How to say goodbye to patrons

Chu Yan finally fell asleep, but felt like he had a long nightmare.

Not just the mental one. In the nightmare, he felt that he was being experimented on the human body again, and the tubes were inserted down his throat one by one, which made him extremely painful, as if he was actually there.

The stomach felt as if it had been lit on fire, burning from the inside out, making one wish to remove the stomach, an organ of the body.

He didn't know how long it had been like this before he slowly opened his eyes, and it was still the same ceiling he touched before falling asleep.

He was on his own bed, and the so-called hospital beds for human experiments in the dream did not appear under him.

This made him finally believe that he had a nightmare, but it was too real.

But his body is really uncomfortable, from the tip of his toes to the top of his head, there is nothing comfortable and refreshing.

Even the movement of turning his head made him feel like a piece of machinery that has been discarded for many years. It was dug out by some archaeologists after a long time. After dripping lubricating oil and restarting the machine, every inch of twisting, He could hear his own body thumping and thumping.

He was a little afraid to move, for fear that if he moved in a hurry, his head would fall off.

He maintained the posture of twisting and nodding, and when he was thinking about whether to turn back again, a person appeared in his sight.

Chu Yan couldn't recognize the man with a scruffy beard and bloodshot eyes at first glance, and even his hoarse voice made Chu Yan unable to distinguish the man in front of him.

"You finally woke up, Xiao Yan." Xiang Youlin stepped forward excitedly, and the person in front of him finally opened his eyes alive.

Little did he know that he hesitated outside the door for a long time that night, and when he finally chose to come in to see if Chu Yan was asleep, what he saw was that the white quilt was covered with blood, and the person on the bed frowned and closed his eyes, chest Almost out of breath.

At that time, the sky was falling.

He never thought that Chu Yan would choose to end his life in this way. He even thought that they would torture each other for a long time after passing this hurdle.

The blow of a fresh life dying in front of him was undoubtedly a huge blow to Xiang Youlin. He unlocked the chain on Chu Yan's ankle tremblingly, hugged the light and strange Chu Yan, started the car, and even It failed to fire several times.

Information about the big star's late-night racing has been trending since the early hours of the night, and the public relations team behind him has been whitewashing him day and night, persuading him to attend various public welfare activities.

later?He just threw away the new mobile phone.

He looked at Chu Yan who was forced to vomit, and really couldn't think of anything else.

He thought he committed suicide by cutting his wrists, but it was only when he went to the hospital for an examination that an overdose of drugs was found in his blood.

Chu Yan's face was already pale without any blood, and what worried him even more was that Chu Yan never opened his eyes from the time he failed to induce vomiting to gastric lavage.

It's as if there is only a body left that can be manipulated at will.

Only then did he realize that he wanted Chu Yan to open his eyes and smile at him, and it was okay to hate him.

What he wanted was never this body that couldn't open his eyes, but a living person who would hate him, even if he didn't care about him in the end and left far away.

Just think of Chu Yan living anywhere in the world, breathing the same air and seeing the same sunshine as himself.

Then he is happy.

If the system was hacked by Qin Yu when it was not reported to the headquarters, then it can fully conclude: [Xiang Youlin's favorability is [-]%] this matter.

It took Chu Yan a long time to identify the person in front of him.

He found that his mind was abnormally stable now, and he even had some time for him to think about things. He was thinking, what people usually say, "I will recognize you even if you are turned into ashes." Such skills are probably true. Was it nonsense, or did he really not have that much affection for Xiang Youlin?

Otherwise, why did Xiang Youlin just forget to shave, his eyes were bloodshot, and his clothes were not neat, so he didn't know him anymore?

"What's wrong with you?" Chu Yan asked, he just said this, and suddenly felt his throat pulling and pulling, as if he had swallowed two or three boxes of blades alive.

The question was changed to another word, and asked again: "What's wrong with me?"

"You have been sleeping for a long time." Xiang Youlin said slowly: "The doctors suspect that you injured your hippocampus when you committed suicide, and you will never wake up again." Chu Yan was stunned for a moment, not knowing which aspect to complain about first. , Is it because I fell asleep and was thought by a quack doctor somewhere that I would never wake up again, or was it that I was told to commit suicide when I was free.

"When did I kill myself"

"Chu Yan." Xiang Youlin's voice was very low, for fear that he would be the kind of fish that would die of fright, and he used the same tone as telling his daughter a bedtime story, but he was upside down day and night, and couldn't eat for a few days Come here, even if he speaks in a gentle voice, there is a tingle: "You didn't commit suicide, why did you take so much medicine?"

"Stop acting, I promise you anything."

"I just took the medicine because I wanted to sleep, and I didn't intend to commit suicide." He said this, but saw Xiang Youlin's expression unchanged, looking at himself with that kind of gentle eyes that seemed to be getting tired, just That's all, he couldn't hide the painful look on his back anymore.

In this way, Chu Yan was speechless. In the past, when most of his words were half-truths and half-truths, Xiang Youlin listened seriously. Why now that he is telling the truth, Xiang Youlin is the kind of "you tell me, I believe you!" "But I don't believe even one radical behind my back.

What crime have I committed?

He was a little annoyed and wanted to bury his head under the quilt, but just as he moved, his throat felt like a wound had opened.

Before he called out, Xiang Youlin's movements were even more exaggerated. He stretched out his hand to support his head, fixed his head in a certain position, and said nervously: "You should not turn your head now, I will insert it into your throat." It should have hit your throat when you piped it."

"How much hatred?" Chu Yan didn't speak, but he still expressed his attitude with resentful eyes.

On the contrary, Xiang Youlin laughed, gentle and gentle, coupled with that scruffy face, somehow made people feel comfortable.

How long has he not seen Chu Yan's expression like this?

It seems that it started with the incident of He Minting.

In fact, it didn't take long to calculate, but in Xiang Youlin's view, it was already very far away, so far that he almost forgot what the throbbing was like at that time.

Chu Yan curled up his feet, only to realize that his ankles were empty, and there was nothing left. He thought about what he said just now, and the pain in his neck made him ignore the piece that the bell on his neck had been removed. matter.

There was a moment of confusion in his eyes, but it was just a nightmare, why so many things happened.

"What are you looking for? I'll help you."

"You, have you removed it?" Chu Yan said slowly.

"Well, whatever you want."

Chu Yan's eyes brightened: "I want to continue acting."

"Okay." Xiang Youlin said softly.

"I want to leave here." Chu Yan said what he wanted the most.

After speaking, he didn't care about the pain in his neck, he turned his head abruptly and looked at Xiang Youlin.

Xiang Youlin was distressed by his movements, and gently raised his neck to make him feel a little better: "Okay, I will let you go after your health recovers."

Although I already thought that Chu Yan would definitely make such a request, no matter how much I thought about it over and over again, it was different from hearing it with my own ears.

That has become an ironclad thing that cannot be changed.

"I want to leave now. Even the hospital."

"Okay." What else can you expect, so what if you stay a little longer, if you don't belong to you, you will have to leave sooner or later.

"Go to the hospital first, you really need to go for an examination when you wake up."

"Now" Chu Yan emphasized again.

Xiang Youlin knew that no one could stop Chu Yan from being stubborn, so he could only sigh and hugged Chu Yan.

Strong hands passed through his arms and hugged him.When he was about to go out, he realized that his hands could not open the bedroom door because he was holding Chu Yan.

When he was about to tell the housekeeper outside to open the door, Chu Yan gave him a white look, bent down slightly, and stretched out his hand to open the door.

The air outside the bedroom door was unusually fresh. It was different from the sweltering heat in the bedroom. On the contrary, the cool air was mixed with the smell of fruit, full of the warmth of home.

Chu Yan looked at Xiang Youlin strangely. With his scruffy beard, can he remember to clean up the house?

Soon, his question was perfectly answered, and he heard footsteps approaching a person.

The man was wearing a shirt and white trousers. The sleeves of the shirt were neatly rolled up above his arms, revealing a section of his white arms.

The smile was shining brightly into the spring sunshine, and the voice was sharp: "Mr. Xiang, you go out."

Chu Yan was stunned for a moment, if Xiang Youlin hadn't sensed something wrong in time and hugged him tightly, he would have almost fallen from Xiang Youlin's embrace.

This person, he knows.In all the memory fragments that tortured him in the past few days, there is not one without her presence.