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When he arrived in the community, Xiao Yilian called Xia Yi's name twice before he realized it.

His mind was in a mess, thinking about Jian Zhe for a while, and Hei Pi for a while, his heart was about to explode.

He thanked Xiao Yi, and when he got out of the car, Xiao Yi was a little worried seeing his distraught appearance: "Can you find it, do you want me to find it for you?"

"No need." Xia Yi said, "I've already troubled you a lot today."

"Okay." Xiao Yi didn't insist, just looked at him and said: "I will contact you if there is something, don't worry."

Xia Yi nodded.

After Xiao Yi left, Xia Yi whispered Hei Pi's name all the way, searching every corner of the community.

It was raining heavily, and Xia Yi's hair was wet unknowingly. He wrapped his coat tighter, continued to bend over, lowered his head, and carefully looked for Heipi's figure in the grass.

He wasn't sure if Hei Pi had returned, but he didn't dare to think about what he would do if Hei Pi disappeared.He can only look for it by instinct, even if there is only a slight possibility, he doesn't want to give up.

These years, because of Heipi, he is like grabbing a life-saving straw in the precarious wind and rain. Heipi is by his side, like his family, giving him warmth and companionship-family, this word once pushed Xia Yi into despair He once thought that his family was the happiest in the world and his parents were the most loving, but later he discovered that all of this was false. His spirit collapsed at that time, and he didn't even know what kind of product he was. Not sure.

Huang Lixing said that his mother married his father by cooking rice with raw rice. He was not born because of love. Perhaps, in order to get his father, his mother used some special means...but he has been happy for many years. The illusion of life blinded his eyes, making him mistakenly think that he is the luckiest person in the world...

No wonder his mother looked at him resentfully before she died, saying that it was all his fault and that he shouldn't have been born, but whether he was born or not, did he have a choice?Even if their marriage was wrong, should he accompany them and walk into the grave with them?

Uncle Jian watched him grow up, took good care of him, and loved him more than his own son. How could he doubt him because of some rumors... Denying all the happy times of living with Uncle Jian and Jian Zhe for so many years, obviously Knowing that being scolded by a dog was unbearable for Jian Zhe, he wanted to stab him sharply and cruelly. As his closest relative, he stabbed bloody Jian Zhe, who also lost his father at that time, because they were too close. Xia Yi, who has lost his mind, can still accurately hit Jian Zhe's fragility when he is most collapsed, and successfully makes him live like him...

He just wanted to see Jian Zhe's life worse than death and completely collapse.He knows better than anyone else that the words that come out of his mouth are the real knife that kills without blood.

asshole.

asshole!

Xia Yi really wanted to punch himself hard!

what happened to him!Even if Uncle Jian has something to do with his father, even if his mother can't stand the setback and wants to drag him to die together, but what does this have to do with Jian Zhe!He keeps saying that he regards Jian Zhe as his family and wants Jian Zhe not to treat him as a young master, but in his heart, he is still convinced that Jian Zhe will not leave him, no matter how much he scolds, he should bear it, because He is the "young master", because his home was destroyed by Uncle Jian, so he has peace of mind, he just wants to make Jian Zhe suffer, how can he do this?

Xia Yi called Hei Pi, his throat hurt from shouting.

That year, not long before the tragedy happened, he got very angry with Jian Zhe, and that was the beginning of their relationship breakup. He swore that he would never forgive Jian Zhe.

He still remembered that the day was sunny, and he excitedly went to the playground to look for Jian Zhe, and he saw him. Jian Zhe stood in the sun and turned slightly towards him, but he didn't seem to see him.His figure was stained with a filter by the sunlight, Xia Yi looked at him, and wanted to sneak over to scare him, at this moment, a beautiful figure appeared.

Xia Yi stopped in shock.

That figure was Lin Xiaoya whom he had been thinking about day and night. At this moment, she was happily running in front of Jian Zhe, stretched out her arms to hug him, stood on tiptoe, and offered a kiss.

The blood in Xia Yi's whole body rushed straight to his forehead!He clenched his fingers tightly and squeezed the joints hard, the bones made a crisp sound!

He almost escaped.

He didn't have the courage to face this scene.

He was very angry and wanted to hit someone, but after running all the way, when he could finally digest the matter, he seemed to be sick and couldn't even stand up.

fraud.

traitor.

He clearly promised him that he would not talk to Lin Xiaoya, he would not like Lin Xiaoya, but he kissed her, what is that?

He trusts him so much.

The next day, pictures of them kissing went around the school.

Xia Yi no longer wants to talk to Jian Zhe.

He thought, maybe he and Jian Zhe won't be friends anymore.

He won't believe him anymore, and he doesn't want to intersect with his life anymore. What is admitted to the same university, what is always together, at this moment, it has become a joke.

At that time, Xia Yi didn't know why he was in such pain, the pain was so painful that he didn't even want to look at Jian Zhe more. He and Lin Xiaoya obviously didn't have such a deep relationship, but because of this incident, his life fell into a rut. The first trough... He was deeply self-doubting, entangled and unable to extricate himself. Perhaps, this also planted the seeds for him to anger Jian Zhe later, because of that incident, he deliberately kept a distance from Jian Zhe, and he and Jian Zhe Gradually drifting away, until, that car accident, that fire, he let him go...

Hei Pi couldn't be found, Xia Yi stood up staggeringly, he squatted for too long, his breath was not smooth, the wind that blew past was like needles, it hurt his skin, but his heart felt like a fire.He found a seat, disregarded the rain on it, sat down slumped, but failed to suppress the scorching heat in his heart for a long time.The pain in his temple was intertwined with his exhausted breathing. He buried his head in his arms, only to realize that his hair was already soaked, and there was an uncomfortable feeling when it was stuck to his hot forehead.

He seemed to be able to hear his pulse synchronized with his heartbeat. His amber eyes were dimmed by the water mist, and the back gradually regained clarity.

It took him more than ten years to understand some emotions from having difficulty breathing to becoming calm.

He doesn't like rain, but this rain, he hopes it won't stop.

The fierce beast of memory roared and rampaged in his brain, and the pain ran over his heart over and over again.Over the past many years, those uncountable times have densely occupied his brain at this moment. That person has been in his life from the beginning to the end and has never left. Why didn't he find out earlier?

He was just jealous, he was jealous of Lin Xiaoya, he couldn't accept Jian Zhe kissing Lin Xiaoya, because he was jealous.Jealousy and hatred, coupled with unexpected accidents, ruined everything. In his subconscious mind, he knew that Jian Zhe was innocent, and he also knew how much he wanted to hear Jian Zhe's explanation. However, he was very resistant to knowing the truth, because he He thought that Uncle Jian and his father were real, he couldn't repeat the mistakes of the previous generation, and he didn't want to betray his mother, so he rejected Jian Zhe, but the more he rejected him, the clearer he was that Jane Zhe was an important thing to him. A man who simply cannot be erased from life.

But everything is wrong!He misunderstood Uncle Jian. What happened back then was planned by someone else. It was his father who cheated on him. Uncle Jian was the real victim. It was his mother who was cowardly and did not dare to face the truth. She wanted to burn everything to ashes... Parents The end result is that Xia Yi, who became an orphan, has no relatives who are willing to adopt him. They are afraid that Xia Yi also has such a crazy gene in his bones... He has suffered for ten years and has been trapped in the shadow of the past. What about Jian Zhe?Why didn't he bear such pain for ten years?

He was wrong, he misunderstood Uncle Jian for ten years, he was wrong, he didn't see his heart clearly for ten years... He should have come out a long time ago, like Jian Zhe, facing life openly and unrulyly, but , Jian Zhe hid his sincerity, his love was far deeper than he imagined...how much did he have to love him, so that he could forget the hurt he did to him in the past and get along with him in a joking way?

Xia Yi's shoulder was injured and he was unable to work and stayed in the orphanage. He often felt that he was a useless person. He also knew how painful it was to be injured, but Jian Zhe was also injured. The injury was for save him.

He once thought that the only way to live is to seize, to seize desperately, only Jane Zhe, he dare not catch him, he can only exile him from his life.

Did he know that Jane Zhe liked him before?Perhaps there is a vague feeling, otherwise how could he be so unscrupulous and confident.

Xia Yi leaned back on the chair and suddenly laughed helplessly.

Yes, relying on Jian Zhe's love for him, he can do whatever he wants, even ten years later, he will still go to Jian Zhe for help when he is desperate. Heart... What Lin Xiaoya, pensive, since he was a child, he has loved and depended on someone without knowing it. Maybe his love was earlier, before he committed suicide in the bathroom, long before he was in the bathroom for the first time. Seeing that young man in the backlight, he was already deeply attracted by Jian Zhe, but he didn't understand, he didn't have that concept, or he was afraid to admit it, thinking that his stickiness only came from his admiration for Jian Zhe... He thought he I like Lin Xiaoya, because Lin Xiaoya is the school belle of the school, and there is no boy who doesn't like her. Later, he thought that he could have a lot of love affairs, and relying on these love affairs, he could get rid of the shadow in his heart, but he was wrong. Can't make him excited, can't make him restless, restless, and lose control of his emotions.All his intense emotions are only caused by Jane Zhe, he is still a boy, he is still a boy, his emotions, happy and sad, are all caused by Jane Zhe...

Xia's villa was destroyed, and their identities changed, but their feelings for each other remained the same. They shouldn't live in the shadow of the past, and Xia Yi even wanted to start a new life with him.

He has loved Jane Zhe for many, many years.

If he should have died in that fire a long time ago, then Jane Zhe gave him a second life.

Xia Yi took out the lighter, but as soon as he lit it, the flame was extinguished by the rain.

He wants to see him.

Think right away.

Same as in the past ten years, every day I wake up thinking, I will watch his news, I will collect every movie he acts in, I will be worried and anxious because of his scandal, and I will be depressed and angry because of a kiss scene he performed , will fight because of other people's verbal insults to him.

When she was in the orphanage, Qin Rui was bullied by a group of children every day but still had a smiling face. Xia Yi asked her why those people always bullied her?

Qin Rui told him with a smile that they bullied me because they said I was dumber than a puppy.

That day, Xia Yi found the group of children and had a fierce fight with them. At night, Xia Yi slept with Qin Rui, and he told her that no one would bully her again.

"Meow meow."

Xia Yi was stunned.

He lowered his head and followed the sound, only to see that the black skin covered in mud was at his feet at the moment, rubbing his soft body affectionately against him.