Every time I travel through, I'm mentally retarded

Lu Linchuan felt that he must have committed too many crimes, so he was immortal. He was really lonely if he had not died for so long.

He sat on a chair, closed his eyes, and thought about a long time ago.

After decades of being together with Xiaofan, Xiaofan has gradually grown older, his body is not as tough as before, and when he smiles, there are wrinkles at the corners of his eyes.

Shen Qianfan once asked him, am I ugly now?

He is still the same as before, smiling at him, serious and affectionate, I am still obsessed with your skin.

Whenever this time, Shen Qianfan is always happy and sad, Lu Linchuan does not despise him, he knows.

Nice to meet you, Lu Linchuan.

Lu Linchuan thought that he was several years older than Xiaofan, and after several years, he should be one step ahead of him.But sometimes, when you look at a good person, you can't imagine that you will fall ill in front of you in the next second, and you are caught off guard.

Lu Linchuan called the doctor to come to the house, he watched Xiaofan sleep, could not sleep all night, dare not close his eyes.

He was greedy for the person in front of him.

He remembered that the two had discussed raising pets before, because Xiaofan felt lonely.

We want to raise a dog and two cats, Xiaofan said.

Lu Linchuan pulled him into his arms and nodded.

Shen Qianfan then said in a low voice, you have to love me well, we have dogs and cats, if the dog is disobedient, you have to stand by my side, you have to kiss me before going to bed, and when you wake up, you have to tell me, I love you because I'm insecure.

Lu Linchuan was a little sad, but he couldn't make a sound. He really wanted to talk to Xiaofan, but he couldn't wake up the person who just fell asleep.

This day, Shen Qianfan's spirit improved a lot. When eating, he made an exception and ate a bowl of porridge, and asked Shen Qianfan to bring him a bottle of milk. He is very thin now.

Lu Linchuan sat by the bed, peeling the grapes. His technique was very good, he was able to peel off the thin skin, and handed all the pulp to Shen Qianfan.

Shen Qianfan picked up the grape, took a bite, and said something, it was so sour.

Lu Linchuan didn't dislike him either, he took the grape he bit and tried it, it was really sour, he said.

The weather outside is so nice, the sun shines on the bed, he thought, maybe God is foretelling that his Xiaofan will recover!

Unexpectedly, in the middle of the night, Shen Qianfan pushed him awake with all his strength.

He is scared!

His breathing was heavy, and he was a little out of breath!

With trembling hands, Lu Linchuan slowly approached his ears.

It was difficult for him to speak, but he still heard his words clearly.

He heard him say, he said, this time I seem to really want to go, but, it's just that the place to go is a bit far, the road is a bit long, and you are not in good health, so I can't take you with me.

He said, you should eat more vegetables, drink less alcohol, and sleep more, you may dream of me, but don't be afraid, it should be that I miss you.

He said, if it doesn’t work, just think of me as shopping for vegetables. I’ll buy you tomatoes and eggs, as well as three dishes and one soup.

Finally he said, sorry, this time I have to go first.

As soon as he spoke, tears fell, brother, I am afraid.

I haven't heard this name for a long time.

I am afraid.

Lu Linchuan touched his head with his hand, as if it was a long time ago, don't be afraid, wait for me there.

Shen Qianfan nodded obediently.

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After Shen Qianfan left, Lu Linchuan always got up early in the morning alone, sat at the door, and peeled grapes.

He thought, if he was here, he could feed him, this time, it was definitely not sour.

But he knew, he always knew, that man, that man would never come.

For no reason, he burst into tears.

He once said that he wanted to wait until Xiaofan died and skin him, but now he doesn't want to, he is a bit reluctant!

He met Fu Ruosi later, and Fu Ruosi also had his own love. Hearing the news of Shen Qianfan's death, Fu Ruosi laughed.

It's good, he said, it's a blessing, walking safely, and saying goodbye to the person you love the most, has accumulated a lot of blessings.

Then I have too few blessings. Over the years, I haven't dreamed of it once. Because I have committed many crimes and have few blessings, I can't say goodbye to him.

On the night when Lu Linchuan was 70 years old, in the summer of 2016, the sky was full of stars and the cool breeze was blowing. A large area of ​​Sophora japonica was blown off the pagoda tree. He was lying on a chair outside, his back was slightly cool, and he closed his eyes gently. I closed my eyes and begged in my heart.

Let me have a quiet dream, don't leave me again, that very short, short street, we've walked a long, long time, I can't wait to take this apart for you I've waited my whole life to not take it apart It's a gift.

He almost forgot how he survived these decades. To send you three thousand miles, I will go first this time.

Only this time, this time I didn't go first, I couldn't pick you up, but I asked you to pick me up, although the road to you is short, if it rains, you must take an umbrella to pick me up.

You say you are afraid, but without you, I am really afraid.

I'm afraid I can't find you!

The author has something to say: Ah, this plane is over, um, for the story of Fu Ruosi, read my new article [Paranoia], if you haven’t saved it, go and bookmark it, the next story, Fake Eunuch Gong(^V ^) Well, thank you to all the little angels! mua～Actually, I also want to update it earlier, but I have not been able to apply for a good list. The collection can only grow a bit by updating at this time. Thank you for your understanding [pia away～]