How to say goodbye to patrons

Chu Yan's eyes were as if seeing a scourge, and Xiang Youlin was really taken aback. He hurriedly explained: "This is the housekeeper invited by He Wen. I am busy taking care of you these days, and she invited you to clean it. It’s hygienic, but don’t worry, I’ll never let her into your room.” Xiang Youlin’s voice came to Chu Yan’s ears one after another, and each sentence was much farther than the previous one. In the end Chu Yan could only see Xiang Youlin's mouth opening and closing to chatter endlessly, but the sound could not reach his ears at all.

In the end, even his gaze gradually became loose, and Xiang Youlin's appearance in front of him gradually blurred until he could not see at all and was shrouded in darkness.

And those memory fragments that had been vague and noisy like fragments filled his mind gradually became clear and organized.

That was after he and Xiang Youlin confessed their relationship to Xiang Youlin's parents, not long after, a piece of news "Famous actor Xiang Youlin suspected of being gay" appeared in the newspapers. Almost exactly the description of their encounter and love.

And the overwhelming negative news that came along with this report also caused Xiang Youlin a lot of losses for a while. Although he did not stop all the endorsements and filming, the other party who had already negotiated the endorsement suddenly kept a wait-and-see attitude.

After the phone call, the ironclad thing has become a matter of let's talk about it.

Even the due treatment in the crew disappeared. I went to the crew early and sat on the bench for a day before I was able to film his part. Not to mention, everyone greeted each other with a smile on the surface, and pointed fingers behind their backs. Almost broke his spine.

Shi Wen had no choice but to stop all his announcements and rest at home first.

Even so, the overwhelming negative news still refused to let him go. Sitting on the sofa, Xiang Youlin gently flipped through a magazine with his slender fingers. The most popular gossip magazine nowadays used the A4 format It takes a lot of space to report all the clues of his homosexuality, in an orderly manner.

Shi Wen stepped forward angrily, grabbed the magazine in his hand, and threw it directly into the trash can beside him: "You still have the heart to read it." Shi Wen angrily pointed at his magazine and the sad-faced Chu Yan said: "It doesn't matter what you do in private, but you can't put it on the public face, and you can't be seen by others." She pointed to a section of magazine in the trash can that hadn't been completely smashed in, and the finger of her index finger I even trembled for a while: "This must be kept secret, do you hear me? No matter if I just find a rumored girlfriend or something messy, now that the news that you are going to have a room with a married man is revealed, the current situation Much better."

Facing Shi Wen's anger, Xiang Youlin still acted like a normal person with a calm expression. Perhaps from the first day he fell in love with Chu Yan, he had already predicted such things over and over again.

When he and Chu Yan came here, to put it bluntly, he was not afraid of anything. His closest parents had already chosen to accept them, so for other people, even if everyone shouted and beat him, it would not hurt him at all.

But Chu Yan, Xiang Youlin turned his head slightly to look at Chu Yan.

He is different from himself, maybe because of his physique, and he came out too early, which made him feel extremely inferior. Even if he has everything now, he still thinks he is standing on a cliff On the ground, gravel fell one by one into the abyss, and was quietly buried in layers of clouds.

Although he couldn't see their miserable state, Chu Yan always thought that his fate was no different from those stones.

And now that the incident broke out, it made him feel that all his worries were useless. At this time, he felt even more guilty. Facing Shi Wen's irascibility, he was at a loss and thought that he was the one who caused Xiang Youlin. the culprit.

"I don't think this is a big deal. We can take this opportunity to find a place to retreat. I have already found a house with Chu Yan." When Xiang Youlin said this, he didn't look at the transmission of the words Subject - Shi Wen.

Instead, he walked up to Chu Yan with a smile on his face, and gently held his hand: "It's okay, I'm not a big deal."

Chu Yan didn't say a word. He had noticed Xiang Youlin's hard work and his love for the role of an actor in the past few years, but now that he said so lightly to give up all of this, Chu Yan didn't feel that there was anything wrong with it. The feeling of relaxation, but the sense of guilt deepened a lot.

"I'll stay with you." Chu Yan said: "There is no reason for you to bear the affairs of two people alone."

"The only thing that comforts me about so many things is that you are not involved. Now you want to roll around in this muddy pond?"

Chu Yan held his hand even tighter. He looked into Xiang Youlin's eyes and suddenly asked, "Aren't you afraid?"

Xiang Youlintao shook his head, and cast his gentle eyes on him, Chu Yan suddenly felt that he was not so scared anymore, he murmured to himself: "Yes, we don't steal and we don't grab, why should we Fear."

He had been timid and fearful for decades because of this matter, but now that it was at the end of the day, he gave birth to a strong man's remorseful determination.

He kissed Xiang Youlin's lips deeply, and for the first time aggressively plundered every bit of skin around his lips, in front of Shi Wen.

Although Xiang Youlin reported this matter to Shi Wen very early, Shi Wen totally disagreed with it. Xiaozhi used emotion to reason, threatened, and even stopped the announcement if he disagreed. However, she also arranged for him to go abroad to shoot a film, which lasted for half a year, but she never forgot the way Xiang Youlin looked at Chu Yan when he got off the plane.

It's like a person who has been walking in the desert for a long time, and feels relieved like he has been in a sweet spring for a long time.

After Shi Wen arrived, she made up her mind that as long as they didn't break out any messy news, she had the right to ignore it.

Besides, she comforted herself like this at the time, what if Chu Yan was straight?What if Xiang Youlin continues to be unrequitedly in love like this?She doesn't have to worry about who Xiang Youlin is having an affair with, it's actually quite good.

Unexpectedly, the reality gave her such a big gift bag, the news broke out, and now their real kiss was staged in front of her.

"You still think I'm not messy enough!" Shi Wen screamed loudly.

Chu Yan didn't pay attention to it, until he released all his rare arrogance on Xiang Youlin's lips, and then reluctantly left his lips, his eyes were firm like never before from birth to now: "Let's come out, I'm not scared anymore."

The atmosphere at that moment exaggerated that Xiang Youlin really wanted to nod instantly, he looked at Chu Yan's rare eyes that didn't flinch but went up to fight more courageously, it was the first time that it matched his body shape.

Nodding lightly.

"If there is no better solution, we will not hide it."

"Yeah." Chu Yan looked at him, and said those three words for the first time in front of others: "I love you."

There were countless paparazzi reporters squatting outside, and Shi Wen was already looking at them with a dull face, looking at Xiang Youlin, who was always seductive with countless gestures, her gentle eyes were half covered by her eyelids, her head slightly The old man's face turned red.

Now that they have already decided to retire, the process is not so meaningful.

He was about to say something, when the door was opened suddenly, and Xiang's father and mother walked in. Seeing the situation in the room, Xiang's mother was taken aback with her excited face, and after a while, she returned to normal. The look, but the excited look when he first entered the door is gone.

Chu Yan was a little embarrassed. Although Xiang Youlin never told him anything about this matter, he thought it was because of him. Now that he met Xiang Youlin's parents, Chu Yan was really guilty and didn't know what to say. .

Thinking that their son became what he is now because of himself, and that he might be scolded by more people in the future, Chu Yan wished that there would be a crack in the ground so that he could hide in.

He forced a smile and said: "Uncle and aunt, you talk, I will go out first."

When he was about to turn around, he suddenly felt Xiang Youlin's hand pulling: "What are you doing out there, what do we have to hide from our parents."

Chu Yan felt a little warm because of Xiang Youlin's words, but looked up at the obvious disapproval of Xiang's father and mother, and shook his head: "I went out to get some air, and I have been holding back for a long time."

Saying that, it can be said that he shook off Xiang Youlin's hand, pushed the door and walked out.

He was afraid that people would think he was angry, so he didn't close the door heavily, and the door hung lightly on the door frame, and it wasn't closed tightly. He walked up to his mother, first opened the door wide, and then slammed it against it.

The sound was so loud, it was a good thing that he lived alone on this floor, otherwise the entire opposite door would tremble three times because of it.

Xiang Youlin said first: "Mother, I know that I have disappointed you, but this matter really has nothing to do with Chu Yan. I know you are angry, but don't go to Chu Yan."

This sentence can be regarded as adding fuel to the flames. If Xiang's father hadn't secretly pinched Xiang's mother, Xiang's mother's slap would have directly slapped Xiang Youlin's face.

"Things have developed to this point, and it's too late to get angry with anyone. We just came to ask if you have any countermeasures in hand now." Father Xiang's voice was always calm: "After all, we are both so big. I'm a human, and being poked at the back and talking about things again, it's not that I can't afford to lose face, it's just that I feel a little unhappy in my heart."

Xiang Youlin felt even more guilty, if Xiang's mother came up and beat him up, he wouldn't feel much, but when Xiang's father said this, Xiang Youlin felt ashamed of guilt.

But even so, Xiang Youlin still said softly: "We have decided to announce our coming out."