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Compared to Gao Yun's violent reaction, Felix was unbelievably calm. Maybe, this was a good show that was premeditated, and only he was kept in the dark, but that kind of reaction just proved his guilty conscience.

When Felix leaned over to kiss Gao Yun, Gao Yun was completely dazzled, he completely forgot the time, the place, and who the person in front of him was. It seemed that the whole world collapsed, and his heart became chaotic.

"Do you like me this way?" Between kisses, Felix's lips brushed against Gao Yun's, and asked very ambiguously, "I know, you have always liked me."

Now Gao Yun was completely at a loss, he had no idea about Felix's abnormal behavior today, just like a puppet, he let Felix play with him motionless.

It wasn't until Felix continued to go deeper, and finally pulled Gao Yun's hand to touch his lower body, that Gao Yun suddenly woke up as if he had been scalded by boiling oil.

"You're so fucking crazy!" Gao Yun suddenly pushed away Felix who was still wrapped around him, panting heavily, staring at Felix with red eyes, it's abnormal, all of this is too abnormal, In the end, who is the one with the psychological problem? ? ?

"I'm not crazy." Felix was staggered by Gao Yun's push, but the expression on his face was still calm after he supported the chair to stand firm, just like when he calmly said the shocking words just now.

Gao Yun stared at the calm Felix, subconsciously raised his hand to touch his own lips, it seemed that Felix's temperature still remained on it, but he didn't even have the slightest desire to continue just now.

After experiencing this time, Gao Yun seemed to realize that no matter how much he thought about Felix, every time he faced those fresh young bodies on the bed, the person he thought of was never him.

It turns out that this is not what you want at all. The delusion is just a delusion. When you really get it, you want to push it away without hesitation.

"You... are testing me?" Gao Yun couldn't believe it. Based on what he knew about Felix, Felix would not be such a casual person about sex. Then, there was only one reasonable explanation left.

Felix raised his hand to wipe the saliva from the corner of his mouth, whether it was his own or Gao Yun's. He stared straight at the person in front of him, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth: "It's not a test, I just want you to Know your own heart thoroughly."

"I don't need you to help me recognize it!" Gao Yun was still a little anxious, and sure enough Felix still regarded himself as a patient.

"Xiao Yun." Felix pressed Gao Yun's shoulder and said earnestly, "You will be thirty next month. We have been together for 17 years since you were 13 years old, but I still can't get you out of that place." Duan Yinha is enough to show that I am not the most suitable person for you."

Gao Yun was a little moved, frowning slightly, looking back at Felix in surprise, Felix lightly rubbed Gao Yun's shoulders that had become generous now, and continued: "You are just used to me, not really love me, you It confuses our relationship with love."

Gao Yun seemed to be stabbed by Felix's words, his whole body stiffened instantly, his eyes were reddish, and his nose was a little sore.

Felix said: "I appeared when you were most helpless, so you take me for granted as the most important person in your life. You are used to being influenced by me. I learned simultaneous interpretation, and you also chose simultaneous interpretation." , Later I achieved good results in simultaneous biography, you tried every means to get close to me, all of this was because you were influenced by me, but if I could really save you, you wouldn't either It's what it is now."

"In fact, I'm not as good as you imagined. I still have countless problems with me. I still have the bad temper that every normal person has. It's just that I don't have the heart to face you. I hope that I I can maintain the most perfect state in front of you anytime, anywhere. I hope to help you get out of the haze of the year a little bit in this way. After all, I am the person you trust the most. If even I can’t do it to guide you In your case, I don't know who else can do that."

"But you know what the result will be. Just like just now, you pushed me away so resolutely. No matter how hard I try to help you, you still reject it deep in your heart."

"Stop talking..." Gao Yun's trembling voice wanted to stop Felix from continuing.

"You have not been in a very good state. For so many years, except when you are busy with work, do you really feel that you are living a sober life?"

"I know that Simon's betrayal hit you hard 13 years ago. At the beginning, you loved each other so much. I believe that everything about you was positive at that time, and you could even make yourself better."

Gao Yun was a little flustered, he had to admit that Felix had analyzed him thoroughly: "Felix, stop talking, I understand what you mean, I..."

"But nothing in this world is absolute. You shouldn't let yourself be immersed in the pain of the past. There is really no need to vent the harm Simon caused you on other people, and I know, And even if you do that, your heart isn't really set free."

"Actually, you don't lack anything, talent, money, social status and even good looks. You can completely live your life in a down-to-earth manner. There is no need to be so self-abuse and keep yourself bound to the past."

"I beg you, don't talk about it." When the tears rolled down the corners of his eyes, Gao Yun's whole body was trembling. "Blood but not tears", but after so many years, those things that are suppressed in the bottom of my heart must have an outlet for release.

"Little Yun." Felix shook Gao Yun's hand, "I know, you don't intend to hurt anyone, but sometimes you can't get rid of the deep-rooted influence of those things in the past."

"You want to get better. You took the initiative to accept Lou Yin's treatment for you. This is already a good start, isn't it?"

"Stop...speaking..." Gao Yun choked on his sobs.

"You just need someone who can really walk into your heart. The Simon in the past, you really loved him to hurt yourself like this, but you should also know that everything is in the past, and Simon is by no means the most suitable person. your people."

Tears kept rolling down his face, Gao Yun really felt that it was embarrassing for a man who was about to turn 30 to cry like this, but he just couldn't control it, and wanted to reach out to wipe the tears on his face, but found that his arms were in contact with the irrigation. Like lead, he couldn't lift it up at all, and his vision was blurred, and he could only feel that Felix was holding his hand tightly all the time.

"You can have a new life, you can make yourself truly happy, there is never more than one road in front of you, except for the worst one, you can have a better choice, you deliberately ignored it , maybe because the things Simon did to you are still causing you a strong fear, maybe, you always want to break free, but because you have become helpless under the fear."

Gao Yun trembled violently, and wanted to withdraw his hand, but found that Felix had used too much force. He cried and begged like a child: "I beg you to let me go, please?"

Felix didn't intend to let go, instead he pulled Gao Yun into his arms. He was also a tall man, but at this time Gao Yun was really like a wounded child obediently hiding in a safe place, Felix took a picture Pat him on the back, and whispered softly against his ear, "Listen to me."

Gao Yun bit his lower lip tightly, as if the pain could remind him of every bit of it.

"Just like before, I will always stand by your side, but I really hope you can recognize your heart, Simon is already sick because of the revenge you used Arthur back then, isn't that enough? Really not Let it go?"

Felix looked at the person in his arms, his eyes were swollen from crying. In Felix's impression, Gao Yun was always so strong that it made people feel distressed. He almost never saw him shed tears during his most difficult times.

But in this world, some pain is unavoidable.

"Those people you missed and hurt in the past, you may never be able to make up for it." Felix couldn't help pressing a kiss on Gao Yun's forehead, "But you still have a future, so , wake up, okay?"

Tobecontinued……