Army stab

Such a task may not consume a lot of physical energy, but it will be exhausting. After the team members returned to the base, they went to rest after eating in twos and threes. Of course, the way of rest is different. People like Sun Jing , I prefer to rest on the shooting range holding a sniper rifle, while Guan Zhong prefers to stare at bombs.

After Xiao Bai dismissed everyone, he went into the office and began to write the report. To be honest, he has never been very enthusiastic about this work. As the captain, he has to grasp both political workers, or he can choose to let the vice-captain Wu Yu write for him.In fact, Xiao Bai really tried it, but that time Wu Yu held back a whole afternoon before he could write a thousand words, and after finishing the report, this guy recruited several team members to practice fighting and sent them all into the The infirmary visited Zhu Ke, and after that, Xiao Bai never counted on Wu Yu again.

So, this person still can’t be dependent, and some things really have to be done by himself, such as reporting such hard things.

It was almost eight o'clock after the report was finished, Xiao Bai went back to the dormitory to take a battle bath, and he was revived on the spot full of energy. He stood at the window and looked at the dormitory building opposite, took out a cigarette and smoked it. Slowly wandering over, it was the first official mission anyway, he had to take care of the emotions of his comrades.

Zha Da was alone in the dormitory, writing quickly on a piece of letter paper, seeing that the child's black face was pink and full of youth, Xiao Bai coughed to feel sorry for disturbing him, and came out after chatting casually.Zhang Ran and Su Mingyuan were playing Three Kingdoms One-on-One, one was using Zhou Yu, the other was Huang Gai, the voice of "Please whip me, Gong Jin" came from the dormitory every now and then, and Xiao Bai stood beside him After watching for a long time, until Huang Gai was finally flogged to death by Gong Jin, he put his hands behind his back and smiled a little weirdly.

"How do you feel about today's mission?"

"Tired!" Zhang Ran didn't raise his head, the next game started, he drew his trump card, this time it was Sun Shangxiang, Su Mingyuan turned over the card with a smile, crap, it was actually Liu Bei.

"No other feelings?"

"Report to the captain, no!" Su Mingyuan showed no mercy, and directly attacked his woman with an attack of soldiers, arrows, and fire. Zhang Ran accidentally got hit by a trick, and fell asleep with Liu Bei once in annoyance, calmly With a face, he said sullenly: "Report to the captain, can you improve the food, I prefer to eat sweet and sour pork ribs! I hope every meal has it!"

"Yes," Xiao Bai smiled, stretched out his paw and put it on Zhang Ran's head, leaned into his ear and whispered, "I will make a report to Sinan tomorrow and sign my name."

Zhang Ran trembled, raised his head tremblingly, and closed his mouth quite politely.

Ye was never in the dormitory, Su Mingyuan said that he didn't know where this kid went, Xiao Bai grabbed Su Mingyuan's precious sniper rifle, stood at the window and scanned the surrounding mountains in detail, as expected he was in the dormitory. Ye Jue was found in the haystack in Xishan No. [-]. This kid was standing upright, throwing stones down the mountain from time to time.

Xiao Bai rubbed his chin, couldn't help laughing, is this guy a rabbit, why does he like to cat in the haystack so much.

Halfway up the mountain, Xiao Bai saw Ye Jue clearly, this guy didn't throw stones now, he was lying in the haystack with his legs crossed, with a straw in his mouth, he seemed to be asleep.

After Xiao Bai walked over, he stood quietly and condescended to look at Ye Jue for a long time. His eyebrows were not too thick, and the brows were raised. When he was not smiling, he looked a bit sharp, but when he fell asleep, he was much softer. His nose bridge was straight, like It's a gun, the kind with arrogance, the corners of the lips are always slightly upward, as if always smiling, of course, sneering, smiling and contemptuous laughs are all possible.

What is the best thing to look at, or those eyes, they are very clear, have desires but no distracting thoughts, have no beliefs but have persistence, some contradictory things have been well integrated in this little kid, in short, it will make people feel very comfortable.

Xiao Bai's eyes were dark, and after watching for a long time, he thought that the appearance of this little kid had already been deeply engraved in his mind. From the first meeting until now, he could think of many details now when he closed his eyes, maybe until he It's hard to forget when you're dead.

This can be regarded as a kind of destiny. When you meet someone and then fall, although this word is used on yourself, it will feel a bit ridiculous, but it is really a fall, because besides this, Xiao Bai can't think of other words to describe his own. Mood, of course, this may have something to do with his poor Chinese learning.

"Captain, I'm just a showman, not a man," said Ye Jue with his eyes closed, crossing his legs, with a little smile on his lips, a naughty one.

"Then if I pay more, can I sell myself?" Xiao Bai laughed, squatted down and sat next to Ye Jue, pulled out the chewed grass root from his mouth, and threw it aside casually.

"No need to think about it," Ye Jue sighed, straightened up and sat cross-legged, looking at the sharp blade base under the night, the smile on the corner of his mouth deepened, but he was still a little tired.

"Captain, I have to ask you something."

"Go ahead."

For today's mission, due to the location, only Ye Jue heard the words of the veteran before he died. He remembered the pale face of the veteran, the wound on his thigh, and the hostage child just lying quietly in his arms , There is no bomb on the body as the veteran said.

Ye Jue uttered these things in one breath, and he panicked and felt really uncomfortable. He urgently needed an outlet to vent, and someone to listen to.

He spoke so fast that he almost choked on his saliva, Xiao Bai listened quietly all the time, occasionally making small movements, not too big, until Ye Jue finished speaking, he turned his head away.

Ye Jue's eyes were covered with water, of course Xiao Bai didn't think it was tears, if it must be called tears, Xiao Bai thought, it should be because of sympathy and intolerance.

"Ye Jue," Xiao Bai's voice was a little deep, as if he had gathered a lot of strong emotions, but in the end he could only express it slowly in a calm way, "Do you doubt your original intention of becoming a soldier?"

Ye Jue was stunned and did not answer, so Xiao Bai continued: "Do you still remember the oath you made on the day you joined the team to defend your country with your life? Does this sentence sound like a slogan? , of no practical value at all?"

"I didn't think so..." Ye Jue's voice was not loud, Xiao Bai patted him on the head, with a soothing force, he pointed to the valley that entered the base, from there it circled the entire back mountain of the sharp blade They circled around, "The remains of five soldiers were buried on these mountains, some of which were incomplete. This is something that cannot be mentioned on the table. In fact, they can ask to be buried back to their hometown, but everyone's wills are incomplete. I chose to stay on the sharp edge."

"Every time we cross-country in the mountains, we can actually pass their graves, but there are no tombstones, and the sun and rain have been exposed for a long time, and even the location of the graves will be a little difficult to identify."

"Ye Jue, we are soldiers, and we are the country's weapons in war. We have no choice but to sacrifice ourselves or destroy the enemy. In peacetime, we are the guardians. Of course, there are also undercurrents under this situation. There is no large-scale war. But it doesn't mean that there is really no bloodshed and sacrifice," Xiao Bai's voice was a little cold in the night, his gaze was tight, like a bullet: "What we are going to do sounds noble, but it is really sacrifice. yourself, even burying yourself to protect others.”

"Captain, I understand all of this," Ye Jue was a little anxious. He met Xiao Bai's eyes, eager to express his determination. Yes, he understood. Will fire that shot.

But some things are always different, smugglers are really guilty, killing one might save ten lives, and the old soldier, he was just forced by this fucking life.

Ye is by no means a saint, he just wants to calculate this simple addition and subtraction, he needs to measure his behavior with human life in this way, so as to bring salvation to his heart.

"What you don't understand is what are you working for? You don't think that the old soldier has such a big fault. He didn't deserve to die, but I still killed him, don't you?"

Xiao Bai's voice was almost gentle, with a bit of pity and compassion, of course he hid this emotion very well, because his soldiers didn't need pity, they were in the same trench, all they had to do was straighten their backs , supporting the same sky.

"Not all instructions are 100% correct. You may kill the real villain, or you may kill the so-called good person by mistake, but in fact, there is no boundary between good and evil." Xiao Bai took out a cigarette and lit it. Annoyed, this is a bloody and difficult road, he survived back then, and now all he has to do is to help others walk through it.

"The work we do sounds like defending the country. Of course, it is just in many cases, but sometimes we have to learn to be a villain. No one in this world has the right to deprive others of their lives, but if some People don't die, more people will live in pain, this is not a fair balance, once it is really measured, it will always tilt."

"Ye Jue, clean things need to be done by people, but dirty things also need to be done by people." The smoke slowly rose, and the night was a kind of almost transparent blue, and the outlines of the strands changed slowly. Bai pressed Ye Jue's shoulder with great strength. After talking so much, he was actually a little tired, but he had to continue: "It doesn't matter if you say it's unfortunate or not, we are the ones who do these jobs, even if we If you don’t do it, someone else will do it, and if we do it, it’s equivalent to helping others to bear the suffering. It’s a bit like a martyr, but this world is like this, and there has never been real fairness.”

"Captain," Ye Jue turned around and stared into Xiao Bai's eyes. The extreme black and white could sting people, so he understood a little bit that the strength his captain possessed came from the pain in his heart. A person is a saint, he just endures silently alone, and then bears all these pains.

"Do we have to execute even if there are wrong orders in the future?"

"Don't you already have the answer?"

Xiao Bai exhaled the smoke, and suddenly laughed, his eyes were moist, like fine jade, very beautiful and pure, Ye Jue was suddenly pinned by the dazzling black, a little breathless and anxious.

"Yes! I understand!" Ye Jue turned his head away, he saw the black and blue sky, the shallow belt of stars across the sky, the light is weak, but it can stretch to the end of the horizon.

"I'm not a qualified special soldier, am I?" Ye Jue laughed at himself, closed his eyes and still had the pale face of that old soldier, he clenched his fists, breathed hard, and then calmed down slowly.

"It's too serious to say that you are unqualified. You are a soldier who can obey orders but can't obey." Xiao Bai was also laughing, and sighed solemnly: "Being your captain will take a few years less life."

"Fuck..." Ye Jue was happy, his eyes were bent like crescent moons, he gritted his teeth, and said: "Captain, you are actually a good person, but I have to think about what you said today, I should be able to Figured it out."

Xiao Bai didn't speak, he knocked Ye Jue on the head hard, handed over the half-smoked cigarette, and asked with a smile, "Why, take a sip?"

Ye Jue shook his head, stood up and stretched, and then he heard Xiao Bai's voice lazily: "Actually, I'm really not a good person, you are too much."

Ye Jue thought it was funny, walked around in front of Xiao Bai, bent down and faced each other, the distance between them was less than ten centimeters: "Captain, you are still angry with me, aren't you?"

"No, I won't be angry with you." Xiao Bai put out the cigarette slowly, raised his head and said calmly: "You were right before, I have some thoughts about you."

"Oh... ah?" After only two seconds of being stunned, Ye Jue came to his senses, he took two steps back, with a strange expression on his face, he stroked his forehead, swallowed his saliva, "Captain, you mean... ?!"

"You're not mistaken, I have a lot of thoughts about you," Xiao Bai also stood up, with a faint smile, "Should it belong to the kind of thoughts that I like?"

Ye Jue's eyes widened suddenly, and he took two steps back, looked at Xiao Bai incredulously, pointed at Xiao Bai's nose, and said dryly, "Don't tell me you're gay!"

"I'm not," Xiao Bai put his hands in his trouser pockets, looking relaxed, "Of course, I don't think you are either."

"That, that, that, then you are still talking about this?!" Ye Jue held his head in pain, he felt that he had received too much stimulation today, and he was about to collapse.

"As far as I can see, I only have these thoughts about you," Xiao Bai took a step closer. From this distance, he could smell Ye Jue's body, which was refreshing with grass, and of course there was a little sweaty smell, but it was not unpleasant at all. , On the contrary, it made him feel a little distracted.

"Do you fucking think I look like a woman?! Or do you, like that bitch Guan Zhong, think I'm a bitch?" Ye Jue's eyes widened violently, filled with burning anger.

"No," Xiao Bai denied, and finally felt that he was not sincere enough, so he nodded vigorously and said, "You are very manly, um, pure man."

"Fuck..." Ye Jue's heart was aroused again, he took a step forward, grabbed Xiao Bai's collar, and gritted his teeth: "You fucking pervert!"

Xiao Bai suppressed his smile, and clenched Ye Jue's fists with his right hand, he could feel the calluses on the opponent's fingers, a thin layer, which was the result of long-term training.

"Maybe," Xiao Bai said, and suddenly laughed again, his voice was very low, his eyes were deep, it was the streamer in the dark night, without the stars, but it was breathtaking.

"As I said before, there are some things you haven't tried, how do you know if they are suitable?"

Xiao Bai's voice was bewitching, and in the next second, he pulled out 100% of his fighting strength and threw Ye Jie to the ground. The barbed weeds cut through the epidermis of his skin, and it hurt a little but nothing serious. hinder.

Xiao Bai looked at Ye Jue's mouth, the corners of his mouth were still slightly upturned, as if he was smiling at any time, and then he bit it, really can only use the word "bite" to describe his action.

The moment his lips and teeth touched, Xiao Bai heard the long sigh from the bottom of his heart again, the same temperature and touch as he imagined, very warm.

The author has something to say:

The following words may not be very appropriate to say, but I don't want to hold back...

The old soldier mentioned in the last chapter is really a prototype. I believe that everyone has seen such an example in reality.

The two people I want to talk about are two brothers from my local area. Two veterans who experienced the self-defense counterattack against Vietnam. They were taken to a study class and locked up. As mentioned in the news about this study class, it is a black prison in disguise. After coming out, one person died and the other was seriously ill. Of course, these two people did not rob or take hostages.

When it comes to this matter, we will stop here. We can see a lot of injustice every day. It is true that this society is unfair. It is more likely that it will never have a fair day, but it is also like a sentence I read before. The same thing is said, the government and the country should be viewed separately, the country is good, but the government is always evil, because this thing is in a sense an interest group, and people really do anything for their own interests. But at the same time, in order to keep its own interests and obtain them for a long time, the government has to find a way to ease the contradictions in the society, share a share of the interests it has seized, and give them to the common people. Fortunately, the Chinese people are truly The kindest people are the best to fool. They will stand up only when they can't bear it.

Well, I said the above sentence not to criticize anything. This is a fact. No one has the ability to reverse it. This thing does not mean that changing a regime can make things better. Every society is the same. Would it be better to change the regime?Maybe the people back then were not as good as they are now.

So I was thinking, what can we ordinary people do, maybe just try to be a good person, of course people are selfish, as long as we can have a little more selfish mentality, no matter what happens above, the life we ​​live This small circle is always better

Therefore, I have always felt that people like Xiao Bai see things too clearly, that's why he made such a choice.

Alright, now that the heavy stuff is over, let’s read the article and not talk about politics orz

Hey, do you want a preview of the next chapter~ If you want a preview, I won’t tell you XD