Every time I travel through, I'm mentally retarded

"Then my mother... is it your fault?" Shen Qianfan finally spoke.

As soon as he asked this sentence, Jin Fu became agitated, as if he violated his taboo.

He sat on the chair, his thoughts seemed to drift away. In his story, Shen Qianfan saw another unknown secret.

Will same-sex love really be rejected by people?

Jin Fu didn't know.

From the very beginning, he followed Jin Cong and regarded Jin Cong as his master. Before the age of 30, he never thought that he would fall in love with a man, and he even despised this strange "love".

Do you believe it, there is actually retribution in the world, and he just became the group he despises.After meeting Shen Bai—Father Shen, all his beliefs about love were related to this man.

Maybe it was the sunny day, maybe it was Shen Bai's thin and capable appearance, or maybe it was Shen Bai's serious side face that moved him. He stood in front of Jin Cong and stared at him. He was 30 years old that day. Birthday.

The 30-year-old boy stood aside and watched his every move, watching him and Jin Cong talking confidently about the latest project.The wind outside the window drives the curtains, and occasionally a little bit of sunlight is projected on the marble table in front of me, revealing small dots, which disappear in a blink of an eye.

At this moment, Jin Fu touched his heart, it was beating hard, he thought.

From that moment on, he couldn't control himself to keep an eye on that person's news.He thought about getting rid of this situation. For example, Jin Cong also introduced him to a few girlfriends, and he also tried to get along, try to be with those women, and try to kiss their dry and warm lips.

But every time he kissed, the scene of that afternoon would appear in his mind. He immediately pushed away the woman in front of him and drove away. This was the first time he felt disgusted with a woman.

Jin Fu thought, maybe, he should find a man to try?

As he thought, he went to the GAY bar. He saw a lot of well-behaved, cute and obedient boys. As long as you make eye contact with them, they will obey you. Their profiles are very soft and their personalities are very gentle. Feel free, not as rigid as Shen Bai.

He took away a boy who looked very similar to Shen Bai. If Shen Bai was a standing green pine, then this boy was a vine flower that could only climb rocks and grow on fences.

They are different, Jin Fu's mind is crazily filled with this idea.

Afterwards, he got into the car by himself, leaving the man standing there, watching the car drive away.

Jin Fu drove the car to a place where there were few people. He lay on the steering wheel, thinking in his heart, it is really pitiful, he has become the most despised and least tolerated alien in this society!

At this moment, suddenly, someone knocked on his car window.He looked outside, it was Shen Bai.

At that moment, he felt as if somewhere in his heart had fallen.

He pretended to be calm and shook down the glass, looked at Shen Bai, and said indifferently, "Is there something wrong, Mr. Shen?"

I must look ordinary, the way other people treat him, he thought.

Shen Bai nodded, and took out his mobile phone: "Sorry to bother you, I remember that you seem to belong to Mr. Jin, my assistant is unable to pick me up because of something, can you send me home? I will Thank you very much!"

His tone was very sincere, there was no contempt in it, only respect.

How could Jin Fu refuse, he couldn't refuse the person in front of him at all.

While driving, he looked at Shen Bai sitting in the back from the rearview mirror, saw him holding his mobile phone without saying a word, and watched him tightly pursing his lips, he actually felt very satisfied in his heart.

After sending Shen Bai back home, Shen Bai thanked him earnestly. He sat in the car, looked at the swimming pool in Shen Bai's villa without a trace, looked at Shen Bai's back, and then turned around.

It has been several months since I had contact with Shen Bai for the second time.

Within a few months, he followed Shen Bai's news, and which company Shen Bai bought, he applauded him!There was another thing that caught him off guard, Shen Bai had a girlfriend.

It's not sad, there's no sorrow, one person doesn't have to accept another person's feelings, does he?He has no obligation!What's more, his rough feelings!

This time he saw Shen Bai who was very drunk in front of the bar and was still talking about something.

What he can never let go of in this life is this person in front of him.

So, he walked over and pulled away the drunken Shen Bai.

He put Shen Bai in the back seat of his car, what he didn't expect was that the successor of the dignified Shen family would openly go crazy with alcohol.

He was very close to Shen Bai, and his fingers touched Shen Bai's slightly cool skin. As long as he wanted, he could take advantage of Shen Bai's drunkenness and do what he had thought about many times in his mind.

He had some thoughts that he shouldn't have.As soon as he stretched out his hand to touch Shen Bai's shirt, Shen Bai opened his eyes all of a sudden, looked at him, his eyes were clear, he didn't look like he was drunk at all.

As if his fingertips touched a needle, Jin Fu immediately put away his hand and glanced away.

What he didn't expect was that Shen Bai just opened his eyes and then closed them again.

He shouted indistinctly: "Su Lian..."

Jin Fu investigated, this is his girlfriend.

He looked at Shen Bai coldly, feeling a little angry in his heart.

This is the closest time between him and Shen Bai, in this life.

Sending Shen Bai home safely, he childishly began to follow the Su Lian in Shen Bai's mouth.He observed Su Lian's every move and felt a little bored watching Su Lian go shopping, eating and shopping with his friends.Days like this, it wasn't until Shen Bai and Su Lian got married that he gradually learned to give up.

On the night of their wedding, Jin Fu was very drunk and walked aimlessly on the street, watching the busy traffic on the street, watching... Su Lian's best friend walked by in front of him.

By accident, he followed, but a secret was revealed.

He watched Su Lian's best friend and Su Lian kiss on Shen Bai's wedding night, would it be like this between women?He actually felt a little happy in his heart.

He sat in the box next door, listening to the conversation between the two, listening to how their step-by-step designs made Shen Bai tempted, and how Su Lian promised not to have sex with Shen Bai.

He felt a thrill of revenge.

Later, he accidentally heard from Jin Cong that Shen Bai was going to be a father and Su Lian was pregnant. At this time, the private detective he sent to investigate everything that happened.

Jin Fu also knew from this that Su Lian went abroad to wait for childbirth (in fact, he was playing with his lover), found a child who had just been abandoned from the hospital, and then changed the day and night without any suspicion.

Who said that women are not scary, they have no scheming, no chance to hide from Shen Bai?

In fact, if you pay a little attention, you will find that Su Lian has many loopholes. It may be that she loves too deeply, so Shen Bai completely ignores it. Shen Bai has no idea that his wife is actually a homosexual.

On the one hand, he was not sensitive, and on the other hand, he hadn't thought about it at all. In this case, would he still have to explain his feelings?Of course not!

But, Shen Bai, whom he loves, can't be wronged like this?

Yes, he made a bigger decision. He wanted to kill Su Lian and the child. To his surprise, when the car accident happened, Su Lian tried his best to protect the child very well. He didn't I can remove it at once.

But he doesn't care, he will get rid of it, little by little.So he found out all this to Jin Cong, he wanted to work in Shen's house, the bodyguard butler was fine, he didn't care, all he wanted was to watch him.

Jin Cong agreed to his request.

He wanted to get rid of these two shames, one was the child of his first love, but Shen Bai already didn't like his first love, so what's the use?A child who is not his own at all is really frustrating to look at.He was going to learn from Su Lian, and Su Lian designed Shen Bai to fall in love with him step by step, so he planned to make these two also fall in love with Gu Xue, whom he had chosen, but unfortunately, he failed.

At that time, there was no Jin Fu, only Ah Fu. If he got older, he would become Uncle Fu, and if he got older, he would become Uncle Fu.

At this point in the story, Shen Qianfan actually guessed a little bit, and he felt a little regretful.

"If my mother wasn't a fraudulent marriage, would you kill her?"

Shen Qianfan had to admit that the mother who loved him in the memory of the original owner was actually a fraudulent marriage and a lie to his father.

"...No. I've always known that he doesn't like me. He doesn't have this kind of thinking. In fact, sometimes he feels that if a woman treats him well, I will give up. It's just...that woman must be Be nice to him, along with my share!"

Shen Qianfan felt a little sympathetic to him: "You should have explained to him that guarding a person for decades may not be possible for me."

"I can do it." Lu Linchuan interrupted, looking at Shen Qianfan and said seriously.

Jin Fu just smiled, his eyes were not as clear and cloudy as they were decades ago, but when he was ahead of that person, his eyes also had brilliance and became very gentle: "But I am also worried that he will alienate me and treat someone who has nothing to do with me." For someone who thinks this way, he might hate me."

The Buddha said, don't say it, it is wrong to say it, but keep silent, at least you can keep the position of a good friend.

After saying this, everyone was silent, and the sound of the alarm bell came from outside the door.

"Ah, the police are here..." Shen Qianfan looked at Lu Linchuan and said.

Lu Linchuan nodded, and easily untied the rope in his hand, and the people on the side were dumbfounded.He pulled Shen Qianfan up, lowered his head to help him untie the rope, then took a deep look at Jin Fu, and when he turned his head, he bent down and kissed Shen Qianfan's lips.

"What I want to say is that this society may not accept it, but as long as that person accepts it, I will block all bullets for him."

Jin Fu was left standing alone, looking at the direction in which the two left.

Afterwards, Lu Linchuan went to Shen's father, confessed everything, and told him that Shen Qianfan was not his biological son.

Shen Qianfan's father's reaction actually made Shen Qianfan feel a little cute, and he kept muttering: "I was ready to accept everything, it's just that there was an extra male daughter-in-law, but I didn't expect that my son became a daughter-in-law. Daughter-in-law, or my own son..."

When Shen Qianfan and Lu Linchuan heard Father Shen's words, they looked at each other and smiled, and walked out the door, leaving Father Shen alone to continue complaining.

"Look, his ability to accept things is actually very strong, Jin Fu, maybe he underestimated him."

Lu Linchuan nodded: "His temper has changed a lot. People should change when they get old, but there is one thing that will not change."

"What is it?"

"emotion."

After Lu Linchuan and Shen Qianfan officially announced that they were together, Jin Fu was still working as a housekeeper in the Shen family. As for the follow-up, Shen Qianfan didn't know, everyone was enjoying it, and it might be the best solution not to mention it.

As for Shen Qianfan, knowing that it was Jin Fu who killed Su Lian, he was unable to punish him. In fact, getting along with the person he wanted to love day and night, but not being able to express his feelings, was originally a punishment for him.

Later, Shen Qianfan found his biological mother. They emigrated abroad. They were divorced and each had their own families. Shen Qianfan didn't bother her anymore.

He stayed in this world until his body was exhausted before he left. When he left, he saw Lu Linchuan holding his hand tightly.

"Don't be afraid." Lu Linchuan said.

Shen Qianfan nodded and closed his eyes.

I was never afraid.

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