Qi Luo has no regrets

When I woke up again, I saw myself standing in a sealed, narrow glass vessel only one person tall.The surroundings are dark, only a faint light is projected on this glass vessel, I don't know where this is, I just remember that the last person I saw was Li Zeyan, so where is Li Zeyan?I opened my mouth to call his name, but found that I couldn't make any sound.

There was a warm and wet feeling from the bottom of my feet, and I looked down to see liquid seeping in from the bottom of the glass vessel. The viscous liquid quickly overflowed my calf with a strong rust smell, rising all the way up.

Blood...how could there be so much blood?

I wanted to escape, but there were hard glass walls all around, and there was nowhere to escape. The fear of drowning came to my heart. I raised my hand and smashed the glass desperately, but I couldn't shake it at all.

The blood has submerged my abdomen all the way up, and it was so sticky that it seemed that countless suction cups were firmly attached to my legs, making me unable to move. Suddenly, a bloody hand slapped the glass in front of me from the outside, and I I was horrified to see a bloody face lying on the glass, with blank eyes looking at me.

Unable to make any sound, I could only desperately stick myself against the glass wall behind. The bloody hand in front of me kept slapping the glass again and again. There is a circle of spider web-like cracks, who will... help me...

When the blood was about to overflow my mouth, I heard shouts from a distance, shouting again and again: "Youran! Youran!"

Why?Why is every one of you like this, I am clearly here, and I exist so alive, why can’t you see me?Why do you only see Leisurely?

The blood finally overflowed the entire glass vessel, and I lost the last air, and I closed my eyes in despair as I couldn't breathe.

At this moment, a huge force opened my mouth, and I heard an angry voice: "I order you to breathe!"

breathe?what to breatheIt seemed that someone was pressing my left shoulder hard, and the severe pain made me open my eyes suddenly.

Is this... light?I saw a soft light, and a figure slowly took shape in the light.

"Li Zeyan?" I heard my hoarse voice was inaudible.

"It's okay, don't be afraid, you were just having a nightmare just now." Li Zeyan bent down and hugged me gently.

"I'm alive?"

"Well, I'm still alive and slightly injured, but the doctor said that it will recover soon, so it doesn't matter."

"Where is that... man?"

Li Zeyan paused for a moment, but his deep voice made people feel reliable and reassuring, "You fainted at the time, so I took you to the hospital first, and the police will handle the follow-up matters, and they will take care of it, you Don't worry too much."

"Li Zeyan..."

"Your name is Youran. You are in the hospital now. Don't even think about taking a good rest for what you have to do next. Do you have anything else to ask?" Li Zeyan sat up, frowned, and spoke first.This is, thought I was going to ask who am I where am I what am I going to do?It's not that I broke my brain, although I really wanted to ask the moment I just woke up.

"Li Zeyan, just now...you seemed like a ray of light."

"You really have a problem with your ability to organize words." Li Zeyan suddenly stood up and turned his back to me, "I just stewed rock sugar pears. Seeing how energetic you are, let's get up and have a drink."

I watched Li Zeyan's back as he walked towards the next room, and then turned to look at the sunlight shining through the window sill.

After a while, Li Zeyan put an oversized sea bowl on the small table in front of me. I looked (looked) at the bowl, stretched out my hand to measure the diameter of the mouth of the bowl, and looked up at Li Zeyan. Did you think I was I don't know, you gave Youran an exquisite small bowl in the game!

"I originally wanted to use a small bowl, but I thought about it. According to your appetite, it would be too troublesome to run back and forth." He seemed to see my question, and replied proactively.

My appetite?Li Zeyan, in your eyes, am I just so edible?

"I..." Just as I was about to argue, Li Zeyan threw me a notebook and a pen.

"If you have a bad voice, talk less and drink more soup. If you have something to write, write it down on paper."

Angrily, I took a pen and paper and wrote down a few large characters: I am not a foodie!

"Indeed, you are not a foodie. Employees in the company often discuss this issue. I heard that good-looking people are called foodies, and ugly-" Li Zeyan looked me up and down, "You are called a foodie."

Sure enough, this man was much more ruthless when he pissed me off than when he pissed off Youran. This shows how strong my heart is, and I can bear it until now.

I threw down the pen and paper angrily, refused to communicate with him, and ate rock candy pears silently.The pear flesh that has been peeled, cored and cut in half rests quietly on the bright soup base. With a light insertion of a spoon, a whole piece can be plucked out, and it melts in the mouth.My mood immediately became better, and I even felt that Li Zeyan was too polite. In fact, I can eat even two bowls of this kind of food.

Halfway through eating, I suddenly remembered an important question.Picking up a brush, he wrote a line and handed it to Li Zeyan: Why did you appear on the rooftop?

Li Zeyan looked at the note with a frown and remained silent, while I looked at him with a spoon in my mouth.

After a long time, Li Zeyan looked up at me, and said seriously: "Your handwriting is really ugly."

"What?" I looked at the bowl in my hand and his head, Li Zeyan, I will give you another chance to reorganize the language.

He glanced at me again, and his brows frowned deeper, "Also, don't hold the spoon in your mouth. If you fall down, are you going to eat the spoon?"

"Dad—" I almost wanted to cry, but my dad scolded me with the same two words back then, Li Zeyan, are you possessed by my own father?

"What did you call me?"

I quickly waved my hand, it's gone, I'll say a few more words, you have to take turns to read all the famous quotes my dad scolded me.

"Yesterday, I happened to pass by your company. I wanted to talk to you about the last report. The people in your company said that you were on the rooftop, and I just happened to meet you when you went up." Li Zeyan explained lightly, but the hardships and dangers between the two of us Personally, I know it well, especially me, who has escaped from death.

Speaking of which, Li Zeyan paused the time yesterday, but I still seemed to be able to move. A bold idea suddenly appeared in my heart, and I took a pen and paper to write down the request and handed it to Li Zeyan.

"Let me pause the time?" Li Zeyan stared at me, but did not ask me why, but just followed suit. I saw the clock on the wall stopped, and the smoke from the humidifier beside the bed was frozen in the air. The tiny drops of water can be dispersed by stretching out my hand. I looked down at myself, then looked up at Li Zeyan, and confirmed that I was successful. I can still move.

"You are also an Evolver, so it is not affected by Evol, so there is nothing to make a fuss about."

After drinking a big bowl of ice sugar pears, I felt that my throat seemed to be much better. I waved my hand to signal Li Zeyan to lean over and lower his head, "Li Zeyan, if it's useless to Evolver, don't you think your Evol is useless in a fight?" use it?"

Li Zeyan's face darkened instantly, "When the doctor says you can leave the hospital, I will definitely throw you out as soon as possible."

I felt much more comfortable after I had a crush on Li Zeyan. Of course, the good mood was more because I found that even if I didn’t have Evol, it seemed that I would not necessarily be affected by other people’s Evol.

Probably because I—— don't belong here.

Li Zeyan is a person with a bad mouth but a very kind heart. He always gives me all kinds of delicious food while he hates me. I understand the reason. My dad taught me this is the plan of adding candied dates when I was young.So three days later, under Li Zeyan's contemptuous expression, I gained 5 catties and was discharged from the hospital.

Wei Qian drove me to the door of our house in Li Zeyan's special car. I suddenly remembered the scene when we met for the first time, he aggressively asked the security guard to cross me out. After the car stopped, I poked my head out from the back seat and patted him. shoulders.

"Wei Qian, are you planning to fork me out from Huarui in the future?"

"How long has it been, and you still mention it, why don't you be so narrow-minded. Also, what Wei Qian is called Brother Qian." Brother Qian?I couldn't help but think of a certain cross talk actor who burned his head with smoking and drinking.

"Hahahahahahaha... Brother Qian, guess if I told Li Zeyan to call you Brother Qian, what would he say about you?"

"You are bullying others!"

"Yes!"

"I didn't expect You Ran to have such a bad personality." Wei Qian covered his heart in pain.

"Don't pretend, I'm as kind as an angel compared to Li Zeyan, okay?"

"Forget it, I dare not say it to the president, but I can't say it to you, I am too difficult... By the way, this is your mobile phone. Last time the screen broke, the president asked me to repair it. It is only today." Take back."

As Wei Qian said, he took out a mobile phone and handed it to me. During the past few days, I ate, drank, and Li Zeyan quarreled with me, but I didn't even remember to look for my mobile phone.

I thanked Wei Qian with my phone, and when I got home, as soon as the phone was turned on, I saw SMS notifications frantically jumping out one by one. I actually saved hundreds of messages in three days, which made me feel like the world would stop without me. The illusion of rotation.

Lying on the bed, I clicked on the news of the person I followed, but found that there was no good morning and good night in the past three days, and it was blank. It seemed that I was thinking too much. Even without me, the earth would still rotate and the sun would still rise. Nothing will change.

After closing the dialog box with him, I glanced at the greetings from Anna, Yue Yue, and Gu Meng. Although Li Zeyan greeted them for me, everyone still cared about me.

When I should be touched, I don’t know why, but I feel even more lost, Zhou Qiluo, I seem to be about to forget... what it feels like to like you...

Touching the position of the heart, it was empty, as if something was gradually disappearing.Lying powerlessly on the bed, all I could see was Zhou Qiluo's smiling face. It was a body pillow with his photo printed on it that I secretly bought later, and I didn't dare to tell anyone. If I never liked him, maybe I would be like a normal person. Like his fangirls, he shows off his surroundings at home to everyone, but now there is always a feeling of guilt, and he keeps this love in his heart, and dare not tell anyone.

Obsessive-compulsive disorder clicked on all the chats marked with red dots, and Han Ye's news suddenly jumped out.

"Boss, on the day your accident happened, someone committed suicide by jumping off a building on the roof, do you know?"

"We originally wanted to get a big news interview, but Brother Bai came and said that this matter is not allowed to be reported."

"I can see from Brother Bai's expression that this matter should be serious. The person who died seems to be called Liu."

I couldn't read Han Ye's next pile of words, and the bloody face in the dream appeared in front of my eyes again. Why...why did he jump off the building and die?Things shouldn't be like this, shouldn't he be caught and died in the special agency?Who came, by the way, Gu Zheng, when the man named Gu Zheng took Youran to interrogate him, the capsule bomb in his body exploded to death, why did he jump off the building?This thing...it shouldn't be like this...

I suddenly remembered what I said to him on the rooftop that day. I told him that he would kill Liu Qi, and I cursed him to death in my heart, so... I forced him to death?

No matter how I comfort myself in my heart, telling myself that this person will die sooner or later, I can't hide the fact that I have an unshirkable responsibility for his death. Like Youran, I still lived innocently and beautifully in this cruel environment. As time went by, the dark side of my nature became more and more obvious.With this kind of me, I can't be the beautiful and kind princess in fairy tales. I can only be an evil witch who does everything for her own ends.

I wrapped myself tightly in a quilt and tucked my head in. I couldn't tell whether the sweat on my body was from the heat or fear. Liu Qi's brother's bloody face was still in my mind.The bedroom was terribly quiet, so quiet that even the sound of ticking water from the bathroom could be clearly heard. I didn’t dare to think about why there was a ticking sound from the faucet, and the fingers holding the quilt felt pain because of too much force. He was obviously so stuffy that he couldn't breathe, but he didn't dare to poke his head out to breathe.

I asked myself what I was afraid of. When that person was alive, I was not afraid of him. Now that he is dead, why am I so afraid? I don’t really want him to die. He wants to kill me, right? ?

It's not my fault.I kept saying the same thing to myself over and over in my head...

It's not that I haven't experienced parting from life and death, but it's the first time that a person who wanted to kill himself one second, but died because of himself the next second, I don't know how to face it at all.

Is there anyone who can come and save me?

I bit my arm desperately and curled up quietly under the quilt, not daring to cry or move. I didn’t know how much time had passed, and I didn’t know whether it was dawn or dark outside. I even started to have despicable thoughts: Would it be better if I returned my body to You Ran who knew nothing about these things?

The mobile phone next to him suddenly rang. In the quiet bedroom, the ringtone was extremely loud, and the two large characters on the screen were extremely clear in the dark bed.I picked up the phone, pressed the answer button, and quietly put the phone to my ear.

"Ashu, I'm at your door, open the door."

Before I could hang up the phone, I threw off the quilt and rushed to the door of the living room. The moment I opened the door, tears welled up.

The person in front of me gently hugged me, "Ashu, don't be afraid, I'm here."

"Lolo... I killed someone..."