flower and pillow

later……

Then there was no contact.Cheng Biyun dragged He Pei's profile picture out of that separate group, and moved it to the most unremarkable "high school classmates" group. He didn't know if he didn't delete her or blackmail her, or he was trying to be euphemistic.

She only told a few of her best friends about the breakup, one of them had a good friend in He Pei's class, and when she went up to find that person to ask for reference materials, she saw He Pei standing alone at the back door In the corridor of the house, he stared blankly into the distance, with a sense of desolation, so the sympathy in his heart sent troops, and he went downstairs and ran to Cheng Biyun and told her about it, wanting to know why they separated hand, obviously reluctant.

Cheng Biyun acted very free and easy at the time, but avoided the important and ignored it: "I don't feel it anymore." Only she knew what was overflowing in her heart when she heard He Pei's performance. The pleasure of revenge made every pore in her body open. , It was the comfort that I have never felt in the more than a month with He Pei.

The friend paused for a moment before speaking, "I don't think you actually liked her... just that kind of enthusiasm... very fake feeling, like you are convincing yourself, you don't really like her in your heart she……"

After hearing this, Cheng Biyun was furious, thinking of the tears she shed and the pain and suffering she endured for her, if it wasn’t like this, then what the hell is it? In the end, the “cold” expression on her face remained unchanged, and she only said: "I guess so."

After a few days of class in the third year of high school, the art students began to pack their burdens and go to the provincial capital for training. After Cheng Biyun arrived, he got used to his roommates for a few days and then started skipping classes and going to Internet cafes. My "youth" has been through thoroughly, as if this is enough to "not regret".

It was a winter night, yesterday a friend of hers called her ex-boyfriend and scolded her ex-boyfriend, before she had enough to drink tonight, the other came to join in the fun, wishing to hold a meeting to crusade against her ex-boyfriend, Cheng Biyun was also driven into a wild life After eating five bottles of beer and two packs of spicy strips, a boy began to sing "Red Rose" to show off his singing voice. The cold wind blowing from the rooftop made him shiver, and he shrank to Cheng Biyun and opened a bottle of beer to warm his stomach. , telling jokes with her while drinking.

Cheng Biyun's palate began to feel cold and stiff again, and he didn't listen to half a word he said.

She wanted to cry as soon as she heard "Red Rose". A friend was holding her mobile phone back to back and yelling at her ex-boyfriend. Her crying stimulated her eardrums. Qiong Yao's lines also forced her to recall the part of why Pei washed her face with tears. In those days, the grievances began to flow, and the mobile phone was dialed out as soon as it was pulled out of the pocket.

She is actually good at drinking, she is not drunk, her mind is still sober, but she is soaked in alcohol, her thinking will not turn around, she will do whatever comes to her mind, all worries will disappear, and she can only see the only purpose in her eyes.

It seemed that after waiting for quite a long time, He Pei answered the phone, and the word "Hello" at the beginning was her usual restraint and caution.

Cheng Biyun's tears came down at this moment, dripping warmly on her face stiffened by the wind, but she still habitually suppressed herself, slowed down her breathing, and didn't want to let out any crying, and tried her best to ask normally: "Are you here?" what?"

"...ready to go to bed." He Pei answered slowly, as if he felt that Cheng Biyun was deliberately teasing her, so he had to concentrate and be fully armed at all times.

"Why don't you want to have dinner with me?" Cheng Biyun's nose became even more sore, his mind was full of naked straight balls, he only wanted to know the answers that she deliberately hid behind her back, and tried hard to poke her future. Healing scars, trying to make everything worse, ruined all the better.

He Pei didn't speak, just breathed.

"Why did you cut your hair? I didn't tell you to cut it, you insisted on it, and you ignored me when I asked you, what on earth do you want to do! Don't agree if you don't want to! Who is that man? You never treat me Laugh! I said you are gloomy and you think I am sick, so you are sick!"

There was still no sound on the other side of the phone, and the sound of breathing was covered by Cheng Biyun's increasingly uncontrollable crying.

"I just want to fall in love, what's the matter! You want that! If you don't want to agree, just say it! Did I force you! Did I force you! What are you thinking all day long! If I don't look for you, you won't look for it Me! I want you to go shopping with me on weekends and you won’t come out! I can’t wait for the bus after school and I can’t wait to ask you to come and talk to me and you won’t come out! What the hell am I trying to do! Ah! What the hell are you thinking! "

If it weren't for the cry as an aid, these words were really childish, childish and vexatious, the more Cheng Biyun said, the more she felt stupid, stupid, but the mouth that grew on her face was out of her control at all , more accusations and scoldings came out, and then she heard a few mocking hums from the phone, as if she was amused by her childishness, so she became more and more annoyed, and all the hurtful words were thrown away. They were all poured out, and the classic sentence at the end was: "I'll just ask you, do you like me or not!"

He Pei was silent for a moment, and slowly gave the answer: "I like... yes."

Cheng Biyun could clearly hear the pause in the middle and the stress of the last word.

She hung up the phone immediately, and deleted her friends all at once. Everything was smooth, and she had done it many times. She wanted to throw the phone to relieve her anger, but when she came to the end, she returned her hand rationally, and replaced it with a green wine bottle, which was smashed to the ground. , the crackling sound was crisp and venting anger.

Tears still can't stop.

The two friends sitting next to her comforted her and patted her on the back. The boy whispered to the girl if she wanted to take her back, drunk.

"I'm not drunk!" Cheng Biyun retorted loudly, choked up a few times, and took a while to calm down, then reached into the plastic box to get a new bottle to drink, but the boy immediately grabbed his arm and said like coaxing a child : "Don't drink, don't drink, it's too late, we'll help you down."

Cheng Biyun didn't argue with him, leaned back on the guardrail, and said stubbornly: "I don't want to go back now, I will stay for a while."

She felt that she was so stupid, like a clown, the defeated general went to General Changsheng to be humiliated, and sent it up on her own initiative, it was ridiculous no matter how she looked at it, if she was sober, she would point at her nose and call an idiot, take it for herself its shame.

She refused to go back, and the other two friends also accompanied her here to blow the cold wind, but they didn't feel cold after drinking.After a while, two girls came to the rooftop, and one of them was the tomboy who had been eyeing him and was forced to withdraw.They came up once just now when Cheng Biyun was crying so badly that he was making a fuss on the phone, but they went down again because of the situation. They didn't expect that they hadn't left yet.

The tomboy whispered a few words to another girl, and the latter turned around and went downstairs again, leaving only the former with his hands in his pockets, walking towards Cheng Biyun, staring at her with dark eyes, and asked the boy next to her: "Is she What's wrong?"

The boy made a troublesome and troublesome expression, and hesitated: "That's that—what!" He raised his hand again and gestured for a phone call, and finally shook his head, asking Cheng Biyun if it's time to go down, it's too late .

Cheng Biyun said yes, and as soon as he stood up and took a step, he almost fell to the ground, and was finally carried back to the door of the dormitory by the tomboy and the boy.To avoid suspicion, the boy sent her to her and left. The girl went to the public restroom to wash, leaving the tomboy and her to lean against the door frame and look at each other.

The tomboy still stared at her, not speaking, his eyes probing.

Cheng Biyun's legs were weak, unable to stand, she slid against the door frame and sat on the ground, looking at her like a fool with her neck up, to see what she was trying to do—a half-drunk and half-awake person is the most courageous, it turned out that Cheng Biyun wanted to run away when he saw her , Now I dare to stand against each other.

"Who were you calling just now?" the tomboy still asked.

Cheng Biyun smiled at her, "Ex-girlfriend."

Schadenfreude laughing.

She didn't even know who she was gloating at.