Never give up

"Go to your place. The bed in your bedroom is soft and comfortable."

Jing Haisheng couldn't bear it anymore, and turned his head to look at the person beside him.Indeed, at the beginning of his acquaintance with this person, he knew that this guy was used to being arrogant and domineering, he only thought of himself in everything he did, no matter how comfortable he was, he had no eyes on others at all.

Jing Haisheng once thought that he was just too young.But now he can only say that this person is indeed spoiled, and this character may not be changed for the rest of his life.

His older brother, Han Zhong, traveled all over the beach back then, and he was a well-known figure in the world, taking both black and white.Han Ge is 19 years younger than him, and has been protected by Han Zhong since he was born.Although later, they were on the right track and set up Guangwu Company to do casino business, but Boss Han's aura is still there. Thousands of people in Guangwu know that this is the future prince. Who would dare to offend him?

Whatever he does, someone will take care of the aftermath, so he has no scruples at all.

Even though, he clearly knew that he, Jing Haisheng, was just a college student, and his current residence was actually Bai Ceng's brother's rented house.

"Do you think it's appropriate to go to my brother's place so late?"

Han Ge squinted at him, a smile suddenly appeared on the corner of his mouth, "What's the matter, are you scared?"

Jing Haisheng held the steering wheel tightly with his hands, bit his lower lip, and said, "Anyone can be as shameless as you."

These words didn't irritate Han Ge, but made him smile even more happily, "You're right, I just don't know who is that guy who spent three years with a shameless person like me?"

Jing Haisheng snorted: "Anyway, I can't go to Tangdu District. Otherwise, I'd better send you to Jiuting to make do for one night."

Han Ge didn't make a sound for a while, and said after a long time, "What about you?"

"Stay with you for one night and leave tomorrow morning."

Jiuting is a private club opened by a friend of Han Ge named Brother Dong, and the direction is just opposite to that of Tangdu Community.Jing Haisheng went there once, and felt that Brother Dong treated him fairly well.Thinking that Han Ge had no objection, he started the car and drove in that direction.

The night was very quiet, and the lights were shining brightly along the way, flashing streaks of meteor-like glare quickly across the car glass.During the day, Shanghai is a mixture of hustle and bustle, crowded with people.But once it was night, even though the street lights on both sides were so bright, it seemed to give people as bright instructions as possible, but the empty main street was empty and frightening.

Jing Haisheng seldom drives. He has always felt that he is not suitable for driving a car, because he is always prone to trance.I used to ride a battery scooter, but because my mind was full of cranky thoughts, I collided with a private car, and my head was broken, and I was taken to the hospital for several stitches.

If it wasn't for Han Ge's strong urging, he wouldn't even take the driver's license test at all.

Speaking of it, it was a big mistake for him to get acquainted with Han Ge.To put it a bit more exaggeratedly, it was a stain that he couldn't wash off in his whole life!

It happened during the summer vacation after his college entrance examination.Knowing that he had passed the software engineering major of S University, his classmates asked him to treat him to a bar and drink to celebrate.In fact, he didn't want to go one hundred times. Others thought he was happy, but he was so sad that he wanted to cry.

In this state of insanity, wanting to laugh and cry, he drank a lot of wine, and his classmates asked him if he could go home and if anyone could pick him up. He lost his mind and said it was okay, my brother would Come.

He vaguely remembered that he had dialed Jing Li's phone number, so he tilted his head in peace and sat on the bench closest to the bar gate and waited, but after waiting, he lost consciousness.It was later proved that he did turn on the phone and found out Jingli's phone number, but he did not dial it.

In a daze, he felt that someone was approaching him, and he couldn't see the other person's face clearly, but he had a wishful thinking that this was his brother Jing Li.So like a person who was about to drown, he desperately grabbed the opponent's collar, buried his head in the opponent's arms, and cried loudly.

——Brother, I have been waiting for you for a long time, really long time...

——Which point am I worse than him? I like you more than him...

——I have known you for four years, and he has only known you for a few months...

——You only have him in your eyes, and you don’t have me at all...

The other party seemed to have said something to him, the voice was very soft, and the tone was very gentle.Although he couldn't hear anything clearly, he felt really comfortable and happy.

What happened then, he didn't know.

He couldn't remember what it was like the first time, and he didn't feel very happy, nor did he feel very painful.The powerful anesthetic effect of alcohol was beyond his imagination, so that after a long time, when he and Han Ge had sex for the second time, he was so nervous that he couldn't remember it at all, and he was completely flustered.

But that's another story.

He slept very soundly this time, because he felt very heavy and heavy, and the mattress happened to be very soft.The whole person seemed to have fallen into a cotton pile, sunk in hopelessly.At that time, he actually felt very comfortable and very reluctant.When I woke up afterwards, I was ashamed of my almost depraved thoughts.

After waking up, he saw the hotel's snow-white walls and snow-white bedding. He spent ten seconds recalling what happened last night, and then sat up from the bed in horror.

After standing up suddenly, he finally felt the indescribable pain behind him.

His first thought was fear.

So he threw off the quilt abruptly, wanting to get off the ground and run away.This blow directly frightened him into a fool.Because he found that he was not wearing anything.

His whole body, from head to toe, from back to fingers, was stiff.

He reached out and pulled his clothes and trousers from the other side of the bed, pushed on his trousers with trembling hands, and zipped them up.Suddenly, I heard a faint voice from behind me: "Finally woke up?"

Jing Haisheng twisted his neck stiffly, staring fixedly at the half-naked man who was wiping his hair with a towel when he came out from the bathroom door, and then realized that it seemed a bit inappropriate to call him a man.He was very young, with a white and tender face, a pair of big round eyes, and water droplets in his hair ran across his cheeks and onto his fair neck.No matter how you look at it, you look like a student.

I don't know if this pair of beautiful eyes is pleasing to the eye, but Jing Haisheng's fear is inexplicably less.He was very surprised and asked: "Who are you?"

The other party walked up to him step by step, couldn't help laughing, and said with a three-point teasing tone: "You forgot, I am your brother."

Jing Haisheng frowned slightly, very displeased with his tone, looked him over carefully, confirmed that he had never known him before, and was even more puzzled.Seeing his expression, the other party smiled and said, "Your name is Jing Haisheng?"

"how do you know?"

The other party seemed to think his question was very funny, so he laughed even more happily, "I said I guessed it, do you believe it?"

At this time, Jing Haisheng's mind is not very clear, but he is not a fool who has no common sense in life.As a homosexual who pursued his brother tirelessly, he knew very well that he was indeed being fucked.

At the thought of this, an extremely uneasy feeling in his heart quickly climbed up his back, making him shudder.

How is this possible?From the moment he was convinced that he liked Jing Li, he made up his mind to be a really good student and live up to the expectations of his bully brother.In fact, in the past few years, he has never done anything deviant.

How could it be possible to have a one-night stand with a stranger, and the other party was a man, even without a night out!

"You! You..." Jing Haisheng stared at the other party incredulously, trembling his mouth in panic, and said, "I don't know you at all, who are you? Who told you to bring me here!"

His tone was too eager, and the other party finally put away his smile, showing a very displeased expression on his face, and said coldly: "Last night, you took the initiative to hook me up, hugging my neck, and kissing me." My face. What's the matter, now I start to regret it?"

Jing Haisheng stared at him blankly for a while, then lowered his head silently, picked up his clothes and put them on.

The other party seemed to be right, and he vaguely remembered that it was he who took the initiative to rush towards the other party, rubbing his nose and tears all over his body...

He had never been so embarrassed before, his hands trembling even buttoning his shirt, and it took him a long time to finish buttoning a few buttons.

The person opposite just looked at him silently without saying a word.The whole room suddenly fell into deathly silence.

After a long time, Jing Haisheng couldn't remember how he left the room.He only remembered that it was an ordinary day. There was still a long queue at the shop selling siu mai and steamed buns, and the groceries were still bargaining for fifty cents, and the air was still filled with the smell of summer heat. .

The sun is still the same sun, and people are still the same people.

However, his heart was weak and his legs were weak.He always felt that there was something wrong with the way others looked at him, but the fact was not.No one knew who he was or what he did that day.

After he fled that place in a hurry, he realized that he didn't even know the name of the other party.He didn't know who the other party was, how old he was, or what he was doing.All he could do was be afraid.

Jing Li asked him if he went home last night, and he had no choice but to say yes.Then life was so paradoxical, as soon as he finished speaking, his father called and asked if he was staying at Jingli's place again, so he had no choice but to answer in front of Jingli, yes.

Dad said, your brother has to work and is very busy every day!Today is not the weekend, so don't rush to find him.He had to reply, well, got it.

After hanging up the phone, Jing Li stared at him intently, and then asked, "Hai Sheng, where did you go last night?"

He had no choice but to avoid the important things and talk about the university notice, about inviting his classmates to dinner, and about a group of people having fun all night.He tried his best to explain the previous matter in detail and earnestly, but briefly mentioned the latter matter.

His college entrance examination scores were very good, exceeding the expectations of him and his family.Therefore, this night's absence was just covered up.Jing Haisheng never thought about the person he met in that one-night stand at all. It was not until two weeks later, when he was sorting out his files, that he was surprised to find that his ID card could not be found.

He searched up and down his own home and Jingli's rental house, but found nothing.Only then did he suddenly remember what happened that day, that strange young boy asked him: "Your name is Jing Haisheng?"

How did he know his name then?Because of the ID card!And he didn't wake up until now.

Jing Haisheng didn't dare to delay for a moment, and immediately rushed to the elopement bar, but was shut down head-on. The bar is being renovated, and when it will open is yet to be determined.He asked the decorator present, but did not get a clear answer.

The loss of ID card brought Jing Haisheng a lot of trouble.In desperation, he had to go to the police station to report the loss and get a replacement certificate.

After that, he went to the bar several times. The last time he went was in mid-October. In the second month of school, the bar resumed business. He asked the staff at the bar, but no one picked up his ID and handed it in here. He also couldn't exactly describe the appearance of the boy who had a room with him at that time, and finally, he gave up looking for it.

Before leaving, the bar staff suggested that he leave a contact information. After thinking about it, he wrote down his mobile phone number.

Thinking of the loss of his ID card, Jing Haisheng felt uneasy.He tried his best to stop thinking about what happened that day, but things backfired. It didn't take long for Han Ge to find him.