8192

When 8192R entered the ward, the man was in a daze.He stared at the empty ceiling, wondering what he was thinking.Seeing the person who came to visit him, the man's expression became visibly nervous.But he seemed so weak that even his nervousness was blunt.

8192R walked to the bed, only to hear the man curl up and whisper, "...I'm sorry..."

He lowered his head deeply as if afraid of being scolded.

"Yesterday... I didn't tell you the truth..."

The man carefully explained that he had concealed the psychiatric follow-up visit.

I already knew, 8192R thought.

Before coming here, 8192R heard from his attending doctor that next Saturday is the day of his routine check-up once every three months.

It has also been heard that he is recovering very well from the first two routine check-ups.

That was before I came to his house.

The doctor said that he was admitted to the hospital this time because his mood was a little unstable and he needed to stay in the hospital for observation for a few days.

I'm afraid that the culprit of all this is himself.

8192R never thought that his own existence would bring him pain.

It once naively thought that as long as it came to his side in the form of 8192, it could make him smile again.

So, after the brief meeting that summer, 8192R tried everything in order to meet him again.

It messed up his father's laboratory, only to get his tough father to agree to rebuild 8192's body.In order to pass the inspection without installing the emotional prohibition program, it voluntarily applied to become a medical robot.Such bots do not require the installation of emotion banning programs, but they cannot be resold.If the owner dies or gives up ownership, the robot will be forcibly destroyed.

It doesn't matter to the 8192R.Because it was not prepared to go anywhere other than his side.

After finally seeing him, someone said to himself, all this is wrong.

The doctor said that the loss of his memory hit him hard.

"Getting along day and night will put a lot of pressure on his spirit."

What he needs is not love, but a peaceful life.

This sentence suddenly came to mind.

Was the decision it made really wrong?

But he never said anything.

Even now, facing himself, the person who hurt him deeply, he is still saying sorry.

I'm sorry, I said very harsh words to you.

He said so.

That is absolutely unspeakable.Even if you hate me, it's only natural.

How could I hate you.

"I... I'm actually very happy, when you came to my house." His voice trembled a little, "You said, when you want to stay, I also..."

I am also happy like a dream.

No.

It should be you who is dreaming.

"However, what I want to say is that you... don't need to live in its shadow."

8192R felt that his heart had been severely cut.

"You can say what you want, do what you want, you don't have to obey my orders."

you are free.

These words are like shackles, making it immobile.

"It was your father who asked you to come here. You have no obligation to stay with me all the time."

The man pretended to be relaxed: "I... am not as fragile as you imagined. Look, I was fine before you came?"

fraud.

Thinking of the way he shivered while holding the iron box, 8192R couldn't laugh at all.

"So, you don't have to worry too much about the past, and you...don't force yourself...to like me..."

The final voice was so low it was almost inaudible.

The man looked unnaturally in the opposite direction from the robot, and he deliberately averted his gaze.

8192R stood beside the bed without making a sound.

The patient in the next bed was uttering gibberish.The footsteps in the corridor also stop and go.The north wind was blowing against the window sill of the ward, making the glass rattle.

The man seems to have given up on getting an answer from 8192R.

"I. I didn't force it."

A mechanical voice without emotion.

The man was stunned.

"I didn't force it."

It said it again.

The man still lowered his head, just whispered "Really".

He obviously didn't believe it.

8192R really hates this body that cannot express emotions, and hates the person who made it like this.In front of the beloved, it can't even make a gentle expression.

Subconsciously wanted to shake his hand, but the man avoided it as if frightened.He retracted his half-exposed arm back into the quilt, with fear in his eyes.

The scene became a little awkward.

Fortunately, the nurse arrived immediately to break the silence.He took the medicine and soon became groggy. 8192R had no reason to stay any longer, so he left the ward in disgrace.

Walking out of the gate of the hospital, the setting sun in late autumn is a bit cold. 8192R looked at the sky, not knowing where to go next.

Doctors advised it to temporarily reduce contact with sick people.He said that the previous treatment plan was to try to weaken the impression of 8192 in his mind.But now that he appeared in front of him with the exact same face as 8192, it was actually a kind of stimulation to him. "Of course, it's not to separate you forever." The doctor said, "It's just that you have a big personality difference from the past, and he doesn't know how to face it for a while. Give him some time and let him adjust slowly. I'm sure he'll accept you."

8192R doesn't understand psychology, and doesn't know what's best for him.It could only listen to the doctor and try to put distance between the two of them.Except for sending a change of clothes to the hospital, it basically doesn't stay in the ward for a long time.The man never kept it, as if it was easier when it was not there.

During the day, it doesn't want to stay in an empty home, so it sits on a bench in the park in the middle of the street downstairs in a daze, and sits for a whole day.The man said that it can do what he wants, but 8192R doesn't have any hobbies, nor any way of leisure.The fun games played by those dandies when Ye Junhao was alive have no feeling for the current 8192R.The eight years spent in the basement made it completely out of touch with society.It shouldn't exist in this world.It has already chosen to give up living like a walking dead.It was the father who told it when it decided to self-destruct, should we change our life and start over.

But what did the new life give it?

Ye Junhao's lingering life haunts him like a curse. The malicious people are still alive, and the innocent people are still struggling helplessly in the corner.What's the point of living such a life again?

On top of that, an unrelated person is involved.Then, his life was completely ruined by himself.

8192R cannot forgive itself.

If he hadn't met himself eight years ago, he might have fallen in love with human beings, got married, and formed a happy family, instead of enduring pain that shouldn't belong to him in loneliness and drugs like now.

Why didn't he simply die at that time?

Whether it was tortured to death, or committed suicide, whatever, why not die before meeting him?

Even before redoing his body, giving up on meeting him and resigning himself to a string of codes in the database is better than making him sad enough to relapse.

Now that a simple meeting would cause him pain, what else can I do for him?

8192R sat on the bench and thought blankly, thinking and thinking, but couldn't think of an answer.

The day of discharge is approaching.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, the weather was fine. 8192R cooked a meal at home, and then went to the flower shop to buy a bouquet of bright flowers and went to the hospital to pick him up.Men's spirits look good.He was very relaxed, and smiled at it for a long time. 8192R also held his hand happily, only to realize that he had already put on the gloves before leaving the door of the ward.

It didn't care then.

The two came to the outpatient hall. 8192R asked the man to sit down first, and it went to help him get the last medicine prescribed by the doctor.While queuing, it met an unexpected old friend.

"Master Junhao—"

The moment he heard this voice, 8192R got goosebumps all over his body.

Turning around, the person who greeted it was an old man with a kind face.

Of course it was impossible to forget him.After all, it was thanks to this person's help that it escaped from the Chen family.

Standing in front of it was the old butler of the Chen family.As for his name, 8192R only vaguely remembers that his surname is also Chen.

"Uncle Chen."

The old man smiled and Mimi looked it up and down: "How are you doing recently?"

8192R nodded perfunctorily.It has begun to wonder if it is bad luck, why people related to Ye Junhao always find it.

Now it just begs its master not to find this person.He knows too much about his unspeakable past. 8192R didn't have the confidence to keep that flawed secret from him.

"Is this... an acquaintance of yours?"

A man appeared in front of him holding flowers.

The 8192R literally wants to hit the wall.But it has no way out.It could only bite the bullet and introduce each other casually, and kept praying in its heart that this Uncle Chen should not talk too much.

"The young master lives here," he said.

8192R's brain instinctively refused to understand this sentence.

It doesn't know who he's talking about.

"Are you going to see him?"

Whether he is dead or alive has nothing to do with him.

Rather, it would be better if he died.In case I saw him, I would want to strangle him to death.

"Anyway, you two had such a good relationship when you were young..."

Say no more!

8192R was in a cold sweat.I don't know if he heard something was wrong.

It wanted to pull the man away, but found him looking at itself with a complicated expression.

"Aren't you going?"

He said.

"Is he your original master?"

8192R was furious.It is angry at why the man is so sharp, so sharp that he seems to see through his own heart.It was also very afraid, afraid that the shaky lie he had told would soon be discovered by him.

If he knew that he didn't want to see Chen Qi, would he realize that it was not that he had not been "excessively treated" by the previous master.

Therefore, when the man proposed to accompany him, 8192R flatly refused.His illness was just right, and it couldn't make him sad about his own affairs any more.

8192R placed the man on the bench in the outpatient hall, said he would be back soon, and urged Uncle Chen to leave.It pretended not to see the man's lonely expression.

I am sorry.

I recited it silently in my heart many times.However, it has no options.

On the way to the ward, it learned from Uncle Chen that Chen Qi had attempted suicide and turned into a vegetative state, and had lived in this hospital for a long time. 8192R thought casually, Ye Junhao has been reincarnated for a long time, can he still catch up?

Arriving at the door of the ward, 8192R stopped in his tracks.

Even if he hinted to himself that Ye Junhao was the only one he wanted to hurt, not himself, his body's reaction still couldn't be stopped.Just feeling his breathing, 8192R has already started to tremble non-stop.It was afraid that if it really walked into this room, it would not be able to help but kill him with its own hands.

But it can't do that.The regulatory authorities have stipulated that the crimes committed by the robot shall be borne by the owner.It cannot implicate the one it loves because of this kind of person.

So it escapes.Run away like a clown.

When I returned to the outpatient hall, the man was no longer there.After dialing his phone, the man said his friend had already driven him back.

The 8192R has a bad feeling.

Things seem to be developing in an uncontrollable direction, like sand in the hands, the more you want to keep it, the more it will disappear without a trace.

After being discharged from the hospital, 8192R still stayed away from home for a long time.I come back around midnight every day.The man didn't say anything at first, but he couldn't help but ask where it went. 8192R just said that he recently fell in love with jogging.

After all, it is the man who said it himself, let him freely choose the life he wants.So when he heard that he had a new hobby, the man didn't look very lonely.He bought running shoes and sportswear for 8192R, and asked if he wanted to apply for a gym card.

Of course, it is impossible for the 8192R to go to any gym.

It said that he just ran around casually, so he didn't have to worry so much.

They didn't talk too much after returning home at night.It just crept into the bedroom, lay down gently behind him, and the two of them, like couples entering a period of burnout, back to back until dawn.

It doesn't know how long the doctor said.

I don't know if he has accepted this memory-lost self.

But none of that matters.

Things seem to have taken shape.

It won't be long before his wish may come true.

Just a little bit.

Just a little bit.

"Where did you go?"

the man asked in the dark.

8192R repeated the lie it had just told.

"It rained all day today."

Oops.It stayed indoors for too long, and the ground was completely dry when it went out.At this time, 8192R began to regret why he did not apply for a gym membership card earlier.

The man is waiting for its answer.

"I……"

What kind of excuse can make him believe it?What kind of place stays open until midnight?

"I'm taking care of Chen Qi in the hospital."

Absolutely, absolutely not let him know where he went.

The man's eyes widened in surprise.

He believed it.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier." He said in a reproachful tone.

"I'm afraid you're not happy."

"What's wrong with me. Is there anything I can do to help? How is he doing?"

8192R pretended to be silent.

"Really, if you are too busy, I will help you after get off work."

No need to.

Another outright rejection.

The man showed an expression of wanting to cry for a moment, but he quickly covered it up.

That expression made 8192R want to hug him tightly, but it finally let go.

It doesn't want to make extraneous branches at this juncture.

The man suddenly pulled up its collar and kissed it proactively.

8192R felt his kiss, but didn't derive any joy from the act.

The man's expression was as if he was a sacrifice.

This kind of masochistic behavior seems to be just a ritual to clear his mind.

Soon, soon.

8192R hugged him tightly, wishing to pray to all the gods in his heart.

Your wish, I will fulfill it for you immediately.

In the autumn rain mixed with fine snowflakes, 8192R walked towards the gray iron gate.

The woman finally agreed to meet.

The author has something to say:

I wrote the doctor's words blindly, so everyone can make do with it.Mainly for the development of the plot.

The big boss in the next chapter is coming out.