Severe Emotional Cleanliness Mutual Aid Group

When I met Jin Chunan, he was eating in the hospital cafeteria.

Fang actually ordered braised lion head, fish fillet with pickled cabbage, deep-fried prawns and scrambled eggs with tomatoes. Xiao Wang ordered them for him, and ordered the same dish himself, and sat down with him to eat.

Originally, Xiao Wang wanted him to rest in bed, and he brought him lunch to the ward, but Fang was so bored indoors, plus he was worried about Jin Chunan every day, and his heart was fried, so he was lying on the bed. Rest, also did not get a bit of peace.

It's better to go out to breathe and relax.

The few dishes he asked for were all Jin Chunan used to cook in the past.He can't reunite with Jin Chunan for the time being, so he can only relive his old dreams with these few dishes.When we were together in the past, Fang actually didn’t think how good Jin Chunan’s craftsmanship was. It sounds too dull, anyway, it's just nitpicking and making trouble, and you don't know the blessing in the blessing.

I regretted it now, but it was too late.

Fang actually picked up a chopstick and put the fish into his mouth. After a while, he secretly commented in his heart that it was tender, but it was a bit fishy, ​​not as fresh and delicious as Jin Chunan's.I poked another small piece of lion's head, chewed it a little, and frowned in distaste. The material was not strong enough, and the taste of flour in a mouthful was like a realistic version, even one-thousandth of Xiaojin's craftsmanship. Not as good.I ate another deep-fried prawn, and I felt that the prawn meat was chewy and the taste of oil was too thick, which completely covered the original taste of the prawn meat. .

Fang was not in the mood to eat anymore, put down his chopsticks, and sighed.

Xiao Wang was quite happy to eat at first, but when he saw his frown furrowed, he also put down his chopsticks and asked cautiously, "Is it not to your taste?"

Fang actually shook his head, "No, the taste is quite good, I just think of the one in my family, these few dishes are all his specialties."

"Brother Fang is thinking about people after seeing things. It's okay. When you recover from your injuries, go back to see your wife in good spirits." Xiao Wang teased, and then said quickly, "Oh, no, you were injured. Why didn't your family come to see you?"

Fang's face turned gloomy.

Xiao Wang knew that he had said something wrong, so he scratched his head in embarrassment, and made up for it in vain: "It must be Brother Fang, you don't want your wife to worry, so you didn't tell her."

Fang unexpectedly sighed, picked up the chopsticks and fiddled with the shrimp whiskers on the dinner plate, and said in a tone that has experienced many vicissitudes; .”

Xiao Wang is still an ignorant young man, he has never experienced anything unforgettable, and he has never been desperate for anyone. Seeing Fang's poetic enthusiasm, he didn't feel much emotion. It's just that I seem to understand what he means, but I don't seem to understand at all.

While Fang was sighing, he caught a glimpse of a tall and familiar figure from the corner of his eye, holding two rice bowls, cooking at the cafeteria window.

As if he had been hit by a freeze spell, Fang suddenly couldn't move.

Jin Chunan handed over the lunch box, said a few words to the cook, and then straightened up, staring blankly at the glass window in front of him.

Xiao Wang saw that Jin Chunan was in a daze, and his eyes were lingering, as if he was insane, so he followed his line of sight, saw that it was Jin Chunan, and saw that Jin Chunan was also in a daze, and thought about the two days in the past. The unrevealed tenderness between people's eyebrows and eyes, as well as Jin Chunan's anxious state when he was sent to the doctor, suddenly blessed his soul and realized everything.

There is no shortage of romantic affairs in the entertainment industry, even for men and women, so Xiao Wang is not surprised.And it's best for young people to do matchmaking, and at the same time act recklessly, he thought, since these two people have feelings for each other, and there is a rift for some reason, why can't I do a good job to become a beauty.

Xiao Wang's idea is very simple. He just thinks that there is nothing that can't be solved by a good talk. If there is, then talk twice.In his opinion, many misunderstandings in the relationship are mostly caused by poor communication, so with a good heart, he wants to build a bridge for them.

But love is not just love, sometimes it is luck, sometimes fate, sometimes fate, sometimes it is something else.Even if both of them are stepping properly and never make mistakes, they may end up going astray.The inconspicuous moats in the relationship, the little gaps, the heartfelt words again and again have no place to tell, and the slightest involuntary time and time again, even the two people who walked over with a deep foot and a shallow foot may not be able to see clearly , not to mention irrelevant spectators.

Xiao Wang put down his chopsticks, stood up, and waved in Jin Chunan's direction: "Jin Chunan! Jin Chunan! Come and eat together!"

Fang was actually obsessed and didn't pay attention to the change in Xiao Wang's expression. At this time, he came back to his senses, but it was too late to stop him.

What's more, he himself didn't want to stop it.

Obviously it was Xiao Wang who called him, but for some reason, when he turned his head, he saw Fang Ran first.The two of them stared at each other silently, separated by the people coming and going in the cafeteria, the greasy floor, and the void like a copper wall.

It was Jin Chunan who turned his eyes away first, because the auntie in the cafeteria had prepared meals for him, and was knocking on the dish bowl with a large spoon, telling him not to block the way, and move away quickly.

Jin Chunan hesitated for a while holding the lunch box, but he still came here.

Xiao Wang smiled at him and said, "Come and eat together, let's make it lively."

Jin Chunan shook his head; "No, I still have to bring food for...."

Xiao Wang still didn't give up: "We'll live upstairs with you, we can go up together later, we won't be able to eat for a few minutes."

Jin Chunan was about to refuse, but Fang suddenly said, "Go up after eating."

Jin Chunan was silent for a while, but finally sat down.He looked at Fang Ran's plate, frowned and said, "This shrimp is too greasy, you are hurt now, it's best not to eat it."

Fang Ran: "I only took one bite, it's not as delicious as yours."

Jin Chunan smiled lightly: "You used to say that the food was not good, so I thought you didn't like it."

Fang actually looked at him deeply and said: "I like it, I have always liked it, it was me back then, I was too ignorant."

Jin Chunan and him looked at each other for a while, then turned away, "It's okay, it's all in the past..."

Fang actually interrupted him and said, "I want to eat something you made, is that okay?"

Jin Chunan's eyelashes trembled, and there seemed to be mist and water in his eyes, but he seemed to have nothing, and said softly: "There are more than thousands of delicacies in this world, and there are countless people who are better at cooking than me. What do you want to eat? You can find it all, there is no need for me to do it.”

Fang pressed on every step of the way: "What if I only want to eat what you cook?"

Jin Chunan opened and closed his lips a few times, he supported the table with his hands, stabilized his figure, and then whispered: "I'm done eating." Then he turned to Xiao Wang as if evading, and said in a voice like a gnat, "I'm done eating." My boyfriend is still waiting for me, so I will excuse you first."

After finishing speaking, Fang Ran didn't dare to look at him, took the lunch box and left as if fleeing.

Xiao Wang was stunned by his words, he was stunned for a while, then turned to look at Fang Ran.I saw Fang sitting on the stool with a blank expression. At first glance, everything was normal, but the chopsticks in his hand had already fallen to the ground.

When I took a closer look, I found that his fingertips were trembling slightly.

After that, I don't know whether Jin Chunan deliberately avoided it, or Fang had no intention of seeing each other again. In short, the two did not meet again until they were discharged from the hospital.

After that, Fang actually returned home in a daze, and lay in a daze for half a month, not daring to do anything every day, just lying on the bed and sleeping soundly, occasionally waking up, like a clay-made wood plastic, not saying anything It's so good to be alive, but it seems to be dead.

Jin Chunan has personally experienced how cautious he is with his feelings.So he also knew that Jin Chunan and Chu Jing were together, which meant that he had made up his mind to get out of the past.No matter what reason Xiao Jin accepted him, whether it was gratitude, emotion, or something else, anyway, now Chu Jing is his legitimate boyfriend, and Fang Fang is just a dead but not stiff ex. If he insists on pestering him, maybe It can also end up with the title of a lingering third party.

But in the end he still abandoned all his self-esteem and pride, and pitifully approached Jin Chunan.

Then he was rejected again.

After that, Fang stayed at home every day without washing his hair, brushing his teeth or face, using games and swearing to numb himself, he didn't even bother to order takeaway, he ate some puffed food when he was hungry, and when he was done eating just hungry.He tortured his body in a way that was almost abusive, as if he was not a person, but a piece of dead wood, a piece of decayed grass, or a jackdaw.

Xie Lan was the first to discover that something was wrong.

After giving Fang a bad idea, Qin Songye and Zhou Gu went abroad for a sweet trip.After participating in the survival competition, Xie Lan wandered to Fang Ranran's house with a tanned face.

Then he was stunned.

In his memory, Fang has always been very concerned about his appearance, because after all, it has been an important bargaining chip for him for many years.Xie Lan never thought that one day, Fang would be trapped by love and make himself into this kind of person who is neither human nor ghost.

As soon as the door of Fang's house was opened, Xie Lan was shocked the moment he saw Fang unexpectedly.

His hair was messy and greasy. It hadn't been washed for a long time, and strands of hair were hanging on his once pretentious head.The originally snow-white home t-shirt was so dirty that it couldn't see its true color, and there were some stains from unknown sources on it.A circle of blue beard grew on his chin. The beard was quite thick. It must be the result of being insulated from the razor for a long time.Going up, the eyelids are swollen, the bags under the eyes are even more swollen, blue and black, against the deep tear groove, it looks quite unique.

Xie Lan sighed and said: "Mister's bones are amazing and his appearance is good. There will be great fortune in the future!"

When he went deeper and saw Fang Ran's all-encompassing big bed, the word "shock" was no longer enough to express his intense emotion.

Although the big bed was not inlaid with gold and jade, nor carved with dragons and phoenixes, it still had a strong impact on Xie Lan with its own unique style.On the smoky gray sheets, there are potato chip bags, biscuit bags, bread bags, underwear, socks, fur slippers, instant noodle buckets, soda cans, wine bottles, moldy towels, and dirty Xi's coat, a small hammer, an ashtray, all kinds of food crumbs, and even a cute little creature——

Xie Lan looked at the little cockroach running freely on the bed sheet. For the first time in his life, he felt the paleness of his words.

He opened his mouth blankly, looked at Fang Ran, then at the big bed, then at Fang Ran, and then at the big bed.

But Fang actually seemed to have realized it suddenly, stretched out his arms, hugged Xie Lan's neck, and began to cry.