My wife wants me to sleep in the cat litter every day, what should I do GL

No matter how deep the scars were in the past, as long as time passes, they will gradually fade and disappear under the healing of the crystal nucleus.

But this time it won’t happen. Chu Xinyan kept rubbing the wound on his arm with his hands. After scabbing, it was hard and still a little painful. Except for the arm, the chest and back were full of welts, and these scars would remain forever. Her body reminded her over and over again how much she had failed, unable to protect herself, and unable to give Qin Ruochu the life she wanted.

Perhaps leaving him was Qin Ruochu's most correct decision.

It was two days before she was discharged from the hospital, and she didn't go anywhere except staying at home.Qin Ruochu's "Begonia in a Light Rain" was played continuously on TV 24 hours a day, with a total of 30 episodes. After the broadcast, it would start from the beginning.

Playing in the earphones is the ending song "Warmth" sung by Qin Ruochu for the series.

First, he kept calling Qin Ruochu, but no one answered, and then the number was blocked.

Qin Ruochu really didn't want her anymore.

So what is left of her?

There's nothing left.

The unfinished wine in the crooked wine bottle on the coffee table trickled down the glass and onto the floor tiles, Chu Xinyan collapsed on the blanket in a state of embarrassment, her face was covered with disheveled hair—he really was a human being. Like people, cats are not like cats, ghosts are not like ghosts.

There is still a trace of Qin Ruochu's life in the empty house. Before that, Chu Xinyan took Qin Ruochu to record fingerprints on the door of the house. During that year, Qin Ruochu would come and live here for a few days when he missed her.

After staying here, toothbrushes, towels, and washbasins were still in the bathroom. Qin Ruochu also placed a few pots of Gypsophila and Lucky Bamboo in her home. Now she is bathing in the sun on the balcony. Chu Xinyan just watered them in the morning .

In the closet are still some of Qin Ruochu's washed camisoles and a nightdress.

All of these were thrown on the bed by Chu Xinyan, and she had to hug and smell them at night to fall asleep.

Zou Kailai knocked on her door, but she didn't open it.

Now he came over again, the doorbell had rang for a few minutes, but Chu Xinyan was still slumped on the blanket without the slightest thought of getting up.

She fell into a drowsy sleep, but felt that her sleep was not so solid, her heart was beating continuously, the doorbell finally died down, and Chu Xinyan fell into a dream again in a chaotic state while the background sound of the TV drama was playing.

Zou Kai could only leave a few bags of instant dumplings and a large bag of noodles at her door.

Standing outside the door for a while, he sighed and shook his head and said to himself, "It's so decadent... Sigh."

Qin Ruochu received a call from Zou Kai with Lie Yang in the middle of filming. Unexpectedly, Uncle Kai hadn't deleted his contact information. Then he thought about it - he is still an artist of Jiutian, and it is normal for the boss to keep her phone number.

—I, alas.If you're not so cruel, come back and see Chu Xinyan. She locked herself at home for several days, and she didn't answer no matter how hard she knocked on the door. I'm worried that something will happen to her.

— She didn't know if she had eaten these two days.

Zou Kai's words accompanied her all afternoon.

Qin Ruochu was always worried that something would happen to Chu Xinyan, she imagined countless scenarios, would Chu Xinyan be unable to think about the hunger strike, or would she be too sad and unable to pull herself together again?

Either way is not what Qin Ruochu wants.

She couldn't let go of Chu Xinyan at all.

So she made up her mind to call Zhang Hengze: "Hengze, I may not be able to eat with you tonight. My stomach hurts a little, and I want to go back to the hotel to rest."

The opposite side was very noisy, with noisy voices of men and women. Zhang Hengze seemed to cover the receiver and talked to her in another place: "Is it your period? Drink more hot water. Next time we meet, I will bring you imported ginger tea to warm your stomach."

"Well, thank you."

"We are so familiar and still say thank you?"

"Otherwise, you can call me boyfriend." Zhang Hengze said with a smile.

Qin Ruochu twitched the corner of his mouth expressionlessly: "I..."

"Okay, okay." Someone seemed to be calling him in the private room, and he responded, "I won't tease you."

Tomorrow afternoon's scene, if I finish filming today, I will go back, and I will have time to go back and forth.

Before leaving, Qin Ruochu secretly went to the dressing room to change into another set of clothes, and sneaked back to Weicheng.

This trip no one knows.

When she walked downstairs in Chu Xinyan's community, she specially packed two portions of light sheep noodle soup and brought them up.

Qin Ruochu pressed his fingerprints, and the door opened with a sound. The room was pitch black, only the TV was on, glowing with a faint blue light.The voices inside were not very clear, but Qin Ruochu recognized it as "Begonia in a Light Rain" at a glance.The self on TV is talking to the male lead, with an indescribably tender and affectionate feeling.

The curtains on the balcony were drawn tightly, and the smell in the room was very strong. The smell of alcohol and the smell of all kinds of fast food rancid overnight hit her face, making her feel a little nauseous.

Qin Ruochu tiptoedly put the noodles on the table, took off her hat and mask and stood by the table to listen to the movement, but found that she couldn't hear any other noise except the sound of the TV, even her beating heartbeat. very clear.

She turned on the light in the kitchen, went to the living room and turned off the TV.

She saw Chu Xinyan lay unconscious on the carpet, motionless, she couldn't even see the rise and fall of her breathing on her chest.

Qin Ruochu ran up in a hurry, touched Chu Xinyan's face and called softly, "Xinyan, Xinyan."

The person on the blanket was unresponsive.

Qin Ruochu shook her hands and sniffed, it's okay.

She breathed a sigh of relief.

The carpet was soaked with wine, Qin Ruochu glanced at the tea table, and saw that Chu Xinyan had ruined all the famous wines that Chu Xinyan had collected for a long time—almost half of them were drunk and the other half was poured out on the tea table.

Forget it, first carry this drunkard to the bed to sleep, and clean the house by himself, Qin Ruochu thought.

"Slow down." Qin Ruochu tremblingly helped Chu Xinyan walk into the bedroom, Chu Xinyan smelled of alcohol, Qin Ruochu planned to wipe her body with hot water, otherwise it would be uncomfortable to sleep.

Turning on the light in the bedroom, the few clothes she left at home were greeted by Chu Xinyan, all of which had been taken out by Chu Xinyan and placed beside her pillow, her eyes quickly wet.

Fortunately, Chu Xinyan was drunk, otherwise Qin Ruochu wouldn't know what it was to come back to see her now.

mercy?

gloat?

Came back on purpose to admire her distraught appearance?

Chu Xinyan must have misunderstood.

She silently breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, and was about to turn her head to look at the person who fell on her shoulders—but she happened to meet that person's dark eyes.

Chu Xinyan is awake? ? ?

Qin Ruochu's heart skipped a beat, and in just a few seconds, his brain was running fast to find a very unreliable reason: "Ah, I... I'm coming back to get clothes, yes, take—uh, uh—"

The words were only half spoken, and there was no chance to spit them out.

I don't know if Chu Xinyan is awake, but Qin Ruochu only knows that she is as strong as a cow and her actions are extremely rude.

First, he pushed her against the wall and bit her like crazy, not only the lips, but also the side neck and chest.

"It hurts...it hurts so much, let me go first..." Qin Ruochu pushed her elbows and pushed her to no avail, Chu Xinyan simply clamped her hands, her thin lips were completely contained in her mouth Sucking and licking, Qin Ruochu panicked, his lips were almost numb, as if they were bitten by Chu Xinyan, a bloody smell savagely swept between their lips and teeth.

This kind of Chu Xinyan Qin Ruochu has never seen before, it seems that the beast in the deepest part of his heart has been completely released, and it is like venting to make trouble on her.

After being viciously invaded by the lips and tongue, Qin Ruochu's legs were already so weak that he couldn't stand still. If it wasn't for Chu Xinyan's tight grip on her waist to prevent her from sliding down, Qin Ruochu would have already sat down on the ground along the wall.

After struggling for a while, Chu Xinyan finally stopped, buried her head on Qin Ruochu's shoulder and panted violently, the strong smell of alcohol belonging to Chu Xinyan remained between Qin Ruochu's lips and teeth, Qin Ruochu endured the burning pain in her body Slowly stretched out his arms to hug the person on his body.

"I'm sorry..." Qin Ruochu said in a muffled voice.

"Sorry……"

But Chu Xinyan didn't respond, she just squinted her eyes and sniffed Qin Ruochu's smell.

This smell has been engraved into her bones and blood, even if the brain is paralyzed by alcohol, the subconscious mind can distinguish the identity of the person as quickly as possible.

After hugging quietly like this for a while, Qin Ruochu thought that Chu Xinyan had exhausted all her strength, but she didn't expect that in a blink of an eye, the whole body would fall on the bed again, before she got up in time, Chu Xinyan rushed forward .

Chu Xinyan began to roughly tear her clothes again.

"No, Xin Yan, wake up, okay..." Qin Ruochu covered her neckline, and looked at the person pressing on her almost beggingly.

Chu Xinyan's eyes were red and strange, except for anger and desire, Qin Ruochu couldn't see any other emotions.

She was sure now that Chu Xinyan was more than just drunk, she was so drunk that she thought she was madly venting her dissatisfaction with herself in her dream.

This is punishment.

It is also the madness of longing to the extreme.

His waist felt cold, and the buttons of his jacket were completely torn off. Qin Ruochu stopped resisting with tears streaming down his eyes.

Give her whatever she wants.

As long as she can feel better.

All Qin Ruochu needed to do was to accept everything silently.

You used to protect me and stand in front of me like a shoulder armor shield, but I can no longer stand by and watch you being hurt like this and remain indifferent.

So Chu Xin said, let me protect you this time.But I still don't want you to hate me in my heart. If we meet again in the future, I hope we can treat each other peacefully.

……

After an unknown amount of time, the sound of long breathing rang in her ears, Qin Ruochu removed Chu Xinyan's hand around her waist, and slowly got out of bed.

Legs and feet were sore and weak, he stopped and walked to look at the scattered clothes all over the floor, Qin Ruochu picked them up one by one, his top was already torn to pieces and he couldn't get on his body.

She glanced back at Chu Xinyan, then walked over to tuck her quilt up, her stomach rumbling.

I haven't even eaten a bite since I entered the door just now.

She casually went to the closet and took a Chu Xinyan's shirt and put it on, and was about to go to the kitchen to warm up her face.

After eating the noodles, Qin Ruochu cleaned up the wine bottles on the tea table for her in the middle of the night with the lights on, opened the curtains and opened the doors and windows for ventilation, and helped her sort the food that Zou Kai left outside into the refrigerator.

In addition, after washing the dirty clothes these days, Qin Ruochu dehydrated them and hung them on the balcony.

After finishing all these, Qin Ruochu looked at the time: two o'clock in the morning.

Still able to sleep for a while, Qin Ruochu yawned and fell on the bed again, Chu Xinyan unconsciously put his arms around her waist again.

At 45:[-] in the morning, the phone buzzed and vibrated a few times.

Qin Ruochu rubbed her eyes and quietly got out of bed, put on Chu Xinyan's shirt and her coat, put on her trousers, and left lightly.

After leaving, he called Zou Kai and asked him to find any reason to prevaricate, telling him that Chu Xinyan was fine.

The author has something to say: I don’t know what to say, so I wish you all good food and drink, and pass the end of the term.The list will still be updated tomorrow.

感谢在2020-06-2802:38:43~2020-06-3023:07:48期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the rocket launcher: Look at the two facing the sky;

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 2 for looking at Chaotian; 1 for Cangjuan;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: Muzi 1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!