Never give up

Later Jing Haisheng seriously asked Jing Li why he was so nice to him, Jing Li just smiled and said, "Because I am your brother."

"But I didn't want to call you brother at first."

Jing Li just smiled faintly, "I don't care about this kind of title. You don't need to call it."

Feeling unwilling, he asked again: "Then you are so kind to everyone?" Jing Li still just smiled: "Of course not."

——Yes, Jing Li will only treat me well!This is probably what Jing Haisheng was most proud of when he was a boy, not one of them.

"If only I could study in S University like you!" Jing Haisheng sighed, "It's a pity that my current grades are the bottom of the class."

Jing Li was silent for a long time, then put his arms around his shoulders, and said, "Don't be afraid, I will help you."

At that time, Jing Haisheng was thin and thin, not as tall as Jing Li.He leaned towards Jing Li subconsciously, feeling extremely at ease and at ease.Jing Li will not promise easily, as long as it is what he said, it will always be trustworthy.

Jing Haisheng will not become a master overnight, he will still do most of the problems in the exercise set wrong, but he began to regard solving problems as fun, because whenever he is in trouble, he will call Jing Haisheng Jing Li will always take the time to tell him and praise him tirelessly.

He never said that you are stupid, only that you have a good idea, you are very smart, and you have to work harder.

His voice was clear and light, like a cup of herbal tea in summer, which made Jing Haisheng feel extremely comfortable.

Many years later, Jing Haisheng wondered why he fell in love with Jingli.Later he knew that a good man like his brother Jing Li, gentle, kind, strong and calm, how could he not love, how could he not love.

What's more, Jing Li brought him endless hope and truly changed his fate for the rest of his life.

Jing Haisheng will become what he is now, which is directly related to his parents' unconscious matchmaking.They were all busy with work and couldn't afford to take care of their son's studies. There was such a dedicated and dedicated brother to help his younger brother study, and it happened that his younger brother was willing to listen to him. The two elders were overjoyed and wished for it.

The life of being gay is hard enough, but Jing Haisheng is lucky enough to fall in love with his brother in name, which is like getting a copy of a hell-style game.But Jing Haisheng's temperament is like this, the more he is not allowed to do it, the more energetic he will be.

If his parents knew that Jing Haisheng had such thoughts, they would probably be so frightened that they vomited blood.

Jing Li is actually not perfect, he has a fatal weakness, that is, he has a soft face, and he will never reject others.In fact, it was his father who begged him for help when he wrote the wrong set of questions for Jing Haisheng at the beginning, but he agreed when he couldn't refuse.But later on, he also felt that something was wrong.

In his view, Jing Haisheng didn't want to talk to him at all at first, and then he didn't know that the nerve was right (in fact, it was wrong), and slowly began to call him, at first he only asked wrong questions, and then I just asked all kinds of homework I learned, and in the end I just had nothing to say, such as "It's so hot today, should I wear a T-shirt or a shirt?" "Do you think I will take the bus or ride a bicycle to school today?" This kind of nonsense started talking endlessly.

Jing Li is very good-tempered, responsive to every request, and always responds to what he has to say.He treats Jing Haisheng like a tsundere kid, and doesn't bother him, sometimes he thinks it's cute when he thinks about it.So Jing Haisheng started to be unscrupulous, and at night, he found various reasons to procrastinate, and it was so late that Jing Li couldn't go back to school, so he had to stay at his house for the night, and then slept under the quilt with him.

Jing Li sleeps well, and sleeps peacefully throughout the night, rarely even turning over.Jing Haisheng grabbed his arm and put his head in his arms to sleep.Jing Li woke up in the middle of the night, his arm was sore from being pressed by him, and he couldn't bear to move him away and straighten it.Jing Haisheng pretended to be confused, and after a while, he stretched out his hand to wrap around like an octopus.

Because of Jing Li's help, Jing Haisheng got into a fairly good high school, of course not the best, but the family is already very happy.This high school was chosen by Jing Haisheng himself. It is far away from his home, but very close to S University, just across the street.

In order to claim credit, and to make Jing Li like him, Jing Haisheng started his extremely exciting high school career as if he had been injected with chicken blood.At the same time, he also discovered that his brother is not only a top student, but also a beauty!

It can't be blamed on Jing Haisheng's blind eyes, he is not born gay, so he didn't put the idea of ​​beauty on boys at all, until one day he went to Jingli's dormitory to play, and accidentally saw His cos animation entry was so amazing on the spot, the eyeballs almost fell out of his eyes.

Jing Li has clear eyebrows and thin lips, a pair of bright eyes with upturned eye tails, like fish in flowing water, fresh and clear.In the cosplay he participated in, he pretended to be charming and attractive as a woman, and clean and hearty as a man.Jing Haisheng held the photo and stared at the real person for a while, feeling more and more beautiful.

Jing Haisheng didn't know whether he was a beauty in the eye of a beholder, anyway, in the end, as long as he thought about Jing Li's face, he would be motivated to do anything, and it was no problem to memorize words on a question paper. The whole person is as addicted as if he is addicted to drugs.

Later, every time he went to bed with Han Ge, he would inevitably fantasize about Jing Li's appearance in his mind.He also asked himself in his heart, is it because of this that he feels that he is so shameless that he wants to die, that he hangs around with people like Han Ge year after year, and has said it countless times Breaking off contact, and finally breaking up constantly?

The reason is that Jing Haisheng is looking for entertainment, while Han Ge is looking for comfort.They are really a model of scumbags who work together and hit it off.

Time doesn't necessarily lessen one's inner pain, but, oddly enough, it can dilute one's sense of shame.The incident that made Jing Haisheng particularly embarrassing and embarrassing at the beginning, after time has passed, when he thought of Han Ge again, he felt that it was not so unbearable anymore.

He and Han Ge broke up in a cafe next to the university, and Han Ge did not appear in his life for a long time after that.Just when he felt that he could almost forget this person, they "met" again.

Of course, Jing Haisheng found out afterwards that this was not a coincidence, it was Han Ge's special arrangement.

The brother sleeping on Jing Haisheng's upper bunk is one year younger than him, and his name is King Kong.The name sounds reminiscent of the burly gorilla in the movie, but in fact, he is a soft and cute boy who often talks to people, and his face turns red before he speaks.He was the last classmate to register for the semester. When he introduced himself when he entered the dormitory, Jing Haisheng was eating instant noodles. When he heard his name, he almost spat out the noodles in his mouth.

Because this boy was too "mother", later on, Jing Haisheng unceremoniously called him "Jin Mei".

His golden sister had a big trouble. During the military training, she ran too fast and bumped into a classmate named Li Ji from the next class. Although he kept apologizing in a low voice, the other party still scolded him fiercely. Him, scold him and cry directly.Later, when eating in the restaurant, Li Ji unceremoniously jumped in front of him, but King Kong was naturally unwilling, and the two fought again.When Jing Haisheng rushed over, he happened to see the black and strong boy unceremoniously put the dinner plate on King Kong's head, and the soup dripped down his face and into his neck.

Jing Haisheng was suddenly furious.As a result, the fight between the two turned into a three-person melee.

Afterwards, all three were given verbal warnings from the school for fighting.Although the three of them didn't do anything easily after that, the beam was really formed.Jing Haisheng met Li Ji unexpectedly several times in the campus store and on the playground, and the two stared at each other with anger.

One day, Jing Haisheng was playing games in the dormitory, and suddenly heard King Kong answering the phone, and vaguely heard him say: "Yes...Jing Haisheng is my classmate...he is..."

Jing Haisheng raised his head in surprise, King Kong hung up the phone, and said to him: "A classmate said, let us go to the flower bed east of Wensi Building to find him."

"Who?"

"I don't know, he hung up before I had time to ask, but it should be a good thing, he was always smiling."

Jing Haisheng felt very puzzled, and couldn't think of what it was for a while.After meeting with the visitor, I realized that it was actually Han Ge!

He was taken aback. He was about to ask Han Ge how he knew King Kong's phone number, but before he opened his mouth, Han Ge grinningly pointed his finger behind him and said, "Come here!"

Jing Haisheng and King Kong looked towards the edge of the shade, and saw a boy walking over behind him, wearing a hat and mask, covering half of his face, and vaguely saw a bruise on the corner of his eye.

"King Kong, I'm sorry!"

When the other party spoke, both of them were startled.This person turned out to be Li Ji!

King Kong was very surprised, and turned his head to look at Jing Haisheng in embarrassment.Jing Haisheng stared blankly at Li Ji in front of him, and then looked at Han Ge with countless question marks.Han Ge still smiled and clapped his hands, and said, "Go on."

"Jing Haisheng, I'm sorry! I won't fight with you in the future. Please forgive me."

The voice sounded a little aggrieved, as if a little reluctant.Jing Haisheng looked at the injury on his head, then looked at the smiling Han Ge beside him, and suddenly felt a gust of wind on his back.He replied in a low voice: "It's okay."

Han Ge nodded in satisfaction, and waved to Li Ji, "Okay, let's go."

Li Ji raised his head and looked at Han Ge, wanting to say something, but he just opened his mouth, turned around and left without saying anything.

"You..." Jing Haisheng frowned and looked at Han Ge: "What did you do?"

Han Ge blinked, smiled happily, and said, "I helped little classmate King Kong solve a big problem, how about it, should you thank me?"

Before Jing Haisheng could speak, King Kong couldn't help asking, "I don't know you. Why did you help me?"

He has a fair and tender round face, and his voice is soft and cute when he speaks, Han Ge laughed out loud, stretched out his hand and twisted his face, "Look at you cute!"

King Kong's face turned red like a big autumn apple, and he shrank behind Jing Haisheng in a hurry.Jing Haisheng simply sneered at Han Ge's almost boring behavior, glared at him, didn't bother to speak, turned and left.

King Kong was stunned for a moment, and couldn't care less about what to say to Han Ge, he hurriedly followed Jing Haisheng's footsteps, and asked in a low voice, "Hai Sheng, who is he?"

"A psychopath."

He thought that Han Ge would come all the way and stop him to say something, but he walked a long way and kept turning the corner, but he didn't hear any reaction from the people behind him.He stopped involuntarily and looked back, but unfortunately the teaching building blocked his view and he couldn't see anything.

King Kong asked a little timidly, "What's wrong?"

"You go back to the dormitory first."

Jing Haisheng patted him on the shoulder, turned around and walked in the direction he came from, but turned around the corner and found that there was no one beside the flower bed.Jing Haisheng was a little dazed, feeling a little empty in his heart.

Is he gone?

Jing Haisheng couldn't tell what he was thinking in his heart, he was probably apologetic.Anyway, Han Ge really took the initiative to help him.The other party kept talking to him with a smile on his face, but he didn't even say a word of thanks.

He stood there for a while like a fool, and then slowly moved away.