Refraction

Seeing Chen Gong's reaction to his "first kiss is still there", Zheng Yi felt it was funny: "Eh? I said Chen Gong—do you think I'm a particularly dandy and slutty? Do you think my private life is particularly dirty and messy?" ? Playing abuse, playing three-four-five-player game, how to play how high?"

Chen Gong did not deny it.

"Engrave! Stencil! Seal! Elephant!" Director Zheng reprimanded: "I'm just running around with my mouth, and I haven't even talked about a serious relationship for more than three months!"

Chen Gong frowned: "Aren't you playing friends with Yang Yi...?"

"I didn't even kiss him on the mouth!"

Chen Gong asked: "Didn't you two go on a date on the night of September 9th?"

"how do you know?"

Chen Gong didn't come up with an answer for a while, but Zheng Yi didn't seem to want to ask, but explained in a dejected way: "He didn't come that day—he was entangled by a client..."

Chen Gong was stunned.

——Didn't have a relationship with Yang Yi, and Zheng Yi came to Chengdu the next day...then the secret filming incident...didn't it happen?

Chen Gong's mind was a little confused, he stroked his thoughts, and asked again: "Then... what's wrong with you?"

Nothing wrong... Zheng Yixin thought: We just made an appointment to play adult games tonight.

After a while, there was a "bang" in my head: Fuck!The chat went so smoothly that I almost forgot about the "confession" with Chen Gong yesterday afternoon... After taking a deep puff of cigarette, Zheng Yicai frowned, and stuttered to make up something: "Actually... hey , I can't say it, it's just..."

"Doesn't it feel right?"

"Yes!" Chen Gong's question gave Zheng Yi inspiration: "It just doesn't feel right! ——Hey, I felt too lonely after returning to China, and my mother is not here, so I just wanted to find a companion... …Yang Yi also happened to jump in front of me at that time, but it just—it didn’t feel right!”

Zheng Yi glanced at Chen Gong, thinking that Chen Gong might also understand this kind of loneliness.

"Whether I love him or not... Maybe I'm too dull for this kind of thing. I can't figure it out... Is it because I want to have something to do with him? Is love the motive?... Or is it the desire accumulated from being alone for too long? I can't always figure it out..."

Originally, he wanted to make up some reason to make up for the gap in the lie, but Zheng Yi felt that he was telling the truth: "Once Qiu Mang asked me: What is the life I am looking forward to not being lonely? ? I told her: Just find a partner and live together; he depends on me, I protect him, just live like this, and if possible, raise a big dog—it should be like this..."

Chen Gong drove the car seriously, paying full attention to the road conditions, and Zheng Yi just took advantage of this to look at him calmly: "It doesn't feel right: I just feel that this person doesn't necessarily have to be Yang Yi...maybe it's someone else. Well, maybe someone else is better - but I want to get rid of the loneliness so much, I made the decision a bit hastily. Qiumang said that I called it "tolerate"...I feel that she said the same thing...I just want to get along It’s just a game, but calm down and think that I am not impulsive, reckless, or passionate about Yang Yi—I don’t know if what Qiu Mang said is right, but I think it makes sense.”

Chen Gong accepted the quarrel, and said lightly: "Qiu Mang is right."

Zheng Yi asked Chen Gong: "What about you...are you afraid?"

Chen Gong didn't speak for a while, and then nodded suddenly.

This reaction made Zheng Yi's nose sour—if Chen Gong hadn't been driving, he really had the urge to hold his hedgehog head in his arms to comfort him.

However, Chen Gong's head was at the same level as his own, so if he really wanted to hug...then Chen Gong's head could not be lowered to his chest, right?

Thinking about it this way, Yang Yi, who is exquisite and compact, is more suitable to choose a partner.

After talking about distracted topics, the atmosphere in the car became a bit strange.

Zheng Yi lit another cigarette for himself: "Anyway, the two of us are not enemies in the future... It's good if we can develop in the direction of friends, just to keep each other entertained... As for the confession—you don't have to take it too seriously." Don't worry about it, don't feel pressured...don't really disgust me because of this, if you add hatred to hatred, then HALO's visual department will be completely turned upside down."

Chen Gong threw a sentence: "Don't worry, I won't—anyway, my taste is not your type."

Zheng Yi felt a cluster of inexplicable displeasure: "Tell me about it? ——How awesome is the style you like?"

Chen Gong said, "Not awesome" - "It's just that his temper is milder than yours."

Zheng Yi frowned and taunted Chen Gong, "That's because you can't get me in my eyes—if you're my partner, I'll pamper you as much as you can." He said, "She's scolding you for being like that, and still thinking about others being 'gentle'? You're not asking too much."

Chen Gong also raised the bar: "The requirements are not high - Mr. Zheng can't meet the line."

Zheng Yi sneered: "Are you in love with your old lover?"

Chen Gong replied, "Don't you also have a crush on Xiao Yang?"

After stumbling a few childish words, both of them fell into silence.

When the car drove out of the Third Ring Road, Zheng Yi had already fallen asleep listening to music with headphones on.

Chen Gong glanced at Zheng Yi's sleeping appearance from the rear-view mirror, and he was still thinking about "Zheng Yi and Yang Yi didn't meet on the night of September 9th": If this is the case, then the past few days , Isn't the feeling of guilt towards Zheng Yi that I've been harboring all this time based on my own wishful misunderstanding?

Chen Gong felt that he was really an idiot - he had imagined a big show unilaterally, and he was anxious like an ant on a hot pot for it.

But forget it, it's a good thing that the "secret filming incident" didn't happen.

Thinking about it, the phone rang, and Chen Gong put on his earphones to answer the call from [Old Wang]: "Hello?"

"Xiao Chen, a new case comes in, do you want to take it?"

The client is a newly opened resort hotel.It's a bit of a knock: I only plan to spend a budget of 20 yuan, and I want to do a promotional photography for the entire resort hotel.The positioning of the hotel is light luxury and cost-effective. In a small scenic spot in the suburbs of Beijing, it wants to focus on the student and white-collar market.

Chen Gong was puzzled: "What is 20 enough for?"

Lao Wang also couldn't laugh or cry: "Yeah - this is a case recommended by a friend, and there is still a bit of human pressure... I also think that the 20 yuan is basically spent on photography materials after shooting, so how can I have money to use the media channel?" ...It is possible to do errands, but it doesn't work, isn't it a signboard?"

Chen Gong said: "That's right—this kind of petty case is too exhausting and unpleasant; 20 full hair models is the limit..."

Lao Wang sighed: "Okay, then I'll push it, just worry about how to decline... Even if you refuse, you have to pay for a table to invite someone to drink."

Chen Gong smiled, comforted the old Wang and said, "It's okay, I'll take care of you."

"Okay, you are still reliable at the critical moment - take a good rest, and you have to go on a business trip during the holidays, thanks for your hard work!"

"You're welcome."

After talking about the business, Lao Wang asked again: "Where is Zheng Yi?"

Chen Gong said, "I'm asleep, next to me."

"You two...? Sleeping together?" Old Wang gasped a little too loudly.

"What the hell - he fell asleep in my co-pilot!"

"Oh oh, I was shocked... I also want to say that you two brats are the old enemy who turned into a pillow person - a good luck for our HALO!"

Chen Gong gave a "tsk" sound: "Okay, what are you talking about... I'm driving, so I'll hang up first."

After hanging up the phone, Chen Gong heard a "chic" laugh from his side.Looking back, Zheng Yi was already awake. In order to "eavesdrop" on Chen Gong's phone, he took off one of his earphones, and hunkered down in the passenger seat and looked at this side with a very unbeatable posture and expression.

Chen Gong blushed a little.

Although the call was answered with a headset, Zheng Yi couldn't hear what Lao Wang said on the other end of the phone, but Zheng Yi couldn't help but reveal some information in his reply.

Embarrassed, so he said: "Are you awake?"

Zheng Yi sat up straight: "Wake up—Old Wang thinks we're having sex?"

Chen Gong didn't reply.

Zheng Yi also thoughtfully let go of this boring topic: "Lao Wang explained your case again?——You see, although you are a deputy prisoner, in fact, Lao Wang always asks you for advice on everything...you yourself Weigh it, you are still above me, right?"

Chen Gong said "Yeah": "Of course. I have been in HALO for six years. How could you climb on top of me as a newcomer?"

"So don't worry about it because of this - I also know that my position as the director is empty, and the real power is not as great as yours - if you once thought about it from my standpoint, you wouldn't care about me for so long... ..."

Chen Gong didn't understand Zheng Yi's meaning: "What am I thinking?"

"I don't care whether I am worthy of this position of supervisor, but if it is you: a director, the boss always bypasses you and communicates directly with the deputy supervisor. Do you think you feel uncomfortable?"

After hearing Zheng Yi's words, Chen Gong was stunned for a moment, then said coldly: "Then you are still unworthy."

Zheng Yi nodded repeatedly, followed Chen Gong's wishes, and sighed with a smirk on his face: "Yeah, I'm not worthy——I'm more worthy of the deputy director."

Chen Gong felt that Zheng Yi's words sounded awkward, and after thinking for a long time, he matched Zheng Yi's so-called "deputy director" with himself: "You kid still dare to tease me?"

Zheng Yi smiled happily: "Just kidding, just kidding, don't beat me up!"

Although the words were threatening, Chen Gong also felt that the bad pun that this guy said was quite funny, so he also laughed along with him.

Zheng looked at Chen Gong's smiling side face: the sunlight falling from the elevated bridge was shining directly into the car window, and on Chen Gong's forehead, bridge of nose, lips, and chin, a whole line with a strong sense of contour was coated with a layer of light. Shaggy gold rim.

--very nice.

Zheng Yi was so preoccupied that Chen Gong felt the gaze and turned his head.

Zheng Yi hurriedly withdrew his consciousness and moved his body, pretending nothing happened, straightened himself a few times, and sat up a little more straight.

Chen Gongfa asked: "After I drove you to the company, I happened to go up to get some things. What about you—do you have anything else to do? Are you going straight home?"

Zheng Yi felt the phone vibrate, and while taking out the phone from his pocket, he asked Chen Gong in a teasing tone: "What? You want to ask me out for dinner or something?"

Chen Gong was a little embarrassed by Zheng Yi's frankness, and let out a sneer to cover up his panic.

Zheng Yi looked at the message that popped up on his phone——[Lamb].

Continue to tease Chen Gong: "I'm free." Zheng Yi clicked on the voice message from [Little Yang]:

——"Brother Zheng, I have booked a room, what time will you come?"

Zheng glanced at the time—14:43.I figured it out: If I go to the company and have a meal with Chen Gong nearby, and then go to the appointment with Xiaoyang, I can arrive at 05:30 at the latest.

So I replied to [Lamb]: 05:30 at the latest.

But just in the middle of typing, Zheng Yicai felt that the voice just now was very strange: it didn't sound like it was coming from the earphones, but it sounded like it was released publicly.

He raised the phone a little higher, only to find that the headphone jack had already been loosened.

It was released publicly—then Chen Gong heard it too.

Zheng Yi nervously turned his head to look at Chen Gong, who stared ahead without any reaction.

After trying hard to suppress his nervousness, Zheng Yi smiled awkwardly: "This kid..."

Chen Gong said indifferently, "It's not interesting."

Zheng Yi didn't understand Chen Gong's meaning: "What...?"

Chen Gong turned around and said, "Taking fun of me—it's really boring."

From a very close distance, Chen Gong looked at him with complicated eyes, that expression like looking at a difficult child gave Zheng Yi a strong sense of oppression.

Thousands of thoughts in his mind crashed into the car with a "bang", and Zheng Yi's brain crashed again.

For the next time, Chen Gong didn't speak again, and Zheng Yi couldn't say anything either.

The car drove out of the elevated road from the next exit, Chen Gong parked the car on the side road, took off his seat belt and got out of the car, and took Zheng Yi's suitcase out of the trunk.

After understanding Chen Gong's "expulsion" action, Zheng Yi got out of the car in a hurry: "No—brother, I really didn't make fun of you!"

Chen Gong didn't say anything, and walked back to the driver's seat.

Zheng Yi was a little anxious, and grabbed Chen Gong's arm: "I really have no bad intentions! Chen Gong, I'm serious, I really want to be with you - it doesn't matter if you are a couple or not, brothers are fine, friends are fine, colleagues are fine. It's fine... don't change back again!"

Chen Gong gave Zheng Yi a cold look, which made Zheng Yi feel scared.

Although he was afraid, he still didn't let go of Chen Gong's arm.

Zheng Yi has watched a lot of TV dramas, where the protagonist gets stuck at the moment of misunderstanding, life and death can only say a line: "Listen to me to explain to you!"...then they just don't explain—every time they see this kind of situation , Zheng Yi wanted to smash through the TV and go inside to explain for them.

But at this moment, Zheng Yi really couldn't explain it.

how to explain?

Tell Chen Gong that all this is because of "I know you were knocked out and then the back door was opened"?Tell Chen Gong "I've seen how miserably you were played"?Tell Chen Gong "The confession is a lie to you"?

It only takes a moment to tell the whole truth, so what?If it is bad, Chen Gong will clean up his work station and leave from HALO with his belongings and broken dignity; Fighting to get the position" and completely reduced to a counselor who is on the edge of thin ice?

Zheng Yi suddenly thought of Qiu Mang's words - "You just have a lot of drama!" Zheng Yi felt that what she said was right.

If it wasn't for the "sympathy" that I couldn't hold back when I saw the video at the beginning; if it wasn't for the fact that I lied repeatedly and didn't have the IQ to tell the truth; At the very beginning, I chose to join HALO...

Chen Gong, a big stupid buffalo, healed his wounds early, and lived the life he was looking forward to and working hard for.

Zheng Yi, Zheng Yi, why on earth do you have to pester him?

Zheng Yi looked at the proud man in front of him, and couldn't even utter an excuse.

Finally let go, Zheng Yiyou let Chen Gong get into the car and drove away.

Standing there for a long while, when Chen Gong's car was no longer in sight, Zheng Yi lit a cigarette for himself and dialed the phone to Wang Yao.

Although I have made a decision, it still takes courage to say it: "Mr. Wang, I will not come to the company after the festival..."

Wang Yao's tone was anxious: "What's the matter?"

The cheap cigarette worth ten yuan was so choking, Zheng Yi coughed for a long time in place before he could catch his breath.He tried his best to smile and try to relax his tone, but when he said it, Zheng Yi couldn't help crying: "Uncle Wang, why am I such a fucking bastard..."

The author has something to say: The small theater——

Zheng Yi: "Aren't you still bickering and flirting...Dad stabbed us both again?"

Chen Gong: "Isn't it because you are too coquettish?"

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Shun Shun the hair of the babies.

This paragraph is a bit abusive, but this is a real emotional turning point, and the little bastard Zheng Yi must have an opportunity to grow up, right?

...Just, in the next chapter, brother, try to stuff some sugar...

Smooth again.