Refraction

Chen Gong didn't go back to the company, but drove home directly.

But after parking the car in the parking lot of the apartment, Chen Gong didn’t want to get out of the car anymore—the air-conditioning in the car was enough to make him comfortable, but he had to get used to the sweltering heat when he got home, and it took him another quarter of an hour to wait for the air-conditioning to turn on again. When the temperature in the room cools down...

Just thinking about it is sticky and manic.

There was a cigarette thrown on the instrument panel, which was given to him by Zheng Yi just now.

Chen Gong touched it, rolled down the window and lit it, and sighed deeply as the smoke came out.

Chen Gong realized that his emotion at the moment was anger.But where did this anger come from, I really couldn't figure it out.

Pressing the phone, there is no missed call from Zheng Yi in the contact history; clicking on the WeChat chat list, Zheng Yi has no message—no action to explain anything to himself.

Aware of his expectations, Chen Gong thought he was ridiculous again—he was nothing more than a hot pot with red oil that a dude used to taste something new. If he burned his mouth, he would go to find another delicacy, why bother? Also explaining something to a pot of choking peppers...

Isn't there Yang Yi's kind invitation to him tonight?

The tone of the publicly released voice was lingering and pathetic—not to mention Zheng Yi, even he felt his cheeks were hot and his pants were tight when he heard it.But Chen Gong is not Yang Yi, not a cute little sheep, but a weather-beaten bear in the wilderness. Even if he tries his best, he can't manage to have a soft and sweet tone. "

Thinking of this, Chen Gong gave another wry smile.

Tired from traveling, instead of continuing to think about the species difference between "bears and sheep" in the car, it is better to go upstairs early, take a bath and go to bed early.

After taking off his seat belt and pulling out the key, when Chen Gong was about to get out of the car, the phone in his hand suddenly rang.

Caller ID: [Shawn].

After staring at the familiar name suspiciously for a long time, Chen Gong confirmed that he was not mistaken, and muttered: "...What is this person calling for?——I'm having trouble with a sheep?"

After thinking about it, he pressed the answer button.

When Wang Yao arrived at the restaurant, Zheng Yi was nestling on the sofa in the private room, fiddling with his mobile phone.

After sitting down, Wang Yao asked him: "Which one are you trying to do?"

Zheng Yi sat up straight, pointed to the menu on the table with his chin, and said, "Uncle Wang, please order."

Wang Yao had a constipated expression on his face, and said, "You are... scary! You usually call me Old Wang when you have nothing to do, but now you suddenly call me Uncle Wang, I feel flustered..."

Zheng Yi also had a bitter face, and tried his best to smile: "Uncle, I feel bad..."

Wang Yao was flipping through the menu, but his eyes kept falling on Zheng Yi: "Don't be impulsive—tell uncle what's going on?"

Zheng Yi bit the straw of lemonade: "What did you say you asked me to come... You are a straight man in your forties with a family and a house, how can you understand the love and hatred of a young man like me..."

Wang Yao was not happy: "Hey - I don't understand why, the old straight man has the life experience and wisdom of the old straight man!"

Zheng Yi looked at Wang Yao with half-dead eyes. After watching for a long time, he was amused again. After a long time of amused, he frowned and said, "I've made Chen Gong a scumbag."

Wang Yao took a sip of lemonade and sprayed it over.

After Lao Wang sprayed his face with water like this, Zheng Yi went to the bathroom to wash his face, just in time to cool down his forehead.

When returning to the box from the bathroom, there were two more people in the seat - Qiu Mang and her younger brother.

Zheng Yi was in a much better mood now—passing around Qiu Mang with a sullen face, he rubbed directly next to Qiu Mang's younger brother, hugged the boy's shoulders, and then turned back to Qiu Mang with a flattering smile: "It's better that sister understands me, oxygenate my soul." Bring it here!"

The boy Zheng Yi called "Spiritual Oxygen Bar" was Qiu Qiu, who was Zheng Yi's half-children. They played together in high school, and they didn't separate until Zheng Yi went to study in university.

Personality is simple, straightforward and kind, the point is that he hasn’t changed from childhood to adulthood——Zheng Yi has really come into contact with too many young masters who were "tainted" in a mess because of the "silt" of the "dandy family", and Qiu is undoubtedly one of many One of the rare snow lotus flowers in the failure case was very clean, so it was nicknamed "Spiritual Oxygen Bar" by Zheng Yi.

Here Zheng Yi rubbed Qiu's blue hair, teasing him, "Are you still used to your boyfriend's 'dye fetish'?", and Qiu Mang cleared his throat heavily.

Zheng Yi was so frightened that he restrained his movements, he didn't dare to face Qiu Mang, and looked at Wang Yao winkingly: "You are too big to fight, why did you call so many people - send you off in advance?"

Wang Yao said: "You child - the old straight man can't understand, can Qiumanqiu understand?"

Qiu Mang was also unceremonious: "There's no way to go—what's wrong with you?"

Zheng Yi hid behind Qiu Mang, just like when he fought with someone in high school and was taught by Qiu Mang: "Good sister, don't be so straight...I'm afraid..."

With a constipated expression on Qiu Mang's face, she sneered: "Heh - I usually call my sister when I have nothing to do - now I suddenly call my sister, I feel flustered!"

After listening to Qiu Mang's lines, Zheng Yixin made up his mind: No wonder Wang Yao always admired Qiu Mang?The two Ganqing are really the same kind of people, as far as the lines are concerned.

Qiumang propped her chin, stared at Zheng Yi and asked, "Tell me, what's the matter?"

Zheng Yi moved a little from behind Qiumang, first looked at Wang Yao who was sitting across from him, then looked at Qiumang next to him, and finally turned back to look carefully at Qiumang: "I found that... I like Chen attacked."

Qiu Mang sprayed out a mouthful of lemonade.

The winning bid this time is autumn.

After being thrown out of the car by Chen Gong two hours ago, Zheng Yi and Wang Yao resigned.

On the phone, Wang Yao urged Zheng Yi to "calm down first", and made an appointment with Zheng Yi to "have a good talk", and Zheng Yi agreed.

After hanging up Wang Yao's call, Zheng Yi wiped away the "tears of remorse from a hot-blooded man" before calming down.

——"Are you in love with my senior?"

Zheng Yi thought: It seems so.

He hadn't noticed it before...but the moment he let go of Chen Gong's arm just now, looking at Chen Gong's back, Zheng Yi felt that the answer was certain—"Yes."

Looking into the origin of the love, Zheng Yicai felt that everything seemed to make sense: it wasn't sympathy for him for treating street stalls as delicacy in the world; it wasn't pity for him smoking cheap cigarettes; He was violated; every time his emotions were ignited, his forehead became hot, he became reckless and impulsive... it was based on one premise-I like him.

After Zheng Yi's HALO interview in August, Qiu Mang was bombarded with serial shells that night:

——"Chen Gong is so handsome!"

— "Do you know him?"

—"Is it possible for me?"

Using "sex at first sight" to describe my mood doesn't seem so pleasant and romantic. After thinking for a long time, I found "love at first sight" from the scarce vocabulary.

"It fell in love at first sight, and then fell in love, and there was no motive to move the earth. It's as simple as that... Sister, I think you are right: how you changed the way to torment him later was all because he was not convinced by his treatment of me. So indifferent, I want to show my presence in front of him..."

Qiu Mang sighed helplessly: "Then if you like someone, you can confess if you want to confess, and restrain yourself if you don't want to confess; why are you arguing to leave the job?"

Wang Yao nodded in agreement.

"It's too complicated—to put it simply, I accidentally learned that Chen Gong was being bullied one day...that is, the person being bullied is suspected to be Chen Gong—I just want to find out: Is he really the one?" The person who was bullied. Then I lost my ID card when I was on a business trip in Chengdu. He took me in for a night. The ID card was found the next day. I opened the room but didn’t go back to sleep. I still stayed with Chen Gong In the room..."

After listening to Zheng Yi's long speech about the ins and outs, Wang Yao nodded his head: "Then...why don't you go back to your room to sleep?"

Zheng Yi explained: "Because I want to find an opportunity to verify whether he is the one being bullied!"

Qiu Mang was puzzled: "Does it have anything to do with you?"

"It's okay but...but I like him!" Zheng Yi was full of confidence—after he figured out his feelings, those behaviors that he didn't even understand the motives now had an explanation.Zheng Yi took a sip and continued: "Then I didn't hide my room card properly, and Chen Gong saw it, and he asked me what was going on—I can't say I want to know if you were being bullied—— If such a shameless thing is admitted by such a face-saving person, wouldn't that kill him?"

"Yes." As Chen Gong's junior, Qiu nodded his head.

Wang Yao asked: "Then what - how did you explain it?"

"I was quick to think, and said: 'Because I like you, I want to live in the same room with you!'——Chen Gong is so deceitful, and he actually believed it."

Wang Yao nodded repeatedly and sighed, "You are so smart! I can't make it up..." But Qiu Mang stopped him by saying, "Are you all idiots? What's so smart about this?!"

Here, Zheng Yi continued: "Then when I came back from the landing this afternoon, I made an appointment with someone to open a room tonight to play... I accidentally released the voice, and the person said that the room was ready and waited for me ——Chen Gong heard it and felt that I was playing tricks on him..."

Qiu Mang said, "If you give it to me, I'll be angry too!"

Qiu said: "Give it to me and I'll beat you!"

Zheng Yi smiled wryly: "I really wanted to be beaten by him, at least he could vent his anger... But he didn't beat me, and threw me by the side of the road."

"So..." Wang Yao became more and more confused: "I want to resign... just because of this?"

"That's why." Zheng nodded.

Qiu Mang didn't understand again: "Why?"

Zheng Yi didn't understand why Qiu Mang couldn't understand: "Is it not clear that Chen Gong will not tolerate me even more?"

Qiu Mang still didn't understand: "Then you explain to him..."

Zheng Yimeng shook his head: "If I could say this, I would have said it a long time ago - I'm not a fool, it's just that I can't say it because I'm dead!"

Qiu Mang's mind clicked, thinking of the sentence that Zheng Yi asked repeatedly: "Does he have a heart-shaped birthmark on his left chest?!"

Chen Gong was bullied; he still couldn't tell; the heart-shaped birthmark on his chest...

Qiu Mang frowned: "Could it be...Could it be that Chen Gong was..."

This time, Qiu Qiu spoke quickly: "Senior Chen Gong is actually a very nice person—as long as he is not raped or something, why can't we directly confirm with him?"

Zheng Yiyi thumped the table: "But just—"

Talk fast, and the car brakes fast.Zheng Yi closed his mouth in the middle, but the eyes of the other three were all focused on Zheng Yi.

It took a little effort to burst out laughing, Zheng Yi tried to get away with it: "Oh no... how can I?"

Then there was a few seconds of silence.

Zheng Yi slapped himself on the burning forehead: "I'm just a fucking bastard! I just can't even tell a lie! ——Whoever dares to speak out about this matter, I will... I will kill my relatives righteously! "

Qiu Mang raised his hand and waved away Zheng's threat: "How do you know?"

Zheng Yi let out a "tsk", thought for a while, took out the mobile phone from his pocket and flicked it, muttering sadly in his mouth: "But I can't show him to you, a girl... Forget it, let me show it to Qiu." ——Qiuu, help me identify if this is Chen Gong——Ah, forget it, what the hell am I doing, why should I show him to others... It's still one less person who knows it's a... ..."

So he talked to himself and took the evidence back into his pocket.

Wang Yao suddenly said: "Okay... Zheng Yi, put it away and don't show it to anyone—Actually, I know a little about Chen Gong being sexually... bullied..."

Zheng Yi raised his head.

Wang Yao took out his mobile phone and a pack of cigarettes from his suit pocket, and lit one himself: "Chen Gong is actually quite pretty..."

Zheng Yi nodded repeatedly.

"Now I don't dress very well in HALO, I dress like a high school student every day - when he used to sing in a bar in Houhai, he was very handsome! At that time, he encountered a lot of poor hands..." Wang Yao said, never The old pictures were dug out from the phone photo album and placed on the table.

Zheng Yi quickly pulled over to take a look.

"At that time we often went to the bar in that area, and Chen Gong and I met him at that time. Once our company was filming something and rented Chen Gong's bar during the day; he was on duty that day—he also worked during the day. waiter—The cameraman couldn’t fix a small problem on the equipment. Chen Gong came over and said he could help, and it was resolved in a few clicks. Then he took the opportunity to talk to me—this kid has a brain and knows what he wants. What do you want; I can also see that he is actively wanting to contact us, wanting to get on the line of our photography company. I think he is self-motivated, so I gave him the opportunity—”

"He was in his junior year... I found out that he was gone a few times, and asked his boss, and it turned out that he had been beaten and was hospitalized—because he made a fool of the guests. I have his WeChat account, I went to ask him what happened to the boy? He said it was nothing, and had a conflict with the client. I said that you can sing whatever song they ask you to sing, why are you conflicting with them?"

Speaking of this, Wang Yao paused for a moment, knocked his cigarette butt in the ashtray, then sighed, and continued with Zheng Yi's "knowledge-hungry" eyes: "Chen Gong said: They poured yogurt on the microphone Let me lick and show them..."

Wang Yao looked at Zheng Yi, only to see a bean-sized teardrop in his eye socket falling on the table.

"I told him: Come and work here, and you won't go to the bar in the future - he came. Then your dad sold the company, and I jumped out to do it alone - now HALO - I have always brought he……"

After listening to the story, Zheng Yi tilted his head and wiped his tears.

After wiping it off for a long time, Zheng Yi angrily scolded his unsatisfied eyes, "Fuck!"

Qiu patted him on the shoulder, and Zheng Yi hurried to explain.Qiu said: "Understood—the angry tears of a hot-blooded man..."

It took a lot of effort for Zheng Yicai to stop his tears, and after being quiet for a long time, he frowned and gritted his teeth and said, "I really like him... I don't know where the sense of responsibility comes from—I just want to guard him, so I want to be a bit of a storm for him... When I think that I didn't appear by his side earlier at that time, I feel that I missed the time and made a big mistake, so that I let him suffer that kind of crime——Thinking about it, I can't wait to beat myself twice hand……"

Wang Yao couldn't help laughing after hearing this: "Silly boy, didn't you suffer in England at that time?" After finishing speaking, he stopped his cigarette and nodded: "But love is like this: there is no logic... "

Qiu Mang just finished touching the tears, and sniffed a few times to Zheng Dao: "If you feel that you owe him this experience, if you want to have a chance to make up for him, if you want to have a chance to express your feelings to him, then don't What are you thinking about such a naive thing as resigning..."

Zheng nodded.

Qiuqiu said without thinking: "But as far as I know—senior Chen Gong is also 1."

Zheng Yi, Qiu Mang, and Wang Yao at the same time: "What?"

A casual remark suddenly attracted so much attention, Qiu was a little flustered, and finally looked at Qiu Mang and said, "Senior Chen Gong is not the one who chased after your senior uniform department... What is his name?... Call……"

Qiu Mang's memory also searched out this gossip that was vague because of being too long: "Sean?"

"Yes!" Qiu nodded repeatedly.

The author has something to say: Little Theater 1——

Zheng Yi shed tears of emotion as a hot-blooded man: "No matter what he says, just say that Chen Gong is not straight, that's really fucking good!"

Qiu Mang: "?"

Zheng Yizhong said: "This is really great..."

Small Theater 2——

I have been writing pure love for a long time, and there is a very strong sense of disobedience: how do I feel that the straight man in the novel is the one who cherishes animals... everyone else is bent...

Small Theater 3——

"Autumn baby, daddy loves you!"