Standing in front of the bed, Chu Shaofeng looked at Luo Fan who had already fallen asleep, with obvious distress in his eyes.He bent down and pushed away the hair on Luo Fan's forehead that was about to cover his eyes. Thinking of what He Shengyang said to him, his hands paused slightly, his heart felt as if someone had strangled him, and he was so painful that he couldn't breathe.
Luo Fan in front of him didn't sleep well, his brows were tightly frowned, and his expression was painful.I don't know what kind of dream I had, but the hand outside grabbed the sheet under my body tightly, and the thin knuckles turned white.
Seeing him, Chu Shaofeng quickly held his hand, stroking the back of his hand over and over again, trying to make him relax.However, Luo Fan forcefully pinched his nails into Chu Shaofeng's flesh. Chu Shaofeng snorted, but held Luo Fan's hand even tighter.
"I won't let you go again." Chu Shaofeng said, bowed his head and kissed the back of Luo Fan's hand.
I won't let you go, and I won't give up halfway.All the things in the previous life have long been in the past. He is too stupid to keep entangled in the past, but forget to cherish everything that is now.
I just hope he wakes up now, it's not too late.
Winter afternoons always make people full of tiredness. Chu Shaofeng guarded Luo Fan, and gradually felt a little sleepy. He took off his shoes, got up and went to bed next to Luo Fan, and hugged Luo Fan who had cold hands and feet into his arms. In my arms, covered with a quilt.
After kissing the corner of Luo Fan's mouth, he fell asleep contentedly.
After dark, Chu Shaofeng woke up, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Luo Fan staring at him.He froze for a moment, and leaned over to give him a deep kiss.Tongue pried open Luo Fan's mouth, Chu Shaofeng kissed eagerly, but this kiss did not get a response from Luo Fan as usual.
Chu Shaofeng kissed for a while, then let go of Luo Fan.
Luo Fan in front of him had empty eyes and a calm face, and he was not at all moved by Chu Shaofeng's kiss.Chu Shaofeng rested his head on Luo Fan's chest, feeling that the frustration was in vain.
Because of the restless sleep, Luo Fan woke up sweating.Chu Shaofeng was afraid that he would feel uncomfortable, so he carried him out of bed and went to the bathroom to take a bath.These days, Chu Shaofeng has been responsible for Luo Fan's grooming work.Every time he helps Luo Fan take a bath, it is a big test for Chu Shaofeng.
Bathrooms in nursing home wards are modest, with just one shower head.After Luo Fan entered, he stood there quietly, letting Chu Shaofeng manipulate him.Chu Shaofeng adjusted the water temperature first, then turned around to help Luo Fan take off his clothes.
Tops, pants, and underwear.Although Chu Shaofeng was already past the age of a boy, he was always not enough for Luo Fan's body.Especially at this moment, Luo Fan is very obedient, standing there without speaking, just looking at Chu Shaofeng dully.This kind of Luo Fan really wants people to do whatever they want with him.
Chu Shaofeng choked for breath, his hands trembling as he took off the clothes on Luo Fan's body.He clearly knew that Luo Fan was ill, so he shouldn't have bullied him while he was ill.But Chu Shaofeng couldn't help but pushed him against the wall and kissed him, and turned on the shower beside him, and the warm water drenched him and Luo Fan thoroughly.
But no matter how many performances there are, they are just Chu Shaofeng's one-man show alone. Seeing Luo Fan's still unmoved, Chu Shaofeng smiled wryly, and let Luo Fan go.The torment in his heart gradually subsided, and his big palm stroked every inch of Luo Fan's body, without any erotic meaning, just helping Luo Fan clean his body.
Maybe it was because Chu Shaofeng's movements were too gentle, Luo Fan's expression was slightly touched, although his eyes were still loose, he took the initiative to hold Chu Shaofeng's hand.
Chu Shaofeng froze, and couldn't help showing a smile on his face.He asked Luo Fan with patience that he couldn't even notice, "What's wrong? Is the water too hot?"
Luo Fan didn't answer him, but said slowly, "You are so kind."
Hearing this, Chu Shaofeng kissed the corner of Luo Fan's mouth lightly again.Unexpectedly, Luo Fan's next sentence made his smile froze on his face, which was extremely ugly.
Luo Fan said in a nostalgic tone: "Chu Shaofeng was so kind to me before."
As he said that, his eyes passed Chu Shaofeng and looked at the big mirror in the bathroom.Then he stretched out his hand to push Chu Shaofeng away, and walked towards the mirror.He walked to the mirror and stroked the back of Chu Shaofeng that appeared on the mirror with his hand, and put his face on it, as if he was kissing the Chu Shaofeng in his memory.
It wasn't until Chu Shaofeng in the mirror turned around slowly that he let go of his hand, and retreated step by step, until he reached a point where there was no way to retreat.Behind him is Chu Shaofeng, the ashen-faced Chu Shaofeng.
Chu Shaofeng hugged him into his arms, clasped his chin, let him look at him, and said word by word: "Look, I am Chu Shaofeng."
Luo Fan looked at Chu Shaofeng in the glasses, and then at Chu Shaofeng behind him, his mind suddenly became confused.Two Chu Shaofeng, the one in the previous life and the one in this life, the Chu Shaofeng who treated him well, the Chu Shaofeng who treated him badly, the dead Chu Shaofeng, and the alive Chu Shaofeng... Which one is the Chu Shaofeng he is looking for?
Luo Fan squatted down suddenly, covered his ears with his hands, trembling.
Chu Shaofeng didn't know what happened to Luo Fan, he was fine just now, why suddenly... He squatted down and reached out to touch Luo Fan, but was pushed away fiercely by the person in front of him.Luo Fan hid naked in the corner of the bathroom, with his head buried between his legs, as if he had been frightened by something, and he didn't dare to move.
Chu Shaofeng was afraid that he would catch a cold and wanted to get close to him, but when he got close, Luo Fan was like a frightened bird, the fear in his eyes made Chu Shaofeng feel pain in his heart.He never thought that one day Luo Fan would look at him with such eyes, which would make his heart tear.
Luo Fan squatted there with his legs crossed, not letting Chu Shaofeng approach.In a trance, he can't always remember which life he lived in.Sometimes when he woke up, he felt that he was living in the past life, the past life where Chu Shaofeng died.But someone always told him in his ear that Chu Shaofeng was not dead.
He couldn't see the man's face clearly, it was blurry.The man's voice was familiar, but he couldn't remember where he had heard it before.The man smelled very good, and he didn't reject it.The man was kissing him, he could feel it.But if it's not Chu Shaofeng's kiss, what's the point of other people's kisses.
He shrank, trembling constantly.Chu Shaofeng was obviously dead, they were all lying to him, why did they lie to him?
He muttered to himself: "Chu Shaofeng must hate me very much. I killed him, but he is still alive."
Someone broke his body, hugged him into his arms, and told him over and over again that Chu Shaofeng was not dead, and Chu Shaofeng didn't hate him.
Luo Fan stretched out his hand to push away the embrace, and said with painful eyes: "If he is still alive, why won't he come to see me?"
The bathroom fell silent for a moment, save for the sound of running water.
Chu Shaofeng took a deep breath, his heart suddenly tightened.
Obviously he was standing in front of Luo Fan, but in Luo Fan's eyes, he was no longer him.
The two stalemate in the bathroom for a long time, and in the end Chu Shaofeng was afraid that Luo Fan would catch a cold, so he had no choice but to call He Shengyang.When He Shengyang walked into the bathroom, he saw Luo Fan squatting helplessly in the corner, he slowed down and was about to walk towards Luo Fan.
But Chu Shaofeng handed him a dry bath towel, and warned him not to look around with his eyes.
He Shengyang smiled helplessly, approached Luo Fan, squatted down, and asked, "Luo Fan, isn't it cold here?"
Hearing the sound, Luo Fan raised his head slowly, and when he saw it was He Shengyang, he suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed He Shengyang's sleeve, begging: "Doctor He, help me, I'm so uncomfortable..."
He Shengyang was frightened by him, so he stretched out his hand and pulled him into his arms, stroking Luo Fan's naked back with gentle palms.
Chu Shaofeng, who was behind them, stopped the steps he was about to move forward, and clenched his fingers into fists, his veins exposed.He tried his best to restrain himself from going forward to beat up He Shengyang, and turned his head away from this unsightly scene.His heart felt sour, seeing Luo Fan would rather hide in another man's arms than let him get close, Chu Shaofeng was so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.
After Luo Fan's mood stabilized, He Shengyang took the bath towel and handed it to Luo Fan, asking him to try to wipe himself clean.Luo Fan hesitantly took the towel and wiped his body slowly.Chu Shaofeng wanted to come forward to help, but He Shengyang stopped him and said: "He is now in a state of refusing to communicate with the outside world. When you usually take care of him, you can't do everything yourself. You must cultivate his ability to perceive the outside world, and let him start to understand the outside world. This world is interesting, otherwise he would just be immersed in his own world and never get out."
Chu Shaofeng was stunned for a moment, and withdrew his hand that was frozen in the air.
Luo Fan's movements were very slow, no one told him to stop, so he kept the same movements.The chest was rubbed red by him, and the two on the chest were also tortured to the point of wear and tear. Chu Shaofeng's eyes turned red when he saw it, and he couldn't care about anything else. Fan's body was wrapped tightly.
Then, regardless of Luo Fan's resistance, he hugged him horizontally and carried him back to the bed in the ward.
Once back on the bed, Luo Fan buried himself in the quilt, curled up and remained motionless.
Chu Shaofeng didn't know what to do. There was a look of pain in his eyes, and he couldn't help saying to He Shengyang: "He refused my approach, should I...should stay away from him?"
When these words came out, Chu Shaofeng's heart trembled, and the taste in his mouth became bitter.
He Shengyang said: "Let me talk to him."
Chu Shaofeng had no choice but to nod in agreement.When he walked out of the ward, he watched the door slowly close, leaving He Shengyang and Luo Fan alone in the room.The mood sank to the bottom at this moment.
But no matter how unwilling he is, he can only watch like this.
Luo Fan in front of him didn't sleep well, his brows were tightly frowned, and his expression was painful.I don't know what kind of dream I had, but the hand outside grabbed the sheet under my body tightly, and the thin knuckles turned white.
Seeing him, Chu Shaofeng quickly held his hand, stroking the back of his hand over and over again, trying to make him relax.However, Luo Fan forcefully pinched his nails into Chu Shaofeng's flesh. Chu Shaofeng snorted, but held Luo Fan's hand even tighter.
"I won't let you go again." Chu Shaofeng said, bowed his head and kissed the back of Luo Fan's hand.
I won't let you go, and I won't give up halfway.All the things in the previous life have long been in the past. He is too stupid to keep entangled in the past, but forget to cherish everything that is now.
I just hope he wakes up now, it's not too late.
Winter afternoons always make people full of tiredness. Chu Shaofeng guarded Luo Fan, and gradually felt a little sleepy. He took off his shoes, got up and went to bed next to Luo Fan, and hugged Luo Fan who had cold hands and feet into his arms. In my arms, covered with a quilt.
After kissing the corner of Luo Fan's mouth, he fell asleep contentedly.
After dark, Chu Shaofeng woke up, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Luo Fan staring at him.He froze for a moment, and leaned over to give him a deep kiss.Tongue pried open Luo Fan's mouth, Chu Shaofeng kissed eagerly, but this kiss did not get a response from Luo Fan as usual.
Chu Shaofeng kissed for a while, then let go of Luo Fan.
Luo Fan in front of him had empty eyes and a calm face, and he was not at all moved by Chu Shaofeng's kiss.Chu Shaofeng rested his head on Luo Fan's chest, feeling that the frustration was in vain.
Because of the restless sleep, Luo Fan woke up sweating.Chu Shaofeng was afraid that he would feel uncomfortable, so he carried him out of bed and went to the bathroom to take a bath.These days, Chu Shaofeng has been responsible for Luo Fan's grooming work.Every time he helps Luo Fan take a bath, it is a big test for Chu Shaofeng.
Bathrooms in nursing home wards are modest, with just one shower head.After Luo Fan entered, he stood there quietly, letting Chu Shaofeng manipulate him.Chu Shaofeng adjusted the water temperature first, then turned around to help Luo Fan take off his clothes.
Tops, pants, and underwear.Although Chu Shaofeng was already past the age of a boy, he was always not enough for Luo Fan's body.Especially at this moment, Luo Fan is very obedient, standing there without speaking, just looking at Chu Shaofeng dully.This kind of Luo Fan really wants people to do whatever they want with him.
Chu Shaofeng choked for breath, his hands trembling as he took off the clothes on Luo Fan's body.He clearly knew that Luo Fan was ill, so he shouldn't have bullied him while he was ill.But Chu Shaofeng couldn't help but pushed him against the wall and kissed him, and turned on the shower beside him, and the warm water drenched him and Luo Fan thoroughly.
But no matter how many performances there are, they are just Chu Shaofeng's one-man show alone. Seeing Luo Fan's still unmoved, Chu Shaofeng smiled wryly, and let Luo Fan go.The torment in his heart gradually subsided, and his big palm stroked every inch of Luo Fan's body, without any erotic meaning, just helping Luo Fan clean his body.
Maybe it was because Chu Shaofeng's movements were too gentle, Luo Fan's expression was slightly touched, although his eyes were still loose, he took the initiative to hold Chu Shaofeng's hand.
Chu Shaofeng froze, and couldn't help showing a smile on his face.He asked Luo Fan with patience that he couldn't even notice, "What's wrong? Is the water too hot?"
Luo Fan didn't answer him, but said slowly, "You are so kind."
Hearing this, Chu Shaofeng kissed the corner of Luo Fan's mouth lightly again.Unexpectedly, Luo Fan's next sentence made his smile froze on his face, which was extremely ugly.
Luo Fan said in a nostalgic tone: "Chu Shaofeng was so kind to me before."
As he said that, his eyes passed Chu Shaofeng and looked at the big mirror in the bathroom.Then he stretched out his hand to push Chu Shaofeng away, and walked towards the mirror.He walked to the mirror and stroked the back of Chu Shaofeng that appeared on the mirror with his hand, and put his face on it, as if he was kissing the Chu Shaofeng in his memory.
It wasn't until Chu Shaofeng in the mirror turned around slowly that he let go of his hand, and retreated step by step, until he reached a point where there was no way to retreat.Behind him is Chu Shaofeng, the ashen-faced Chu Shaofeng.
Chu Shaofeng hugged him into his arms, clasped his chin, let him look at him, and said word by word: "Look, I am Chu Shaofeng."
Luo Fan looked at Chu Shaofeng in the glasses, and then at Chu Shaofeng behind him, his mind suddenly became confused.Two Chu Shaofeng, the one in the previous life and the one in this life, the Chu Shaofeng who treated him well, the Chu Shaofeng who treated him badly, the dead Chu Shaofeng, and the alive Chu Shaofeng... Which one is the Chu Shaofeng he is looking for?
Luo Fan squatted down suddenly, covered his ears with his hands, trembling.
Chu Shaofeng didn't know what happened to Luo Fan, he was fine just now, why suddenly... He squatted down and reached out to touch Luo Fan, but was pushed away fiercely by the person in front of him.Luo Fan hid naked in the corner of the bathroom, with his head buried between his legs, as if he had been frightened by something, and he didn't dare to move.
Chu Shaofeng was afraid that he would catch a cold and wanted to get close to him, but when he got close, Luo Fan was like a frightened bird, the fear in his eyes made Chu Shaofeng feel pain in his heart.He never thought that one day Luo Fan would look at him with such eyes, which would make his heart tear.
Luo Fan squatted there with his legs crossed, not letting Chu Shaofeng approach.In a trance, he can't always remember which life he lived in.Sometimes when he woke up, he felt that he was living in the past life, the past life where Chu Shaofeng died.But someone always told him in his ear that Chu Shaofeng was not dead.
He couldn't see the man's face clearly, it was blurry.The man's voice was familiar, but he couldn't remember where he had heard it before.The man smelled very good, and he didn't reject it.The man was kissing him, he could feel it.But if it's not Chu Shaofeng's kiss, what's the point of other people's kisses.
He shrank, trembling constantly.Chu Shaofeng was obviously dead, they were all lying to him, why did they lie to him?
He muttered to himself: "Chu Shaofeng must hate me very much. I killed him, but he is still alive."
Someone broke his body, hugged him into his arms, and told him over and over again that Chu Shaofeng was not dead, and Chu Shaofeng didn't hate him.
Luo Fan stretched out his hand to push away the embrace, and said with painful eyes: "If he is still alive, why won't he come to see me?"
The bathroom fell silent for a moment, save for the sound of running water.
Chu Shaofeng took a deep breath, his heart suddenly tightened.
Obviously he was standing in front of Luo Fan, but in Luo Fan's eyes, he was no longer him.
The two stalemate in the bathroom for a long time, and in the end Chu Shaofeng was afraid that Luo Fan would catch a cold, so he had no choice but to call He Shengyang.When He Shengyang walked into the bathroom, he saw Luo Fan squatting helplessly in the corner, he slowed down and was about to walk towards Luo Fan.
But Chu Shaofeng handed him a dry bath towel, and warned him not to look around with his eyes.
He Shengyang smiled helplessly, approached Luo Fan, squatted down, and asked, "Luo Fan, isn't it cold here?"
Hearing the sound, Luo Fan raised his head slowly, and when he saw it was He Shengyang, he suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed He Shengyang's sleeve, begging: "Doctor He, help me, I'm so uncomfortable..."
He Shengyang was frightened by him, so he stretched out his hand and pulled him into his arms, stroking Luo Fan's naked back with gentle palms.
Chu Shaofeng, who was behind them, stopped the steps he was about to move forward, and clenched his fingers into fists, his veins exposed.He tried his best to restrain himself from going forward to beat up He Shengyang, and turned his head away from this unsightly scene.His heart felt sour, seeing Luo Fan would rather hide in another man's arms than let him get close, Chu Shaofeng was so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.
After Luo Fan's mood stabilized, He Shengyang took the bath towel and handed it to Luo Fan, asking him to try to wipe himself clean.Luo Fan hesitantly took the towel and wiped his body slowly.Chu Shaofeng wanted to come forward to help, but He Shengyang stopped him and said: "He is now in a state of refusing to communicate with the outside world. When you usually take care of him, you can't do everything yourself. You must cultivate his ability to perceive the outside world, and let him start to understand the outside world. This world is interesting, otherwise he would just be immersed in his own world and never get out."
Chu Shaofeng was stunned for a moment, and withdrew his hand that was frozen in the air.
Luo Fan's movements were very slow, no one told him to stop, so he kept the same movements.The chest was rubbed red by him, and the two on the chest were also tortured to the point of wear and tear. Chu Shaofeng's eyes turned red when he saw it, and he couldn't care about anything else. Fan's body was wrapped tightly.
Then, regardless of Luo Fan's resistance, he hugged him horizontally and carried him back to the bed in the ward.
Once back on the bed, Luo Fan buried himself in the quilt, curled up and remained motionless.
Chu Shaofeng didn't know what to do. There was a look of pain in his eyes, and he couldn't help saying to He Shengyang: "He refused my approach, should I...should stay away from him?"
When these words came out, Chu Shaofeng's heart trembled, and the taste in his mouth became bitter.
He Shengyang said: "Let me talk to him."
Chu Shaofeng had no choice but to nod in agreement.When he walked out of the ward, he watched the door slowly close, leaving He Shengyang and Luo Fan alone in the room.The mood sank to the bottom at this moment.
But no matter how unwilling he is, he can only watch like this.
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