8192

Men's attitude towards 8192R has undergone a subtle change.He began to care about its favorite food.Originally, 8192R had stated early on that he did not need to consume human food, but after the dinner with Xie Yuelin that day, 8192R said that the fried fish steak tasted pretty good.Men happily bought fish, spices, and even brand new pans.Although the taste of what he cooked was completely different from that of the restaurant, 8192R still ate it up with relish.Finding that it likes human food, the man will pack a few takeaways to bring back from time to time after get off work.On weekends, I will take it to restaurants.

Not knowing what he did to make him take care of him so much, 8192R felt as lucky as if he had won a lottery.He was worried and asked if the monthly food expenses were enough, the man just smiled and said, it’s okay to have a meal once in a while.

On Friday evening, the man called and asked if he wanted to have dinner together. 8192R happily grabbed his coat and scarf and rushed out of the house.They made an appointment to meet at a hot pot restaurant on the man's way from get off work.The shop we made an appointment with was very lively.The two lined up in the cold wind for a long time before they got a small spot in the corner.

The man's hand turned red when he was flipping through the menu, 8192R felt distressed, grabbed his hand and rubbed it again and again.The man's expression was a little unnatural, but he didn't pull out his hand, but whispered, just eat some hot food later.

Compared with when he first came to his house, the man can already eat a little bit of meat, although 8192R still dare not let him eat something that is too greasy.The robot silently stirred the vegetables into the clear soup. When it looked up, it found that the man had put a large lump of mutton into the spicy soup.

"?"

It was probably because the robot's bewildered expression was funny, the man looked at 8192R's face and laughed.Not long after, the man picked up a whole bowl of meat and placed it in front of it.

Even though he wondered if he played it for himself, after he really knew his intentions, 8192R couldn't help being secretly happy for a while.Obviously I have eaten his dishes many times, and I have been treated more tenderly by him, but this trivial matter makes my chest throb uncontrollably, unable to stop, and has no exit.

"Do you... want to try it?"

In order to hide his mood, 8192R pointed to the bowl.

"Okay."

The man nodded happily.

8192R didn't think much, picked up the meat and put it to the man's mouth.The man froze for a moment, and 8192R realized that this feeding action was extremely embarrassing.

He wanted to take back the chopsticks, but the man closed his eyes and opened his mouth.His drooping eyelashes and slightly trembling mouth made 8192R's heart skip a beat.

"..."

When he came back to his senses, the robot found that the man was staring at it with somewhat reproachful eyes.I looked down and saw that a large piece of meat I was holding had unfortunately "fallen to the table and died".

"Did you do it on purpose?"

he asked angrily.

"No... sorry, I..."

When 8192R got nervous, he couldn't even speak smoothly.The man pinched its nose with a playful smile.

"so stupid."

8192R's ears turned red from embarrassment.It wanted to grab another piece from the bowl, but the man picked up the meat on the table and threw it into his mouth with a blank expression.

8192R was too late to stop.Although this store is famous, the facilities in the store are very dilapidated, and the tables are not wiped clean.It anxiously wanted the man to spit it out, but the man waved his hand and said within three seconds, it would not be dirty.

What within three seconds, obviously 30 seconds is enough. 8192R kept complaining, and the man refused to say anything.In the end, he still choked on the chili oil in the meat, and poured three full glasses of water to get this troublesome piece into his stomach.

By the time the two had eaten and drank enough, it was almost dark outside.As soon as he left the store, the man was caught in the cold wind and sneezed loudly. 8192R wanted to take off his coat to him, but the man sternly refused.It had no choice but to untie its own scarf and wrap it firmly around his neck.

The man was already wearing a scarf, but now he was wrapped in two scarves, like a round ball of yarn.They live not far from here.The two were about to walk back slowly.Before reaching the intersection, 8192R turned around, and the people around him suddenly disappeared.

Looking back, the man was five steps away, not knowing what he was doing there.

When he got closer, he realized that his two scarves had unknowingly twisted into a dead knot and got caught on a short tree branch by the roadside.

The way he scrambles is adorable as hell. 8192R stretched out his hand and helped him pull out the scarf that strangled his neck.Going around layer by layer, half of his face gradually emerged from the scarf. 8192R noticed that he was laughing.

Maybe because he thought it was funny that his scarf got caught on a tree branch, the man couldn't help smiling.His eyes were shining, reflecting the lights on the side of the road.

8192R did something that I never thought of.

It leaned down and kissed him gently.

Although, this is something that must not be done in order to stay by his side.

why?

He clearly knew that he would not fall in love with her.

Obviously can't let him know his feelings.

At that moment, 8192R only felt that his head was blank.

It immediately regretted it.

Although it wasn't the first time the two kissed.But this kiss was different from the previous ones.

Men are in good spirits today.He wasn't having nightmares or being strangled by a monster called the past.He doesn't need himself as 8192 to lick his wounds.

So how to define this kiss?

8192R was scared to death.Its hands trembled slightly in the cold wind, just begging the man not to ask the sentence it was most afraid of.

"Why, you want to do this."

The man's voice was flat and without waves.

"..."

8192R felt like he was about to cry.

"Can you tell me why?"

"..."

8192R stared straight at the ground at his feet, not daring to look up at him.

No, you can't let him know.

I am just a substitute for 8192, and this relationship is temporary.

Your own feelings should not exist.

For him, he is one of the "others" who he said "can never fall in love".This feeling only troubled him.

No.

In fact, these are all excuses.They are all beautiful words made up by the cowardly self.

It's just the fear that he will reject him.

Afraid he said: I'm sorry, I can't accept your feelings.I was afraid that after he said such a thing, the relationship between the two would end.

8192R didn't want to leave him.

Not for a second.

He would do anything to stay by his side.

Including, killing your own heart.

"I'm your robot."

There is no rising and falling stiff sound.

"It is my responsibility to fulfill your wish."

8192R said.

The man sighs.

"yes……"

The air was bitterly cold.

"I never said, this is my wish."

He raised his head, with a clear look of displeasure in his eyes.

8192R felt that he had said something wrong again, but it didn't know how to redeem it.It asked in a panic: "Then your wish—"

Halfway through, it suddenly stopped talking.

It was all too obvious what his desire was.

It is precisely because his wish can never be realized that I have the opportunity to rely on him like a fake, monopolizing the tenderness that does not belong to me.If the well-repaired 8192 stood in front of him now, then he probably wouldn't even look at himself again.

8192R tried hard to hold back the tears that were about to fill his eyes.Fortunately, I am a robot, and my ability to control my body is much stronger than that of humans.It would have been better if I had known that I would not drink so much water just now, than to embarrass myself in front of him like this.

The man sucked at his nose, which was red from the cold wind, and said coldly, "I don't have any wishes."

He turned his head back, "You don't have to think so many useless things."

After speaking, he left 8192R and left without looking back.

He followed him quickly, and neither of them said a word until they got home.

After finally narrowing the distance, they returned to the original point.

8192R was annoyed.It would be great if I couldn't resist kissing him that day.If not then say it.But until now, 8192R doesn't understand why men get angry.Is he unhappy that he is his robot?Every time he said that, he would show a face that was almost disgusted.Could it be that he doesn't want to be his own master?After all, at that time, I took the initiative to find the door.He didn't refuse, but it didn't mean he really accepted himself as a robot.

Maybe the time to leave is earlier than expected.

8192R felt that he should be mentally prepared in advance.In order not to be suddenly kicked out one day, at least he can leave a good impression in his heart in the end.

Although 8192R thought things were hopeless, the reality didn't seem to be as bad as it thought.The man just sulked for two days.Not long after, 8192R found the vegetables secretly brought to it by the man in the refrigerator.The dish was so spicy and greasy that it couldn't have been for himself.I tried to talk to him, but he didn't avoid its eyes, as if the unhappiness that day didn't happen at all.

8192R finally let go of his heart.

The autumn leaves on the street seemed to have been negotiated, and the branches fell off overnight.

Winter is coming soon.

One day, after the man came home from get off work, he asked it suddenly: "Do you want to go to the concert?"

The virtuoso 8192R he mentioned is very familiar, and Ye Junhao was half of her music fans when he was alive.What makes 8192R even more excited is that he can go to a place with him, just like a date.

8192R nodded quickly.

The man said briefly, next Saturday afternoon, remember to set aside time.

"Your sister will come to pick you up then."

???

What is he saying?

"It turned out that your sister won the unit's lottery. There are activities in Xiao Yu's school that you can't go to. If you are interested, just go with her."

how about you?

"I have something to do that day."

He refused to say what it was, and his eyes were very unnatural.Could it be... He wants to take this opportunity to get close to his sister, and then, justifiably, give her the position of master?

He no longer has nightmares at night.Even, I don't even need my arms anymore.A few days ago, I made him angry again.So with all the signs now, it's hard for 8192R not to think about the worst.

"I'm not going."

It said with a little anger.

"why?"

"You don't go, so I don't go either."

The man's expression was unreasonable: "You can go if you want, why worry about me?"

"I'm your robot. If you don't go, I won't go either."

8192R spoke word by word.

The man's expression became unpredictable again.This happens every time.

Every time, when I say "I am your robot".

"What does that have to do with you being my robot?" His voice trailed off.

"Besides, when did you become my robot..."

It's quiet, but the 8192R hears it clearly.

He really thought so.

8192R stared blankly at the ground, his hands clenched into fists.

"I never asked your father to create you, did I? I didn't ask you to stay with me, did I?" It was as if a string in his brain was suddenly broken, "You can go wherever you want? !"

His eyes were a little scary.

8192R took a step back in fright.

The man suddenly collapsed on the sofa like a deflated rubber ball, and he covered his face weakly.

"Can't we be friends?"

He said.

"Does it have to be this relationship between order and obedience?"

8192R doesn't want to be friends with him.

This kind of relationship with friends is too illusory.Perhaps one day not too long ago, they will part ways as a matter of course.

8192R wants to be his lover.

Even though it knows it's impossible.

Even if you can't be a lover, be his robot, at least you have a reason to be with him until he decides to abandon himself.

8192R bets he won't abandon himself.

Because of his own face, which is indistinguishable from 8192's.

He must be reluctant to abandon himself.

"I'm your robot." It still said word by word, "Even if you don't admit it, it's written in the system that way."

It's a bet that he won't abandon himself.

"It's useless if you say no."

I couldn't help but start to say silently, please, don't abandon me.

please.

"I can't tell you."

The man dropped these words angrily, got up and slammed the bedroom door.

As a result, it didn't take long for 8192R to figure out why the man couldn't go to the concert, and in a way it didn't want at all.

At noon the next day, 8192R received a call from the male unit, saying that he was temporarily admitted to the hospital.The reason is that his illness has relapsed.

The author has something to say:

Poor little Qiao, was so angry with this kid.

The basic psychological process of 8192R and the virtue of 8192 who have just recovered their memory.If you have time, you can check it out (not yet)