The Swan Bay Murders

Jiang Luo seemed to be more honest when he was sick.

Maybe it was because he was uncomfortable, so he had to unload all his arms and return to his true self, what he wanted, what he wanted to do, what he wanted to say, and he didn't have so much energy to think and consider. Unexpectedly cute.

He sent me a message saying that he would wait for me at the coffee shop opposite the company.

I didn't even have time to reply to his message, so I ran downstairs directly.

Isn't there an idiom called "returning one's heart is like an arrow", at that moment, my mood can almost be described in this way, I want to return to him immediately.

I have to thank Yi Li, it is precisely because I loved him a few years ago that I now know what kind of feelings I have for Jiang Luo.

Looking at the person sitting inside through the glass window, the hair is long, and the bangs on the forehead seem to block the eyes.

I knocked on the window, looked at his surprised expression, wished I could go straight through and rub his face.

I don't know if I'm the only one like this. When I fall in love with someone, I always unconsciously treat the other person as a child, wanting to pamper him endlessly, and even wanting to do anything for him.

I believe that everyone I love is worthy of being loved, because I believe in my own vision, and I also believe in the person I love.

Jiang Luo suddenly came to the company to look for me, he seemed to have something to say, his fever subsided, and my hanging heart was relieved.

In the coffee shop, he curled up in my arms, closed his eyes, and didn't speak. I suspected that he might have fallen asleep.

"Jiang Luo?" I stroked his back and called him in a low voice, for fear of scaring him.

The tip of his nose touched my shoulder, and he gave a soft "hmm".

"Going home?" I saw people coming out of the opposite building one after another, including our company's employees.

He looked up, looked at me for a moment, then sat up straight and took a sip of his coffee.

"Did you ask me for something?" I felt that I knew Jiang Luo well. Some people can't judge the depth of their relationship by the length of time they have known each other. I put my mind on him without reservation. There is something hidden in my heart, of course I can see it.

Jiang Luo looked out the window, and I looked at him.

It was getting dark outside, and our figures were reflected in the glass windows.

He was silent for a while, then suddenly said, "Brother, I..."

I don't know why, but at that moment my heart suddenly reached my throat, it was beating extremely fast, as if it was about to explode.

I turned my head slightly and also looked at the glass window, where our eyes collided.

Jiang Luo and I looked at each other, I wanted to kiss him.

There was singing in the coffee shop.

Lisa sings affectionately:

Once I crossed seven rivers to find my love Andonce, for seven years, If for got my name Jiang Luo's lips parted slightly, and his voice was very small when he spoke, almost covered by the sound of music.

But I still hear clearly.

He said, "Brother, I'm in love with you."

How can I describe my feeling at that time, all my senses have failed, I just stood there in a daze, unable to recover for a long time.

I should be shaking because this is unbelievable.

The person I secretly and cautiously fell in love with expressed his love to me in a coffee shop in the evening of early summer, accompanied by the sound of music.

This may not be true, so I dare not move because I want to make it last longer.

Even if only for a while.

I don't know how long I waited, my organs started to perform their duties again, and I heard Lisa singing again, she was already singing: "Thatthereoncewillbeabettertomorrow."

I raised my hand to touch Jiang Luo's face, and when my hand touched his skin, I touched the cool tears on his cheek.

At first he refused to turn around. Although he was reluctant, I still tried my best.

Facing me but refusing to look at me, this is really the first time I've seen such an awkward person.

He confessed his love to me, and looked forced and helpless. If it was someone else, I would not have the patience to watch him act, but this is Jiang Luo, and I know what he is struggling with.

"Look at me." I said to him.

He hesitated at first, and then finally rewarded me with his eyes who were waiting for him.

Seeing him like this, I wiped his face indiscriminately, and asked with a smile, "Why are you crying?"

He didn't speak, he took the paper on the table and rubbed his nose.

I hugged him again, in fact, if I could, I would like to kiss him even more.

I wanted to respond to his confession in a more drastic way, because it always felt like it wasn't true.

He has known my brother for so many years, and we have been in love for so many years. After Berlin's death, his painful appearance is still in my mind. In my heart, I believe that he will think about Berlin all his life. Although he is unwilling to admit it, he really I don't think he'll ever fall in love with anyone again.

My feelings for him have been filled with sadness and despair from the very beginning, and I knew from the beginning that I would never get a response.

But he didn't expect to hear that impossible person say impossible words so soon.

If this is not a dream, then I am hallucinating.

Is it really an auditory hallucination?

no.

I'm sure I heard his confession clearly.

I want to kiss him, want to possess him, and want to tell the whole world that Jiang Luo and I are in love.

It is not an unrequited love destined to end without a disease, but a real love.

In the whole world, only I know what kind of mood he had and how much courage he used to say this confession.

I don't have time to doubt the truth, I just want to hug him tightly.

I really need time to digest this matter, but not now, at this moment, the only thing I have to do is to hold on to Jiang Luo to prevent him from running away.

Now, he confessed to me, he is mine.

I feel a little guilty, I should do this.

But I think, if he has been waiting, he may not be able to wait for me to say that he loves him for the rest of his life.

Yes, compared to Jiang Luo, I am a coward.

Lisa's singing stopped, and I leaned into Jiang Luo's ear and said to him, "I'm sorry."

His whole body froze, which was evident when holding him.

I hugged him even tighter, and said, "I should confess."

You know, all the sweet moments don't last long because there's always someone focused on ruining the romance.

Before I could tell Jiang Luo that I fell in love with him too, there was a knock on the glass window beside us.

Outside the window, three boys who are afraid of chaos in the world are screaming, and I can hear them shouting through the glass: "I wish the boss and the boss's wife a happy marriage for a hundred years!"

Jiang Luo must have heard it too. He was lying in my arms, too shy to look up.

I raised my hand to drive away those noisy guys, and they took pictures reluctantly before running away.

"Let's all go." I pulled Jiang Luo up, held his hand and said, "Let's go too."

Holding hands this time is different from the past, probably because Jiang Luo gave me the courage to stop running away.

In fact, the obstacles in front of us are the same. I thought I would never be able to get over it in this life, but I didn't expect Jiang Luo to cross that mountain and land in front of me by air.

What could be more incredible and exciting than this?

No more.

The moment I clasped fingers with Jiang Luo, I suddenly felt that this life has no regrets.

I didn't want to let go of his hand even for a second, so I even held hands with him when I went to the bar to check out.

The clerk in the coffee shop looked at us and laughed, Jiang Luo was a little shy, but I suddenly wanted to show off and deliberately drew Jiang Luo closer.

We went out of the store, and standing at the door, I suddenly remembered a very important thing.

"Jiang Luo." I stood still.

He turned to look at me.

There were cars coming and going on the side of the road, but now even the sound of the horn was not so disturbing.

I looked at him, raised my hand slowly, and kissed the back of his hand.

Then say, "I love you too."

I'm not as calm as I look on the surface. If I'm not on the street at this moment, I might already be hugging Jiang Luo in circles.

I can't kiss his lips, but the back of his hand and forehead.

There are many ways to express love, I just want him to feel my heart.

Jiang Luo looked at me blankly, as if she didn't hear what I said clearly at first, then her expression became very strange, she didn't know whether she was laughing or crying.

Just when I was thinking about whether I should say something, he suddenly yelled at me, and then rushed over and hugged me.

I don't want to think about other things anymore, who was his lover before, what physical defects he has, these are not problems, and they can't stop me from falling in love with him and choosing to be with him.

Jiang Luo is so brave, how can I feel at ease if I don't respond to his love thousands of times.

We were still holding hands as we drove him home.

I know it's not safe, but forgive me, I really don't want to let him go.

I have always wanted to ask him why he suddenly confessed his love to me today, and I also wanted to ask him when he fell in love with me. There are so many questions, and I don’t know where to start.

We walked into his house holding hands, and then sat on the sofa in a daze while holding hands.

They are all grown men in their thirties, but they are as hypocritical and innocent as a middle school student who is in love for the first time, with sweaty palms, no one is willing to let go first.

The house was very quiet, but Jiang Luo suddenly sneezed loudly.

We looked at each other, then laughed together and collapsed on his sofa.

He huddled in my arms, his shoulders trembling with laughter, I liked it so much, and while he wasn't paying attention, I secretly left a kiss on the top of his head.

I really want to possess him, especially after knowing that he loves me too.

The laughter gradually died down, and we were all silent for a while.

Jiang Luo said, "Actually, I made a bet with Yi Li today."

"Ok?"

He turned his head to look at me, and held my hand again: "I know who he likes, Xu Zhao."

I didn't speak, and I always felt that it was a disappointment to mention this person at this time.

Jiang Luo continued: "I told Yi Li, I'm here to pursue you. If I succeed, he will also succeed in forgetting Xu Zhao."

I laughed helplessly, and really didn't know how to evaluate their behavior.

But at this time, I was a little grateful to Xu Zhao. If it wasn't for him, probably Jiang Luo and I wouldn't have expressed our feelings so quickly and smoothly.

"Brother." Jiang Luo sat up, faced me, and said seriously, "Give me some time."

After he finished speaking, he suddenly leaned over.

A light kiss landed on my lips.