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Yan Yan was really holding Yan Su in his mouth, afraid of melting in his hands, afraid of falling off, so he held him close to every step.

Two handsome men were holding hands in the street. It must be a lie to say that they were not eye-catching. People turned their heads and peeked along the way.

Yan Su was a little embarrassed, and tried to pull his hand back: "Yan Yan, can you let go?"

Yan Yan was stunned, and turned his head: "You don't like me holding hands?"

Yan Yan's big eyes blinked wildly, giving Yan Su the illusion that he had hurt the big pet, and he lowered his voice: "There are people around."

"Then I let you go, what if you run away?" Yan Yan asked worriedly.

Yan Su: "...why should I run?"

Yan Yan was still worried, so he smiled and held on tightly, persuading him: "Honey, don't care what other people do, brother is willing to hold you, they don't care."

Yan Su thought about it and let him go.

Yan Su's taste is bland and he prefers Chinese food, so Yan Yan took him to a star-rated hotel and asked for a table of luxurious suites.

The waiter suspected that the two of them could not finish eating, but when they came back after collecting the dishes, they were all gone.

Yan Su's stomach was full and hiccupped, Yan Yan took him home while rubbing his bulging belly.

"Yan Yan..." Yan Suxu murmured, "I'm so sleepy."

"Then I'll carry you on my back." Yan Yan squatted down in front of him: "You sleep on my back."

Yan Su obediently lay down, leaning on Yan Yan's broad back, dozing off.

Yan Yan bumped him, Yan Su lost weight, really light.

After the end of the day, he didn't know what happened. When he was looking for the metal slot switch, the slot turned over, and Yan Yan hit his head and fell into a coma.

When he woke up, he was at the border hospital, and was sent back to Ningbei not long after.

No one told him what happened to Yan Su, so he went to Jiang Luo, who said Yan Su was dead.

He remembered that day, at the last moment, Yan Su told him that everything was planned by him.

Whether Yan Su likes him or not, he simply... doesn't know.

I stuck myself in the room, listened to his recordings day and night, set up loop playback, fell asleep listening to the recordings, woke up facing the morning sun, and the battery of my phone was already exhausted.

Thinking of Yan Su when eating, he was always hungry and picky, and Yan Su was gone, so he couldn't eat.

He had grown a lot of stubble, and he didn't bother to pick it off. He looked at himself in the mirror, and he looked like a decadent middle-aged uncle.

If Yan Su doesn't come back, what will happen to him?

Going to Qiongbi and down to Huangquan, there is nowhere to be seen.

Fortunately, he is still there.

"Yan Su," Yan Yan suddenly sighed, "No one will like you as much as I do."

"Yan Yan..."

"Ok?"

"Like, what is it?"

Yan Yan paused, how could he have forgotten that Yan Su only had the memory of being 16 years old now.When he was sixteen, he came out of the isolated North American desert, stayed in South America for two months, and soon returned to Southeast Asia.

Yan Su has always been out of touch with normal society, his life is dull and boring.

And under Grant's control, he has no chance to understand what kind of emotion he likes.

"It's just... seeing you... I want to have a monkey with you."

Yan Su: "..."

"monkey?"

"child."

"Oh..." Yan Su lay down, closed his eyes, and three seconds later, he suddenly raised his head, startling Yan Yan: "What's wrong?"

"From the perspective of male physiological structure, I can't have children, and neither can you, so you can't like me!" Yan Su protested.

Yan Yan: "...Your brain is not right."

"It's just a metaphor." Yan Yan explained dumbfoundingly, Yan Su hugged his neck again and leaned back, doubting: "Really?"

"real."

Yan Su closed his eyes, and suddenly called out, "Yan Yan."

Yan Yan replied: "What?"

"Just shout." Yan Su continued stupidly: "Yan Yan."

"..." Yan Yan smiled: "Hey, baby."

Yan Su buried his head into his neck: "Yan Yan."

Yan Yan turned around and kissed him on the forehead: "Good boy."

Yan Su got excited: "Yan Yan, Yan Yan, Yan Yan, Yan Yan..."

Yan Yan couldn't laugh or cry: "Hey hey."

Yan Su fell asleep.

Yan Yan carried him home, put him on the bed, and boiled hot water to wipe Yan Su's hands and feet.

Yan Su fell into a drowsy sleep, tossing and turning restlessly, and finally hugged Yan Yan's arm and slept until the next morning.

When Yan Yan woke up, there was nothing around him, he fell out of bed in a panic, and quickly got up, suspecting that last night was just a dream, so his liver and gallbladder were broken, and he shouted hoarsely: "Yan Su—Yan Su—"

Bang bang, the glass next door fell to the ground.

Yan Yan rushed over, Yan Su squatted on the ground to pick up the toothbrush cup, looked back at Yan Yan, wondering: "What are you doing so loudly, I can hear you."

Yan Yan grinned and smiled, tears streaming down his mouth.

Yan Yan clicked his tongue, really salty.

So early in the morning, Yan Yan watched over Yan Su, brushing his teeth, washing his face and wiping his neck.

Yan Su was confused: "Yan Yan, I think it's convenient, can you wait outside?"

Yan Yan put his hips on his hips and disagreed: "I haven't seen any part of your body, don't be shy, just take it off."

Yan Su: "..."

Xiaoyan was embarrassed, and had no choice but to hold back Sanji.

Yan Yan didn't go anywhere, his long vacation was coming to an end, and he even wanted to ask for another vacation, so he flashed a phone call to Bureau Zhao and left a message as follows: "If you are not allowed to leave, you will act as if you are resigning."

Director Zhao: "..."

In fact, life at home is just like that, reading books, watching movies, playing games, chatting and playing games.Ordinary.But with Yan Su, Yan Yan feels like living like a god every day.

Yan Su doesn't like to go out very much, Yan Yan accompanied Yan Su to play Soul Douluo at home, Yan Su was quick to operate, and it didn't take long for Yan Yan and Yan Su to pass the level.

Yan Yan secretly downloaded a small movie, obsessed with hormones.

A cold-hearted person like Yan Su secretly wiped his tears when he saw the two protagonists being forced to separate.So Comrade Yan Yan said that it was his duty to comfort Xiaoyan, so he rushed forward and pushed her down on the sofa, and licked him wildly.

Yan Su's face was full of laughter and indifference.

Yan Su actually wanted to ask, what did he forget, what happened in the past ten years, what happened between the two of them.

But Yan Yan never mentioned it, and when Yan Su mentioned it, he quickly interrupted him: "That's not important, honey, take your time, don't worry."

Yan Yan always told Yan Su not to worry, he was afraid that Yan Su would remember and find out that he only used him as a pawn and didn't care about him that much.

For Yan Su, liking is really a rare emotion.

Wei Jiyuan wanted to visit the two of them at home, Yan Yan said that Yan Su was in the critical stage of memory recovery, seeing no guests, unable to stand Wei Jiyuan's hard work, so he had to send two photos to Wei Jiyuan.

Yan Su asked who he was chatting with, Yan Yan replied, "A friend."

He won't say Wei Jiyuan's name, and he won't let Yan Su see Wei Jiyuan, just treat him as selfish, he'd rather be the one Yan Su thinks he's looking for.

Until this day, Yan Su fainted suddenly.

Yan Yan became an ant on the hot pot in a hurry, mobilized his father's contacts, found the most famous professor in the local tertiary hospital, and came to see a doctor in person.

Yan Yan even brought a full set of medical equipment home, making the small room even more crowded.

The doctors and nurses checked Yan Su up and down for a long time, but found nothing unusual.

The professor advised him: "Let's send him to the hospital for examination." The hospital is more equipped.

Yan Yan didn't want to take Yan Su out, but he had no other choice, so he carried Yan Su into the intensive care unit of the hospital.

After a checkup, there was still no major problem, and he would not faint.

Yan Yan went to the doctor in a hurry and found Jiang Luo again.

After Jiang Luo listened on the phone, he was quite speechless: "It's the Cats chip. It's malfunctioning. The implanter's thinking will affect the operation of Cats. You can remind Yan Su and retrieve all the memories, and the malfunction will be cured." He said He whispered: "I didn't intend to release Yan Su back to Ningbei. His current physical condition remains to be seen. We have detected signs of organ failure. Have you ever heard Yan Su mention that he may be short-lived and not live past thirty."

Yan Yanxin pulled his throat: "Is there a way to save him?"

"..." Jiang Luo was helpless: "Not currently. It can be delayed for a day. But...Ji Yunxiao recently found a clue, which may be related to the Cats chip. aspects, including cellular metabolism."

"Is there help?"

Jiang Luo didn't deny it: "Probably, you should remind him as soon as possible, so as not to make his body worse. I put him back in Ningbei, just hoping that you can help him retrieve his memory."

Yan Yan had no choice but to say, "Okay."

He hung up the phone, and when he turned around, Yan Su blinked at him with big eyes.

"Yan Su," Yan Yan asked softly, "Do you like brother?"

Yan Su thought of what Yan Yan said last time, the meaning of liking, and suddenly shuddered: "I won't have children."

"..." Comrade Yan Yan, who lifted a rock and shot himself in the foot, was very sad: "No, it has nothing to do with having a baby, it just wants to be with me."

Yan Su didn't hesitate: "Okay."

"That's it." Yan Yan waved at him: "Baby, come here."

Yan Su knelt down on the hospital bed and leaned close to him. Yan Yan pressed the back of his head, pressed Yan Su's head down, and kissed on the bridge of his nose as a test. He asked, "Do you hate it?"

Yan Su touched the bridge of his nose, shook his head: "No."

Yan Yan was elated, then kissed him on the mouth, and said lightly: "Do you hate it?"

Yan Su hugged him, pushed Yan Yan to the front, pressed down on those lips, and kissed clumsily.

Yan Yan's eyes widened, his heart beat so fast that it almost jumped out of his chest, he picked up Yan Su and pushed him back to the hospital bed, the door was locked and the windows were closed, and the night was getting darker.

Yan Yan stripped off Yan Su's clothes.

Early the next morning, Yan Su was still sleeping, and Yan Yan went out to buy breakfast lightly.

As soon as he came back, he found Yan Su standing by the window, quietly staring out of the window, his back was thin.

"Baby," Yan Yan yelled with a smile, "I was tired last night, so come and eat to make up."

Yan Su's back was slightly startled, and he turned around slowly, looking at Yan Yan with complicated eyes.

Yan Yan was taken aback for a moment, feeling ominous in his heart, and said tremblingly: "Yan Su?"

"Yan Yan..." Yan Su pressed his fingers on his temple: "I seem to remember a little."

Yan Yan had mixed feelings in his heart. On the one hand, he hoped that Yan Su would think of it, it would be good for his body; That's all."

Yan Yan didn't want to hear this, his smile froze on his face, he put the thermos bucket on the bedside table, took out the porridge, side dishes and steamed buns, and turned to him: "Come here, breakfast."

Yan Su stared at him deeply for a long time, then walked up to Yan Yan.

Yan Yan stuffed the bowl and chopsticks into his arms: "Can you use chopsticks yourself?"

"Yeah." Yan Su sat down, the bench was too hard, he frowned and stood up.

Yan Yan immediately realized the reason, and found a cushion to spread on it: "Try."

Yan Su sat comfortably, Yan Yan ate the steamed stuffed bun, Yan Su drank the porridge, and neither of them spoke.

After a while, Yan Yan asked without knowing what to eat: "How much do you remember?"

"..." Yan Su asked him back: "How much do you want me to remember?"

"Remember your brother?" Yan Yan was subtly irritable.

Yan Su was silent.

"Wei Jiyuan?"

Still silent.

"Or... your plan?"

Yan Su moved his lips, wanting to say something, but he didn't say it after all, he turned and said: "Yan Yan, the chip in my body, the order established is to obey you, you don't need to ask me, you can decide on my own choose."

"I told you to take off your clothes now, you take off?" Yan Yan was sullen.

Yan Su twitched the corner of his mouth and reached out to unbutton the button.

"Stop!" Yan Yan scolded.

Yan Su stopped.

"Yan Su, do you have me in your heart?" Yan Yan asked him.

Yan Su looked away, and after a while, asked in a low voice, "How long can I live?"

Yan Yan stood up: "We'll grow old together."

"..." Yan Su opened his mouth, speechless.

"You want to hide from me. Just like when you hid from Wei Jiyuan back then, you were afraid that you wouldn't be able to go back alive, and you were afraid that you would delay others, so you pushed him away ruthlessly." Yan Yan was almost roaring with anger as he spoke. : "What do you want to do?! Sacrifice yourself to others?!"

"I do not need!"

Yan Su had a headache, he supported the chair and went back to the bed, took off his shoes and wrapped his head on the bed, pretending he didn't hear.

Yan Yan was overjoyed, hugged the ball under the quilt, tried his best to soften his tone: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't get angry at you."

"..." Yan Su said sullenly, "It doesn't matter."

"There must be a way to save you in one place." Yan Yan stroked his head, although the lingering anger was still there, but he was defeated in the end. Yan Su has such a character, he is like a city wall when he is hardened, and a ball of cotton when he escapes.

Yan Yan feels that Yan Su at this moment is a child with troublesome problems, who doesn't eat oil and salt, and doesn't eat soft and hard things.

"What if there is no other way?" Yan Su pulled down the quilt and asked him: "If there is no other way, what should you do? It's hard to leave the person you like."

"Hey, little heartless," Yan Yan scoffed at him, "You still know that I like you?"

Yan Su lowered his eyes, his expression was as cold as ice: "Yan Yan, I'm not joking with you."

"Four years ago, you narrowly escaped death. Last time, you narrowly escaped death again. This time, you will still narrowly escape death." Yan Yan said firmly, "You are best at narrow escapes."

Yan Su stared at him blankly for a long time, then looked away.

Yan Yan got up, went to draw the curtains, locked the door of the ward, and then notified the attending doctor to move the rounds to the afternoon.

Yan Su frowned: "What are you doing?"

Yan Yan returned to him, stretched out his hand to wipe his shirt, revealed his strong and strong upper body, and raised his eyebrows: "Clear your mind for you."

"..."

Yan Su always bears it passively, and won't make a sound, but Yan Yan coaxes him: "Honey, call me husband."

Yan Su turned his head away in embarrassment, blushing, he reached out to hug Yan Yan's neck, and bit his lower lip tightly.

"You must like me." Yan Yan said to himself: "Otherwise, the body's reaction would not be so honest."

Yan Su tilted his head, looked at him with raised eyebrows, and smiled softly.

Yan Yan's eyes stared straight, and he gnawed down with a groan.

Since Yan Su didn't like staying in the hospital, Yan Yan took him home the next day.

The two stayed in the house for more than half a month.

That day, Yan Yan went out for a trip, and when he came back, he received a call.

Yan Suwo takes a nap on the sofa.

What the person on the other end of the phone said, Yan Yan's hand shook, the phone fell to the ground with a bang, and Yan Su, who was in a light sleep, was awakened.

He rubbed his eyes and sat up: "Yan Yan...what's wrong?"

Yan Yan's face was serious, Yan Su frowned: "What happened?"

Yan Yan shook his head, returned to Yan Su, and sat down beside him: "Honey, I have two things to tell you."

Yan Su leaned on the pillow and looked at him quietly.

"The first thing...Jiang Luo called just now...about your organ failure..." Yan Yan stared at him with a change in expression.

Yan Su only slightly raised his eyebrows.

"It can be saved." Yan Yan smiled, took his hands and put them on his lips to kiss, and said softly: "A scientific research institute has found all the procedures of Cats. Jiang Luo asked me to choose a time to accompany you to the capital for surgery."

Yan Su nodded: "The second thing?"

"The second thing." Yan Yan withdrew his hands and fumbled in the inner pocket of his clothes.

He took out the exquisite red box.

"When you are with me, it's not a countdown, it's a new beginning." Yan Yan opened the ring box and placed two men's silver rings.

Sophisticated and refined.

The name is engraved on the inner ring of the ring.

The tall man had soft eyes and a gentle expression: "Let's talk about the evidence, do you want to, Yan Jinghua?"

Facing the warm and bright autumn sun outside the window, those encounters and reunions across the swamps, torrents and old times, after years of replacement and wasted time, wash away the loneliness and hesitation day and night, and cross hell with endless hope He arrives lingeringly, and finally brings the ideal land back to him.

He knows that a person's life is both short and long.

They have missed ten years, but fortunately, they still have a lifetime.

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感谢在2020-09-0318:11:12~2020-09-0414:24:17期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the deep-water torpedo: 1 in Shuoqing Chucheng;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 3 bottles of moon dust;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!