Dedicated to Luhe

In fact, I know very well that I have never been a brave person, but if I am a little braver, I will not mention my sexual orientation to others for the first time when I was 30 years old.

I don't know if bravery is innate, but brave people are indeed admirable, but at least it is too difficult for me to be brave in this matter. Today, I revealed to Lu He in a roundabout manner, which was also catalyzed by various reasons, pushed by emotions and atmosphere. Pushing to make a choice.

Lu He should have understood, he was surprised and confirmed repeatedly.

Confirmed it was Beckham, not Victoria.

Lu He, who had stopped drinking, picked up another can of beer on the ground, pulled the tab hard, and drank about half of the can in one go.

He drank in a hurry, and the beer spilled down from the corner of his mouth. The yellow transparent liquid quickly stroked his clean neck. When I looked over, I saw the wine, the neck, and his shaking Adam's apple.

I have always thought that the sexiest part of a man is the Adam's apple, which can reveal all hesitant and insincere words.

I also drink, as if trying to cover up something, but I can't tell what I want to cover up.

When Lu He was finally willing to let go of his pajamas, put down the beer, took out a tissue, and wiped his neck and clothes soaked in beer, he said, "Why did you suddenly tell me this?"

It is said that there is no love or hatred for no reason in the world. Similarly, there is no sudden coming out of the closet for no reason.

I said, "This is what we call exchanging secrets."

Because Lu He told me a really big secret, I had to find a comparable one and give it back to him.

I don't like taking advantage of people, not at all.

Well, I don't seem to be convincing when I say this, after all, I ate food cooked by others for several days in a row not long ago.

free.

"So, this is a reciprocity?"

I nodded.

"It's unfair to you that I know your secret." I said, "To make you feel at ease, I decided to tell you one too."

I smiled and looked at Lu He: "So you can rest assured now? I will never tell others about your incident. After all, I also have important secrets in your hands."

Lu He looked at me a little strangely, and after a while he said, "I don't intend to exchange with you, I just want to tell you about me."

"I understand," I said, "but I don't have to keep a handsome guy's secret, and it's what makes a long-term friendly relationship, right?"

I said this with a smile, as lightly as possible, to make it sound like a joke, but we both know it's not a joke, it's just me who is twisted and doesn't want to be in charge of others unilaterally important moment.

"Then would you like to hear me tell you another secret?" Lu He asked.

When he asked me, he turned the ring on his little finger lightly, as if he really regarded it as a unique tail ring.

"No, no," I quickly refused, and said with a smile, "It's better not to come again, you have too many secrets, and I have nothing to exchange with you."

Lu He, who was rejected by me, chuckled lightly, as if feeling a little helpless.

I explained: "Lu He, I'm really sorry, I'm cowardly, and I don't want to take care of things."

He nodded: "Understood."

We drank a lot of wine on this extremely cold night. We didn't run to the toilet twice until after three o'clock, and then went back to our rooms to sleep.

I don't know if Lu He fell asleep or not, but I slept well and woke up naturally the next day.

When I opened my eyes, it was windy and rainy outside, and I was worried that I would be blown away through the glass window.

I glanced at the time, it was long past the time of assembly, I was shocked, I quickly opened WeChat and saw the manager sent a message in the group, saying that due to the weather, all the originally scheduled outdoor activities were cancelled, today I am free to move around on my own Experience the resort interior program.

That's very human.

I checked the time again, it was past nine o'clock.

Get out of bed, a little top-heavy, it's all caused by drinking last night.

I held back my urine, opened the door in my slippers, and trotted to the toilet.

After "running the water", he took a shower, and when he came out, he saw Lu He had just entered the door.

"Are you out?"

When I asked the question, I saw that Lu He was carrying two paper bags with the resort's logo printed on them.

"Come back after picking up breakfast." Lu He said, "It's just right, come and eat."

This incident was so troublesome that the leader actually waited on me.

"Just ask me to get up and get it." I said as an afterthought, "I'm sorry to ask you to go."

Lu He looked back at me with a smile: "Didn't I knock on the door of your house, and you ignored me."

I don't know if it's true or not, but I can only smirk and act stupid to relieve my embarrassment.

The two of us sat at the table to eat, and I found that the mess from last night's drinking had been cleaned up.

"Career here?" I asked.

"Ah."

But when I looked back, I found that those beer cans were squished and put in a garbage bag. It was obvious that the cleaning did not come.

Lu He took care of it.

I raised my hand and pulled my wet hair, thinking about what I should do today, otherwise I would be a sloppy and lazy waste in front of Lu He.

"Did you see the notice?" Lu He said, "The outdoor group activities have been replaced by free activities."

"Hmm." I thought about lying in the house in this kind of weather.

"Will you go to the hot spring later?" Lu He said, "The hot spring here is pretty good."

He has asked this question, what else can I do?

"Go." I said, "it happens that I'm quite tired these days, take a hot spring to relax."

So, an hour later, facing Lu He, I almost stepped on the ground and fell into the hot spring pool behind me.

I really can't blame me for being unsteady, it's really that Lu He's figure is so good that the old deer in my heart doesn't know where to hit it.