Qi Luo has no regrets

September was supposed to be a breezy autumn, but September in Shanghai was still sweltering.

It has been two years since the service of "Love and the Producer" was launched. I really never thought that this game company's suicidal operation could survive for two years.Sitting on Line [-], looking at the overwhelming advertisements in the subway, there are new chapters and the Mengxinhu trailer PV that I don’t know how many times, I feel a little like a lifetime away.

After returning from Lianyu City a year ago, I uninstalled the game, locked all the surrounding areas of the house into the storage room, and replaced Monet on the terrace with hydrangea...

The in-vehicle TV on the opposite seat finally got stuck again due to a signal problem. The frozen picture was a bright smiling face with golden hair shining in the sun. The woman in her arms had round facial features. Face to face, smiling happily.

Zhou Qiluo, I originally thought that these three words would never appear in my life again...

At the end of summer a year ago, because of my time travel intervention, the original world line deviated from the track, and it inevitably collapsed.In the end, I can only choose to let go, let the world reset, and return to the way it was before I came.

After I got out of Youran's body, I didn't return to the original world. Instead, I had an entity and existed in Lianyu City as an ordinary person.

Standing at the beginning of all stories - in the convenience store, I saw the blond-haired man reaching out and grabbing the same bag of potato chips as the girl in the white dress and blue skirt. The girl's soft exclamation made him look around vigilantly. Until I saw me who was watching them all the time.

I don't know what my gaze looks like at this moment, maybe it's eagerness, admiration, or nostalgia, but I know that the way he looks at me is just looking at an enthusiastic fan who may recognize him at any time.

He pulled the girl and squatted down, avoiding my sight.I suddenly remembered that one night, there was a warm embrace and a serious voice beside my ear, "Ah Tu, no matter where you go, no matter what you become, I will find you."

fraud.

Someone lightly touched my arm and handed me a pack of tissues, and I realized that tears were streaming down my face before I knew it. Seeing Zhou Qiluo leaving, I couldn't care less to thank the people next to me , chased out.When he was about to enter the company, he grabbed the corner of his clothes.

"Lolo..." You...don't remember anything?

"Oh, I've been recognized." The superstar in front of him put on the iconic smile of an idol, but his eyes were completely unfamiliar, "Can you keep it a secret for me? If the manager finds out that I went to buy potato chips, he will definitely On fire."

"I..." What should I say? I suddenly changed from a girlfriend to a fan. I have never seen such a strange Zhou Qiluo. smile.

I let go of my grip on his clothes, and I asked him with the last hope, "Have you lost anything important?"

He tilted his head and thought for a while, then suddenly smiled, "Well, I lost it, it was very important, but just now, I have found it."

Yeah?It turns out that you have found...

In the following days, I walked through all the places we used to go together alone, and then sat on the sidelines and watched them pass by our past hand in hand.

Sometimes Zhou Qiluo would silently look at her where You Ran couldn't see her, his eyes full of nostalgia.Lolo, have you seen me like this before?Did I let you show such a satisfied and happy expression like now?

Luo Luo, is it true that your original goal of happiness is Leisurely? In fact, it doesn't matter if you have me or not...

The last time I saw Zhou Qiluo was on the seaside path where we once walked hand in hand, and met Zhou Qiluo who was trotting while holding hands leisurely. The girl behind him was shocked when she saw me. Hiding behind him with a cry, I looked up at him, he patted the girl's hand reassuringly and walked over, took out a handful of candy from his pocket and handed it to me.

"This beautiful lady, can you make a deal with me?" I looked at the person in front of me and blinked mischievously, "I will exchange this Zhou Qiluo's exclusive candy with you, can you treat it as if you didn't see it today?" to us."

"Didn't you...have you said that fans will be disappointed if you have a girlfriend and keep secrets?" I asked softly.

A hint of doubt flashed across Zhou Qiluo's expression. After all, he really didn't remember what he said. I saw a blush appear on his face, but his eyes were extremely firm, "When she promises me, I will I will definitely hold her hand and tell everyone that this is my girlfriend."

envious?Still sad?I couldn't tell what I was feeling at the moment, I took the candy in his hand, and I heard myself say, "Okay."

Zhou Qiluo, who was about to leave after thanking me, suddenly seemed to remember something, turned around and asked me, "Did you... find what you lost?"

I looked at him, then at the girl waiting for him in the distance, and shook my head, "No. But... there is no need to look for it anymore."

Zhou Qiluo smiled and said nothing, and returned to the girl. The girl's coquettish voice came from a distance, and the man gently comforted him. He said, "Ashu, don't make trouble."

Well, I don't make trouble.

But, Lolo, what I lost will never come back.

The end of the seaside path is a mangrove forest. The girl is lying on the stone wall with her hands resting on her cheeks. The man behind him rests his chin on her shoulders and interlocks his fingers with her left hand. It looks like the pair of intersecting necks not far away. swan.

At the end of all Otome games, the heroine and heroine stay in the game forever, but as the player who dominates everything, he can only close the game and go to the next love, or after many years, he will inadvertently see a certain poster and think, Oh, I used to like this guy.

I finally understand that it's time for me to say goodbye to them.

Zhou Qiluo, those days when I loved you, I was very happy, how about you?

The train came into the station, and the TV signal was restored and continued to play the next video. I stood up and got off the train. At the moment when the door was about to close, I turned around and faced the huge single poster of Zhou Qiluo in the car. Said softly: Zhou Qiluo, goodbye.

Goodbye, forever.

From now on, there will be no more Zhou Qiluo in my life.