heart by heart

19 Who do you trust

A play, a look, a sentence, the ultimate attribution is nothing more than the spectator, the onlooker is still a bystander, unable to stay in it, if they are involved in the play, the heart-broken cheap right and wrong, if they just sit on the sidelines, they often appear hard-hearted.It is precisely because his hard-hearted heart is too easy, but instead he did the exact opposite of what he did before his death.However, just once, it is like falling into a swamp, and all the opportunities for thinking are reduced to ashes, which are used to fill the appearance of confusion.The more you struggle, the deeper you sink, like a thunder buried deep in your heart, or like a tangled thread.

Perhaps this is called being self-bound. Suddenly, Yueye remembered a few idioms, and used the usages of "watching from the sidelines", "watching from the other side" and "stand by with no hands".

Stand on the wall and watch: Originally refers to the two sides fighting, standing on the sidelines on the wall.It is a metaphor to stay out of the matter and not to assist any party.Derogatory.

Watch the fire from the other side: stand on the other side and watch the fire.It is a metaphor for not helping others in distress, but adopting a wait-and-see attitude.Sometimes it also means that they are not personally on the scene and do not have a deep understanding of the situation.Derogatory.

Sleeves on the sidelines: Keep your hands in your sleeves and watch from the sidelines.It is a metaphor for people staying out of things and not helping others.It mostly refers to not helping others when seeing other people have difficulties.Derogatory.

To sum up, it turned out that they were all close relatives, so obvious, how could I have fallen into this bottomless whirlpool naively back then.The only defective love character, after all, is still vaguely outlined. This word that should not exist comes from the long-term love under the habit, the past that can never escape, for a while, it seems that after nightfall, the distant , flickering in the distance, smiling, with temperature and sunlight, and some taste of the age.Maybe, the feeling of nostalgia is like this, as if the child born by oneself, the sense of accomplishment produced, the sense of happiness cultivated, the kind of warm years, make the unquenchable longing for a beautiful and free life in the heart even more glorious.

With wings, time keeps chasing at high places, like an arrow, like a shuttle...

If I had never been involved in the disputes and verbal wars one after another, if I just kept my mouth shut at the beginning, maybe now I have changed my residence, and I am alone and free, without having to endure all kinds of suffering.

If, at the beginning, I never thought about the natural life in the world, I would not have willingly entered the brothel to seek the capital of life.

If we use the secular routines of human society as a way to open up the wilderness, then those taboo things will also make us learn to stay away from others.

If it's just a thread of the world of mortals, invisible, why do you always want to tie the footsteps of leaving.

If so, time can go backwards.Maybe, I won't save you.

On a moonlit night, I lifted the curtains, but saw that the sky was getting dark. In the blink of an eye, I could still see the sunset just now. Suddenly, the whole sky was completely dark. In the past, I might have been excited, but now, I am probably a little bit overwhelmed by the turbulence of the journey. numbness.In addition, such a large person with a family and a family will not appear before they are piled up. They have always been used to acting alone, and when there are too many people hugging each other, they can't adapt to it.

Such a group life without sparks may be relaxing, at least you don't have to worry about your own head all the time.

Due to the presence of female relatives, the horse workshop was stopped, and the day passed without going very far. Bai Jiaoer complained and left Ling Chuxue, who was drinking water by herself, but there was nothing she could do.Xiao Lingzi was still the same idiot who never tired of doing it.Well now, I have to spend the night in this barren mountain.Bai Jiaoer, who claims to be a female man, nestled in front of the fire sadly, holding weeds and hooking up the beast with a rein in her mouth unhappily, her eyes were floating left and right, the surrounding was wet, muddy, mixed with a little fragrance, Refreshing meaning.Even though my heart was inextricably entangled, I was secretly happy that I could finally settle down for a while.

The matter of camping here, as everyone agreed, they parked their horses separately.

Murong Ling surrounded the two carriages together, hoping to separate them from the wind, and a bonfire was lit in the middle.Asked the two maids to take out the prepared desserts and dry food, took the tableware from the carriage, and after tidying up, everyone sat around together.

Xiaoyue casually ate a few mouthfuls of scallion pancakes, and lost her appetite. She stared at the flames with bored eyes, poking the fire with a branch every now and then.After Yueye finished eating, she wiped her mouth with a towel, glanced at Xiaoyue and said, "Why, are you bored?"

"Yeah, it's autumn now, and it gets dark early," he said lazily, and continued to stir the fire.Moonlight smiled.

"Since everyone is so bored at this meeting, although it is dark and it is not easy to hurry, it is still early. Why don't we stay with this pair so that we can spend time." Chuxue said with a smile, but she was thinking in her heart How could a prostitute win her to make Yueye look ugly.

"No, no, no, I thought it was just for fun, but I have to use my brain. I'm very weak in this aspect, so why don't you just have fun." Bai Jiaoer retorted hastily.

When Chuxue heard this, she was so angry that she turned her head to look at Murong Ling. Murong Ling was originally from a martial arts family, so she was not good at writing, but she didn't want to embarrass Chu Xue. Looking back at him, she could only bite the bullet and said reluctantly, "It's actually pretty good." Bai Jiaoer gave him a blank look. She didn't know what he was like, and it wasn't for his own good, but he really was, The more he thought about it, the angrier he became, he turned his head and snorted fiercely, which made Murong Ling very embarrassed.

This Ling Hongran was thinking about how to talk to Yue Ye, when he saw Chu Xue's idea, he was about to happily agree to show himself in front of Yue Ye, but then he thought, now there are only seven of them, those two girls And Yueye's boy is not counted, among the remaining 7 people, Murongling doesn't know it at all, Xiaoyue is also a little superficial, Yueye doesn't know very well, is it possible to bully women, really it is right to win Yes, alas ----- that's all.

"Hehe, the idea is good, but let's think of something else together." Chuxue disagreed when she saw her cousin, and could only lower her head and bury her emotions.

"Then let me tell you a story." Yue Ye looked at the wilderness, but she wanted to tease Ling Chuxue, who kept rolling her eyes at him.

"Okay, okay!" Xiaoyue threw the branch immediately after hearing this, and stared at Yueye with bright eyes.

"I've never heard of Yue Ye telling a story before, let's listen all the time." After finishing speaking, Hong Ran smiled and looked at Yue Ye.

Yue Ye cleared her throat and said slowly,

"One year, a few friends traveled together to climb the Western Mountain. Among them was a couple who had a good relationship. When they reached the foot of the mountain and were about to attack the peak, the weather suddenly turned bad, but they still insisted on going up the mountain. So they stayed Get off that woman to see the camp."

As she spoke, Yue Ye paused. In order to accentuate the atmosphere, Yue Ye deliberately pronounced the words slowly and in a low voice, attracting everyone's attention, while the pretense of mysterious temptations and inductive hints were all made with voice, movement, and eyes. in place,

"But after three days, I didn't see them coming back. The woman was a little worried, thinking it might be because of the weather. Wait, wait, wait, on the seventh day, everyone finally came back, but only her boyfriend Didn’t come back. Everyone told her that her boyfriend died on the first day of attacking the peak! They rushed back on the first seven days, thinking that he might come back to find her.”

"Ah~~~" Chuxue suddenly called out, which startled Jiaoer who was listening attentively, gave her a blank look, and said to Yue Ye, "Go on, go on."

"So everyone formed a circle and put her in the middle. When it was almost midnight, her boyfriend suddenly appeared, covered in blood, grabbed her and ran outside. His girlfriend screamed in fright and struggled desperately. At this moment, her boyfriend told her.... On the first day of attacking the mountain, there was a mountain disaster! Everyone died and only he was still alive..."

Chuxue's face was already pale with fright, but Bai Jiaoer was taken aback, and asked anxiously, "And then?"

"No."

"It's gone, what's going on?" Murong Ling asked without confusion.

"Hehe, yes, that's all. If you were that woman, who would you trust?"

This question surprised everyone who was trembling, and then thought, who to trust, one is a bunch of friends, and the other is his lover.

"Who will you trust?" Yue Ye looked at him, but Ling Hongran looked at him thoughtfully.

"I——I will believe in myself. Only when I believe in myself can I make a correct judgment and know who to believe. Besides, such a thing will never happen. I will not let my lover go alone. Even if there is only the slightest possibility of danger."

After speaking, he smiled casually.

Ling Hongran followed suit with a smile and said, "Escaping has always been something you like to do. Even if it's just such a simple answer, you have to make a detour now."

Yue Ye dissatisfied, "If you have to choose one, you may have to die."

Seeing the fierce light in Yue Ye's eyes, Ling Hongran said disapprovingly, "Why?"

Yue Yehe chuckled softly and said, "Because he or they forced me to make a choice."

"Is it the same as what I do now?" Ling Hongran asked, laughing even louder.

"What exactly do you want to know, you might as well just say it, but I have to choose for no reason, do you want to see the weight, or want to know the depth?" Yue Ye stared at Ling Hongran suddenly, and felt that she was pressing her mother and wife. It doesn't matter which one is rescued first after falling into the water, or the storage room is on fire, and it doesn't matter which one you can only take out.

Ling Hongran remained silent, and whispered, "Today you don't think the first place is important, but one day, I will let you understand the importance of this position."

Yue Ye suddenly noticed that Ling Hongran seemed to be very sure, and said puzzledly, "I have never been a sensationalist, so what's the point of losing a few? At the door of this building, the minimum things are still known.”

"Are you arming yourself with ruthlessness, just to prevent others from seeing your tears?" Ling Hongran said in a much softer tone, after doing so many things, as if he was estimating something, Yue Ye couldn't help asking , "What are you targeting that will break my heart?"

"You want to hurt me?" Yue Ye asked incredulously.

"I never don't hurt people, you don't worry too much." Ling Hongran continued to smile, these words made all the dumbfounded audience let go of their hearts together.

"In the end, I'm just an outsider, so why do you hurt me with your feelings now?" Yue Ye said word by word.

"What if I want to hurt you just because I have a small stomach?" Ling Hongran couldn't see any emotion in his smile, and he spoke very freely.

"Okay, you don't need to waste your tongue." Yue Ye suddenly wanted to leave directly, so as not to be tricked.

"You always demean yourself like this. Think about it, can you jump into that pit? Be careful, you will be smashed to pieces." Suddenly, Ling Hongran returned to normal as if nothing had happened. It seems like it never starts and ends.

"You just want to remind me once again that when I start to care about, I can't get anything. This is the last embarrassment, and you will give me this honor." Yue Ye said lightly, these Nothing to do with Fengyue.

"Where your pride hurts me, I will fight back in the same way. I don't know if you can accept such reciprocity." Ling Hongran pursed his lips and smiled, and the female family members beside him were too frightened to speak out. It is not known whether this clamor without fireworks is due to the origin of a story, or something more distant.

"Is it really a man-to-man conversation tonight?" Yue Ye looked into Ling Hongran's eyes and expressed ruthlessly.

"These are just warm-up preparations for you to go to the competition. You should know that the bargaining chips of the powerful and powerful inside are mostly exchanged in this way. Seeing that you always look high-spirited on weekdays, you thought you were an idiot, but you didn't expect that your brain is still bright. It's easy to tell, and we can tell the difference." As he spoke, Ling Hongran showed a relieved expression.

"It's clear, it's not clear, the final result is nothing more than that. So, I want to thank you for choosing me, right?" Yue Ye snorted coldly.

"If you know how to be grateful, you can still be saved." Ling Hongran said happily.

"But you don't have the corresponding potion to save me..." Yue Ye said leisurely, looking at the sky where the moon had not yet risen.