Qi Luo has no regrets

It has been a week since I came back from the conservatory, and I feel extremely calm. I don’t have any particular thoughts of hysteria or indulgence. I still get up and go to work on time every day, and I usually joke with my colleagues.

I used to laugh at Youran whether it was windy or rainy or the male lead disappeared, it couldn’t affect her filming the show, but now I look at myself in the bathroom mirror, if it’s not because I know it myself, I can’t even see that I am a person who has just lost love , and the show is also being filmed every day.

It's probably the common choice of adults. Even if the love is gone, the food still needs to be right.Facing the corner of my mouth in the mirror, I forcibly pulled out an arc. After all, even if I don't want to accept the fact that he doesn't like me, what can I do?

The mobile phone placed by the pool vibrated at the right time, interrupting my thoughts. When I picked it up, I saw a call from Xu Mo. I haven’t seen him since the orphanage’s program was recorded last time. I think what he said last time may have made him realize that the beautiful boy plan he once planned to implement on You Ran is no longer feasible, so the frequency of Xu Mo appearing in front of me is getting lower and lower, and I am also consciously avoiding it. Leaving him, thinking about it carefully, I haven't contacted each other for nearly half a month, and we obviously live next door. I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing.

"Hello, Xu Mo."

"I thought you wouldn't answer my phone." There was a smile in his voice when he said this, and I could imagine the squinting of those crooked fox eyes from his words.

"You have helped me so much, even if I don't answer other people's calls, I won't answer yours."

"But I always feel that someone is avoiding me like the plague recently."

"Professor Xu, I remember that you are a tactful person."

"But you are a person who likes to talk about things directly, I think I need to cooperate with you."

"Okay, old fox, then you can speak directly."

"This program for children with autism is very well done. The dean is very happy and would like to invite you to have a cup of tea."

"...In our hometown, drinking tea is usually called to have a heart-to-heart talk because of a problem..."

"Don't worry, I'm here."

It's because you're here that I don't worry!

After hanging up Xu Mo's phone, I thought about it, what attitude should I use to face him next?friend?Or an enemy?For a moment, I even had a very scary thought, if there is no Xu Mo, no Ares, then BS will lose its main combat power, and my chances of winning will become higher...

Looking up at myself in the mirror, the pale face reflected by the incandescent lamp above the head has an expression that should not appear on Lei Ran's face. Maybe this is the real me. I am not kind by nature. What I dare not let Zhou Qiluo see...the real me...

After get off work, I went to the orphanage with Xu Mo.I didn't take the initiative to talk to him on the way, and Xu Mo seemed to know something, smiling silently, but when I got out of the car, he would put his hand between me and the door frame; A gift for the children; also gently separate me from the crowd when the crowd is crowded, but will not touch me...

I watched his actions silently, and I couldn't say thank you or say no.Ever since I made the decision to help Zhou Qiluo protect Youran, I have been learning how to slowly make myself indifferent, because I shouldn't have too much intersection with this world, and I shouldn't have too much contact with this world. The person I want to have extra feelings for, especially the other party is Xu Mo, the man who was originally on the opposite side of me.

Silently walked to the dean's office, unexpectedly he actually invited me to drink tea just to express his gratitude.Although the leak of the show was a false alarm, I prepared an explanation on the way here, and it was useless.It turns out that Lianyu City is really simple. No wonder even the villain boss has an aura that would never survive the OP in a superhero movie. With the support of his IQ, the BS organization is so stupid that it can't deal with a 22-year-old girl until now.

The dean may not talk much because he has been with autistic children all year round. After expressing his thanks, Xu Mo took me out of the dean's office.

"Do you want to go out for a walk together?" He looked at me and suggested seriously.

I looked at the still early sky and wondered if he had something to tell me, then I nodded and followed behind him.But as I walked, I felt that the scenery around me became more and more familiar, the rusty iron fence, the school building that had been abandoned for a long time, and my footsteps stopped.

In Love Language City, as an outsider, I would not feel familiar with a scene for no reason, unless it appeared in the main storyline.He raised his head and looked at him calmly, so you still plan to attack me, Xu Mo?

Smiling like him, I took the initiative to test him, "Xu Mo, I think this looks familiar."

"Have you been here?"

"I don't remember clearly, but I seem to have stayed in a place very similar to this place when I was a child." After pursing my lips and smiling innocently at him, in order not to make him suspicious, I took the initiative to walk forward, but behind me, He didn't follow.

I turned around and saw Xu Mo looking at me silently, and asked suspiciously, "What's wrong?"

He walked in front of me and looked down at me. There was a cold feeling on his body, which made me a little at a loss. I don't know if he guessed some of my little thoughts again, "Xu Mo, send, What happened?"

"are you OK?"

"Me? I'm fine." The sudden question made me wonder what he was referring to.

"Do you think it's okay to say 'I'm fine' from a person whose eyes are lifeless as if he's dead?"

"Then do you think a person whose eyes are full of struggle and hesitation can be trusted by pretending to be calm and indifferent?"

Listening to the suppressed anger in his tone, I looked up at him, so what if I cheated him?He, too, never told me the truth, did he?Two people who deceive each other, what right do they have to be angry with each other?

Xu Mo didn't speak, just looked down at me in silence, this oppressive posture reminded me that only Zhou Qiluo would look up at me from bottom to top, that posture seemed to be looking up at him of light.

Gu Mo was speechless, after a long time Xu Mo suddenly smiled, not like the usual faint and alienated smile, but as if he saw something very ridiculous, he couldn't help laughing.

He pulled my right hand to cover his neck artery, lowered his head and whispered to my ear, "It turns out that rabbits really bite when they are in a hurry. This is a human artery, little white rabbit, wait When you make a decision, you can use your sharp teeth to bite this place at any time, as long as you have the ability to do it."

The beatings coming from the warm skin made my fingertips tremble uncontrollably. No, it seems that my whole body is trembling. Killing Xu Mo is actually just in my mind. A flash of evil thought, but in reality, how could I do it, or in other words, how could I do it.

Feeling my trembling, Xu Mo straightened up, stretched out his other hand and rubbed the top of my head, "I will do whatever it takes to get what I want, little white rabbit, I believe we are the same kind of people."

"No...it's not like this..." I felt my brain went blank, I didn't know how to face the situation in front of me, how could we be the same kind of people, I just want to have a simple and pure love, and then live It's just a peaceful and happy life, if I had a choice, how could I become such a person...

Pushing away Xu Mo turned around and wanted to leave here, suddenly a gust of wind blew, the wind was so strong that I almost couldn't stand still, Xu Mo stretched out his hand and pulled me behind him.Feeling uneasy, I poked my head out from behind him and saw a person standing in front of the old school building.

"Bai Qi!" I wanted to walk over, but the wind was so strong that I couldn't get close to him. At this moment, I suddenly remembered the purpose of Xu Mo's original bringing me here, and turned to look at him, only to find that he was also wrinkled. He frowned and looked at Bai Qi.

Xu Mo... don't know if Bai Qi will appear here?

An invisible barrier opened in front of me, blocking the strong wind outside. Bai Qi turned his head to look at me and raised his gun. I turned my head to look in the direction of Bai Qi's muzzle. His hair quickly flew to the opposite side and collided with another thing, making a loud explosion sound.

"Please take her home." Bai Qi said to Xu Mo expressionlessly behind me.

"Bai Qi, I..."

"You need to go home now, I'll see you off." Xu Mo forcefully stopped my next words, grabbed my wrist, I looked at Bai Qi, his expression was very serious, which meant that the situation was not optimistic, we Staying will only become a burden for him.

"Bai Qi, be careful." I smiled, waved to Bai Qi, and left the scene behind Xu Mo.

Along the way, Xu Mo comforted me softly, telling me not to pay too much attention to today's affairs.I clenched my fists, how could I not care, the gun battle happened in front of me, and I may be the protagonist of the gun battle, but compared to these, I care more about the purpose behind these things.

"Xu Mo, I've always wanted to ask, what exactly is your Evol?"

"This is a secret that I can't tell you yet."

"Then, can a person's super power grow infinitely? For example, become a god?" When I asked this question, I thought I was ridiculous, but Xu Mo didn't refute me.

"Actually, I'm also curious and want to know the answer."

After that, we didn't speak again until we got to the door of our house.

But I have a bold guess, maybe Xu Mo, like Zhou Qiluo, has things he can't help himself in BS. I made a decision that even I thought I must be crazy to come up with.

"Xu Mo." I walked in front of him, thought for a while, grabbed his shirt and tiptoed to his ear, "I think what you said today is right, we are the same kind of people. So, If there's something we both want in the end and I happen to be useful, use me."

Smiling and standing back to my original position, I saw the shocked expression on Xu Mo's face. After all, such an unequal treaty delivered to the door is rarely encountered in a lifetime.But I want to take a gamble, I want to bet that what Xu Mo wants in the end is the same as what I want.

I saw Xu Mo smile after the shock, it didn't belong to Xu Mo, but belonged to Ares's confident and wild smile.

"Little white rabbit, remember what you said today. When the time comes, don't run away."