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Tell me, do you still have an accompaniment? "

I smiled, took out the guitar, sat closer to him, plucked the guitar intoxicated, and said, "Listen well, I learned this after a long time."

"Stop singing if you're tone deaf, I'll be sick all day."

Can't you have a nice word out of your mouth?Am I like a tone-deaf person?

I lowered my head, with the extreme dissatisfaction with this person, and the extreme love of the contradiction, very seriously, played the prelude that I had practiced countless times.

The strings lingering under the tree sounded so beautiful that it didn't seem like I played it.

I feel like a warrior, favored by Venus and the Muse, and I must win this battle.

the brightest star in the night sky

Can you hear

the one who looks up

Loneliness and sigh

the brightest star in the night sky

can you remember

traveled with me

figure lost in the wind

I pray to have a transparent heart

and tearful eyes

give me the courage to believe again

Over the lie to hug you

Whenever I can't find the meaning of existence

whenever i get lost in the dark

the brightest star in the night sky

please guide me close to you

the brightest star in the night sky

Do you care

is waiting for the sun to rise

or accident comes first

I'd rather all the pain stay in my heart

I don't want to forget your eyes

give me the courage to believe again

Over the lie to hug you

Whenever I can't find the meaning of existence

whenever i get lost in the dark

the brightest star in the night sky

please light my way

"The brightest star in the night sky, can you hear clearly, the loneliness and sigh in the heart of the person looking up..."

His fingers trembled slightly when he left the guitar strings.

This time I sang very well, and I want to give myself full marks for this performance.

After singing, Ling Xiao didn't speak.

I teased him: "Disgusting?"

Ling Xiao said it was good, the pitch was quite accurate, but the breath was unstable, the treble was broken, the bass could not be heard, there were a few places where the singing was not on point, and one line of the lyrics was sung wrong.

If I hadn't been wooing him, I would have slammed my guitar on his head!

"What's the matter?" He still had the nerve to ask me, "Generally speaking, I still sang well."

I was so discouraged that I slumped my shoulders and put my hands on my forehead, and finally I had to lift it up: "Do you know why I sang to you?"

Ling Xiao curled up with one knee, looking at the skyline: "Because I often listen to music, you may think that my music appreciation is good."

"I like you."

This confession is not beautiful. I was drenched in the rain all night, and I sang with all my might just now. My voice is a little hoarse. Ling Xiao frowned and looked at the waking world of fireworks at the foot of the mountain. Except for a moment of loss of focus in his eyes, nothing happened for a long time. Other reactions.

This reaction is too much to beat: "Did you hear what I just said?"

"Your voice is not low." He said, turned his head to look at me, and actually smiled. It was the kind of smile that seemed to be a few years older than me, and would make me smile even if I played tricks.I suddenly thought, does Ling Xiao's brother always smile at him like this?

Ling Xiao smiled like a big brother and said, "Qiao Mai, you really want to chase me."

I put down the guitar, looked at him seriously, and said seriously, "I don't really want to, but I'm really chasing him."

I'm really chasing you, brother!

"I think I'm pretty good. You see, we are like-minded. There are not many people in this world who can beat you in fencing. Even if there are, age, height, weight, and nationality may not be suitable for you. You see, we are the same age, our height and weight match, and we have no language barriers, what a coincidence."

He looked at the morning glow and listened to me very quietly.

"Also! If you follow me, we can go to the Olympics together, and we can stand on the podium together. If you are happy, I will let you stand first. The first Olympic champion is for you, and the second I'll take it later, and we'll take turns taking it in the future, and torture those gringos to death!"

The more I think about it, the sweeter it becomes. I am looking forward to this kind of future, hugging on the podium in front of the whole world, showing affection or something... God, let me put this ruthless, heartless AI to accept it!Don't let him harm others again!

"Qiao Mai." Ling Xiao said suddenly.

"Hey! What's the matter, husband~~"

"...don't call it that."

"You want to be a wife, that's fine too. I thought you would like being called husband or something, but I didn't expect you to be so good..."

"Qiao Mai, I will not accept you."

I stared blankly at him.

Wait, your expression obviously doesn't mean what you said...

"Are you going to tell me you're straight?" I said, "I don't like that joke, and I don't believe it at all."

"It doesn't matter if I'm straight or not. I'm a bachelor, and we'll just be teammates from now on. If that's the case, don't talk about it in the future."

When he finished speaking, he stood up, and I was completely dumbfounded.I don't understand, I'm not reconciled, I'm about to explode, and I shouted at his back:

"Then what do you mean the night before yesterday?! That was my first kiss, you stick out your tongue and still want to be irresponsible?!"

Ling Xiao stopped: "...I'm drunk."

"Nonsense! You didn't drink at all!"

"Well, I'm not drunk, I'm just sick." He looked back at me, "Qiao Mai, it's nice to be liked, especially when the person who likes you is a good person, But you don’t know me well. It’s not without reason that I’ve been hated since I was a child. When you’re with me, you’ll only be in this kind of wronged, bewildered, and painful mood. We’re really not suitable.”

I watched his back going down the mountain by himself, and I wanted to drop the guitar when I picked it up!Who asked you to send me so many good person cards? !We've never been together before, how do you know it's not suitable? !

I have been introspecting, what is wrong?What's wrong with my chasing posture?Why does he obviously have a crush on me but refuses to accept me?Am I so bad that people dare not want it even if they like it?Fuck singles, I've never seen such a fucking single as you!

The next morning, I was woken up by Lao Qi's slap on the buttocks.

"Damn it, don't you run every morning? What time is it and you still sleep?"

I covered my head under the pillow: "I won't run in the morning anymore..."

"I knew it." Lao Qi rolled his eyes at me, "I have no perseverance."

"I didn't say I wouldn't run..." I stared sleepily at him from under the pillow, "I'll run in the evening instead."

I turned over and continued to sleep. I finally got into the habit of running. I can’t let it go to waste. In the past six months, my physical fitness has improved a lot. It’s not worthwhile to give up halfway.I'm just afraid of running into him again when I run in the morning.

On weekend evenings, I was running alone on the playground. Occasionally, I still felt that Ling Xiao seemed to be watching me from somewhere, but every time I stopped, I only saw the running track extending at dusk.The runway in the evening is warm golden, like my home field, while the runway in the morning is lonely blue, which is Ling Xiao’s home field. We run on the same track, but there will be no intersection in the future.

I couldn’t take it any longer while I was running. I gritted my teeth and started to run wildly. The red runway was left behind by me, and the woods path came head-on. The golden light was blown on me by the wind, and I was hearty.

Until the high walls of the base stood in front of me.

I remember when he jumped up to the wall like a cat, squatting on it thinking whether to pull me, with the hazy moonlight behind him, and I looked up at him, like seeing a stuffy oil bottle coming out of a novel, for me Said, so mysterious, so attractive to me.

By the way, how did he jump up that day?

I tried to imitate his movements, probably because I practiced a lot during this period and observed him a lot, my feet became much more agile and light, and I jumped up without any effort.

I rode on the top of the wall, climbed over the wall and left the base without even thinking about it. I walked down the mountain aimlessly, passed the carport where we locked our bicycles together, and the bus station where we waited for the bus together, and came to the busy main road. I found out that I was still wearing my running sweatshirt and had nothing on my wallet or phone.

More than half an hour later, I was still standing in the bar street. I had no money on me, and I couldn’t get drunk.

There was a car horn sounding behind me, I turned my head, and my aunt poked her head out of his little beetle: "Qiao Mai? Why are you here?"

Auntie, you are my savior!

I asked him if you have come out of the shadows, why are you still running to the bar?Now the bar is the place for me to come to when I am broken-hearted and frustrated.

"I'm used to coming here every weekend to have a drink and chat with Calvin. Don't worry, your aunt and I are not so fragile. How long has it been? You still use wine to drown your sorrows, how about you?" He looked at me all over. Sweatshirt, "Did you sleepwalk here?"

I held my head high and said, "I'm broken in love."

I have nothing to hide from my aunt.I was sitting on a high stool at the bar, drinking a variety of cocktails that I had never had before. Calvin is much more reliable than Ling Xiao. I can serve whatever wine I want, as high as the alcohol, absolutely. unambiguous.

I was drinking one glass after another, and my mind was full of Ling Xiao's eyes when he rejected me, his incomprehensible iceberg dead face, after listening to my guitar and my song, he can reveal such a soft expression The eyes, how inspiring to me.How unwilling to reject me with this look.

If it was someone else, "Baji" I kept telling me to stay away from him, I would think you are sick, right?But Ling Xiao is not someone else, he is the type who can kiss you and reject you cruelly.I'm unlucky to like him.

I don't remember what my aunt said to me, I just remember that he said something after a while