white sparrow

When Lu Linan was ordering food, he found that his mobile phone was dead, the screen had been flooded, and the screen was on, but there was no way to sense and operate it.

It has been used for four or five years, and it was soaked in pond water last night. It is very rare to be able to persist until now. Lu Linan does not want to toss and fix it. It is time to replace it with a new one.

"I just found out, isn't this the mobile phone you gave me?" The white bird lay on Lu Linan's shoulder. He had just taken a shower and was starving for food. He was fiddling with the mobile phone, looking at Lu Linan with nostalgia Photo.

"You didn't change the photo?"

"I'm not willing to change."

"You're so narcissistic, you're still reluctant to change your photo." Bai Que skillfully teased Lu Lin'an, and then fell on the bed. He was so hungry, he took out his mobile phone and ordered two servings of chicken curry meal.

Seeing Bai Que's skillful movements, Lu Lin'an actually felt a little strange. When he was separated from him, he obviously didn't know how to use a mobile phone very much.

"Why didn't you ask yourself why you used my photo as your wallpaper?" Lu Linan also lay back on the bed. Bai Que thought he was too big and took up space, so he asked him to move to the side, but Lu Linan directly moved it to him. in my arms.

"Young and ignorant, with eyes but no eyes." Baique failed to resist, but refused to admit defeat with his mouth.

"Tough mouth."

When the two were arguing about the photos, the screen of Lu Linan's phone lit up. It was Qin Beige who called him. The screen couldn't slide, so Lu Linan borrowed Baique's phone to call back.

"Hello? Is this Lin An?" Qin Beige asked hesitantly.

"It's me, sorry, my phone is broken."

"I have to hand in my homework in the class that will be held later. Can you come back? If you don't come back in time, can I hand it in for you?"

"Ah... I forgot, please, it's on the table."

Today happened to be Monday, Lu Lin'an and Bai Que were probably going to be absent from work, and they wanted to ask Bai Que to take a leave of absence, but saw him hugging the pillow and staring at him, not knowing what he was thinking.

"Lin An, this title is so intimate."

"You were also very intimate when you called me Brother An last night, and it was very...sexy." Lu Lin'an recollected the ending sound of the white sparrow begging for mercy last night, and carefully said a word that could still describe the scene at that time.

"Go away." Bai Que kicked him and buried himself in the quilt, and was dug out by Lu Linan after a while. Lu Linan let Bai Que rest on his lap, and Bai Que turned over Turn your back on him.

"I changed my name when I was an adult, and now Lin An is written on the household registration book, and they don't even know my past name." Lu Lin'an wanted to tease him at first, saying something so sour to see Bai Que's reaction, but then Afraid that he would fail to come to power, he confessed directly.Lu Lin'an's voice was smiling, but it wasn't irritating, it was just explaining such a fact to Bai Que.

The white sparrow still turned his back to him, and there was no reaction. Lu Linan was not in a hurry, stroking his fluffy natural curls, and he has always been patient with the white sparrow.

"When I was in my second year of high school, it was actually before..." Bai Que was a little incoherent, as if he wanted to tell Lu Linan what happened the year they parted, but because it was too complicated, he didn't know how to organize his words.

"It's okay, you can speak slowly, I'm listening." Lu Lin'an bent down, kissed the white bird on the cheek, and comforted his restless lover.

The story is long and boring, but fortunately, Bai Que's narration logic is clear. After listening to it, Lu Linan understood roughly that the past is not important anymore. Bai Que's panic and his waiting are in the past tense. The white bird with eyes closed looked at each other, and only asked the white bird one last question: "Did you expect me to appear when you left?"

"Yes, I have." Bai Que still couldn't stop his tears. In the two days since he reunited with Lu Lin'an, he shed more tears than when they parted.

"That's enough," Lu Lin'an wiped away Bai Que's tears, all his tenderness was used to bear Bai Que's pain, "I'm sorry Bai Que, I should go to you, I should go to you."

"Don't be like this, don't take all the mistakes on yourself. If you do this, I will feel that I have nothing wrong with me." The white bird buried its head on Lu Linan's shoulders, as if someone had taken all the strength out of its body, and could only rely on it. Lu Lin'an maintained his strength to speak.

The other half who was lost in the past by the two three years ago finally embraced again.

The two of them stayed until the evening before turning away from the hotel, although Lu Lin'an really wanted to stay another night.

As a result, Bai Que opened the bedside table, patted the empty drawer, and said, "It's gone."

"What? I just want to stay with you for a while." Lu Lin'an's pure thoughts were distorted and he had to defend himself righteously, but he only got Bai Que's eyes that I believe you.

"...I'll take you back to the dormitory." Lu Lin'an was a little amused, and buttoned his crumpled shirt, and waited for the white bird to slowly put on his clothes. It seemed that his waist still hurt.

On a night in late spring, Lu Linan held the hand of the white sparrow, and his palms were hot and sweaty. Fortunately, there was an evening breeze passing slowly, so that he had an excuse not to let go, and the sound of insects and the occasional whistle rang along the way.

This journey ended soon, and Baique's school was right next door, even if it was sent to the bottom of the dormitory, it didn't extend much distance. He pressed a reluctant kiss on Baique's lips, and watched him go up the stairs.

Lu Lin'an stood downstairs, looking at the window with silvery white light, and left after a long, long time.

When Lu Linan returned to the dormitory, it was almost curfew. After being warned by the dormitory manager, he honestly admitted his mistake and went upstairs.

When he opened the door of the dormitory, he was surrounded by a group of people. His roommate winked at him and asked maliciously, "Brother An, why are you still staying at night? Where have you been outside all day?"

"Today, my buddies rushed to give you an answer and almost got discovered by the teacher. Would you like to thank us?"

"When did you have a girlfriend? Don't tell me, do you not treat us as brothers?"

Lu Linan sat back on his seat, raised his bruised right arm, and half-jokingly lied to fool them: "There was a car accident, and someone blackmailed me."

The roommates were stunned after listening to it, and couldn't tell the truth from the fake. They wanted to say more, but they were stunned by Lu Lin'an's Tai Chi skills, and finally didn't ask anything.

On Tuesday morning, Lu Linan only had two classes, and in both classes, he sat in the last row and sent messages to Bai Que.

The heads of both of them are silver-throated long-tailed tits. Last night Lu Linan took out the photos of the birds in his computer and asked the white bird to choose one. After the white bird sent him a series of ellipses, he changed into the last The fat one.

Both of them wore the heads of two little birds, Lu Lin'an sent ten sentences, and the white sparrow replied to him.

"You definitely have a girlfriend. Da Bentou smiled like this when he was chatting with his girlfriend." The head of the dormitory observed for a long time, and finally slapped his head with a look of sudden realization, "Damn it, you don't like it." Did you go to the big sister who drove the red sports car that bumped into you yesterday?"

Did I mess with them like this yesterday?Why did you add oil and vinegar yourself?

Lu Lin'an wiped away the rippling smile on his face, frowned seriously, and said, "No."

During the summer vacation, Lu Lin'an stalked and finally got Bai Que to agree to go back to town with him. Bai Que really couldn't cope with his obsessive appearance. In order to avoid the peak of the crowd, the two bought early morning For the ticket, Bai Que dragged his luggage to the station and still looked awake, and he didn't have time to take care of his hair. Lu Linan took the opportunity to rub it on the pretext of helping him comb it, and Bai Que slapped the back of his hand red.

The seats of the two were next to each other, and the white bird leaned on Lu Linan's shoulder and went back to sleep with a blindfold on.

The high-speed train was moving forward for about 10 minutes. A girl in a polo dress walked over hesitantly, holding her mobile phone in her hand, and there were girls behind her who made encouraging gestures towards her.

"Hi, may I have your WeChat?" The girl's voice was low, as if she was worried about waking up the white bird beside her.

"I'm sorry I have a lover." Lu Linan also lowered his voice and quietly rejected her request.

"...No, actually..." The girl bit her lower lip, and finally mustered up the courage to point to the white sparrow, and said, "Actually, I want the contact information of the boy next door to you, but he is sleeping."

Lu Linan: "..."

After a long silence, Lu Linan showed a harmless smile and said to the girl, "Actually, I don't know him, so I can't give it to you."

After finishing speaking, he felt the white bird leaning on his shoulder tremble slightly because of holding back his laughter. Lu Lin'an stretched out his hand to pull off his blindfold, and met his crooked eyebrows with a smile.

"Give it to her when you're awake." Lu Lin'an's small thoughts were exposed, and he shook the white bird off his shoulders, pretending to be generous.

When Bai Que looked at the girl, he gave Lu Lin'an a meaningful look with the upturned corners of his eyes. He clasped Lu Lin'an's hand, and said to the girl with a little apology: "I'm sorry, I am his lover."

Bai Que generously admitted the relationship between the two of them. Lu Linan was briefly shocked, and then happily circled his thumb with his thumb. Bai Que clamped his other four fingers tightly, warning him not to mess around.

The girl stood there in surprise, quickly put away her phone, waved her hands, and apologized in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't know what happened, you look very compatible, I hope you will last forever."

Thanking her for her blessing, the white sparrow ignored Lu Linan's enthusiastic gaze, put on the blindfold and leaned back on his shoulder, dispelling Lu Linan's intention to make use of it.

"Forever and ever, I get dizzy when I think that I have known you since I was seven years old, and I will be haunted by you for decades before and after." The white sparrow said disgusting words in a voice that only the two of them could hear, but in the words With a smile.

"Why can't it be 100 years?" Lu Lin'an leaned over with some dissatisfaction and muttered.

"What are you dreaming about? Decades are enough, and another 100 years." The white bird snorted softly, expressing its disdain.

"Just keep your mouth shut, did you lean on my shoulder just now so you couldn't bear to sleep?" Lu Lin'an's tone was smug, piercing Bai Que's duplicity.

"I was wrong, you can always refresh my understanding of you, why didn't I know you were so narcissistic?" Bai Que took off the blindfold and gave Lu Lin'an a white look, tilted his head to the side, and rested on the seat In a daze, Lu Lin'an broke him back and leaned on his shoulder.

It was already past nine o'clock in the evening when we returned to the town, and most of the passers-by who had been walking had already gone home, and the two of them walked down the path generously holding hands.

Not much has changed on this road, with a few broken floor tiles and a few new fast food restaurants, but the breakfast place the two of them used to go to most in high school still sits quietly on the corner of the street.

The two used to look for their sister along this road, and went to and from school together along this road, and now they also go home along this road.

Lu Linan brought the keys to the house, but he still decided to knock on the door. Hearing the excited barking of dogs and the sound of flipping slippers, the strength of the white sparrow holding Lu Linan became stronger. Lu Linan knew that he was nervous, didn't he? Say nothing more, just hold him back with the same strength.

"Stinky boy, you are finally back..."

Mother Lin, who had been waiting all day, rushed out of the room, but she didn't expect Bai Que to stand beside Lu Lin'an. He didn't change much, he grew a little taller.They held hands, just like the scene when they came to play at home together a few years ago.

"Aunt Lin, I'm sorry."

"Silly boy, what are you talking about? Auntie will be the happiest when you come back." Mother Lin said, tears streaming down her cheeks, she stepped forward and hugged Bai Que, who patted her back to comfort her and cried. Mother Lin, who was out of breath, and Lu Lin'an hugged them both in his arms. The three of them stood at the door of the house, and it took a long time before they returned to the room.