Never give up

I don't know if it was his own illusion, but Han Ge suddenly noticed that Jing Haisheng's eyes were shining, whether it was tears or the rain that hadn't been wiped off.He shook his head lightly and said, "No, I don't want to go to Jinlong Court anymore. Your brother doesn't welcome me."

"It's not Jinlong Court." Sensing that he seemed to be very scared, Han Ge comforted him softly, "I'll take you to my house."

"your home?"

"Yeah. The house I bought myself is in Tianzuo Garden on Lianhua West Road."

"It's not good, is it inconvenient?"

"No inconvenience." Han Ge smiled, "There is no one else there, just me and you."

Jing Haisheng looked at his back silently, without objecting, but lowered his eyes.

"It only takes 40 minutes to drive there." Han Ge started the car while talking, "You lie down and rest, and I will call you when you arrive."

Jing Haisheng gave a soft "hmm", closed his eyes, and leaned on the back seat.

Han Ge looked back in the rearview mirror while driving, and saw that he had been sitting still with his eyes downcast, looking very listless.Han Ge wanted to have a conversation with him, so he asked, "Have you had dinner yet?"

The person in the back seat didn't respond immediately, and only after a while did he say "hmm".Han Ge didn't mind, and asked again: "What movie did you watch? Which movie theater is it, not far from here? Why did you suddenly want to go to the movies?"

In fact, looking at Jing Haisheng like this, he didn't expect the other party to be able to chat with him happily like in the past, he just wanted to let the other party not be so depressed.

After turning a corner, the car got on the viaduct.The rain picked up again, and just as the wipers in front of the car swept over, water like a waterfall cascaded down again.Han Ge didn't dare to be distracted, and kept his eyes on the car ahead.At this time, he suddenly heard Jing Haisheng's deep voice in the back seat saying: "The name is Coco. But I didn't pay attention to what was being played. Because I was distracted again."

The rain was loud, but Han Ge heard his words clearly.In the past, he really wanted to laugh out loud, to make a good laugh at his habit of wandering too often.But at this time he couldn't laugh at all.

"Others have a great dream, but I don't have it." Jing Haisheng looked sad, "No, I used to have a great dream, but now I don't have it."

Han Ge really doesn't bother to talk about such elusive topics with people. In his opinion, the meaning of life and great dreams are bullshit, especially if you have to say it, it is even more hypocritical and empty .He smiled lightly and said, "So you also want to pursue your dreams? Your previous dream, shouldn't it be to be admitted to S University?"

"Ah."

"Oh!~" Han Ge dragged out the sound, "No wonder, when dreams come true suddenly, people feel empty?"

Jing Haisheng didn't say a word, Han Ge laughed, "Then you should continue to formulate your dreams, take a postgraduate entrance examination or something? Or find a job?"

"I'm not a top student. I don't like reading, I don't like exams, I don't like to do papers, I don't like to defend. I don't like to continue studying. I used to study hard, and that's just because..."

He didn't finish the sentence, Han Ge interjected: "I know, I know! It's all because of Jing Li. Everything you do is for him. It's a pity that no matter how hard you work, he doesn't care, does he?"

Han Ge was used to being arrogant and undisciplined since he was a child, and couldn't bear to be babbled about everything, so he opened his mouth with bitter words.But remembering that Jing Haisheng was not in good condition at this time, after he said this, he immediately regretted it in his heart, and hurriedly said: "Hey, I'm just talking casually, don't take it seriously, your brother actually loves you very much."

Jing Haisheng buried his head and remained silent.

After that, the two didn't speak again until the car drove into Tianzuo Garden.This is a newly built community, not too many people live in it, it's quite quiet.Han Ge bought a compound two-story building on the west side. After parking the car, he opened his umbrella, opened the back door, and said to Jing Haisheng, "Come out."

Jing Haisheng slowly got out of the car, hid under his umbrella, and looked up at the big iron gate in front of him.The umbrella seemed too small for two people to support, and his left shoulder was immediately soaked. Han Ge hurriedly reached out and hugged him, leading him up the steps.Jing Haisheng shrank slightly, feeling a little uneasy.

Opening the door, Han Ge put away the umbrella, put it in the bucket at the door, put on slippers, bent down and took out another pair of shoes from the cabinet, asked Jing Haisheng to put them on, and said, "Go take a shower first, put the All the wet clothes have been changed. I will find you a set of clothes to wear, but they are all worn by me, there is no way, you can make do with them.”

Jing Haisheng raised his eyes, looked at him and nodded, feeling a little burning on his face.

Han Ge took him into the bathroom, adjusted the hot water for him, brought him towels and toiletries, and said, "Wash slowly, and call me if you need anything."

In fact, he really wanted to jokingly say, I got completely soaked to pick you up, why don't we wash it together.But after thinking about it, he still didn't say anything.

Jing Haisheng washed very quickly, and came out in less than 10 minutes. Holding a pile of wet clothes in his arms, he walked towards the living room timidly, and asked, "Where is the washing machine? I'll wash this first."

Han Ge was peeling tomatoes in the living room, and waved to him with a smile, saying, "Throw it on the sink first, come here."

Jing Haisheng walked over as he said.He was wearing Han Ge's goose-yellow pajamas with short-sleeved shorts, and white and blue waves-patterned slippers, and walked up to Han Ge step by step.He had just taken a shower, his cheeks were flushed and tender, his eyes were sparkling, and he still had the scent of sweet shower gel on his body. The V-shaped collar seemed too loose, and the water beads from his hair had not been completely dried, dripped onto his white collarbone, and then slipped into his clothes.

Han Ge squinted at him, looking from top to bottom, and glanced at half of his calf, which was clean, and the curve of the leg and ankle bone was actually very beautiful.

Why didn't I realize that Jing Haisheng was quite charming before? Is it because today's pitiful appearance is extraordinarily cute?

At this time, Jing Haisheng was a little panicked, with his head half down, and his hands were a little embarrassed, not knowing how to place them.

Han Ge stuck a small tomato with a toothpick and held it to his mouth.Jing Haisheng hesitated for a moment, but still opened his mouth to eat it, then laughed, his eyes were crooked, "It's so sweet."

This was the first smiling face he saw after seeing Han Ge tonight.Han Ge pulled him to sit down and inserted another one for him.This time Jing Haisheng didn't open his mouth, but directly took the toothpick and ate the tomato.

Han Ge sniffed the fragrance on his body carefully, and thought to himself: "This is my own shower gel, I have used it myself, why didn't I think it smells so good." He stretched out his hand and touched Jing Haisheng's sleeve , said: "I have worn this dress once, and it feels a little tight. You put it on just right. It seems that you have lost a lot of weight these days!"

Jing Haisheng bit the tomato, lowered his eyes, and said, "Aren't you going to wash it?"

It sounded like he hated being by his side.Han Ge raised his eyebrows and asked, "What's the matter, are you bothering me?"

"No, no." Jing Haisheng hurriedly shook his head, and said timidly, "I think you're a little wet too..."

Han Ge looked at him for a while, sighed softly, and said, "Okay, you sit and wait for me, I'll be fine soon."

He went into the bathroom and flushed casually.When he came out, he saw Jing Haisheng tilting his head, staring at the plate of tomatoes on the table in a daze.That cute look was actually very cute, so he couldn't help laughing, and asked, "What are you thinking?"

Seeing him coming, Jing Haisheng quickly moved to the side, and said, "I, I didn't think about anything, just... just a little curious. When did you buy the house? Why didn't I hear you say it before."

"I just bought it last month, and the transfer procedures have not yet been completed. I bought it from Brother Dong. Last year, Guangwu helped him make a big deal. To thank me, he gave me a 65% discount." Han Ge smiled. , and said, "What do you think?"

Jing Haisheng turned his head around, looked around the house, and said, "It's very good, the decoration is very beautiful, and the blue and white color scheme looks very comfortable. And that one," he said while pointing, "The floor-to-ceiling windows are so nice."

"As long as you like it."

Jing Haisheng blinked inexplicably, and muttered softly: "What's the use of my liking, it's not my family..."

"Huh? What did you say?"

"No." Jing Haisheng thought for a while, and then asked, "How much did you pay for this house?"

"585."

Jing Haisheng opened his mouth wide and looked at him in disbelief, "65% off? More than 500 million more?"

Han Ge laughed and said, "The total price is 900 million. This is considered a small apartment in this community. I bought it because I thought I would live alone."

For Jing Haisheng, this figure may not be earned in a lifetime.When he was surprised, the uneasiness in his heart became even heavier.He moved his butt, and subconsciously wanted to keep a little distance from Han Ge.

Han Ge sensed his expression, and felt a little upset, but he didn't attack. Instead, he smiled and asked, "Have you had dinner? Are you hungry?"

"I ate popcorn at the movie theater, and I'm not hungry now."

"How about eating some popcorn, I'll go to the refrigerator to see if there is anything to eat."

He just wanted to get up, Jing Haisheng hurriedly stretched out his hand to hold him down, shook his head and said, "Don't bother, I'm really not hungry. I don't have much appetite recently, and I don't feel good about eating anything."

"No wonder you've lost a lot of weight. Are you sick?"

"No."

Han Ge blinked, thought for a while, and asked, "Are your parents okay?"

"It's all pretty good."

"Where's Jingli? Is he okay?"

In fact, Han Ge really doesn't want to mention Jing Li, because mentioning him always reminds people of what happened last year, and both he and Jing Haisheng have a lump in their hearts.But after thinking about it, he felt that there was no other reason for Jing Haisheng's decadent appearance besides Jing Li.

Jing Haisheng frowned slightly, pouted his lips, and said, "I don't want to mention him. Han Ge, don't ask him, okay?"

With his appearance, he looked like a wronged bag.Han Ge sighed in his heart, glanced at the time, and said, "The downstairs is my guest room, and the second floor is my own bedroom. Do you live downstairs, or come upstairs with me to sleep? "

Jing Haisheng immediately raised his eyes and looked at him, a little flustered in his eyes, "I, I want to sleep in the guest room."

"Okay." Han Ge stood up and said, "You sit down first, and I'll find a set of bedding. I didn't expect you to come before, and I haven't prepared it yet. If you need anything else, tell me ,I'll get it."

"That..." Jing Haisheng suddenly faltered, "Is there... any medicine here? Oh, no, I mean, is there a pharmacy near you?"

"What medicine?"

"It's just... sleeping pills. I can't sleep, so I have to take one. I bought some, but I put them in the dormitory."