Qi Luo has no regrets

Zhou Qiluo told the story of the past, there was no sadness or anger in his eyes, calm and gentle, as if those things would no longer bring him any harm, my fingertips curled around his soft hair, gently He opened his mouth, "So Monet, is that your sunshine?"

"No...before Monet, I met my own light."

He smiled, but I felt like I asked a question that could be rated as the top three in my life list.

Slightly pulling back a little distance to look at him, the blue water eyes gleamed with waves, like the sea full of sunshine in the afternoon, the sunlight was broken into pieces by the waves, rippling layer by layer.

Zhou Qiluo looked at me very seriously, so seriously that I suddenly realized that the person he was looking at was not me.

Seeing this gaze made me feel uncomfortable, I pushed his arm aside and jumped off the table, squatting casually in front of a clump of Monet flowers.

"How did you meet your light?" I gently pinched the stem and pulled a flower casually. It smelled like a mixed fruity fragrance. I suddenly remembered that the skin care products prepared in advance at home seemed to be There are also a variety of faint fruity aromas.

"Well...it happened a long, long time ago. At that time...a lot of things happened. She told me that even in the dark, I have to believe that the light will always come."

I curled my lips, the copywriting of stacked paper is so good, a person who has such a level of rhetoric at the age of 5, will he only write journals when he is 22 years old?

Think about my 5-year-old, who was still beating up the little boy next door, so arrogant that he was called a bully by the boys behind his back, and Youran has already laid the foundation for a future winner in life.Everyone has a lumbar disc, why does hers seem to protrude?

Still thinking about these things, suddenly a handsome face appeared at a distance of less than 10 centimeters from me. This kind of distance that seemed to be close to me by raising my head instantly brought back my wandering thoughts.

"Ah Tu, why do you want to ask this all of a sudden?" I looked at those clear eyes and felt for a moment that they would reveal the most filthy side of my heart. soldiers.

"Lolo, to you... the future is more important, or the past... is more important?"

"Before I met you, I always thought that the past was irreplaceable, but after I met you, I began to assume various futures more and more, and even looked forward to their arrival, so none is more important, because they It’s all part of my life.”

"Then... If you were asked to choose one? Would you give up the past for the future?" I asked with hope and unwillingness, a sentence that can be rated as the top of my life and death peak list.

Sure enough, what responded to me was the expected silence. After a long time, I even began to wonder if Li Zeyan came secretly to stop our time.The hand holding the flower stem began to tremble slightly, almost unable to support it. Although he didn't say anything, I had already foreseen the answer, and the silence was just because I didn't know how to tactfully refuse.

"I'm sorry—" A soft sigh from beside me finally broke the silence, and I felt a piercing pain from my fingertips.

Zhou Qiluo sighed softly, stretched out his hand to remove the flower between my fingers, the blood bead flowed across my fingertips, and smashed heavily into the heart of the next flower until it disappeared.

Monet, because the colors are so bright that even this little sad color can be hidden without a trace.

I thought I would cry or have a hysterical scene, but when things happened as I expected, I found myself surprisingly calm.He took out a tissue to help me wipe off the blood dripping from my fingertips, and his cherry-colored thin lips lost their usual upward curve, and they were tightly pressed together.

Seeing his expression, I suddenly wanted to be impulsive. I grabbed the clothes on his chest, closed my eyes and leaned close to him. There was hot heat from my lips. Even if I had never kissed anyone before, I knew this. Should not be the touch of the lips.

When I opened my eyes, I saw him covering my mouth with his hands, his brows were tightly furrowed.For a moment, I seemed to have lost all my courage and strength. I knelt down on the ground and laughed softly, "Zhou Qiluo, do you know? The cruelest thing in this world is never killing people, but—— — Punishment."

"No, Ashu, it's not like this..." He wrapped me in his arms in a panic, and my chin rested on his shoulder. Looking at it from this angle, you can see Monet blooming in layers, The color is gorgeous and unassuming. Sunlight poured in through the glass on the ceiling, casting a ray of light in the air. I stretched out my hand and tried to touch it, but found that this ray of light... no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't grasp it. Not in the palm of your hand.

"Ashu, I don't want to start like this, please give me a little more time, there is a very important thing that I have to do."

Zhou Qiluo's voice was full of uneasiness and pleading. This is the person I love and cherish the most. I am afraid that I will fall if I hold it in my heart. How can I make him make such a voice? After all, he did nothing wrong. It's just that...you don't like me that much.

I shouldn't embarrass him anymore, love is not something that can be decided by one person, unilateral can only be called liking.I pulled myself together, patted him on the back, laughed and teased, "Okay, it's not a big deal, but what you said sounds like a typical scumbag line in a TV series, you know?"

She tried her best to show him a big smile, but her heart was icy cold, even the sunlight that fell on her body had no warmth.

"I know, but... Even if it sounds like a sophistry, I still want to tell you... I have too much involuntary control now, and I can't bring these darkness to you, because, Ah Tu , you are my light."

Liar, we all know that I am not, your light is the light named You Ran that you met when you were five years old.

Because I have a deep understanding of the things about children with autism, I will understand how much courage it takes to let you go out of your own world and stand in the sun;

Because I feel sorry that you have been living under the monitoring and use of BS, I can understand that what you said about being involuntary is really not lying to me;

The more I know about your past, the more I know about everything you have encountered, the more I can understand how important that girl who appeared when you were young is to you;

The more I understand this, the more I understand how selfish I am. I, who failed to accompany you through those pains, have no right to ask you to give up the light you have always held on to.

"Ashu." Zhou Qiluo looked at me and smiled softly, "Did you know? On the porch at the entrance today, the way you snickered was so cute that I almost couldn't help myself wanting to kiss it." you."

He hugged me into his arms again, and hugged me even tighter, "But I can't, Ado, rather than possessing you, what I hope more is that you can be happy like that forever, even... even if your next Happiness has nothing to do with me."

Well, what a coincidence, Zhou Qiluo, me too.

I like you, so I want to be with you, I always think I can make you happy.

However, if your happiness is already related to another person, then at least I can protect your happiness.

"Lolo, do you think there will be a day when we each hold someone else's hand and pass each other on the street, and then greet each other with a smile, saying that we haven't seen each other for a long time?"

"...No, I...will not let such a thing happen..."

Fool, this is what will happen in the end. At the end of this game, you will hold your hand and make a promise to Baishou, and I will be like all Otome game players, after finishing the last Happyend , Exit perfectly, maybe after many years, I will reopen the game's illustration book, look at the scenery photos passing by together, look at the still gentle smile in the photos, think of it, I used to love this person so hard.

The point of Parallel Worlds has never been the world, but parallels.How can two people who have never met each other come together in the end?

So the last thing I can do for you is to protect the light in your heart. After all, she is too stupid to protect herself.

My hands gently circled behind him and hugged him back, because I don't know if I still have the qualifications to hug him like this when we meet again next time, if I knew it, I wouldn't say anything or ask, at least There will be a glimmer of hope.

"I'm sorry... Today is obviously your birthday..."

He bit his lip hard, forced back the tears hanging in his eyes, brewed up his feelings, felt that he could smile casually, pushed him away, and flicked him hard on the forehead, "Yo, You finally have a conscience, you still remember it's my birthday, I almost thought you were going to celebrate my death day."

Zhou Qiluo covered his head and lowered his head, and when he raised it again, he put on a familiar smile, "Bah, bah, there is no limit to children's speech, children are not allowed to talk nonsense."

"I'm five years old and I'm the birthday star today, so I can do whatever I say!"

"In terms of age, I'm three years old and I don't accept it!"

"But it's my birthday today, you don't have one."

"Then let it be hard for you once."

That day, and what else we said next, I don't remember at all.

I just remember that the boy who was sitting among the flowers and looking at me with a clean and clear smile will become the last pure land in my heart.

The author has something to say: Thank you for helping me find typos in this chapter.