Hidden Corner - Change Xu Jing's Personality

In his heart, there are a few secret dark thoughts: If things don't go well, Xu Jing can become dependent on him, so it's not a bad thing...

"No, I just thought that I haven't hugged you like this for a long time." Xu Jing buried her face in his neck, "It's been too long." It's been so long that I have forgotten what else to do besides the recent nightmare. Time to hug you like this.

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This meal was the happiest meal Zhang Dongsheng had in recent years.

No matter what reason his wife changed, he was happy.

Xu Jing packed the bedding and folded the two quilts, but she didn't know where to put them.Zhang Dongsheng has always been in charge of the housework, and she has basically never taken care of it.

"Put them all away?" The man hugged the quilt and opened the drawer under the bed. "Well, change to a bigger bed, or I'll be dragged away at night." Thinking about what she did these past few nights, Xu Jing felt that she was not so righteous.

Dividing the quilt felt like a lot of trouble. Not to mention, she dragged the quilt away later, wouldn't that make people suffer from the cold.

It's quite troublesome to get into his bed after having a nightmare.

After she had the best solution to deal with the nightmare, she immediately crossed out the useless option of desk lamp.

Hearing what she said, Zhang Dongsheng couldn't help laughing, "Okay."

He took out a large quilt from under a drawer.They bought it when they got married. After covering it a few times, Xu Jing asked to share the quilt for sleeping.He was reluctant to throw it away. Although he knew it might be useless, he still washed and dried it, hoping that it would be useful someday.

Not in vain.

Xu Jing looked at the quilt and felt a lot.The words were stuck in his throat, and his eye sockets were sore.

It's time to make a good plan to live your life, and you can't make endless mistakes.

Everyone has to be responsible for their own life, and she is the same, she must face her own mistakes bravely.

"Husband." They lay down facing each other, Xu Jing hesitated for a while, but decided to have a frank talk.

In the past few years, their married life has been muddled, and she herself doesn't know how to live like this.She knew that Zhang Dongsheng knew that she had taken the contraceptive pill secretly, but she still had to say it.

She suddenly acted like this, Zhang Dongsheng was a little strange, "What's wrong?"

But the person opposite got into his arms: "I have been taking contraceptives before, so we have never had a baby. It is my fault that my parents misunderstood this matter. I will find a time to talk to them. Sorry, I was so selfish."

She didn't dare to look up, afraid to see the disappointment in his eyes, even though she knew he wouldn't.

In the past few years, she seemed to have been pierced by someone's soul, how absurd it was.

"I quit smoking, but from a scientific point of view, it takes at least three months to ensure that the child is healthy. I don't smoke much, but I am a little worried. This matter may have to wait." She said in a muffled voice, no Knowing that Zhang Dongsheng was so happy that he almost cried

"Don't worry." I have been waiting for so many years, as long as you are willing to look back at me, as long as you are willing, I can wait as long as you want.

He patted her back for fear.

"I know that I have been bad for the past few years, and I know that the past is irreparable, but I will not go too far in the future." She was a little nervous and spurned herself, "Can you forgive me, please gone."

She was even very glad that she woke up early, thinking about those ambiguous text messages that were destroyed by her, at least they were in the embryonic stage, and they didn't even hold each other's hands, it was just the initial acquaintance, otherwise their marriage would be over.

Don't talk about this matter, don't even mention that.

"I didn't blame you, it's all over." He patted her on the back reassuringly, and he never asked too much.

Being gentle and humble in love, Xu Jing's words were enough to make him so happy that he didn't know how to love her.

This person is too paranoid, everything is on Xu Jing, and all emotions follow her.

Of course Xu Jing knew it too, so she continued, "I've been too busy these past few years, and the trip I kept talking about before didn't materialize. Now I'm too tired from work, so I want to resign and take a break, so we can go on a trip. In a few days, you will finish classes soon, let's go out for a walk during the holiday."

There is a lot of money in her small treasury, she has only one child in her family, the real estate is in her own name, and a sum of rent has been saved. In addition, the salary has not been moved much in the past few years, and there has been no rest for a period of time. question.

Zhang Dongsheng hardly refuted what she said, "Okay, if you're not happy with what you're doing, take a rest."

He also wanted to get closer to her, and wanted to travel. He remembered everything she had said, but when things like traveling together were mentioned, Xu Jing was annoyed before.

He still waited.

The annual leave I originally applied for can be taken from tomorrow, and I will go to half a resignation application tomorrow morning, and it will be approved in about half a month, just as the annual leave is over.

Counting the time, Xu Jing felt that there was nothing wrong with the plan.

Once you take the first step, nothing else will be too difficult.

She raised her head, just at this angle to meet Zhang Dongsheng who was looking down at her.

His eyes were like a golden retriever she had raised when she was a child, moist with infinite tolerance and a gentle smile.All these years seem to have not changed him.

This made her couldn't help but leaned closer and kissed him lightly.

His lips were warm and moist.

One touch and instant.She still felt a little sweetness that didn't belong to her, very light.

It is said that when you start to like someone, you will smell the fragrance on him that others cannot smell.

After many years, she smelled it again, that indescribable and irresistible smell.

That should be the taste of love.

She saw her lover leaning closer, deepening the kiss that was not a kiss just now...

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He kissed carefully and gently, but she couldn't resist.

Lips and tongue intertwined, her mouth was full of that sweet taste, very light and shallow, but it couldn't be ignored.

Finally, he let her go.

Zhang Dongsheng was afraid of his wife's resistance, but until the kiss was over, he saw that she didn't know if it was shyness or something, her face and ear tips turned pink, but she didn't see the disgust of being touched in the past.

It's fine if you don't hate it.

Don't hate me.

Zhang Dongsheng thought silently, but his arms tightened around him.

Two people are close enough to smell each other, hear each other's breath, and feel her/his pulse.

All this is true.

Even for this couple who haven't been close to each other for years, it's a dream come true.

Zhang Dongsheng has always loved Xu Jing very much, wishing to give her his heart.He could always smell the milk-sweet fragrance on Xu Jing's body, it was so sweet that it could drive him crazy, but he couldn't reach out to hug him, it was really bitter.

If this is a dream, don't wake up.

Turn off the lights, except for the shallow breathing, there is only the occasional chirping of Ticada.

Xu Jing dreamed about what happened when they first fell in love, as clearly as if it happened yesterday.

There is a bit of depression in the sweetness.

"What's for dinner tonight?" She saw her husband working in the kitchen, wearing an apron, and there was a hint of virtuousness.

He cut the finished sandwich diagonally and put it on the plate, "What do you want to eat?"

"I want to eat pumpkin, which is sweet and glutinous. I also want to eat watermelon, which is crunchy and rustling." She helped bring the breakfast back to the table and ordered dishes by the way.

Zhang Dongsheng nodded, "Okay."

Xu Jing is not in a hurry to go to the hospital, she is already on vacation.Zhang Dongsheng still had to go, and he still had a few days to finish his classes.

"Are you really planning to resign?" The director of the department also saw that she looked wrong these days.

Xu Jing nodded, "Yes, there are some new plans."

Their hospital is quite famous, there is no shortage of people to fill the vacancies, and the approval process is also fast, just half a month in advance.Just in time for her to take her annual leave, and then come back to sign a resignation.

She went to the personnel side to submit a resignation application and it was quick.

By the way, I called my parents, "I have something to discuss with you, yes, that's what I mentioned last time.

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After hanging up the phone, she walked around the house, still a little nervous.

The words are all spoken by oneself, and the mistakes are made by oneself, and there is nothing to do about it.

"Dad, Mom." She shuddered when she heard the knock on the door, opened the door and saw the second elder, and her mood subtly coincided with the mood when she saw the dean when she was in school.

The old man sat on the sofa without saying a word.

The three of them sat facing each other for a while, and it was Mama Xu who broke the silence. "Jingjing, kid Dongsheng, these years... are actually pretty good, have you thought about it?"

Xu Jing hurriedly shook her head: "I just want to tell you that I don't want to get a divorce."

Seeing his father's hesitant expression, "Actually, I haven't had any children these years. It's because I've been taking contraceptive pills. It has nothing to do with him. Dad, Mom, don't blame him." Xu Jing hurriedly added the important words.

"You!" Accompanied by his father's heavy sigh, Xu Jing looked at his graying hair. It was not easy for the old couple. They worried about their children's education in the first half of their lives, and worried about their marriage in the second half of their lives.

She knew that her father had never been such a mean person, but because of her relationship, she became more and more displeased with her husband.Especially since the two of them have never had children, they all thought that Zhang Dongsheng had delayed her.

"The matter of divorce is a dizziness. I haven't told Dongsheng about it, so don't mention it to him." Xu Jing bit her lower lip, "I've quit smoking, and I plan to get pregnant during this time. I'll mention it to the hospital. I have submitted my resignation letter, and I plan to make a good plan for the following days in the near future.”

"Dad, Mom." She breathed softly, "Dongsheng gave up a lot for me, and you all know that. I've been an asshole for the past few years, but I really can't take people's kindness to me for granted. He You can’t make a lot of money now, but it’s also because you have to take care of me.”

"We know that many things