heart by heart

18 Looking back at the bleak place, when I go back, there is no wind and rain and no heart

To save a lot of trouble, Ling Hongran has always maintained a fascinated look, as if it has become a facial makeup, exquisite and flawless, perfect and gorgeous, Yue Ye seemed to see himself several times, all ceramics from a factory, The sculptor and the painter, as well as the color tone and material used, are so different, they are so similar.That's an obsession with oneself, isn't it?Thinking like this, Yue Ye suddenly felt at ease. He had to find an acceptable reason to appease himself when he was treated like this, like a road ahead that could be seen, a road that was not blocked, deserted, and brought by a strange place. The feeling is cool and comfortable.The moonlight night is too comfortable, it is all caused by the lonely moon, he hides all his thoughts, and changes his frozen heart that is touched into an immortal face, the same is true in Guanghan Palace, what fell into a cupboard , objects covered by glass, those that cannot be seen directly from the sun, and those that are allowed to be ravaged by people on a moonlit night, it seems that such dazzling light has become an object belonging to human beings, whether it is praised or ridiculed, in short, it is their own. Just look up with feeling.

And he is also like this, with people's hearts separated from his belly, and an idiot talking in his sleep.Which ones are true and which ones are false is no longer clear.The trapped sheep are waiting for either the butcher or the wild wolves, no matter which one comes first, the consequences are the same.The only difference is that one uses weapons and the other uses minions.In the end, not all of them were dismantled and eaten into the stomach one by one, and there was no hair left.

So, what is it?Thinking about it, Yue Ye felt that her thoughts were too far away to keep up with the reality at this time, and suddenly realized that the empty things are actually endless, and they have been filling all the distance, that is, the infinite extension, invisible, Unexpected, uncomprehended, and any unreachable place is occupied by nothingness.

The frequency of shaking is disgusting, and I always want to fall asleep like this, and time can feel faster.However, all things seemed to be set with unsatisfactory intentions, but they couldn't be achieved, so I pretended to take a serious rest.

But life feels like years, and it still cannot be changed.Earlier, because I wanted to take revenge, I felt that the time was too long, but now because I have finished revenge, I feel that the time is too long.After all, revenge is just a matter of passing, isn't there anything else that can be done?Sure enough, it is more reliable to focus on making money, or it is the right way to focus on solving the problem of motion sickness.Otherwise, with a sickly sense of vitality, everything will be replaced by people and things other than silence.After all, it’s just a waste of work, if it’s okay once or twice, it’s like this every time, what is being deceived, what is being tricked, or the best thing, as long as it doesn’t fall into the pocket of the person who wants to enter, then , even if it was yours, it never belonged to you.

Therefore, that time, and this life, may never have belonged to me.Like a marionette, trying hard to please the audience, this little favor can be exchanged for silver taels.Thinking about it is another pain. The interpretation of the Basic Law has always been like this. Almost everyone is lingering at the first level. It is not difficult to reach, but it is impossible to get rid of this simple and effortless result.

Therefore, when you are a woman, you are treated like a man, and when you are a man, you are treated like a beast. It is always close, and it is always a link away from reality.why?Is hypermodernization early on individual ontology?It is still a normal environment, and the words of insiders cannot be tolerated.

The flood has been washing away, he has wiped away all the blackness, and whitewashed all the beauty as it should be. The things in the level are added to the property, and then transformed, reborn again and again, and the subtle changes are overwhelmed. Evaluation is nothing more than introducing floods into other people's fertile land, doing the slavery of capitalist landlords, and finally becoming the overlord, and then using perfection to fill in the past that no one has noticed.As if getting rich overnight, a family and a dynasty grew overnight.What's even more ridiculous is that such a dynasty still has all internal organs, divides the country and benefits, is affectionate and reasonable, and rewards and punishments are orderly. It seems ridiculous and generous.

This is not simply going back to ancient times, but must accept a new pattern.In this pattern, there are their names of winners and losers. If you change the rules, you have to follow those rules, but you are not the one who makes the rules.The act of cleverly setting up a name has also become a favor that goes along with the flow.It's time to go to the competition again.Traveling abroad has become so easy now. In the past, the minimum means of transportation was an airplane, but now, a broken horse-drawn cart full of food can go abroad with a few bumps.Based on this alone, the so-called past of the future is finally rejected by the present sense of time.

Leaning in the carriage all the way to doze off, it was still drizzling outside the carriage, I was too lazy to move, everyone who was riding the horses also retreated into the carriage, I wanted to take shelter from the rain somewhere, but this was just out of the city on the road, Those who can't reach the village in front and the shop in the back have to rush on the road first in the rain.Originally only two carriages were prepared, Bai Jiaoer, Ling Chuxue and two maids sat in one, they were all female family members; Ling Hongran and Murong Ling squeezed into the other one.

How to show a blatant appearance, even if you have a handsome face, the way to not show the slightest timidity is to actively attack.Therefore, choosing to watch Yue Ye quietly like this has never happened before, how could Ling Hongran let go of this opportunity like this, greedily sucking the breath around Yue Ye.On the one hand, it is convenient to create an illusion, and on the other hand, it can pass the time.As for the topic, Ling Hongran chose to give up on this kind of thing, after all, he didn't want to talk anymore.

The rainy day is already uncomfortable, and there are two more people alive in the carriage, and the moonlight night is even more irritable, but at the moment, I don't want to tear my face, so I can only close my eyes and rest.Fortunately, both of them are good at martial arts, they breathe in an orderly manner, and there is no sense of urgency to pant.

Maybe he was alone for a long time, and he was really not used to having a lot of living people around him. Unconsciously, Yue Ye thought of Shen Han who didn't occupy much space.I was thinking in my heart, Xiaohanhan, where are you, why do I only feel that you are the most real now.Suddenly feel tired, I really want to be with you.Why is joy always withered at the first glance, and the fastest time is often the most beautiful time.

As everyone knows, the moonlit night when the guard is off is the best moment for oneself.

At this moment, Yue Ye was half lying down like that, with her eyes slightly open, looking out of the window detachedly, looking at herself detachedly.Recalling the battles in the past, a touch of self-mockery appeared on his lips: Why bother... This heartfelt voice brought some refreshment and comfort to life.

The heart, just put down half of it, the sigh held in the chest for a long time, before it could be released, it burned into a wave of heat, like a ball of fermented flour, baked on the outside and baked into a bulging bread on the inside, the sweat gushing out , It is the water vapor evaporated from the dough, occasionally there is a breeze passing by, it must be engulfed in boiling, making you impulsively silent, silently going crazy, crazy so boring, so boring that you can’t die.Xiaohanhan, have you really become the concern that I can't let go of? (This paragraph is an excerpt of the new concept of the year, because I am too lazy to write.)

About two hours later, when the rain was clear, Ling Hongran reluctantly got out of the carriage, Xiaoyue leaned forward curiously, and waved her hand in front of Yueye.Seeing that there was no movement, he took the tassel covering his hair maliciously, just about to tease that delicate nose,

"Xiao-yue." Yueye stopped his offside behavior in time.

"Hehe, I knew the young master was awake all the time." Xiaoyue added loudly as if she was watching the excitement.These words did not seem to be said to Yue Ye, as if they were said to Ling Hongran outside the carriage.

Yue Ye slowly opened his eyes, and it was tide,

"My lord." Seeing Yue Ye's sad expression, Xiao Yue suddenly panicked, "Are you feeling uncomfortable?" As she spoke, she stretched out her hand to feel the temperature of Yue Ye's forehead.

Yue Ye turned her head slightly, "It's nothing, I just thought of something."

"Master, you must be thinking about Mr. Han. You said that although he is a younger brother, why is he so troublesome? He usually looks very sensible, so why is this so? Don't worry, the landlord will help you find it." No, besides, we are going to the imperial city now. After you become famous, let alone looking for someone, just looking for... er, it must be no problem, the young master is just a skin, and it’s not interesting to be outside. Don’t you want to go home?” Xiaoyue is well aware of Yueye’s heart, looking at her calm and independent appearance, she is actually the one who loves the world the most, and it’s hard to let go of the love word.Anyone who gets along with him for a long time will feel that he is not as cold as he looks at all. It can be seen that this person is easy to be emotional.Now, the person I followed the most is gone. This may be the saddest moment, and there are many things that can make up for and accompany me in my daily life.However, the small money fan in life, when he encounters emotions, he becomes cold again, and nothing can move him.It's really who hooked who, and who can get who drunk.

Yueye didn't take his words to heart at first, but when she heard Xiaoyue say that it's boring outside and she won't be able to go home, she became sad again.

"Or, Mr. Ling is the second in command of Bishui Mountain Villa. There are few things he can't do in the world, and he has a good impression of you. As long as you ask, he will happily go and do it for you. ah."

"Xiaoyue!" Hearing the displeasure in Yueye's voice, Xiaoyue stuck out her tongue and stopped talking.

I couldn't control my mouth for a long time, and wondered, "Everyone is racking their brains to get Mr. Ling's favor. Why is Mr. Ling so repulsive?"

"Xiaoyue, everyone has different preferences, not to mention the human heart - there is only one, it is - biased, it is human, and they all want to protect their relatives, lovers! They are willing to do everything for the one they love! However, I have scruples People around you will inevitably ignore others!

People's hearts are very small. I only wish to spend more time and experience with people I really care about in my lifetime. As for other things, I have no time for sex. "

Say it, close your eyes and take a nap again.Xiaoyue was not born either, she looked back at the unnatural movement of the car curtain, sighed, and thought, this person is still tired.

At this time, Yue Ye suddenly thought of the Dream of the Red Mansions again. Although Xue Baochai's people's hearts were biased, it can be seen that Lin Daiyu, who is the most knowledgeable among them, knows this truth.However, after all, it still came out of Xue Baochai's mouth.After all, it is the person who has all the daily grind and future destination in his hands.I am afraid that she is the only one who is Jia Baoyu's final spouse.

Thinking of this, I feel that one is well-dressed, and the other is blatantly seductive. In the end, men are still like this, and the other is filthy, and will be in a mess. Therefore, Xue Baochai won.She not only won the face of failure in the draft, but also won the face of success in seduction. At the same time, she erected a huge archway for herself, and married several women.She really won, winning inside and outside, looking horizontally and vertically, they all won.And these are just because she did one thing, that is, she kept seducing Jia Baoyu.That's all.

Thinking about it, Yue Ye suddenly felt very ridiculous.Whether a person succeeds or fails, the final decision-making power still depends on the relationship with a man.