Never give up

In the evening, Jing Haisheng and his roommates were eating barbecue at the small stall in front of the school. Seeing that it was almost 11 o'clock, everyone had almost eaten, and when they were wiping their mouths to pay, King Kong suddenly pulled Jing Haisheng's hand sleeves and let him look behind him.Jing Haisheng looked back, but saw Han Ge standing under the shade of a tree about ten meters away from them, his face was shrouded in the night, and he couldn't see his expression clearly.

It was a cold winter night in December, and Han Ge was wearing a white down jacket and a hat, standing on the side of the road and looking towards them.Under the cold moonlight, his shadow was cast on the ground, stretching very long, looking extremely bleak.

Jing Haisheng greeted his classmates, signaled them to go first, turned around and walked to Han Ge's side, and stopped one meter away from him.Han Ge stood motionless, silently watching him approach.

He looked at Jing Haisheng with affectionate eyes, Jing Haisheng became softer and asked, "Why are you following me?"

The corners of Han Ge's mouth turned up slightly, and he smiled faintly, but did not answer him.

Jing Haisheng glanced at his phone, it was already 45:[-].He looked at Han Ge in surprise, and then said, "Is your home quite far away? It's so late, your parents will be anxious, go back quickly."

Han Ge shook his head lightly, "They are already dead. Why would you worry about me?"

Jing Haisheng was taken aback, and looked him up and down, "You...then who do you live with now? Who else is in your family? You...where do you live? Do you want to take the subway? I'll take you to the nearest SUBWAY STATION."

Han Ge turned his head slightly to look at him, rolled his eyes, and asked, "There is no one in my house, just me. If I remember correctly, your school closes at 11 o'clock, do you really have time to see me off?" ?”

"Uh!" Jing Haisheng was stunned for a moment, then hesitated a little.Indeed, it was too late today, at this time of day, and the weather was so cold, he didn't even bother to leave the door.

Han Ge smiled, looking a little lonely.He bit his lip and said, "Forget it, I...I'll go first. "

He took another deep look at Jing Haisheng, then slowly turned around and walked to the other side of the road.Jing Haisheng's heart twitched violently, and finally couldn't help but took two steps forward, calling him to stop.

"Han Ge, don't leave, I'll take you to find a place to live!"

Upon hearing this, Han Ge immediately turned around, blinked his eyes, and said with a little pride that he couldn't hide, "You said this, don't go back on your word!"

Jing Haisheng suddenly felt that he seemed to be tricked by this guy.This poor little guy is actually not pitiful at all.

He didn't know why he was so soft-hearted.Perhaps it was sympathy for the tragic life experience of his parents' death, or gratitude to him for saving his good friend, or simply being fascinated by his harmless and beautiful face.Anyway, that night, he took Han Ge to Jingli's rental house, and the two stayed overnight.

He has never led anyone to Jingli's house, because Jingli doesn't like to be noisy.Han Ge is the only one.

Jing Li happened to be away from Shanghai these few days, and went to shoot a video on the set in Hangzhou.The room that Jingli rented was very small, with only one bedroom and one living room, and the two brothers usually lived together.It's also thanks to Jing Li's absence, otherwise, Jing Haisheng wouldn't know how to deal with Han Ge.

After entering the house, Han Ge was like a dog, wagging his tail and wandering around the house curiously, looking at the shoe cabinet by the door for a while, playing with the small bookshelf in the living room for a while, then ran into the bedroom, and threw himself on the bed in the room. On one of the beds, with his face stuck to the sheet, he muttered, "Your bed is so soft. The bed my brother made for me was always hard, and he said it was good for my waist."

Jing Haisheng quickly picked him up, ignoring what he said in the second half of the sentence, "I don't know how dirty your clothes and pants are? Hurry up and get down for me."

His elder brother Jing Li has always been clean, if he knew that this guy threw himself on his bed like this, he would definitely be angry!

Han Ge got up, tilted his head and asked, "Do you have a boyfriend? What about others?"

Jing Haisheng was about to go to the bathroom to get him a disposable toothbrush towel, when he heard this, he immediately turned around and looked at him in surprise.Han Ge looked at him, laughed, and said, "What's the matter, you hid it?"

Jing Haisheng hastily argued, "He's not my man..." Halfway through the sentence, he felt very tired, shook his head helplessly, and said, "He's not here, and he won't come back today. It's too late, go to sleep."

Han Ge followed him to the bathroom, shaking his head and saying, "It's better for you to explain clearly to me. In case we sleep until midnight and he comes back suddenly, you have to tell me the escape route! I just jumped off the building." Or is it better to drill under the bed first?"

Jing Haisheng looked at him dumbfounded, held back for a long time, and finally said: "What kind of crazy are you! Kid, you should watch less idol dramas in the future. You are younger than me, and I will let you go to bed today. I'll sleep on the sofa in the living room, okay?"

"How can this work?" Han Ge quickly shook his head, "Let the master sleep on the sofa, I will have a bad conscience."

Jing Haisheng glanced at him, and wanted to say "You have a conscience too", which was inappropriate after thinking about it, and wanted to say "Since you said that, go sleep on the sofa", but still couldn't say it after thinking about it.It's not good to say anything, and in the end I just didn't say anything.

Then Han Ge kept looking at him and laughing non-stop.

In the end, the two of them wrapped themselves in a quilt and slept together on the bed.Jing Haisheng let him sleep inside, turned his back to him, and kept moving towards the bed, wishing to get as far away from him as possible.

Ever since he knew that Han Ge was two years younger than himself, Jing Haisheng became much less wary of him.But at this moment, the two of them were sleeping on the same bed again, and no matter how he thought about it, he felt uneasy.When he was thinking wildly, he suddenly felt a movement of the bed behind him, and Han Ge seemed to turn over.He immediately sat up as if he had been stabbed.

Borrowing the flickering moonlight, Jing Haisheng looked at Han Ge's wide-open eyes and looked at himself, with the same smiling expression on his face, and asked, "Why, am I so scary?"

Jing Haisheng frowned slightly, thought for a while and said, "I can't sleep, I'll lie down on the sofa outside."

Han Ge grabbed his arm quickly, and said in a lazy voice: "Okay, my little brother Haisheng, don't run around in the winter! Let's chat for a while, I happen to have something to do." I'm asking you."

"Exactly, I have something to ask you too!"

Han Ge smiled and said, "Okay, the question-and-answer session is starting. I'll ask first, and you answer first! Don't say you don't know! Let me ask you, why did you elope to the bar that day?"

"My classmates asked me to treat me to celebrate my admission to S University."

"No, this is not the truth." Han Ge moved closer to his face and blinked, "The way you hugged me and cried that night was miserable, like a lovelorn. What's going on?"

Jing Haisheng fell into silence, and said after a long time: "My brother, you scolded me."

He likes Jingli, including everything about him, his voice, the things he used, the way he smiles and thinks.At first he didn't know what it meant, until one day he suddenly met a person, a person who made him angry and anxious every time he thought about it.

In the first semester of his third year of high school, in October, his father fainted due to hypotension and was sent to the hospital. Jing Li received his call and rushed to the ward to visit him, followed by a boy, almost inseparable.When Jing Li introduced to him, there was a three-point panic in his tone.

He said, this is my classmate Kong Jialuo.However, Kong Jialuo corrected his wording unceremoniously, and said seriously, "I—is—his—friend."

Is there any difference between these two words?have!

Upon hearing this, Jing Li immediately glanced at Kong Jialuo with complicated eyes, and just this one glance seemed to contain a thousand words.Jing Haisheng who was standing beside him suddenly sensed a sense of crisis.

The way Jing Li looked at him was simple and clear, caring and protecting.But the way he looked at Kong Jialuo was complicated and ambiguous, with anger mixed with anger.

The former is more like water, the latter more like honey.

It was at that moment that Jing Haisheng really realized that he didn't like to regard Jing Li as his elder brother, no matter how close brothers are, there will be a moment when they will each make a living and form a family.And he couldn't stand Jing Li being around anyone, no matter men, women, young or old, anyone.

Ever since Jing Li got to know Kong Jialuo, he began to hide from Jing Haisheng, and no longer shared a room with him alone, even for the reason of tutoring homework.I will never stay at his house at night again. At first, I left after dinner, and then I never came back at all.

The third year of high school is too busy, and everyone's private life is infinitely compressed, even eating and sleeping are against the clock.Jing Haisheng hardly finds time to find excuses to meet Jing Li.During that time, he was almost driven mad by himself.

He thought that he and Jing Li were intimate and talked about everything, but later he realized that he was wrong.

The relationship between Jing Li and Kong Jialuo is beyond Jing Haisheng's understanding and understanding.From the beginning to the end, Jing Li never took the initiative to mention anything about Kong Jialuo.

It wasn't until Jing Haisheng finished the college entrance examination that he vaguely knew that Kong Jialuo had dumped Jing Li and married a woman.

He found a big red wedding invitation at the bottom of Jingli's bookshelf, the color was as eye-catching as blood.And Jing Li, seems to always maintain a cold and indifferent personality, neither angry nor sad.

Jingli's rental house has an easel covered with cloth.That day Jing Haisheng opened it curiously, but was surprised to find that it was a pair of slightly yellowed paper, on which were meticulously drawn portraits of people, with handsome and well-shaped faces, firm eyebrows, and smiling faces. His expression was blank in the middle.

no eyes.

But Jing Haisheng could tell at a glance that this was Kong Jialuo.