My boyfriend thought I was a coquettish slut after rebirth

Chu Shaofeng was stunned. His hand holding Luo Fan froze, and then he stretched out his hand to press Luo Fan's shoulder. Looking at Luo Fan's blank eyes, he suddenly asked loudly: "Who told you that he was killed by you?" dead?"

Luo Fan was startled by his sudden increase in volume, flinched, and then reached out to push Chu Shaofeng away.Chu Shaofeng grabbed his hand to prevent him from escaping, with a look of surprise in his eyes.

Luo Fan thought that Chu Shaofeng was blaming him, so he buried his head between his legs, trembling, not daring to look up at Chu Shaofeng, but kept saying, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I killed him..."

Hearing the self-blame and helplessness in the voice, Chu Shaofeng only felt a dull pain in his heart.He didn't dare to press Luo Fan any more, so he slowed down his tone and said softly, "He never blamed you."

Under Chu Shaofeng's comfort, Luo Fan gradually calmed down.He grabbed Chu Shaofeng's hand uneasily, placed it on his still warm and beating heart, and said with burning eyes: "Kill me, okay?"

The voice seemed to be bewitching.

Chu Shaofeng withdrew his hand abruptly, he stood up, the hands that Luo Fan had grabbed were scorching hot.He didn't approach Luo Fan any more, but turned around and left the ward.

Looking at the empty palms, Luo Fan didn't care about Chu Shaofeng's departure, but just turned around and continued to look out the window.A bird flew by and landed on the windowsill. Luo Fan smiled, got up and got out of bed.

Chu Shaofeng almost escaped from the ward. Lopepe asked him how Luo Fan was doing. He shook his head and didn't say anything. He just leaned against the wall weakly, gasping for breath. It became blurred, he could only hear Luo Fan saying to him, would you kill him?

Chu Shaofeng's hands trembled violently.

His heart had already been stabbed by Luo Fan, and he was so painful that he couldn't make a sound.

In his mind, Luo Fan, who left him cruelly in his previous life, and Luo Fan, who was insane in this life, appeared alternately.He didn't know how Luo Fan felt that he had killed him, could it be... before he could think about it, Lopepe's scream from the ward brought him back to his senses.

Lovan?Is something wrong with Luo Fan?

He quickly walked into the ward, and as soon as he entered, the scene in front of him scared him out of his wits.The window of the ward was wide open, and Luo Fan was sitting on the window sill, looking out the window longingly.

Although the window was equipped with anti-theft nets, Lopepe's face turned pale with fright when he saw Luo Fan climbed up.She hurriedly told Luo Fan to come down quickly, but Luo Fan frowned and said, "You scared the little bird away."

Lopepe couldn't care less about the little bird at this time, she hurried forward to pull Luo Fan down.Luo Fan let out a cry. He, who was being held by Lopepe, leaned forward, and was about to fall to the ground with Lopepe.

Chu Shaofeng ran over quickly, hugged Luo Fan, and let him fall into his arms.His palms were sweaty, but he still forced himself to calm down and carried him to the bed.

At this time, Luo Fan's mood was very unstable. He covered his ears tremblingly and kept screaming.Chu Shaofeng's embrace made him very resistant, he wanted to escape, but Chu Shaofeng hugged him very tightly.He couldn't escape and had nowhere to vent, so he lowered his head and bit Chu Shaofeng's shoulder.

Chu Shaofeng groaned in pain, but still refused to let go of his hand. Instead, he kissed Luo Fan's hair and comforted him carefully.It wasn't until Luo Fan was exhausted and fell asleep with his eyes closed in his arms that he breathed a sigh of relief, kissed Luo Fan's forehead lightly, and murmured to himself: "No matter what you become Appearance, good or bad, you are still my Luo Fan."

Luo Fan, who was sleeping, seemed to hear what he said, and his fingers trembled slightly.

Afterwards, Chu Shaofeng walked out of the ward together with Lopepe, and stood in the corridor, looking at Lopepe, he wanted to ask her too many things, but he didn't know where to start.

Sitting tiredly on the recliner, Lopepe said slowly: "...my mother was mentally ill, and she fell ill when she died. While the nurse was not paying attention, she went to the rooftop with the unlocked door, jumped down and fell to her death gone."

When a person's death is mentioned to others, it is often just a few short words.Lopepe spoke calmly, but the pain and despair in her eyes made it clear that her heart was not peaceful.

"You have also seen that my brother was so stimulated by the death of his mother that he became insane." Lopepe smiled wryly, and couldn't help but doubt himself: "Sometimes I can't help but think, am I also Like my mother and my brother, they are also sick?"

Chu Shaofeng didn't know how to comfort her, he stood at the door of the ward, looking at Luo Fan who was lying on the bed and sleeping peacefully for a long time, his heart throbbed with pain.

If... If he had seen what was wrong with Luo Fan earlier, recognized his heart earlier, and hadn't been bound by the hatred of his previous life to hurt Luo Fan again and again, wouldn't the relationship between them have never come to this point? ?

After he was reborn, he wasted seven years. Now, is it still too late?

He turned around and asked Lopepe, "What did the doctor say?"

Lopepe was stunned, "The psychiatrist who has been helping my brother to see a doctor before is not in Haicheng for a while, and he won't be back until tomorrow, so I will send him to a nursing home first. But the doctor here is very concerned about my brother's condition. Without an accurate grasp, we still have to wait for Dr. He to come back."

"Doctor He?"

"Oh, the doctor's surname is He."

Thinking about the psychiatrist named He in Haicheng, Chu Shaofeng asked casually, "Is it called He Shengyang?"

Lopepe nodded, "You know him too."

He Shengyang has a great reputation in Haicheng, and he has done psychotherapy for many high-class people.So it was not surprising that Chu Shaofeng knew him.

Chu Shaofeng didn't say anything more.

He didn't expect that the person who gave Luo Fan psychotherapy was also He Shengyang.It turned out that during what he thought was the most painful and gloomy years, Luo Fan's life was worse than his.

When He Shengyang came, Chu Shaofeng was coaxing Luo Fan to eat.However, no matter what he said, Luo Fan didn't listen, just sat on the head of the bed dully, looking at something, fascinated.The food was delivered to his mouth, but he refused to open his mouth no matter what.

Luo Fan hadn't had a good meal for several days, and Chu Shaofeng was afraid that he would starve his body to death, so he was in a hurry.

"Let me do it." He Shengyang came over and took the bowl from Chu Shaofeng's hand.

Chu Shaofeng froze for a moment, got up and stepped aside.Then watching helplessly these days, Luo Fan, who would lose control of his emotions no matter who approached him, showed a faint smile to He Shengyang.Chu Shaofeng's heart felt sore, he just felt that this smile was an eyesore.

He stood aside, watching Luo Fan open his mouth and eat the food that He Shengyang fed into his mouth, his palms silently clenched into fists.He Shengyang was talking to Luo Fan in a warm voice, and even raised his hand to help Luo Fan wipe off the rice grains from the corner of his mouth. Although Luo Fan didn't respond, he didn't refuse He Shengyang's touch.

Chu Shaofeng looked away, feeling sour in his heart.He knew that as long as Luo Fan could get better, no matter what method he used, he should try it.But he never thought that the person who made Luo Fan better was not him.

Chu Shaofeng suddenly realized that he might lose Luo Fan.The feeling of jealousy was like little bugs biting his heart, he was so painful that he couldn't breathe, he actually walked forward, knocked off He Shengyang's hand touching Luo Fan's forehead with a livid face, and said, "Don't Move your hands and feet."

He Shengyang smiled, and said to Luo Fan: "Have a good rest."

Then he took the empty job bowl and asked Chu Shaofeng to come out with him.Walking outside, He Shengyang said, "Luo Fan, is that the person you mentioned?"

"What?" Chu Shaofeng's face was still very ugly.

He Shengyang said: "Actually, I was also very surprised. I never thought that the person you mentioned who betrayed you would be Luo Fan."

"Luo Fan..." He Shengyang recalled the first time he saw Luo Fan.

Dr. He has seen many people, not all of them can make him remember the appearance when they first met.But the first time he saw Luo Fan, he couldn't help being more concerned.He was a very handsome man, but also very thin and thin, with a pale face and a white cloth wrapped around his wrist.

He knew that this person had committed suicide before, so he could imagine the painful despair hidden under the white cloth.He talked to him all afternoon, and most of the time he was the one talking, and Luo Fan listened.

There wasn't much response, but He Shengyang still knew that he had listened.

After treating Luo Fan for a year, he bought a watch and gave it to Luo Fan.At that time, Luo Fan was still wrapping his wrists with a white cloth, so He Shengyang asked him to face up to his heart, and in front of Luo Fan, untied the white cloth, and put him on the insignificant but meaningful Great watch.

"Rebirth." He Shengyang said: "Luo Fan, I hope that starting today, you can forget the past and have a new life of your own."

Luo Fan never said what his past was, so He Shengyang didn't know that his past was actually related to Chu Shaofeng.

He Shengyang said to Chu Shaofeng: "His condition is very bad now, someone must watch him 24 hours a day."

Chu Shaofeng said angrily: "You don't need to say this, I will do it."

"Well." He Shengyang didn't care about his attitude, but said in a worried tone: "He has closed his heart now, refusing to perceive everything in the outside world... The treatment I gave him is only superficial. What is he thinking, what is he really afraid of, no one knows unless he tells. But at least one thing is certain, his heart disease is you. "

Chu Shaofeng closed his eyes, took a deep breath and said, "What should I do?"

He Shengyang looked at Chu Shaofeng, and said only one sentence: "Accompany him, guide him, this process is very long, you must be patient, once you give up halfway..."

That would be beyond redemption.