle around when I walk?"

Lu Churan accepted the address with a natural expression, turned around and glanced at him from head to toe, handed him the clothes bag, then turned around and picked him up, Ye Xi leaned on his back and smiled softly Say, "Today is my fifth birthday again, so happy birthday to me."

Lu Churan couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth in front of her.

Lu Churan carried him to check out like no one else, and then carried him to the door to take a taxi, got out of the car and carried him to the door of the house before putting him down, and then put the house key in his hand, "You Open the door yourself."

Ye Xi didn't think there was anything wrong, so he used the key to unlock the door, pushed the door in, and then his eyes stopped, because he saw the tree on the wall facing the door full of small lamps and glass. The Christmas tree with balls, the colorful lights flickering in the dark, and the house exudes a warm fragrance.

Excitedly, he ran to the Christmas tree, touched the little stars on the top of the tree, took a closer look at the different patterns on the glass balls, and sniffed the branches and leaves. He was poked by a pine needle, and stood up straight, holding his nose.

Seeing his confused and cute appearance, Lu Churan couldn't turn his eyes away, walked behind him, bent down, picked up a pine needle, broke it, and put it under his nose, the warm smell suddenly became stronger, "It's the scent of pine needles."

Ye Xi turned around and hugged Lu Churan, put his hands through his arms and hugged his waist, and suddenly began to apologize, "I'm sorry, I thought I couldn't bear so many people liking you before, I was afraid that you would be killed Take away, I want to monopolize you and take you away from this place, that's why I came up with the idea of ​​emigrating, but I don't have enough money, so I can only work hard, and use some sweet words to deceive those former ambiguous partners, and finally come up with So many things come."

"I thought you were going to run away again and move to a place I can no longer find without telling me." Lu Churan rubbed the back of his head, "Do you remember what I said, if you have something If you have to go somewhere, and you don’t want to be alone, I will accompany you. I want to be with you, wherever you want, for as long as you want.”

Ye Xi buried half of his face in his shoulder, and whimpered, "I will be obedient from now on."

"After that, you are not allowed to drink anymore." Lu Churan said, "You must quit, or your stomach will be ruined. My cooking is so delicious, so don't spoil my food."

"Yeah." Ye Xi nodded obediently after learning the lesson.

"Also, when you're drunk, your clothes are disheveled and you act like a beast to me regardless of the occasion. I don't want to be seen by a third person. You have to take care of my feelings."

"understood."

"So what are we having for Christmas dinner tonight?"

"Steamed custard."

Lu Churan slapped his butt lightly, causing him to gasp in pain, "I said big meal."

Ye Xi shrank his neck and looked at him innocently, "Turkey."

Lu Churan looked a little embarrassed, and frowned for a moment, thinking, "This is not the United States, where can I get you a turkey so suddenly? Why don't you call Ji Er to see what dinner they are having tonight?" , maybe the two of them who are so quiet and have nothing to do at home for a candlelight dinner will buy turkey."