Qi Luo has no regrets

Zhou Qiluo's hug seemed to open my tear ducts, I grabbed the clothes on his chest and started to cry, he didn't stop me, just bent down and picked me up into the bedroom, put me on the bed, quietly Hold me tightly and make me cry.The warm palm was stroking my back again and again, and the other hand was dragged on my face with both hands and wiped the tears indiscriminately. After a while, it was so wet that there was no place to wipe it.

Suddenly he let go of me and stood up.

"Where are you going?" I screamed in fright, then stood up and hugged him desperately from behind.I know that I look very unreasonable now, but what I'm more afraid of is that he will disappear again as soon as I let go.

"Ah, Ashu?" Zhou Qiluo seemed startled by my reaction, he patted my hand, "Ashu, I just want to go to the bathroom to get you a towel, can you wait for me for a while? I Promise to be back soon."

"I don't...you don't want to leave me alone...I don't..."

"Okay, okay, don't leave it behind, then Ashu will go with me, okay?"

"it is good."

Zhou Qiluo pulled away my hand and knelt down to help me put on the slippers. As soon as I stood up, like a koala, I hugged him from behind again, buried my face on his back, and followed him one step at a time. I moved towards the bathroom one step at a time, Zhou Qiluo turned on the light in the room along the way, and I realized that it was already dark.

Walking into the bathroom, he tried to pull me away several times, but I hugged him tightly but failed.

"Ashu? Be good, let go first, wash your face and I'll carry you back, okay?"

"It's not good... There will be something terrible in the bathroom... There's been a dripping sound of water all the time today, I obviously haven't turned on the faucet..." My voice was shaking so much that I could speak intermittently.

"Ashu, I promise there is nothing in the bathroom now, trust me."

I struggled, let go of my hand, and poked my head out from behind him to see that all the lights in the bathroom had been turned on, the whole bathroom was bright and bright, and the bathtub, toilet, and washstand were also quiet and there was no dripping. There is nothing strange about the sound of ticking water.

I never knew that carrying a human life could be such a burden, and it kept me in constant panic.

Zhou Qiluo wet a towel with warm water, and gently wiped my face. This was the first time I looked up at him so seriously from such a close distance. The slender eyelashes cast a shadow under the eyes. It is warm and moist, as if looking at your cherished baby.

"I now... don't I look very embarrassed..."

"Hmm. Like an abandoned little milk cat on the side of the road." After wiping his face, he took my hand and walked to the sink, turned on the faucet to test the water temperature, and put my hands under the faucet to wash them gently.

"Lolo, don't you have any questions for me?"

"...Yes, but I want to wait for you to calm down and feel better, and then tell me slowly."

I looked in the mirror at the way he was helping me wash my hands with his head down, bit his lips, and struggled inwardly, "Lolo, before I said... I... killed someone, I didn't lie to you."

Zhou Qiluo didn't say anything, just dried my hands quietly, and then opened his arms towards me, "Ashu, can I carry you back?"

I watched him smile with crooked brows and eyes, and suddenly didn't know how to react, "Did you really understand what I just said?"

"I understand."

"then you……"

Giving up on asking me, Zhou Qiluo picked me up and walked back to the bedroom.He took off his shoes, sat on the head of the bed, let me sit in his arms with my back to him, and then pulled the quilt over my lap.

He put his head on my shoulder and asked me softly, "Would it be safer to sit like this?"

"Ah."

"Ashu, don't you even ask me where I have been these three days?"

"Where have you been? These three days...you haven't sent me a message."

I heard a low laugh coming from behind me, "Ah Tu, I thought you didn't care about me saying good-bye to you sooner or later."

"I didn't, I, I just don't know how to answer you..."

"I went to check some things in the past three days. I know that you are safe at Li Zeyan's place, and your mobile phone is broken. Even if I send you good morning and evening, you will not receive it."

"What did you go to investigate? No, you are so assured that I am with another man?"

"Ashu, which question do you want me to answer first?" Zhou Qiluo's voice sounded a little aggrieved, and the anger that had just risen in me was suddenly extinguished.

"Let's talk about why you can rest assured that I'm with another man."

"Ah Tu, this is what you care about the most?" I turned my head and saw the smug smile on his face.

"I, I don't have it, I just, I just..." It's because I'm afraid that you don't care about me at all.

"Actually, I really don't want to." Zhou Qiluo rubbed his head lightly on my neck, "I don't want me to be the first person you see when you wake up in the hospital, but there is a It's safe and the security system is perfect, so keeping you there is my best choice."

"Then what have you been doing these three days?" I lowered my head and asked softly, although I probably guessed it in my heart.

"Well——I checked Liu Jie." He paused, and continued, "It's the man who hurt you this time." The moment I heard this name, I felt my body stiffen again. Hands involuntarily began to pull the quilt tightly.Zhou Qiluo sighed softly behind my back, opened my fingers one by one in his palm, and interlocked with mine. Seeing his slender and beautiful fingers, I suddenly felt at ease. up.

"Actually, Ashu, you don't have to blame yourself so much. Liu Jie's death has nothing to do with you to be precise. When I went to check Liu Jie's information, I found that someone had already destroyed all his information before me. Only part of the information can be recovered, Liu Jie was originally an abandoned child in this incident, that is to say, he is destined to die, the difference is only how he dies."

"He... didn't he jump off the building because of what I said?"

"No, I saw the surveillance at that time. He jumped off the building after Li Zeyan took you away. At that time, the people from the special task force had already arrived. He jumped down suddenly when the people from the special task force were questioning you. , There was no sound from the surveillance at the time, so I don't know what they asked, which led him to jump off the building. By the way, Ado, do you know the special agency?"

"I know, the seniors in high school are from the special task force."

Zhou Qiluo suddenly let out a long sigh. I found that he often sighed when he was with me.

"Ashu, you are so smart, it suddenly makes me very uneasy."

"why?"

"For a long time, I thought that as long as I worked hard to protect you, I was afraid that one day you would secretly do dangerous things behind my back because you are so smart."

"Aren't you always behind my back and doing dangerous things?"

"...A potato, I just want to protect you."

I turned my head to look at him, without the smiling expression in the past, his expression is serious and serious at the moment.

"Zhou Qiluo."

"Ok?"

"In my hometown, people like to say, 'The best love is evenly matched'." I reached out and touched his slightly frowning brow, "I have never been a brave and strong person, I am afraid Darkness, ghosts, even small bugs, but if the night is coming, as long as you don't let go of my hand, I will have enough courage to accompany you to wait for the dawn."

Zhou Qiluo didn't speak, just closed his eyes, and gently pressed his forehead against mine, I don't know if he listened to my words, recalled what happened these days, although it made me feel scared It’s impossible, but if I choose these things to happen to one of us, I still hope that person is me, my little sun, who shouldn’t be obscured by these things.

"Ashu...why are you so different?"

"Silly Luoluo, I am not different. In my hometown, every girl who likes you is like this. I am just the most ordinary of them. If there is anything different, it is that I am luckier than them and can Just come to your side."

"Because it's ordinary... so it's real? I always thought that girls are like those in fairy tales, kind and cute, a little confused, stupid and silly on weekdays, and even some innocuous flaws will only make them more annoying I love you. But after I met you, I realized that girls can be like this—skin, and occasionally have a bunch of bad ideas, and when things go wrong, they will be fierce...It hurts! It hurts! Ashu—"

I couldn't listen anymore, so I turned around and picked up one of his ears, "Skin? Bad? Vicious? Zhou Qiluo, is this what I look like in your eyes?"

"Ashu, you are fierce right now - no, I was wrong, Ashu, you are a gentle and kind little fairy, really!"

Satisfied with Zhou Qiluo's desire to survive, I let go, and "hummed" disdainfully, "Anyway, you like kind and cute little fools, I understand." Well, just like You Ran.

I sat back to the original posture, consciously took his hand, crossed my fingers one by one, and restored the interlocking posture of the fingers, so that holding hands always felt less easy to be torn apart.

"I don't." The fluffy head rested on my shoulder again in aggrieved way, "Ah Tu, actually, I just like you the way you are, no matter what kind of you you are."

"Can you say that again?"

"Ok?"

"Say what you just said again, and I'll record it to prevent you from cheating in the future."

"Okay. I, Zhou Qiluo, promise that no matter what Ashu becomes in the future, I will always like her, more than I like her."

I looked at the recorded audio on my phone and thought about how many copies to keep, encrypt one on the computer, import one to the mobile hard drive, keep one on the phone, and upload one to the cloud storage...

"Ashu, are you sleepy? Do you want to sleep for a while?" Zhou Qiluo asked me softly behind me, and I realized that I seemed to be really sleepy, but I didn't dare to really fall asleep...

"No, if you go to sleep, you will leave." I refused in a low voice.

"Then I won't go, I'll sleep with you here, okay?"

"Really?"

He rubbed my head, "Maintain a minimum of trust in your own superhero, Miss Potato Chips. Come here and lie down."

I lay down obediently, and on the other side of the pillow was his smiling face. After thinking about it, I moved forward and put my forehead against his forehead contentedly.

I remember it was said in the cartoon that the way rabbits communicate with each other is to touch their foreheads, so that even if there is no words, they can hear each other's heartfelt voices.

"Lolo, do you know? Before I met you, I had been thinking about it. If I met you one day, I would kill you, but when I really met you, I realized that I just want to have a good time with you."

"Well, Ashu's time is quiet and good, what is it like?"

"A house, two people, three or four cats, a dog, and a big, big garden. You said you would plant a Monet's garden for me."

"Okay, I'll remember it. From now on, I will have a quiet time with Ashu. A house, two people, three or four cats, a big, big Monet's garden, and a dog rolling around in it."

"Well...when you are not busy at work...we still have to eat...all kinds of food from all over the world..."

"Okay, I'll tell Brother Yuan well, he will help me arrange vacations every year, and I will take you to eat all over the world."

"Don't go to...England...food...unpalatable..."

"Well, we don't go to countries without good food."

"Sleep, Ashu, I promise I will always be here, and you can see me when you wake up tomorrow."