dark crossing

I really want to get this person's pure and warm love, and I look forward to it too much, like an ignorant child, looking at the only bird in the world that is willing to stay in my palm, I can't help covering it with my fiery palm. it.

Because I love it so much, I panic all the time, fearing that it will fly away one day.

So he gathered his fingers together and held it too tightly, smothering the lovely but fragile bird to death.The child looked at the bloody bird in panic, knowing that no matter how much repentance and annoyance he put in, it would not be able to remedy it, so he cried in despair.

Struggling, Lu Xinghe was shivered by the sudden dripping of tears, he paused, and hesitantly stretched out his hand to touch the wet corner of the other party's eyes.

Although the struggling bird is in pain, it may not regret being attracted by this man's soft palm.

Lin Youban held his icy fingertips with one hand, and patted his back with the other hand, pressed his lips against his forehead and asked, "Do you know who I am? Are you awake now?"

Lu Xinghe buried his face in his shoulder and said hoarsely, "Go and turn on the light."

But the night light was very bright, Lin Youbi hesitated and refused to let go of his arms.

Lu Xinghe stretched out his hand to push him, "Go and drive!" His voice was sharp and hoarse.

His collapse made Lin Youban surrender easily.

"Okay, okay, I'm going to turn on the light, don't get excited!"

Lu Xinghe who was let go turned a deaf ear, shook off his hand and stuck it to the corner again, lowering his voice like a mentally ill person who kept talking to himself: "Do you know there are bandits, you must remember to lock the study, and finally It’s better to take the key away! And the computer! Yes! The password needs to be set more complicated! Or you can take the computer away too!”

Lin Youban walked to the corridor to turn on the light step by step, the switch of the sensor light was very sensitive, and when the light touched the corridor light with his fingertips, it would "swish" brightly, but when he looked back, there was no one in the corner.

Lin Youbei's expression became tense in a rare way, his eyes wandered around the small room, and finally he saw Lu Xinghe leaning on the window sill by the window.

His face suddenly turned livid because the other party was too close to the window. He rushed over with big steps, but his movements were very light. He was afraid of startling the other party. He even tried to control his coaxing voice as softly as possible, with a trembling end The ground seemed to be coaxing a stubborn cat: "Xinghe, come here, it's dangerous there."

The windows are opened outwards, the floor is five or six floors high, and there is no foothold outside the wall. The guards are sure that no one will jump down, so there is no protective fence outside the window. Lu Xinghe might fall from the wide open window at any moment.

Lin Youband's heart was also hanging in front of the fully opened window. Invisibly, a pair of sharp-edged scissors were tightly attached to the thread that tied the heart. Lu Xinghe, who was leaning on the window sill, only needed to move slightly Fingers, can break that heart to pieces.

The beating sound of "dongdong" was stiff and stiff, and Lin Youbandi was so anxious that smoke came out of his throat.

But Lu Xinghe knew nothing about his anxiety.He turned his face to the side, and smiled towards the window with broken eyes. The bright light in the room was printed in a pair of pupils, but there was a kind of indescribable darkness, "What did you say?"

The imaginary Lin Youbandi was standing outside the window with his whole body bathed in light. He was hanging in mid-air, smiling at him equally brightly, with a gentle look on his slightly turned face, and the corners of his crimson lips were hooked nicely, revealing a line of whiteness. White teeth: "I said, why didn't you follow?"

"where to?"

"Come home with me."

Lu Xinghe shook his head hesitantly: "I won't go."

The smile on the faces of the people outside the window disappeared immediately, and changed into a frozen impatience: "Oh, yes, then you can stay here."

His fickleness made Lu Xinghe at a loss, and he hurriedly asked: "Then when will you come pick me up again?"

The other party didn't speak, turned around and left.

Lu Xinghe wanted to chase after him, but was stopped by someone.

The man's voice was shrill: "Xinghe!"

Someone called him from behind, Lu Xinghe turned his head, but there was no one there.

"Who called me?" He hated this damn auditory hallucination.

"Don't go to the window, come here." In the void, a faint voice said to him.

"Where is the window?"

"Stay where you are! Don't move! Don't go back!"

"But—" Lu Xinghe anxiously turned his head to look at Lin Youband's back.The opponent is walking too fast, if you don't chase, it may be too late.

"Xinghe, don't go, be obedient, come back quickly! Please!"

Lu Xinghe covered his ears and shook his head, and said to the chattering phantom: "It's so noisy! Shut up!"

Lin Youbi in the room quickly knelt down for him.

"Baby, don't do this!"

"Shut up!" Lu Xinghe screamed.

"Okay, okay! I won't talk!"

Lin Youban's forehead was covered with cold sweat, and even his back was wet. He moved forward inch by inch, fearing that any small movement would greatly stimulate the delirious Lu Xinghe in front of him. He approached and coaxed: " I won't talk, but don't go backwards, okay, take one step forward, just one step!"

While shaking his head, Lu Xinghe anxiously turned his head to look out the window, and moved back a little involuntarily.

He vaguely knew that the voice in front of him, whose face could not be seen clearly, seemed to be for his own good, but he was about to lose track of Lin Youbandit!

Seeing that he was still backing away, Lin Youban had no choice but to raise his voice to persuade him: "Xinghe! You can't go any further! It's too dangerous! Think about your parents, one day they will need you Your care!"

parents?

Lu Xinghe said: "They are Xingyuan."

"What about me?" The figure who couldn't see the face raised his chin slightly, his expression froze for a moment, and he said, "I only have you."

Lu Xinghe was stunned by these short words. For a moment, he even suspected that he was facing two completely different Lin Youbands.

They contradict each other, tit for tat, and he is forced to stand between them, in a dilemma.

In the end, it was Lin Youband who insisted on leaving behind who had the upper hand.

Lin Youban once thought that if he slammed the door and left, Lu Xinghe would definitely not chase him.

But the real Lu Xinghe was completely opposite to what he had imagined.

He eagerly stretched out his hand to grab the non-existent corner of the clothes, and called his name anxiously at the illusory back: "Lin Youbandit!"

The whole body leaning out of the window was thrown backwards, Lu Xinghe suddenly lost his balance and fell back top-heavy.

Lin Youbandi, who was already very close to him, flew over, but only managed to grab one of his sleeves in time.

The slender fingers twisted into a terrible arc due to the force. Lin Youband held him tightly, even if he was taken out of the window by the falling force, the tightly clasped fingers did not loosen.

Parents, relatives, best friends... He was pushed by fate to the cusp in his life, no matter how hard he struggled, he never really grasped anything.In this life, there is only this clear-eyed lover left, who never wants to let go after holding onto her.

The world is indifferent, and the world is filthy. He, Lin Youbandit, has lived ups and downs for half his life, so he may not be really not dirty.But he tried his best to give all clean love and enthusiasm to Lu Xinghe.

After getting along for so many days, how could he not know Lu Xinghe's real illness.

He is afraid that he is fickle, and he thinks he is dirty.

Faced with all the reasonable doubts of his lover, Lin Youban was irrefutable.

He is willing to use his whole life to prove that he is not fickle, but he cannot deny the stains he once had.

Fifteen or sixteen-year-old youths trek alone in the muddy world. In order to climb high, it is inevitable that their shoes will be dirty.

One will succeed and all will die.This is ancient and modern.The blood that had been sprinkled in front of his bandit's seat had a strong stench that could never be erased.

But Lu Qiuming, the tip of the iceberg, has already made Lu Xinghe jealous of him all the time, looking back at the thorny path he came from, he has too much dirt that he can't hide, and he doesn't want to hide.

Therefore, even if he knows that it is the other party's heart disease, he also knows that he may not be a good doctor for him.

The extremely fast falling wind whistled in his ears, Lu Xinghe was grabbed tightly, his nails were embedded in his flesh, the pain caused him to shudder violently.

The person holding him knocked heavily on the window sill with his instep, and turned around protecting him from an unbelievable angle. He was hugged face to face, he was on top, and the other person was on the bottom.

"Lin Youbandit?" Lu Xinghe, who suddenly woke up, opened his eyes wide.

Lin Youbie kissed his lips reverently and said, "Listen, it's not your fault."

The moment before touching the ground, the stunned Lu Xinghe was thrown out of his arms and pushed upwards fiercely.

"boom----"

The man who had been hugging him tightly finally let go at the last moment—Lin Youban tried his best to increase his chances of surviving, not caring that he would suffer a greater impact as a result of being placed underneath.

At this last moment, he didn't say anything nice.She didn't even kiss his forehead as usual, hooked his earlobe with the tip of her wet tongue, and said with a sticky voice like a warm wind blowing into her heart, "Baby, I like you, and I only like you in this life."

What this man said is true.

Before falling into a coma, Lu Xinghe thought, he really only loves him, and even himself has to sit in the back row.

He was afraid that he would blame himself when he woke up, so he planned for a rainy day and left the simplest last words.

He said, "Look, it's not your fault."

……

Li Huanming fell into a state of anxiety he had never experienced before. He was like a fly whose head had been pinched off, with no direction.Because Whisper, who had been advising him and giving him clear instructions, suddenly disappeared.

Li Huanming kept trying to send emails to Whisper, who suddenly disappeared from the world, but all the emails he sent disappeared.

Surrounded by extreme anxiety and fear, he sat by the bed, staring blankly at Li Shichuan who had been given a sedative and had been in a coma.

What should I do?what do I do? ...

Li Huanming kept asking himself.

In the dim light, in the sleepless days and nights, a wild and bold idea took shape.

Li Huanming edited a new email. When he sent it, he told himself that this would be the last email he sent to Whisper. If he didn’t get a reply, he would risk everything and use his own way. , to reveal the long-buried truth to the world.